The Last Walk (as the one enjoyed talker couldnt be ... theres a word that rhymes with that ...but SHE told me to REMEMBER to prowl in HER woods!)

now...ALL literally ALL i care about is some beauty

but if one trudges through item two here, that rteally is THE one and only thing that therapises anyone even me....

All my words vids and audios have actually rather fine quickshot photos (from 15 years ago!) that quite poignantly also tell stories even if as i rarely emailed perhaps yes a few paras of poetical explanation makes them..understandable

 in my case that is rather not so interested in the 'mythical'

bullshit

But the real esteem - thats what its all about the endless for 15 years fat lanyardists bragging about how they are esteeming (or the ubiquitous Big Sisterspeak of 'empowering') people via their lanyards when it not only doesnt work like that

Its the exact opposite. As the only thing for many years i liked was being shyly pretty quietly unesteemed to bother saying much....

And even their endless 'empowered' will fall into the boggy mire at some point and being 'empowered' is the exact opposite of your rope ladder out

In fact the rope ladder to.... 'centredness' or whatever word is merely knowing over time that the you you ARE ...nobody can even imagine as you had to kindof pump the self up to become what you didnt become as deep down you are what you are...

but everyone will assume the exact opposite

and 'giving away' ones wish to do it in the beautiful version with lovely pictures is just as much the cure, to being human...

(as the battery wont last and that mode takes far far longer )

which everybody wants, but nobody dare ponder

The Third Sector (includes churches and all the slightly public cash funded). And The Source is their 'retreat', too. Poor Nigel won't have a HOPE of even understanding as they are clever unlike him

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/the-third-sector-includes-churches?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

For the 'shy'; and true "centredness" for the brasher. The best real therapeutic 'work' of all the Jordans, Eckhearts, Gabors even Martíns and especially McGillchrists wont tell you, as they can't.

https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/for-the-shy-and-true-centredness?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

just a smattering i think they live with the above audios sort of even if every word for 3 years is all about oner same subject