if i have permission...
why did i ask? it waws much better when we jointly sat muttering seditious things.... and she just without saying anything or even noticing, accepted it's MY socket!
...as i reckon the real pukka sublime has to have an 'edge'
be proper wobblin' on that Tightrope
one false word and you're in holographic purgatory
And the moment i tried to believe in any happy endings near ten years ago of course i burst the bubble
So the shamaniacs would say even if i need instruction on when "lean in" means play VERY hard to get or not...
All Greek in fact to me in fact ancient Greek is easier than Narnian, or any metaphysicalishgiberish
because i know the deal: we can't KNOW the 'deal'
Anyway i better not have told her a Misstruth cos i said i was going to write just one para onnit and be damned!
anyway right i know the hologram says ....
well it doesn't say ANYthing as it's stupid and expects US to trick it and outManoevre...
even if The Sublime is based on not ever knowing anything is so awful don't do it, go there or talk to her...
(she also confirmed " to me it means 'amazing'...")
But whttheferksit ...for?! not allowed to know except ... there is SOMEthing...
And if only poor Private school oppressed Dicky DAwkins had thunk beore opening gob as i know it did more harm than philosophiocal good to modernity which we used to have as nobody EVER spoke of religion or even 'spiritual' nouveau age come lately even if them bloody chatterboxes to the dead started it 150 years back.. i reckon the dead if they come back as anything only come back as perfect archetypal 5 second rather sublime smiley glimpse as mine did 20 plus years ago..(admitted ion one of recent audio pondcasts) : but i do NOT know why...
ohh yes back to the second talk at The Queen of criers and for once bang on pukka honest self advertorialing what a dryer! even if i only ever use one once a year as in fact clothes dry just fine on you in about ten minutes in fact ....
without dying of even minor hypothermia as they all moan...
yes ... that beauty... even if only skin deep. And anyway beauty is only when you have enough lifelines to prove you have survived your own anguish you caused quite alone ... and can still smile a bit
But it was the....dot dot dot....
Not one of this under 40 lot
could ever actually understand: ehh there are patterns, generally... among the many pretty lonely isolated peeps i have worked for in the past ... who gave up in fact the glorious battle to just have a human to pet or be grumpy at or even if you must get revenge upon, rather tan a dog who can't talk back...
anyway ehhh yes its that " maybe it was..."
"nope luv i shall stop you there with the generalisation that your whole tragically used and abused by shit bluehairs generation has uneducated you with..... and you can't even read my body language despite your fancy frasin...EVERY SINGLE LIE AND DECEPTION i have have adored.... they make us who we are now and Im a ;lot bouncier than you ..!
of course one can only use the first phrase of the above as they assume hurt...
and dont want to know any useful 'generalisation' about how to survive... them
right generally speaking i hate all my material as t=its the hundreds of small little sometimes funny seditious clips that actually tell the 'story' over 3 years and many i havent yet been able to upload as sorting them takes far far longer than the bigjobs which i hate as polemic doesnt work as any fool knows...
all i do know my hologram has a bit more 'reach' than someone elses.... and i want to swap because i dont need one of your mean little clicks on me ....
but theres someone else who quite obviously does or did.... to fill a certain
gap
but i give up all... no point having actually had one word with one person in the whole SW one thing is for sure their holograms are all stuck on loop a bit like a goldfish maybe speaking of probably theyre Buddhist too "ohhmmm ohmmm " the answer to it all, if your stuck in a LOndon fishbowl sure...its nasty out there outdoors without protective clothing and headarmour just to saw a log
(many videos to come)
in fact lots and ;lots of all sorts as i do occasionally admit "its a bloody Turner i want even if most paintings should be boiled down and used to cook my tofu.... they wouldnt give it to a bloke anyway and only give them for truly being so wuwu or faux-vulnerable your presence overwhelms the senses of the judges so they can't see, NOTHING....
or hear it either
(i sat through ALL the Podger at Hellstone, in person, i get NO info off the internet it doesnt even know why Laura the smileyrider may be happy or unhappy her living may just end, as i know her like no man has, but one thing i know for certain i couldnt know what will turn out best for her...and her lass who was never going to exist late 2019
for SURE!
(OMG i can't come back here ive become volunteer teller of the story and guide.... nope the end.... back to the beginning or at least backwards filling in bits, of nothing.... but i do know how to be Turnerworthy if it could go in in disguise.. i don't ever wate MY time reading or watching some so called guru for gods sake i had the greatest ever extant old man Ralph and upon at last standing at his grave under a tree in a woodland cemetery - due the junky Countess of ChesterDi giving me a lift late 2018 ... it was all overgrown and Utterly unloved.... i know what the future is!".....all either audiologged or filmicly unblogged .... and i ruin it deliberately by feeding in teasy bits ourt of sequence so there's no real surprise.....all that matters is to be the Reggie Perrin of the word dolloping it all out as he once did in his empire of Grot...guaranteed to FAIL )
pheww nintyey five percent!
and said nowt
funtime soon