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Sunday, 1 February 2026

Now, wintering


 I didn"t know 




difficult times

of course...  what with their relentless
 " in times like these.." 
And " we've never been so ...divided..."

It"s time to get a bit sunny.
And show em... difficult times which if you paid attention to a few of the simpler oldschool gurus who wouldn't be seen dead In a guru costume, or paid for their sagely advice, aren"t difficult in that once you know the purpose you plod on no matter what and in the nonsummer periods plan your day around DOing time and mould away time zenmeditaviley watching drops drip

and not making the smallest bit of difficult difference to one jot of your day.... as long as one is organised and has endless fixing to do WHEN the energy is supreme...



And it's even better if one has spent all morning preparing the next phase, which was only ever a continuation of the last phase as one didnt need any new phases three decades ago knowing exactly what's what and what matters... and how to continue it no matter what alleged ,'difficulty'.
My only d word too much to enjoy spinning up into the air  and smash holy cows before spinning them like plates over the head of dome clown who cannot ever look into the eyes of the kids she's paid to smile sweetly at....
Unlike the ones i sought out twenty years ago...who still could.
My chronicle even then collected like A Lomax on a truly historical mission to catch them before they all shattered into unfixable shards of litter

And i know it would never be possible to smash through the modern moaning just because domeone is daft enough to go hiking on a forecast rainy day and not taken off Monday  instead due " long corvid..." they'll be claiming forever..

Anyway the most productive inside day for many a month. So do come back now i am bloody well obligated as some suckers have at last paid up ... 

Now.... i am so organised only very rarely is there a technical 'difficulty' and i KNEW something was going wrong but...
didn't want to be distracted
Not revving up as all or at least 99% of  material is 100% spontaneous..
And i don't think YET it is possible to make out the words...
 


Regarding this really quite  homo aftyernoon radio play listening to whilst meandering up into the hills...

Bacon in Moscow

How Francis Bacon became the first major Western artist to have a solo exhibition in the Soviet Union. Written by Stephen Wakelam, based on the memoir by James Birch.



and if anyone can guess the content before i get them out of the recorder if it was on which will take yonks they can have all the £185 monies paid in to ralphschism.com the last few weeks....  just to show up the rest as such meanies its daft... 
but theyll have to email or text i never read comments couldnt care less what conspiracy may be ongoing or fishing expeditions
i know whats what and  strangely enough and of course v philosophical almost all i knew for sure for years but little true lived experience of theories confirmed by experimental evidence; it keeps coming out exactly as predicted...

 I mean even Henry the not-really-woodlander yank figured a lot of it long ago..
And i know as a result this afternoon's play wont be anything like as good indeed as usual when they know they have the ultimate smug natureman to so easily roll out to you, they'll make it Dysney
The one earlier today is the one you REALLY need to understand... which is all ive been about for 20 years