Tuesday, 2 December 2025

So I still 'believe' ...in nothing that can be understood, but you have to use words that aren't ..

 ...theirs.

Gosh that sounds yuck.

But as one tries, fairly often even if for duel purpose, to speak with the 'believers' as long as it isn't the newer 'age' gobbledygookerites, my my they don't even know words like 'schema' or just 'something' seems to be too antagonistic ...


so it says "1 hour 30 minutes" to upload which is unbelievable because the whole point is getting up (for 25 years) at an hour or so before them....come along and use the limited resources .. 

which is ALLways the issue in the non cives places

(if one more woman auto-says 'pagan' to me without knowing what it means: NOTHING except yer not from the city states of Rome or Sparta or Londimium..

that's all ... i shall run away crying forever as one could cry at how boring they all are with their non word the usual excuse for buying more  nonart about nothing...)

anyway now hate the sin and not the sinner is about the only surefire useful phrase in their dodgy skyfaerie book

And perfectly personified in when one has COMMON 'cause'  you rattle out a text to chief baddie, 

https://www.ralphschism.com/p/archpointyhat.html

and she texts back immediately with her usual evasion  - doing something critical on a choochoo  connected with not here and now.... 

but she knowsTHIS TIME it matters...a lot.

My my funtimes ahead...

And we WILL be grooming and coercing arch pointy hat ...  to be in the gang.

There will only be two gangs. Even if not 'divided' merely the rhetoric of the other side is so cloyingly Tim Stanley.... it has to be addressed or there is only doomscrolling forever....

But as i knew even if it may never be, The Mong has the key to the kingdom of some future sanity, reality, if her doctor doesn't hug her to death...


Anyway above all, if one just actively-observes by which one means sometimes being Orwellian meaning get in the kitchen with the starving dishwashers for some time and see what one finds and philosophises from being one of them... even if the thoughtful person can never be entirely as he discovered and didnt quite write well enough about how even those scum dealing with the scum at the bottom of the pan or sink or in the blocked drains, never consider themselves scum and in a way they always find purpose, learning to tolerate their new identity which is far too pretentious a way of saying just finding some position in the hierarchy that is free from a punch for not being in the hierarchy..

But the idea one may question anything is a madmans dream unless he  errata s/he is i dont believe in many differences at all as per Hayling an evol biol herself...is mad enough to dream that being considered mad enough to dream otherwise is also worthwhile an existence.

Which is deliberate irony in that one has no choice. 

One is either born to be on an island or not... 

The amount of times i have groomed   a few of the obvious island dwellers on that one ...don't fight it...you wont change... you can't even live soundly in the eddies that exist between them, in sound or strait... you will fall over and drown... accept your islanderism..

which is the exact opposite of this Sceptic Shopping Aisle as the one most astonishing thing of a quite satisfactory life of the mind and LOADSA s/he-man toughnut lumberjacking too,  is how in fact history so so slowed down just about the time the professionalised numbties started to say it's 'speeding up' and how utterly conformist the Britols became... brittle in their desperate and very sad need to have a  starring role  in Madame Bovary as if it wasn't a warning: find a different way, and do not whatever you do trust the Portobello marketeer racketeers of the 80s 90s... 

As one day they will all run away and colonise Hay, Stroud,  the whole SW as they never did really like narrow country roads and here they only have to do shorter distances on them.... and the train connection back to London is a tad more straightforward and expensive enough to keep out too much scummy riff raff who used to be their London neighbours... (wrong on that one as organised crime had very deep pockets, and are cleverer when it comes to bribing very dinosaur counsellors etc) 

yes they will colonise, and even pimp books on 'change' but never for a second stop and think what it means... never mind still try and get Ken High St boho (large covered, i heard its gone) market prices for shoddy goods, in the hills of the SW....

But it's their... total lack of 'rolling with it', that amuses me... on many a level. 


(ohh yes that was funny the lovely film crew up in them hills, apparently are not so lovely  - i heard it from a horses mouth, and saw it myself.....but we could have told anyone that decades ago back in the Black Mountains as it got all Withnailly... how theyre always selfish unhappy performative city peeps who go all yummy about being paid to work on 'site' in the hills all beardy and even some pet dreadlocks to make up the image....but when the drugs run out or the damp isnt tolerated as sure as ferrits are ferrits they get...angry.....angsty..... and drive around the lanes at a speed that is dangerous to any nice person  -as i saw her back and forth warning light flashing from dawn the other day up n down Misteress of some universe, that isn't here, one can say as I'm told their lorry smashed a pubsign, too......  yes utterly oblivious to some nice nobody maybe forgot his neon and thus is in dark attire....  walking those lanes before sunup... in the place they come to 'capture' for their fantasy - not only in their heads, nowadays feeds too,  but can of celluloid... nothing... that is real about living nowhere ) 

Anyway that's irrelevent but what is relevent is ive never known such an unhappy place....so how do we define happy?

oops we that sounds very faux-weish... like the van babes and so called men on holiday burning up hydrocarbons on your Youtube subscritions so alone as they zoom around...never speaking to anybody, twice in the same place...and living a real life which is ten times harder than all the wonderlust... funny thing is they say " we are going to this parkup today.." when its only them and their nonhuman rather limited....dog... defo new law in the new utopia, don';t say 'we' unless ...(i must find it again the environmental couple who as a team actually DID achieve some real eco saving.. my only'religion' as Bach told us in his Bridge Across...) 


Anyway back to my vandalised bridge, soon... maybe even, ours...

thing is i rarely meet anybody, twice... not that one should think anything into anything... it's the thinking that's the problem, unless it is safely merely put into chronicles or far better word 'reflections'...soon

but i need some traction

s/he clearly lost 


(VIDEO LATER) 




Anyway, now, as i have a purpose, even if it's always been exactly the same  ever since that year ... 92ish to 93... 

its so funny that (even she  - Ms Oxford scientist, was sucked in to their 'born again' insanity...her poor mum n dad needed as 'family' as their Ye Olde English 'Empire' was shown to be rather wobbly) ... one has a chance with serious arch- bigwiggery onboard to... show up just how problematical religion ..is

When even he can manipulate it so easily for his  vulgar and artless ends... I'm sure the charismatics will be claiming him as herald of the end times, too.... 

Not on my watch.... 


Yes so the one most important thing probably lost in the waffle is that its extraordinary how one actually feels is when its impossible....  so much mind bodily 'younger' ..is weirdly younger rather than the profile pics of every oldbag yank, online... . when one takes the odd stand, in damp socks and still-wet undies...and even undried shirts.... in bleak wet damp chilled places.... and indeed .. has a bit of a scrap with life...

even if nobody must ever know.... 

as my my they so Bovarian hate that, so

that in fact it may indeed be a way to live

longer.


The problem is though... the real 'immigrant' problem, soon.... except those arrivals dont need any chilly banana boat, and  come in with a spanking new golden visa..none of your so called journalists have even noticed...

How from around mid 10s The Marches started to fill up with all sorts of 

oohhhh i much prefer em in black yummy yummy



but go foodshopping or,  fair dinkum she was the first and only other, ever, for at least 20 years....  who remembered things past " so was your session at the dentist ok..[ even if that is still to do the way the fucking cunt stole my platinum tooth my only precious possession as he was told... and i was VERY nice to Mister over from Goa Islamic Abrahams.. asking him all about his faith and how he was managing to get on out here in the redneck sticks...good job i had my recorder on even if i was the only one smiled at him]?" 

Anyway they wont tell you just how many American 'evangelical' institutions (correct word for cults with loadsa cash who buy up property in fire sales) have gradually 'established' themselves in off-the-beaten-track places like Bishops Castle Mennon HQ...  so many Americans finding themselves as if by magic in Knighton to spread the word of ...some dinosaur waffling 200 years ago... 


funny that... i thought immigratiion was to be curbed...

there's another funny thing which is if you deregulate schools, back to dinosaur times when 'religion' is central in the curriculum you get every single yankee religious nutjob (under the guise of the other nutjobs with other beliefs and necesary 'faith schools'  )  sneak in so as to buy up land and large buildings so as to ...  well they have far more money to act longerterm...

and instead of government using the peoples tax to pay for new schools they get all these free ones built buy some cult or other... fact (especially places like Birmingham but as sure as ferrits are it will be BC next.. which is why they got the golden visas and tax breaks in the first place...sneaky hey ) 

Nobody will tell you the four megga Yankee disco churches that took over Horrorford even 15ish years ago....

strange that.... might have something to do with them buying up so much derelict town centre 'real estate'...  nobody asking for YANXIT.. perhaps as nobody really knows... just how successful their undercover invasion has been...

T'was good fun though chatting up the odd Mennonite as nobody else would talk to them every day shopping in oops wasnt BC it was the other one 'gods waiting room'...  so yes in fact main reason wearing their compulsory light blue dresses out to do shopping in twos... they are so so ugly,  talk about evil sexism .... but  they so loved it in fact got decidedly frisky and extremely healthy faced ruddy cheeked smiley....when someone would occasionally stop them and wanted to hear their real life story and real feelings....

to be cont


i wonder why the AI has gone mad and put my last post with a  'warning'....  that was one of the nicest for months.