i don't even have time to think to myself ...
"this one fifty years on
has turned into the greatest summer ever ....even better than that one,
had i known then it was actually possible to be this absurdly content even in the biggest performative bell tent
ever
well.... i may indeed have gone and shown my 'gratitude' in Lorna's church"
Except i know who is the real deservant gods..
and she was indeed a babe