Ralph Schism: opps there are a few "under construction" i must return to them i need a secretary dot com once i help mountains in the palm of my hands and all that bother

so just whilst i am awaiting a few non sequitur gobbledygook snippets to upload to interweave badly into a story.... someone knows was good...... its time to go all the way...

I mean all, now

see there we go i trust NOone as i am sane and thats wot a wife's for....

But now even i am trusting AI as it "saves time" no it doesnt unless you are actually on the battery Tightrope of every dodgy 'a' eats at my magnificent energy and i fizzle...

But AI will never know why his Brownsville Girls

Primary backing vocalists: Carolyn Dennis, Peggi Blu, Madelyn Quebec, and Annette May Thomas provide the prominent backing vocals on the track.
Other backing vocalists: Eisecia Wright, Esther Marrow, and Muffy Hendrix are also credited with background vocals.

...just got 'it'

And why TL's Youth for Christ Choir haven't yet found some way of cashing in and claimin' they were somehow not 'included' or

equitably fiddled with, historically, i mean 'abused' is in his words so i'm sure someone got ideas....

or maybe they just thought about how they could never be bettered not even by his Bronsvilles...

I only mention in that as a total zen-purist (yuck i touched it the other day of course in the most

clichéd ... (i think the formattin's already fucked so in for a penny which would be too much for this overpriced piece of blokey showoff bullshit

in that in THE most 'artless' place in the whole universe - of course they only know about certain ..i am not even going to bother copypasting the whole clich word just to throw out the formattin' again....

Pastyshire and environs they actually think this is a book.... probably kept on the shelf next to The Power of Now thinking that's how to tune their revolting noisy death machines up and gettem to go even faster...

Anyway i only mention this as there i am a true zennite which requires hard work turning OFF every auto-this-that-and-the-other...especially the other with the recent accidental find left on a tab as its revving me up to think of how she at last is gonna be impaled on her chalice as enough is enough and she did harm another .....

And there's nothing like some actually good use of a church choir ...

but i turn OFF autoplay precisely so this disturbing sort of traumatising thing CANNOT happen that IT

thinks I may wish to .listen to the worst jelly-babe

which may be a play on the first word of that port -mantoo

sick, spotty (not immutable, nor is the jelly as it happens, the science of Bonobos doth say)

excuse for how not to do journalism and make it about you....

so cleverly of course conning the world he actually cares about anything other than every click

And that if you are an actual Pally-luvva and real internationalist egalitarian student of

écologie politique (much less traumatising in Gren as every Green Party email out to members i saw over some years mentoring a younger one years was about sex...that isnt actually sex...as sex is for getting actual dancers hips, which are ...i forgot my train now shame i was going to piss on everyone suggesting only the child-borne can ever be sexy or something like that which will come back sure as ferrets are ferrets ) then as stated already on Oct 9 2023 here i think we can now claim copyright tradeing mark if you care do tell them to leave

(do you know 10,000 actually did bribe their way - rather expensively, through the tunnel monetiser gateways and emerge quite dusty but now able to sleep well in the nice rather deserted Sinai camping grounds.... .... bet you haven't seen THAT in your Owen Jones moanathon... nor did many utter Ohh my we gone and got Nakbad, woe is us.....nor how even the arch Jen-oh-cidere did actually offer them Egyptians about 5 billion in camping pitch fees up front if they would help and he doubled it a little later in reality ...

...... and no Palestinian is ever going to be able to rely on many a good night's sleep as we all know that as soon as someone finds a forgotten box of rockets hidden behind the bombed out Al JAzeera no-longer-needed journomobile as all of em got whacked....

it'll start all over again

so the 'kind' thing ...ooooh gosh my initial back of fag pouch calculation 9 oct 2023 was about right

i have second sight known in sane lands as a mind

60 or 70 bil spent on 'executing' the war rough guesstimate

and then plus 75 - which will go to 100 as sure as ferrets are on rebuilding

thats best part of 100 grand for each Palestinian... all 2 mil.... to go and stay in a nice holiday resort for a few years as i had earlier suggested may be a tad more 'human rights' international or not

but no the Owens bay for....something... I have no idea what any more.... other than attention.

At least pilger would have put it all in context etc...

(now this actually hurts as i thought one may have seen through the 'in times like these' endless ...well in fact it IS 'martyrdom' even if i have never heard anyone quite so fiercely anti that word....

i have a last long audio still to do... with a list, and i hate war so much that i deliberately put my fingers in my ears at the mention of all of them such as Laos Vietnam much of africa especially

at least THEN even if he started it - the pricey hat habit i see that is now compulsory ... it was cheap rags

anyway yes tangent this crap was auto next on when i LAWAYS tell all apps to not ever do anything or you'll be stripped out...

but of course they wank their way back as soon as you're not on top of them...and you get this trauma

so did i say.... chich

i touched it.

I had no idea just how one way street to clich central the whole M5 A30 thing is....

But i needed to see just howso to understand...(well a few things, job done thanks very much is the only

zen there is..)

Never mind understand just how chich he wastoo

Spending a whole few years attempting to goad me into saying that word which HIS free speech,

speaks so repetitively merely for attention

I.e. "you can't say this word but me and me 'homies' we can "

Anyway all incitement to ball kicking is frankly evil... and actually i believe that incitement to violence is

rirightfully indictable even if the problem has always been is everyone on earth incited the Arabs in their

Spring ... not that it got them anywhere either

how....ever.....

i still dont understand how words written in another country could conceivably be

indictable in another country

which our thick journalists seem not to have...prioritised as the issue...

How....ever.... that unindictable non 'hate' or is it 'hate' criminality is now uninvestigable as they dont

think its a good idea to investigate any more, even if i still know that nobody REALLY knows if 'hate' really

exists, other than hating how there is just no sane journalism left

But yes as i was listing... oops format back to original

Laos Vietnam loads of Africa Rwanada but one tragic example...

A lot of S America a deathcamp in the 70s to 90s especially Central regions

Yugoslavia

i forgot, Georgia - maybe not so many deaths but brutal

and everyone forgets many many thou killed in recent Afghan wars

Syria 2 prob 300 thou truly gruesomes...

All this " ohh woe is us in times like these " that i have pinpointed over 7 years that i had thought just one may be immune to, and which is factually incorrect, said as a left-of-Titoist, though eco xenobiotic and prozac piss apocalypse i do think is worse than ever, ask the 65% of "birds" who didnt get to be alive in the last 50 years getting worse....

BUt really....spend all day looking into a silly small screen and as the true scientist Susan Grenfeld quite unequivocally stated fine woman in the late 90s.. you feel shit

so of course you 'woe is us' to business as usual

And DO nothing to cause actual DM me for change

give up

Just like anyone who ever used their word 'zen' also did so despite being the king of it one cannot use that word, and still 15 years after establishing this issue - nothing i do is new...

i need to find a better word!

oops this really has gone wonky - this was first paragraph:

But (insert older imagery of pasty stickers and even big plastic pasties in windscreens ) nobody can beat me up for saying " it's a biggotted racist dump " as a brown man said that, of his pastry addicted home county ...

Though just like a so called 'man' - one forgets where we are with this, i saw standing at a urinal with high heels on a couple of months ago - bang on cue, well he doesn't actually have to be here... as in that instance there was i am sure a far cleaner and more sweetsmelling multisex disabled one next door and no one ever gave a damn anyway they have their 'not all disabilities are visible badges well and truly in the public perception these days so its not like anyone is going to do a stop-check.....

Anyway where were we ohh yes the summer....

I had no idea just how stautus-infantalised they all are.... were

The height of look-at-me wandering around a certain small sick dumptown...

(of her atrocious overpriced artshop

i shall chronicle at some point if i can think of how one can possibly say anything useful about her but i know she set the drunk German against ... my friend... lovely people these sharp elbowed sleepless women who i trusted with my truths....)

Anyway she can keep her shithole of childmen clichs

ahhahh but there is a far deeper aide memoir therein

Now any sane person figured that sadly ALL 'performers' are sad narcissists even if that's a word should be banned

But really....marry a Muppet, Mister Muppet and of course you are unable to even understand a truly great human compliment, that really does matter

Justin case i forget

(later even if i have a superb memory such as how he put a false extremely besmirching medical report into a court that REALLY hurt someone... a child..... funny that, from another country, too.. but then certain names are unique and very Ogglable and maybe thats all one can say about modern life...some are lost in the crowd...some maybe may have to live with actual sins if theyre not so commoner disguised .)

Anyway back to actual business.

The laziest place i have ever known and i have lived in bongo bongo land

Ahh yes now one of a series.

Funny thing is a FEW of the ones with a bit of a mind left not fried with their 'mushrooms' sprinkled on everything knew two decades ago that these things really are kindof bad for nature...

And thus when one New Years eve well it was hard....tongue biting time....what do you say when someone who had even written a big fat fairly expensive book in praise of Birds.. .

But what do i call 'them'?

The Sourceites... ?

someone said to me yesteraft "hypocrites" but hypocrite is a strangely inadequate word ..

well for BPD, really, sadly thus far just a label

rather than cultural shortcut everyoneknows such as Judas

well its Hippo+ at least, like when for example The Eden Project

from wiki i cannot verify.....To counter criticism from environmental groups, the Eden Project committed to investigate a rail link to the site.^[10] The rail link was never built, and car parking on the site is still funded from revenue generated from general admission ticket sales...

It can verify that Tim leaves his meggawats of car park lights on all night even in the winter when no one else is in said megga car parks ...but me....

So what it is is this thing of certain folk - errata rather a lot, them who patinate their campers and all that so they look comme il faut at the right kind of patinated 'bohemian' gatherings in Hatesville for example .... 'n who ACTIVELY preach their goodness and econess and caring about natureness

even write books on Birdy stuff of course hinting at Mother Theresa credentials, yet still these things are on sale and of course nobody ever ever says I shall curb my appetite for "abundance" of "wonder" at "magical" .... things done outside at parties because they not only make a mess but may make rather a mess of say a birds nest or event owl's barn - the one that's left not being gentrified into a coffee table book shelf for 'nature' books

(two weeks ago small cut out due the inability to understand free speech means youtoo)

Anyway back to the summer.

Soon.

Except every Miss Spelled word and bit forgot - indeed many segments still to do, is/are (even i have lost track of the grammar) only a 'vehicle' to somehow tell the tale of "them" universal fakes. Whom, over two decades allowed a whole far less densely populated region become a polluted swamp and now their big moment arrived.

'Twas all the same deep down, the same Esisentsein types though Presteigne's was rather fatter, and worked for the BBC as their groovy man-of-the people, part comedian, part of him still stuck in the mud of some festival down South masquerading as 'arts' or the gathering of the elite puppeteers and coolest hat wearers at Kelmarsh Hall, where on actually good authortity rather than some Yank trying to get more payout, there is rather a lot of late night sodomy as initiation and 'rite on' actual behaviour, none of my business, except what was always astonishing is as these peeps spread out into the ruraler lands not able to afford Stroud, or Glastonbury or some SWestern doppleganger they never NOTICED the real life stories around them...

This one a 'real' one as the shitstain must be so terribly smelly and impossible to launder out that these were on the border line all summer - i mean six months of it...

The extreme behaviours of a minority of the extremely damaged of course is never really interesting...

But the real behaviours of the performative Mother Theresas is far moreso as they would wander around in the company vehicle performing just like at Kelmarsh .. screwing someone en masse pretending just because they have the best trendy gear and hats and even of course frilly 'burlesque' style costumes, they actually give a shit about "community" ....

Righty ho ... did i start to snake around the word? (unusually up speed-o-jotting much later than my cast iron rule allows - no more keys after lunchtime)

the problem with the word 'hypocrite' in the hardest language in the world there being declensions for class (a far too prosaic example lunch / dinner) and even INTENDED class I guess (Toggi / ehhh... Fedora maybe a bit old hat... but such consumer items, materialist goods, that must NEVER be referred to as just more of them, or 'stuff'... are designed for ONE cause and effect only: not to end up in housing association 'gated community' ... there being other kinds of far more comme, 'gated community' ....

'Hypocrite' i suppose implies a sort of 'intentionality' (like her, at the weekend, newword warning ! .. "community" is no longer adequate, "intentional community" somehow adds panache and fuck-offery to mere ordinary drug munchin' "community" ....

'Hypocrite' also implies some subtle 'agency' or could have not been so hypocriticalness, when the sad truth is just an inability to ever join certain dots, in fact it should be in DSM 5... even if i guess it is

ahhahhh now i get it and dotjoin, as fair dinkum ..... a great tune, and a great disguise even i fully actual nomadist around the globe quite well atuned to the cultural construct thought she was from Portobello Road and had a stall there so they could get the best props...

oooh that may be it the proppists....

this a work in progress merely about the stopping of all of it

Maybe the clue was there all along as actual progressives - the old version when any red blooded bloke would celebrate and raise a glass to every bloke who was taken out of the meat market by doing a Mars Room (lady writer so immune from being hateful) and cutting off his own competitive, meat .. thus far more meat of the other sex available for dinner..or is it luncheonmeat

which should have always been a matter of great celebration! talk about real failure to have been born when the ratio was roughly one all.... which is for an 'evolutionary' reason - is an ESS, but if quite a few boys will no longer be boys then what a truly wonderful new age for those still wanting to be boys and finding that one day it may even go to two each.. (indeed those naughty Iranians i bet they figured that first actively allowing certain bits to be chopped off rather than the whole head may of course rebalance the tendency to chuck female foetuses in the bin even if child-borne ...)

and just adopt the continental attitudes to pissoirs - all innit together, and no problem...

yes of course the 2/3 of m on f argy bargy sanctuary homes and lockups exempt

So where did we get to apart from hell? A parallel universe to that of reality.

Not quite 'hypocrisy'.

And certainly not any kind of 'intended' conspiracy by the neocon / turbo capitalists as they're too thick to even get updates to work propper or cover their tracks brokering arms into whatever kerfuffle they need to be ongoing to pay for the Anabel's drinks bill..

It was all in Huxley of course, the 'soma' ..

And note to self all i really care about is how in 2019 after putting some effort into non Bojo votes in my past region (strategically - the way they sneer at that perfectly ancient 'ancestral' method of getting power around even the stone age camp fire as if they are too pure and just bay singing at the top of their voices " i PRAY for revolution" it will magically 'manifest' itself into 2 billion votes...and nobody 'prayed' for anything in the fairly fine language of the 80s thats for the dodgy TV mad Evangelina's of Yankee land ) the cowboy hatted man who was the touchstone for the whole region and 'good egg' - all that "he's a great guy" stuff so he got to even unofficially mentor the youngers who had their own goodish minds... still swaggering along the smallest shithole little High St in The MArches as if he is still 18 when he is well into his 60s ... and should have read at least one Huxley as it wasn't hard in even the 70s to eavesdrop a good conversation then about it all....

The Soma.... but without 'intention' to actively eat anyone ... nope you can't even rely on the local hipster 'politico' even if rather old pretending to still be 18 to know the word 'soma' ( "dont lament too much it was merely the soma thats what they voted for ... " nope over his cowboy hatted head )

But i didn't know how total it was.... and bless them as one mustn't "them" anyone or one is called a "seperatist" on a bench by one of THEM the perfect personification, indeed... just for in a celebratory tone observing how so many clearly wealthy non-menists would promenade the polluted Toe hand in hand as if they had indeed just come 'out'... for the day, when its obvious they were paying the several grand for an tourist cottage as clearly that is the 'brand' in that particular destination... all always being merely tourism for decades and bless her on her lusting for, what ... I wonder ..... as it's not there any more...

Indeed THE most interesting destination is the whole PP as even I didn't know just how 'new' age it was ... but what age exactly?

Apart from about three.

Nineteen ninety three, Portobellese perhaps...

Uggh this is so dreadfully uncreative its impossible to be alive in any way pondering even a word for 'them'...

suburban folk who adopted the right "costume" and stance and hobbies... some or other trendy dance or 'ethnic' fantasy ... (when every ethnic i ever knew of many just wanted a half decent motor car and they entirely miss this in even The Mayor.... of Ramala how in fact the bling is everywhere especially in his glittering town hall palace when his mayoralty is the same size as Horrorford - a deceptively wealthy region, out East at least, and all the municipal buildings have peeling paint and smell of piss...

really just trendy hobbyists from their compulsory nod to Buddhist siting around cross legged and doing nothing to signal to the others 'present' holding 'presence' in the same 'space' that an invite for a cuppa later isn't any kind of meat-market advance... or worse

I suppose in one sentence to preach all sorts of fine sounding concepts, then to hide the fact that not one actually abides by concepts such as give succour to the traveller even them Crets managed to pretend to be built upon, and still do.... and as for living arrangements not only would not one ever consider selling up their living space at half the 'going rate' whilst preaching care for the 'homeless' or otherwise bedroom-stressed ...

They actually don't KNOW that they became the problem and do nothing ever in real life about anything such as using less, lifsharing lots... etc...

because they are dressed in such a way that of course they don't need to ... and anyway all those hobbies to keep them occupied and ... gain attention to their 'identity'

to be continued maybe even if its so painful to ponder how to describe....

Never mind describe how not one ever actually looks for and speaks of solutions - real ones...

nope just endless new words.

"connect" often i think is the very worse and most painful

And this won't connect with anyone even if you "lean in" so far you hurt your nose on the screen as ...

well the brainwashing is so total as one can see at The Source that nobody can ever think it may be metoo ... so it's not really 'hypocrisy' it's far more 100% Animal Farm

ohh thats a point objectification - all is evil... as was known decades ago...

And yet it seems - long known but turbo charged in Somasville ... its so funny that look up any communitarian attempt at shared land use and all that my ohh my one would think that every 25 year old sunworshipping ssupersmiley upermodel with her just a little dewy a cleavage from all that hard outdoor work toiling in the earth, was here...

And ready to make "community" with anyone dumb enough to believe their brochures.....

Thing is not one - the rules of the Hobbyists ... is never actually reflect upon reality and playfully duel with the only one there is, that's scrutable... not one actually seems to know that a bit of truth-based DOing a bit of a fight ... actually makes you happy... even when you inevitably lose as it takes at least a real community of committed elves to tango... and actually get real 'revolution' (lite )