So what a way to end it.....

 I saw something historical today

 but what sport she was! Do not assume as clearly my ex favourite has. And said so " you will get shot" god what a wonderful one lippy too!

Sport even if i am only ever serious, I mean the one that sorts out the men from boys.... And the true equaliser no matter who or whommm....

[running along  the so called pointy bit  with my forefinger ]"luv I'm more up for it than all of em ear put together and am most disappointed your spikeys  are... blunt..."

But as only one knows, there are two ways of 'seeing' the second not requiring you to even have  eyes  

And that 'second sight' one.... the last page of ten years on the hunt! I know it is a miracle and litetrary worthy truth far far more thrilling than mere fiction, because there is simply no way on earth i could have imagined-dreamed-predicted THAT was where one would so happily end up, and with that provably real feeling.....exactly ten years on.

....it's ten times better than Leo's best one, his Resurrection, even with the last couple of pages rightly ripped out,  and in fact someone showed me the funniest funny in her big one... ...proving i was wrong there is at least one person here in The Source with a real sense of...humour

Now ...all that matters is huddled later on we really did get to the bottom of her little old life-changing, past abyss... " you know by now surely.....it wasn't the denial by him, mister just a bit upper class who denied your beloved future.... that sent you plummeting....it was alive and kicking and now feeling sorry for itself rit large all out there thistermorn....and not one thing has really changed in our lifetimes, even your long one ....class....and thats why your body still complains BODILY ... because you were never quite one of ...them..." 

There's a VERY funny vidclip to go with this.... but there's ten more years to get to it, as now i know they will be far more fun than i could have ever imagined... as usual that peky bugger the prob!

And shetoo ....knows how to not fuck off and die despite being given the last rites  .... even if a "healer" .... 

Actual performance....art... while Marina was still in nappies...