and jobs

the art of the JOB - when one is only surrounded by them neurotix

2022

all saved over a  decade very methodically

long known as Turnerworthy iof i can ever get some arty farty assistance that isnt addicted to crap little books where she can pretend she still is a child

now theres the merely instructive, and then the absurdist in that it's quite extraordinary the amount of performance naggists who nag about things going wrong at daddy's house amnd yet they never even get to cleaning out the gutters ...for years 

but JOBS like stealthy van life require true methodical forward planning especially in the wetter regions - every photon whether its a wave function 

or bit of stuff, of 'light' matters ...

and there's no point talking to anyone thats read the internet either or been anywhere near Glastonbury where nowadays all they ever speak of is " wow its all quantum waves"  when even the fairly ok top current expert will tell you nobody knows really anything though i do wish they wouldnt be so arsey about Naturalism vs theism 

naturalism the philosophical belief that everything arises from natural properties and causes, and supernatural or spiritual explanations are excluded or discounted.

as i know it's all unknowable.... there are 'coincidences' if one MAKES time and space to notice them but... who knows why its unknowable especially when every Southern would-be shamaniac tries to mine the ineffable for any excuse not to help with jobs that needf days and days of splendid trudgery... to get the wood drying perfectly for days before ap[plication of the only thing that will make it lasy, illegal creosote - where one has to think for onesself: if one uses the badstuff CAREFULLY not a drop spattered maybe thats best natural bang for buck over time as the crap stuff they sell to all the neurotic  women who must go and control the operation as they can never listen to careful discussion about not buying crappy constuff from the supermarket...are certainly wasting resources 

which is very very meditative too 

but back to the latest magic mushroom fuelled " wow its probable wave function ... but only if you peek does it become real.."  every single so called under 50 year old thinker now waffles...i stopped spending my spare cash on beer age 25 and started buying all the science books for a decade and nothing much has changed except all that '"wow its all a  quantum wave" is yet another excuse for never bothering to do real long hard slog work  of saving the wood from rotting later jobs will show in PAstyshaire  - centre of  shamaniac quantum waffle to have something to say at their awful gatherings of the rugged... just how bad it became whether into waves or quantumly entangled particles ...

never mind the FACT that anyone who understands humans and science will know that its all a fad.. what is known now will be different in a few decades ...nope .. no longer can any even take that one in as neuroticism sadly makes people too week to be ... sceptically on their own rotten fence

astonishing how daddy didnt dig out his own cdrainage ditches either over so many years of moaning ... about how nobody else is as good a builder as him

which is what drink does to anyone of course

anyway drunks are merely to be pitied especially when daughters cant keep them under control even age 65 ...and you just plod on yourself doing it your way

however when they are ALL so mean you have to take every little extra advantage of the 'space' and plugs ...

tbc

they can't 'listen' ("it wasnt done properly the last time i dont care how much of a lovely friendly lot  your former SOV mates were...  i'm here as they are sadly children..")

ahh yes their cheerleaders we shall return to one day

days and days of doin' it proper  to save THEM medium term cash, and all you ever get is " what y'er doin' ... thats takin a long time.." 

later

but why did the ONLY one great piece of art i bought end up me letting the artist down even if to the tune of only twenty quid..?

that matters!" 

another time soon

but also the true gloriousness of abundant splendid manifested loveliness of 2020

time to even fix all the very cheap pens

ahhhahhh....now 

no Southerner would get the following: if you live in VERY VERY rural 10% of the population density

people do generally know who each other person is ...and where the kids ARE..little ones

my old base nobody ever had to put up a sign saying you too you fat mad bitch

which is what it did say

2022

 as she knew... as she commuted back and forth to her 'care' job - ohh loads of mindfulness massages for her paid old friends too no doubt ....

still in her head as she forgets the two pretty younguns often slinking out into the shared space

and continued to ignore,  as future bits of film will show which sounds so mean and dull...

the audios around who she is chatting with yeomen friends...arent

ohh yes and a 'hero', too, just a year before....

And didn't we all know it ....