and i really do understand it all, now...
Compañera is a Spanish feminine noun meaning female companion, partner, comrade, colleague, or friend, translating to words like "mate," "girlfriend," or "fellow" in English, often implying a close relationship or shared endeavor, especially in Latin America where it can denote a female worker or comrade. It's the feminine form of compañero, with shortened forms like compa or compi used affectionately
(which as i said to god who? ehhhh... no in Southy America Bolivia if one wandered the streets in their revolutionary "no es no" time of December 2017 ... on every street corner was a PROPPER pukka Joan Baez lookalike and DOalike, god i nearly died of pleasure and i tested them ! ' ehhh if i sign your petition against the lawbreakers WITH big muvvafucker machine guns pointing at us i want to be in the same cellblock as you so prove to me you have signed it too, with your phone number and lets ring it now to test you arent a liar from Hellstoned who performs being Che Guevara just for instagram or his own t-shirt..." every single rather than the default Southerner 'but' would go further and bear their brests where 'no es no' was scrawled with a razorblade rather than the sickness of The Southerner - and Marches er who of course use razors for other things into their Tube for attention...
ehh right yes so the UK-YAnkification of all the words mean the above definition has been watered down infact as her and i were discussing yesters force fed thalidomide, born with limbs growing out of its nose, and others grafted on to be SUPOSEDLY useful in other places like coming out of their arseholes to make the writer of the definitions look all nice and inclusive when companera means meant ONLY one thing..." bear your brest Joan and i too will use a screwdriver ...[better not write the r*zor word too much or it assumes you want to go terminal dead parrot]....to have full solidarity with you by scrawling on MY chest "please dont say to me no es no.. and then we chest hug so our blood merges all brotherlysisterly...against Big Sister..or Brother" its not "FRIEND" its ally who will go all the way to protect youTOO .. )
and if i use the word compa well it means i don't have to click four times each time one wishes a little squiggle as this Oggle pane is so prejudiced it won't let you type in Spick (the very best European luvvas!..well maybe first equal with Gren [ouille] ) so you have to go to some webpage and select copy paste in the line above just to get one little squiggle...
Anyway.... the questing chrionicle journeyfication (what did she say thistermorn 'relationality' for dig some muck into your veg patch and stuff grows fuck me ...ooops resolution even if Minni Mayors say it to camera, no more 'fuck' ...whip me with a finely harvested bag of willow - all of it! ... the world wide projectioanlity - ooh thats a good new real word, of them townies i didnt undertsnd just how them it is...
until hearing even her the elder project the worst things to project....
And also hearing her..i needed to be subject to that needlpointy torture...
As now it merely becomes about REAL art...
And she was subversive - the real version, testing me, before i even started my ten year standard testing process on her...
what a fabulous find!
BUt its the usual thing with Southerners: they won't "swear on your daughter's life" which is a splendid way of actually having a conversation as ALL conversation ever had down South is not a conversation as the point of one of them is to actually mean maybe one word, except their eponymous 'but' prior to speaking from the performative infant playbook... (i love it actually now I'm used to it - one really can 99% of chats predict the future and every one of them thinks they are self realised 'unique' its laughable how 99% utterly the same and conformist 99% are )
and that essential forst step of any useful compy thing is "what do you WANT..."
" what do you need and what do you want? two quite different and sometimes exclusive things... lets start with the REAL version of the 'want', one...."
then requires ten hours of subtly so as not to get kicked out " no not the performative projection version you have ALL [except 0.1% been trained to always say to only make you LOOK good and get clicks and fake 'friends' and i mean in the street 'community' now ] been brainwashed makes people 'like' you as you are so pathetically needy to be liked even if you will accuse folk of needing genuine alliance to be 'needy' by default as that means youTOO may have to DO what you say.... or have said to make YOU look nice when 99% are selfish sharp elbowed high tories behind their tie dye and hippy cloth bags or whicker baskets....
" how can i make it clear, what you WANT ... late at night insomniac addicted to biscuits and wine
just to pass the time...
what REALLY is what you want....?
i can give examples, such as the ONLY thing i have actually wished wanted desired above all for 20 years no matter what bullshit i have to tolerate getting there is just ONE good role-model /example my lass could encounter even if that has to be in memoirs decades on.... that is indeed
what i want AND need
.... i also KNOW that when i occasionally plot for ease of existence it never works for the best as thats maybe what the faeries whip us with to keep us on our toes...
comfort is a disaster ...as is thinking things can be fixed
it seems to work against the visceral raw persistent-energy of real life
i swear on my daughters life that is a true statement or two"
they usually look at you as if that means you actually wish to kill a child and the 'equation' is the more tie dye or time they have spent in Glastonbury the more certain their look is, that they are right...about you
Anyway as we enter the week when more of you reading this will be so blue you may become Dead Parrots by your own plastic bag collection
do read on this weekend is the only way you can survive ...
Me ive never been so consistently always cheery no matter what
and bingo later on its warm