Now this is so so hard
meaning for example last longer vid and i hate taking self vids more than anything but do so merely to prove MArina had nothing ever to say in her awful perfart
At least sometimes something actually creative comes up in my ultraabsurism disorder un arty non art...
And i forget which media things end up in: this, notepads, loads more to do even if the last 'end' scene really was the end... his lil' un has no hope when a prosperous younger hipsterish likely techy dad with so much dosh can't even think that the way he spends more time with his beloved lil' lad is adjusting work 'life' balance which will eckerslike confine his lad one day to the loony bintoo...
or in chats with others or chats into phones for publication here...
all of which is all one big samey blob always the same (the word i told her at the park) what is 'it' and what did it do,.?
andswer a big rock that smothered ALL of humanity but it needs fully describing
on no battery which is hard especially to recall which bits are here and which not YET
Two once ok minds have been sent a recording which is wonderful me chatting witha couple of very smart middle aged Belgians a few days ago, perfect English, who basically never had heard of 'hoarding' disease.... as we attempted to describe reality of UK vs EU...
and how they evolve in that conversation is simp[ly perfect
" no no one we have heard of in EU has it...ohh yes saw it on the tv a documentary....come to think about it it was ONLY British sufferers..."
ergo
as i have decades known
compared to EU UK is so mentally fucked its daft...
(a rough estimate 1:7 or ...times as many totally disabling mental phonomena... in fact in truth thats a serious underest...
and self interest
we need to stay close....err....
as we can't fix 'us' but of course that wont be allowed
those arrogant pricks called English doctors know their Oxford is the best in the world
really...i have known enough Oxford grads and theyre all basket case.... )