But over complicated by so many who haven't taken the time to BE
I mean being.... in her hayfield with her - the truest beaut of them all, my lil' friend....
As 'elder' to her half the summer as she, errata we, eldered her nag policy
for the next generation....
And of course ... You have to imagine the truly sweetest humblest lil' non-competitionist, fine mum of the next gen.... (proof is evident) " course its not about taking 'part' ..its about WINNING... that nagcup...well... who knows..... maybe once..."
But then as soon as you even utter a hint to the flouceratti.... JUST FOR FUN
there may be some competitive element
I mean one is hardly, anywhere.... other than in the endless Stepford infested Truman shows her latest handbag...
or whatever....
very very optix, ally....
One gets ones head bitten off via that Praying Mantis just about to gobble, look....
Anyway not one so sadly has ever heard of whom its STILL all about
Being a proper intellectual (that should get rid of all my English storkers mere margarine compared to Euro butter)
Even if 'letting go' courses - or at least cheatseheets
pledged to, and a pledge is a promise writ in blood
Anyway yes so just writing one paragraph on the following i knew i never could do as I knew it wasnt the prob
But bit by itzy...
You know, still its all there ever was....
This human "autonomy" - and i don't ever claim false goddess, nope she defo is IT
whatsername Muzz Moore....
ok member her by the first attempt he had one.
Ohh she SURE has earned her two...
even if five hundred odd years a bit late
this 'autonomy' business... (theres already something a day or so in drafts i guess needs the polite version, so as to end your psycho version)
Thing is 'letting go' is very much also
seventeen years ago i knew as we all did for decades
that nobody officially 'religious' is any good for nowt
But just un 'intentionally' - ferk the latest colonised word for especially 'womb belts' I skit not
allowing a few audience...of them religious ones.
But as one develops a kind of confidence ascending their ladder
KNowing each time thay cant be any badder
(than Father Richard HAy on Wye....
fair dinkum he didnt hide his cynicism and apathy
and loads of fags over a not enough coffee
exactly what the English love of course, someone who merely is
no good to man nor dog, dressed up as a sexy svelte man of god
parading his lil' boy habit around the town
him in long dark lord, ankle length gown)
Anyway forget him the irrelevance even if nationally famous
international i would bet all they all ever wanted
some lil' radio interview on their mantle piece
ideally saying nothing
Ascending up the ladder of the religiously adroit and even having some preachy power
EG even the economics manager of the Horrorforsire VERY wealthy 'Mormon'
carpark hundreds of thousands i bet that cost
glistening new black tarmac the propper job kind
Main 'friend' some years.
But its many of them deep down,
below trendy emoltionless M+S jeans
or even Richard's long gown...
Its quite extraordibnary
Not one can ever ever preach simple utilitarian words such as 'collective' or 'the common good'
Long ago that i understood
Yet the real issue is.... if you do let them speak as for years i did
The more 'educated' those with pulpit power
more likely went to the same poshschool as the one above
Who signs the cheques in Lambeth or even Rome...
They all have this sort of new age (defo upsy downsy disorder) hunky Giles Fraser style... that ' hes a working class man of the peeps, dog collar nothing spikey about him...
would be great bloke to go an ave aint with or even share a bot of gin...'
But if you listen, over time...and i gave them all the time in the world
wasting mine
Its quite extraordinary that most
eventually reveal within them, not even her ghost
but her rather holey philosophy,
that anyone who has a realistic understanding of ....
say the Yugoslav warring insanity
of 93 or about them times....
there is human 'autonomy'
which is almost the exact opposite or at least evil twin to Ayn Rand's,
even more .... upsy downsy is not even adequate
a notion to describe what in the real word is perversion
sadly, as 'twould have been ideal if we could
float or fight to that top,
based on her fallacious concoction
that the best bits are always creamy
just like the eponymous cappuccino, classless
load of froth,
so perfectly described by the so called original (wrong!) Queen of the goth
self determinism so as to pursue ones OWN 'happiness' as a divining
right way of living....
is simply wrong....
I was the king of that in my twenties even if undercover
And didcovered - by purest accident, it all to be the very exact opposite
Steve Bannon, his pet and copyist the sad lil' Cummings,
All stated disciples, but the discipleship
thats kind of surprised even me, is those who quote the bible
a metoo gun strapped to their very very 'self' deterministic hip
that really really is so perverted, now
there's no 'end times' but certainly a long tail
to Ayn's so tragic selfish wail!
And the amount of religious bigwigs that even if figuratively
have a copy of her Fountainhead
as baptismal break reading matter
....to be cont
but not one will even listen to " hmmm... that opinion of yours, on social policy...is really rather a lot more Ayn adjacent than.... well, i thought your so called good book, was about whats good for all of humanity...
here and now on this earth before up escalator time..."
But it isn't straight communism
That leads far too many to some or other prison
But i do find it endlessly stimulatin'
How they never ever try and ponder what are the real walls here and now
that stop others from joining in with their ....
even if they never admit it, so shabby Ayn Randian I'm alright Jack
Merely hark back to a made up history
That can be so perfectly plotted to one bloke Mister rewrite it in my words
Tyndale, who clearly was merely guessing
before losing his head to the head honcho
who wanted to use it for his own bedroom hijinks
and claim his words as his own,
or the next one on the throne
Without any effort at any form of better rewrite
based on the reality of humanity
That's almost the exact opposite of her inconsistency
with any obvious truth
But just how many of those top churchy biggerwigs
you know and can prove, really are infected by the alrightJack
version, well.. Orwell gave us a farm full of pigs
A failed .... I'm bored of knowing for far too long
that's the story that needs a jolly good 'hack'.