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Saturday, 22 November 2025

so, the big taboo ...

 .... even if every absurd Anglo-yank vantuber cant talk about happiness being always every morning without fail at 0530 pulling your trousers down youve had on in bed ...  great thing about winter is nature provides a privacy curtain from about sept  of  a mister windscreen...  squat on drivers seat with a pan under bumhole and ones constitution is always perfect as is ones aim...THE one thing only that matters is the one small "leftover" bit, as a far better communicator than me the perfect  communicator,  once, age 7ish once said to me " dad the look at my leftovers they make such an interesting shape on the toilet paper"

i mean where did she get that word from true proof of god bin the real ' nature ' of life    in fact The Sublime...


if you move the pan too quickly one drop of leftover ends up on the seat .  but you hear it ....so can wipe thattoo otherwise talk about simplest quiet operation.... every 4 or 5 days go into a field empty it...

and the repaired lid is perfect for amazingly despite a loose fit not emanating any smells I'm aware of...

in fact none if them can talk about their piss n poo its quite extraordinarily american... 

whom 30 years ago in their universities ONLY coined the made up term ' gender'  because the middle aged women professors even of biology couldnt utter the word ,' sex' in public ..this is a fact.


but there is one even better mindfulness course taboo to crack..... share the pan 

in a silly society the 100k click tubers  never even refer to their poo... quite extraordinary when thats ALL the casual observer ever thinks of

anyway the even bigger taboo. loneliness.

2 years ago nearly i made a 5 min video waffle i think is good... for the younger viewer who are definitely lost to it...as my first mentoree .. seni adopted younger man  the wonderful Kyle  told me 2010....


and real loneliness hurts...


but thistermorn just when yesteraft i know theres NOTHING more to cover .. nothing done all and even a lovely humble walker in her lovely humble tatty backpack and scuffed humble boots 

i know one only encounters the nice safe ones, as torture sent from the faeries to make you lonely for the  just one sane one left .. the one last ...saudade.... was ger laughter real that dont natter her countenance was fine ....  ( saudade the greatest compliment possible in any language ....and i know a bit of many  of them.. in her case nope you cant " just maybe get it back ..[ that true authentically GOOD thing lost]" as is the true version a portuguese will tell you face to face  that isnt on...line ...5.)


anyway ... pootime...  and in fact prepoo time hmmm actually i have at last unwanted a truly wise Hesse type insight on loneliness ..  that in fact may help !!.


in the epoch where suicide is increasing the last few years   .. saving every single younger English from their  toxically mad parents  and even worse the unchildBORNE sexless unswayinghipswayers  who colonised ' educating' them for cash, only and as its cleaner than cleanin the local bogs for cash...especially in thisterregion

( the one wise SisterBabs saying " ohh  god yet another childless woman... being a manic wreckingball [dripping battery acid from trying to ruin even my day and missing her actual target]  ..... " and that is in the ultra shamanic  nice ecogoddess, Roseland....   i didnt say that)


anyway i got the  better version on loneliness that cleverly by reverse psych may actually work .. 


and real lonesomeness is merely the bastard  of just the tinniest little underclass phone to fingerjab now  in the morning  until i can charge lapper up of my time  literally several hrs a day charging it very old .... doesnt hold overnight .. 

and the end of loneliness means bot caring that even the one who you wrote down your url for .. safely in London ... meaning one doesnt want to be thought writing opinions at Their Source... theyre viscious ..

anyway the one you may like to have as browser your fingerjab writing is so awful she'll runaway from thistoo...