The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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" it really is right.... it works, but just remember that their 'life-coach', laynardism, 'HEALING'itis, created such dire neurosis all around; which they daily deny via every single otherword, 'Chinese medicine' to ... [you couldn't make it up!] the
conned out by yet another fey looker, https://ion.ac.uk/articles/nutritional-therapist-patrick-holford who Hannah so long ago but seems like yesterday ago was addicted to cos of her rich CAtholic daddy ignoring her with his ' ehh up lass number four of four you dont exist here's a million and f-off you go.... ' m into endless latest showoff supplemental obsession to merely fill their empty void as you cannot DO much when you have a great big daddy shaped hole in the head...
"as you say... the world saviour figure in the rather good movie, perfect archetype..
"as I say 'snake oil supermarkets'
" as you say if someone rightly locked her that so called Oracle Girl, in a metal box on planet Zog to save this one, 'there would just be another one even more pernicious the next day....
"lets hope we are right, as the simply interstellar jokes about her and her sad little DO-nothing disciples, who own all of Pastyshire, invaded my last region first... are so rude and hatecrimey we will burn in all of the hells in all their 'connected universes' put together if we got that call wrong ..
" but ...Icarus.....
"frig me, rather great art but even more of a performance art 'event' ... Agent Z 'hearted' the message.... wow... if only she knew how i giggled at her grandfather's so called eulogy when poor Hannah's dad read that one out.... like he was some kind of a force-for-good rebellious wisdommaker ... i dont think Fuller invented that one yet ... just remember the lessons must make US laugh... and my ohh my we don't need books or silly old fables...every day we have a littany of real-life you couldnt make up its so perfectly...absurd
"absurdISM..maybe the only ism we will allow on the light materials soon rolling out....
"but don't confuse that with the latest magic wand snake oil they all pimp with their 'energy' videos.... as there always simply was only 'good' and 'bad'... and the line was and still is pretty clear.... as our fables will be describing...oops that sounds pious..i think not when they here the rudest conceivable rewrite of the Bible if we must, just picking a common-as-muck universal con-cept, ever "
Was it a year ago? my my doesn't time fly; into the point of purest fun.
It has begun.
Imoan, thisteraft: nine months bun in MY oven - the very the last person in the whole wide world ("oops there's another starer nothing better to do than gorp from under his silly little cowboy hatted madness.. funny how pasty-fed can lead to meatless, or the REAl thing....")
One would have ever expected to become the most admired of all of, them....ever
The Mong has some work to do... prebun, then after
The veil can be torn from their rather fine faces.....soon.
Especially as at least, we, know we are all on the one same side; when there have always only ever been two.
Furthermore - technical logistics curiously true - the underclass one works even better, here...in S'nS atch.
They have now all been renamed.
The cryptic encryption, soon, will end...when defences are fully in place.
Just a different coloured headscalf or those posh thing they wear around their necks
In Nottin' Ill and HAtesville
But this time, there will be three
Me unknown - untraceable...and
They have been conjoined
so as to join in endin' the con
The two most powerful forces in the 'universe'...
Two who know WHY...
Nohhhhh... Oracle Girl will have nowt to say
The world can now only be saved by their .
.poetry
And substacks
And stacks of soapy stuff
No chemicals involve - as chief elf is already on her Kardashiate 'journey' caught in real time, for some time
(note to self as i now only write, them.... her tears were real..in fact i nearly had to get the cleanin' lady in to wipe the desktop it was so real "human" gushy... unlike the croccodile tears of those on the flightpath at HAteside creek....errata.. thats me.... of course, only, just the cleanin' "bird" ...how i like it)
(to the moronic Mormon, yesteraft: " god almighty..cannot you ever listen never mind think.... Jimmy-not-very-Savvy, The Big Orange.. their endless obsession, Mister Epstein... Wayney ... Tate-goin'-down.. this whole Brand of rather unreliable blokes, never mind Eisenstein; failed, and absurd sicksell Tolle....... who dont even know themselves never mind where THE LINE is... it has been obvious for several years at least men cannot have any voice in society and will not for some years.... 'passion' mistaken for anger or bein' a bad Brand.... so only a true moron acts against reality; and only a true loser doesn't get with the future religion: i have my whole gang almost ready, soon.... of actually 'empowered' babes .... poison pens ready as the Ensign goes down at the setting of the redmoon ... cherry coloured at the yurt retreatin' dusk, the drug squad burn all their ayanhooasker vouchers just for cheap laughs...at their expense....")
I have no idea ever again, what ANY of em are about...
But someone...
knows what i am about:
" I realise now, you have a European voice.....gosh its actually interesting to hear you switch... "
" on good days i chat up so many passports i find myself stuck in that mode of simpler small bitesized sentences all night, too...but me i just call it being 'human' and trying to communicate to THEIR common good, needs...as that suits metoo... we both understand each other.... i think even the Neanderthals figured THAT one out... speak so others may understand... hard when all the so called 'spiritual' virtually invented their own meaningless language only to make their empty heads seem to.... mind"
Righty ho...
You need to meet soon, chief: " my sister she has been stolen by the three hundred quid soundbowl toutin' fraudsters of Penzance prom... so I want to, ruin their 'gig'...too..."
and she is so much more youtube ready than me
And will one day have REAL 'power' maybe even quite soon, indeed should be, now
At one of their personalised number plate Havens....
Paid for no doubt by the arms broker brokerin' from Hatesville common.... you make a five grander sellin' on, from t' F-35 depot down S Cal Way....
all the way to the one she didn't have to use thisterlastnight
barrelin' down on the Anarak bigjob facility
Lead jet babe
on her instagram of dopey mined quick-fire celebrity
:
:
" wow the ferk look at meeeeeeee....."
the nut and bolt, holdin' down her ejection seat
the ejaculations behind their screens
of HAtesville arms broker blokes
"metoo i was part.. ☝"
spare, or not her million buck
button not needed
all their trainin' down HMS Seahawk way, heeded
Irrelevent, irreverent... compared to her godalmighty true supermodel smile
two tramps at the supermodelling waters edge
" I was ashamed.... we....errata SHE... took him in....
"I read your Allende's books....
" we saw on our nineteen eighties tv....
" his roundin' em up in stadiums...
"old fat but mainly as beautiful as you two youngeruns.....
" but probably half of them brokered through Henley on Thames Houseboat brokers inc., of even bigger guns...."
" ... thank you.... we never understood, why all of you didn't even seem to care....
"Augusto the .... fleer.... ate half my older sis' generation, alive
"and then...... its as if you welcomed him back to some kind of killer bee hive....
" ahh yes...the cholitas....."
" ferk me i am complete....i never met anyone else ever who even knew that word.... you know that accordin' to the Guardian their costume is to bolster up their self pity into fancy frocks... to commemorate some kind of lossy misery all gone too late
but your face infact says the REAL version
everythin' in this sick land a perversion
i couldnt tell till i saw this ever yer eyes
light up.....
a matriarchal society
you say so interestingly
I didn't need to know as i know what is a costume of real NOW
not yesterpast, battle on ....solidarity
isnt he lucky....cos only the south Ams are as mind blowinly'
so absurdly....
real beauty
now....my book list....
F Lucas Bridges
the first whitey down Chile way
not a scientist needed the effnix to be his best buddies day after day
or they would put im in the pot
and then well ok you cannot beat up the other end, Gabriel...
Garcia and even his hooker book
i think you will like it, do take a look [soon]
hahh hahh i once met one almost as beautiful as you
Cochabamba on a real revolutionary march
twenty seventeen
theres me goes and picks, the one to rightly become entranced
by, the only lezzie under the vastest whole continental sky
they are), with the lezzies on very very loud, and their most desired fiddler in history so good at fiddlin' them ... in the 'juice bar', in THEIR DREAMS! ... before some silly little Rupert invented them Camilla needin to launder her mum's Kensington drugs dosh...
i.e. REAL juice... flowin fast no matter what
And there is only one kind...
oops only 'loud' with the Boostahhhh .. the fat brown man and his
failed to listen to me with THE info, no doubt...
Well at least her Nutcrackership* ALWAYS doers...
Which is why, soon
She comes out from behind the camera, she's rather assiduously been chroniclin' metoo...
but it is OTHERS stories, mainly...
how i almost shed a tear at him edgin' back the fiver...
because....but that's someone else's story
But above all, at last 22 years later: why wasn't he, the Angel of Death, with her...?.
on telly....
what we do NOT see so often tells the REAL story
Anyway add underclass, fat mad fruitbats, lying charities (on the record!) , and .... Charlie's angels, too.... all "flee"ing....to quote Charlie...
A supreme educator, and a little reequipping....
We really are now ..off..... all the way.
The job, first... there is a see quence
* the only smallest last jigsaw piece in the endless monkey puzzle of life: what to call her?
She is Perrin, and Angus Young too, dressed up in a Kardashian cardigan (soon to forever discard onto her home made compost heap) as she transitions along the 'journey' to true natural woman.. having as she has, in her beautiful Pasty-fed songbirdese poeticised "god have you READ the labels all the toxins in the underclass stuff and the rich bitch stuff, too..." .
Do come back as you simply cannot have any idea what the real infotainment-odyssey turned into, never mind the deepest zen philosophy and real time discussion of im/morality
(the shamanaiacs trained, like sheep to hiss at that simple word..)
if you did know... there would be 479 a minute for the rest of time..
And all for...free
soon
* my Pygs.. they are trained to know that quoting a certain Brand of fraudster, in how he opens his absurd fake Youtubes: 'my lovely six million aware awake wonders' or some fake variant referring to millions of couch potatoes who do nowt but sit on their couch actually wankin' at his latest shade of hairdye, and smock, is an ironic performative mode that's necessary to somehow CHANGE this...
" fair dinkum... i needed her to lure me here... three years ago...well twenty really...i couldn't fully undertstand what had happened in my lasterregion.... they arrived one by one... with thier crystals at first but so quickly it became some far more complex iteration of the same old snake oil i ran from thirty three years ago seeing it seep into the once enjoyable coffee houses of London for example that Troubador cafe was great... DEBATE! real humans not holding grudges... pure philosophers of either sex... equals... and then their snake oil seemed to be spilled onto the wooden seating and stain it never mind the bad smell....
"theirs - their ANGST behind the smiley mask of 'spiritual' salvation .. never at a price as they hide the tag.. but it got dearer and dearer as the Fulham Road [poshend] rents skyrocketed where they needed to be to snare their latest victims.. the silly towny woman with nothing much to do when she has finished spending Mister Hedge Fund's 'allowance'... on silly garb or silly insight
2but they came...i sometimes did their inner sanctum zen space gardens and fences and cleared their sheds of rotting 'spititual' books and "alchemy" equipment
"all left to rot in the rain or gnawed at by the rats with no bladders ..just trailin piss over it all... decayin'... because inside they were SO unhappy..lost....sour as the ratpiss left upon their outbuilding piles of stuff...
decaying rather than being looked after or recycled..
" i didnt understand them... the desperate need of the 75 grand status vehicle and the inevitable cost spiritually of the endless rat race... starting line etched into every sourpusses face ...
and her end..game
" i didnt understand as in lasterregion they were maybe only ten percent.... and like any 'minority' they kept themselves out of the public gaze... most of the time
" here... this is where they are MAJORITY... ex surrey girls 'n men.. home counties read how George's 'guru' made his 80 dodgy Rolls Royces... and its all they have: selling utterly failed 'zen' and other such fake towny DeBotty batshit...
" to each other....without noticing how utterly unhappy and vicious and NO"community" it has made them all... few of whom can sleep well... i know what 'love' is... saying thank you to her for in fact helping me get to UNDERSTAND... what likely poisoned hertoo..."
which of course never happened as they - the so called resetters and their absurd 'victim's didn't watch the right truly deep thoughtful movies...and read the same books
(ahhahhh on the last lap of THE great training course - bootcamp - i was seen... her face makes me sad, i do hope SHE has slept...caught up.... but i was training whom she needs... as i don't bullshit "theyre restetting us" whether we like it or not
.... i CREATE.... art should be ONLY a 'response' to..
And true performance art is a vehicle for the ultimate vehicle.
She began as "nutcracker" and has responded into " my name backwards is imoan...[very smiley empjii and that absurd hands praying one too] "
Imoan ... has finished her course..
real 'elders' plod on regardless when they know they have in the palm of their hand.. THE 'answer'...
And there is already a "kitchen cabinet"
And already a womanifesto...as only a woman xcan sort out all the mad women who as sure as ferrits are ferrits ONLY have THE 'voice' - publicly ..as anyone with half a brain knew five years ago after Don, Bri, Wayney..[Sarahs last] ... Oh yes Saville.. and now Tate'nRuss...
ONLY women have the voice fpr a decade to come..
And if ALL the ones on wireless 4 and parliament are spaz..
MAKE a better one
The best ever
As the BAbbettes doth agree..
o, the eductaion doth begin for real..
As i did once before
"The Pyg"
But that failed a decade ago almost tio the day, of course ....as a yank (i invited in as REAl friend and cosufferer) ...cameth in with her evil pills which sent The Pyg to the bin...
where the fruitbats chuck their used tissues into the loony bin..
And thus.. thus spoketh ZArath
All future Pygmallianation can ONLY be carried out, babe to..babe...
And it has...WORKED!
Talk about draggin' a whole coven of wonky wailin lazy footstampin' ones through a hedge backwards...
(that means to former Sovs, You know what they NEED
....and managing to evade arrest for "MANipulation" [even the poor Serb addicted to sayin'... ] coercification, and all the other FAkebook invented chatgroup crimes... you get them where THEY need to be for THEM...despite their hisses and endless shirking away off the job..
As i can honestly say the definition of the great line has been updated:
Hetoo can fuck off and die now..
As he has been surpassed by a bag of sourpusses..
In mine collaberation team of maduns..
the lovely Sadeyed (COULD BE great artiste!) Pole even saw - yesteramazinaft...the last leg after i had swiped and cracked over my knee, her ass and her silly walkin' pole...
And she can now... CREATE ...on the go
No aforethought, no thinkin
JUST...BELIEVE... you may
We....won every war and battle....
So, soon... when the world sees my creation..
Nigel better start shivverin' in his evil boots made of the scalps of the cunt
that he couldnt get too busy countin'
his evil wankerbanker ill
gottengains
so he could afford a ridiculous fancy '25 plate
Landover Discovery
and swan around these evil mad so called coastal towns
with a number plate that would cost ten cute little old pikey van Berlingos..
But.... we ...my Babbies...
Really do have the answer to him and his vile tribe
I rather like as all they are is comedy
And " my ohh my to think fourty years ago we all every one knew if a woman looks like that poor thing blesser shes justa dolly bird... and some real dinosaur bloke wants her on his arm as he's an inadequate poor lost nerdy thing who can only get a hard on with machinery... "
to be cont
Righty ho you "awake aware six million wonders" who never existed as poor Russ will discover when he doesnt het to 'heaven' cos it doesnt exist.. as is also the case with every other Brand of made up bullshit as "human"s cannot know what is on the 'other side' made up by some trickster shamaniac and zen 'Buddhist' or all the rest of their so called spiritualities as excuse for not doing THE most dangerous actual job ever...
MAKING, making... draggin' them cursin' backwards through the hedge fund...
MAKIN' the next generation of those who may one day
..get the vote..
as thats all there EVER was..
sadly
And our.. i'CAN'didate...
is funnier than Monty Python....sexier than all the proto fascist Italian witches in charge... and more 'VICTIM' credentialled than any would be Nigel EVER with her underage doggin', likely porn career... in fact we reckon pay-as-you-go...
PAsty Fed 'n Bred...
Amazin... beautiful....and REAL! despite her fake lips.. and like a real Suskind Parfum all who i stick her in...melt immediately.. they GET it..
Now i have earned a real 'holiday'...
oops yes TERRIBLE production values and so little battery and kit and no slaves who ever do what you are told ..
but that's changing, soon...
A genuine work of perfomance art
ALL art should be "responding" a response to...in this case their truly awful dire woke mad anti book, bookshop
i am NOT funding by buying their crappy coffee a real man drinks his own really cheap crappy stuff and lumps it..
The rest we will come back to soon..
That's 'we' - my tribe of the saved - all of whom are real tested writerlies...
Rea ones.. they WANT! to say their thing!
they just have to be trained to shut up, first
Please do come back.... or we will will sue you for false imagery and being frauds
" yes... even she... but at least she knew it had been missused, stolen... great word, hijacked.. they'll point you to some awful book on it, when they've not the iirst hope of knowing wjat actual 'zen' is....always..... wow and as long as i can still do THAT....equals zen..."
righty ho 'twas necessary to complicate to simplify
as so poften found before
But THIS time...
a week ago...
The JOB... ended even if, even if< what?!?
but MY chronicle mAKES me HAPPY...I COULDNT GIVE A FRUITBAT ABOUT WHAT FRUITBATTING IS IN everyONE ELSES HEAD...
ACCIDENTAL CAP
To begin at the beginning: the patinated vanners...
"Sorry all you quite a lot of 'aware awake wonders' who now come here regularly baying for more... five hundred a day .... i been rebooting all and getting things just right... on my 'job'... but be clear this is THE job until the rest of life is spent hissing at the so called services, as i had always planned with my old age... and i have never laughed so much the last few weeks, and the thing is it IS real laughter.....despite them.."
Education, lesson one.... no one seems to have ANY zen poetry left in them ever... and dont MUMBLE! the great words. At least we got all the references..
* now..i really DO understand....I had no idea quite how badly Rita had been warped into all this underclass nonsense, that is the only way they can make 'sense' of... the static.
Except, Imoan...well, she is Nutcrackering Leon (her actual university so called teacher) ... and now even going to join the council - the real one...not Tilda's warped jungle bunnies with their vomit buckets close at hand... " I don't know about you and sister Babbs, but i love politics.. "
This now becomes REALLY a crusade to odd essays...hers too. It is soon time you meet her...soon... so io better keep ...plodding..on
OOps errata i always have full bounce no matter what
well first i had no idea a people could stare so much...
stare.... gawp mouths open...
I feel so sorry as they must have SO little real adult mature stuff in their heads all they have to do is stare...
It is quite horrible i still havent got used to it
but i don't pick on poor gormless gorpy PAsties
I hand pick the one greatest one ever
(but i STILL need moral support/ protection, from just enjoying her...MAKEing her work for her new model.....but of course eureka as everyone else has one here, ever since De Botty types started their little front room ones to meditate upon his shiny neurophobe germophebian bonce
A CULT!!! how did i not think of it before..
(shes been giving the old biddies of the whorespittle a quick Nutcrackin priimer she told me... she will be, is.. a cult of one...and onlyonefan who understands she is the greatest boudeccia in the whole land...
for the right reasons...)
The cult!
I have to let the name "reach out to me and connect!" (he thinks he's getting away with that ultra gibberin' that bas usual cost me dearly well wait til next week.. even if there is ALWAYS ALWAYS a silver lining so my affront is merely performative for fun... )
right now i know the tgrue destination, it really does begin... though you may not see her, yet..
even if thats the correctly brilliant intro to the MTV one but why ohh why can't even Springsteen inc load up a video without flaws
lazy cunts every so called music peep..always was always were and forever will be
(though an artist told me yesteraft she was different...the only one who is...organised, cos you cant really make a dif unless you got your act together..always, act or not)
especially since i have to admit i was so surprised to interview a younger very very pretty music woman lastersat and upon " so you still sing in public old man songs, called Bruce.... "
" wow he's our godtoo..."
shame she wasnt in equal footstep with her less pretty equal in fact superior singstress...
as the woman from up North and i alone seemed to notice
two tangoin' in perfect seditious intune, arm...onee
and i know whom
will be kickin' away every crutch ever extant
(never mind the " two and 'an' arf mil got the adhd [label, so says the ministressorix..]..."
As no one can argue with her and her every smallest disadvantage
preggers at below the legal age..
and more
So yes nine months she's been a bun in my oven but there cannot ever be ion the history of two tangi[oin' a bit as dangerous a combo
Sartre and his equally De B will be raisin' themselves from the dead to ACTUALLY have a word with the Fox sisters 150 years on
from their big problematic con
" its not fair.... she is even more Simone than Simone but with razor blade edged lips that make even Siskind's eveil baddie in Parfum.... smell of roses, the impossible brutal infinity in her laughter, always...
except when we are delayed, unexpectedly, with the perfect grass fed pasty fed lamb chop in whorespittle ...
delayin' the 'let it be recorded in the anals:...kairos...' a few days
In short....with imoan fighting fit
" did you know my name backwards is i moan hahh hahhh?"
It being almost impossible to always make me laugh, as every single one of her latest whatsap audio installments has for nine months...
Since our ultra Odyssey meeting at Lidl just down the road where 'Pastysdhire's' rudest sourpuss so called 'actor' ever, lives, who anyway isn't PAsty as she lived and worked mainly in London - iut showing on her so called art, and worst ever dire writing
and the BAFTA was rigged - a pity piece..of sour rubbish that paint Cornish fisherman as all from out of Psycho the movie, psychopaths when i have had some splendid riffs with a few truly great funny revolutionary ones " bloody lanyardists bluehair or not trackin our every mo well i just chucked their gizmo ionto the harbour and said to 'em i pissed on it by accident in a force eleven Easterly.." ..a few weeks ago
to camera, to here, soon...
I am the anti-Bait, bait, to the real suculent guppies that spit out more antipollution water than the polluted they have sucked in for decades... but dont come to this "Weston-super-Mare" unless you want to be ripped off by everyone at every turn of their gibberite screw..and thats just the incommer mindfulness workshop owners..
cos soon... not me! her... and she is so funny and loveable its daft
she will be turning the camera around, on her own 'peeps'..
who are merely a vehicle to turn it around and look under the skirts of ALL of ..you
And i know she needs to. I have never met such a splendid nestbeschmutzer...
cos she cares... about the soundbowl salesbabes...(also stole her sister and PAsty families are quite pea in the poddish unless theyre warped by incame the effluent) and also polluting builders.... that all ruined her once ok spawning ground...
indeed i hadnt thought really as every message she blows my mind with her tangents especially on "my beloved eco-immo Arab toyboy" feet need to be found so it is THE only real 'jouney' that ever mattered - to love... committed and functional or not...irrespective of age so called skintone religion any of all that made up in"human" nonsense..
love - based on SHARED 'purpose'... i know she has it...
even if she's never read Dr Doolittle..oops errata even if i always forget it i do have a FEW mental blocks..one used to be the island book we now live in metaphorically ehh....golding yes Lord of The Flies the other
as we arent even ALLOWED to think there's a NUtcracker way so all this garbage comes up (why AI though AI is just the worst of American neurotic fearful thought watch 48 hrs to see how many kill each other jealous of an instagram post.. fact... a LOT of women shamaniac types too in that perp roll.. thats 'killer' for the uninitiated..)
woman.. rex harrison makes her laugh and cry a bit for maybe her own good NO ONE KNOWS really but it seemed to work
my Fair LAdy...
There we go...
will be rewritten in real life as MY FAir younger eco-immo young man who i love but it will be hard to train him! so thats when REAL collaborators are needed....soon
BUt it's ONLY about, her....
she shouldn't exist. She will make Simone look rather predictable and OLD cowboy hat..
She is beyond all attack....she is even daily accused of a mental label...and i know they are WRONG.
So thats where WE...start
even if all must have duel purpose this one a three pronged trident but that's for another day year odyssey,
unless.... only one could stop me..
In fact really (READ ALL OF GABRIEL GARCIA... except the one everyone else harps on about 100 Years in fact his old man and the young Hooker Book is fabulous about the real confusing mess of life and with no accusations or judginess one just meanders along... I am not aware Britolish writers can actually do that...never mind as imoan ONLY all day laugh at THEM selves...
the TRULY scary thing the END of all 'culture' and art is that they'll make him 'professor' of it, if not in some grander English Ivory Tower (too effete to recognise the greatest book Extinction by Thommy the B as even worth teaching on their illiterature courses... never mind Stendhal and Georgie Elliot... in a different universe to 'spiritualism' conman Dickens.. but i run ahead of myself ) but in one of their dire Priniciplaity' universities..
no one in my yoof called the county of Wales the 'Principality' indeed i bet thats connected to why the awful dump of fat beery dinosaurs (SO SO renaissance - wife beaty... in 2020 i know i roamed and asked) who voted more UKIP or 'Independence' .. as literally ONLY personified in a man and wife hertoo who wouldnt live there it was such a dump...
but became Nige's ugly right hand lizards and if there is one thing that's impossible to be and that's lower than slithery Nigel and yet wales managed to welcome him in with more than open arms, as their savior Mister Hamilton and wife
that's the whole point - the English so literally in everything, makes you illiterate)
All i know is this word 'need'
I: almost nothing.
Only good conversation, just now and again.
Is it possible on that Path? Just a Track to head-on... ism
But i do know at last who really needs to be on boot camp
However...making the Miss Take of tuning in to
... from 'Wales' as if to prove as usual all ones adult life:
tell some 'people' they have some minority speciality
are somehow 'special'..
And as per usual there they are on my little crackly tranny
(thats a 'transistor radio' for the 'lone'one who managedI hope not to be 'zealot' in that hardest cohort
to 'reach.. Agent Z telling me why
and how 26 and below they recovered from years of fat bluehairs telling them, nothing )
" oh i am a special songbird cos i come from special songbird land called the county of Wales ... and her is my special so longwinded so wonderful multilingual [ showoff load of narcissistic load on nonculture with nothing to say.].. " only allowed on due the notion there are some special people, there..
well as i lived on that border for 25+ years and even in ferral selfish youth bedded one of their very few rare actual best songbirds (who became 'Eisteddffordii' or whatever they call it only for tourists and fat bluehairs to get grants ... and jobs for them 'protecting' it, as NO one in 'Wales' and my foof and occasional romaings back in LLangynhafal you can't get more 'Welsh' than that funny that as we never even used that word ever....no one did i ever hear say " i love the Welsh language its so poetical and useful" or in fact ever say i love the Welsh language..." except outsiders tryin' to monetise it
poor woman like 'their' dreadful 'poet' Owen who i watched over the years sat there on the m ost prominent table in their silly overpriced tented restaurants, be Francine, et all's pretty toy boy .. displayed as trophy toy boy my me had the looks and just the right leather poets accessory briefcase..
but not one bit of decent thought or literature in him..
that's what trying too hard does to you... they - his groomers of course too thick to manage to tell 'im..as it wouldnt suit them
culture, sadly only very few centres over the last fifty years REALLY took it to new places...
And Loretta was one of them
Give it to a Welsh band and what do they do? utterly destroy it
If i were wonderful 'Hotlips' and had heard this i would certainly have jumped..no parachute
towards the end of a day when you have HAD ENOUGH of everyone even if i works as a"loner" though 'work' is not to laugh but always only for people (as dual purpose, once the duel is over one always needs to duel its so dull..) who may in time offer their unique REAL WOMAN character to the world where my daughter i full well has no one to influence her...
But the Odyssey
(a great way of pretending one is 'evolving' through the truest tough mental places, and that it is almost based on an odyssey type model.... I know it works as long as you don't BELIEVE that it is any definite Sam Harris curative via meditation or even trendier 'psychedelics', that clearly never worked on him... .. see landlope.com i MUST get back to that i LIKE writing about that but too damn distracted on sub odysseys of late)
In fact hmm.. two years on one glorious utterly failed sub odyssey that began Rue De Six Juin.. 2023... and now maybe the third year it is ONLY about writing up but entirely as if faery tale anonymous fable .. that rather curiously unexpected further minor change...spurt on the old evolution pathways...
Anyway an odyssey in a day...starts with true glory (The Sublime being not something of "awe" as dreadful wonky Britolish scholarship puts it... )
Just because nature,, 'CAN'...
At last it may be worth reading the non neurotic British approach we shall see..
But back to a small odyssey day...no plans, other than to get to my far quieter gorgeous near wilderness lanes and parkups fifteen km or 20 yonder...
And never ever for one second, any intention ever to stop and pass the time of day with someone from THAT demographic/cohort...
NO way... the rare occasion when in the past, fingers caught in a mouse trap...
And it turns out there is THE one writer i just know it... THE one... who in a few years maybe ten...
I shall be hoping there is something out there of her....ANYthing! splurge all the way....
to refer a certain other one of err kind... quite "type A" too i would guess...
" this one...i suspect Can say or write what does need to be said.... and who knows god knows we need a Joan Osborne... the Rachels Cusk and Kushner ...not quite going far enough.... i dunno this one seems to have 'it'.... and maybe yes that is a real version of 'spiritual'..."
odysseys you dont have to go very far... but the point is you leave yourself open to... well you KNOW there's nothing ever ever interesting around that corner....
and then there, is.
right i have to write properly now but where my doubled readership has come from of late eckers knows..
but i am FAR more caring of my 'readers' than they the mean cheapskate tighter than a Yorkshiremans sphincter, may assume...i generally only splurge especially absurdist-video wise, before a rainy few days..i wouldnt want any of them to miss one smallest ray of sunshine sitting there with bated breath for the next upchuck of whatever next - i have no plan, as that would be stupid and against my ethos...
And almost by 'spiritualism' mind control ..it seems to work
Do you know i care..??
oh yes so much more on THE JOB..
i even weave in almost THE most glorious Bragg at his best, ever
as by coincidence it really was THE day yesters to cull all faux 'spiritualism' once and for all...
started by them Foxy sisters all them years ago
so made me smile
more than the next possible great George Elliot ...and her very zenned mutt...
That says, mum is too
But in fact there's a REAL lesson on (this from ongoing correspondence with yet another incoherentist..).
THE VEHICLE.
Put up a mundane title " hypnosis" however within this one mundane subject you have the true real glorious hilarious history of how all 'spiritualism' never mind modern day iterations down the hocus pocus store became far more exclusive shamniacism and all the rest of the 'energy' brigade... (they you can never have a convo with such as " i understand the current 4 different so called theories of everything in the kinda 'quantum' realm...and it hot and miss which one to even Say you believe...why are you a zealot around that variant when the originators are often honestish they say themselves its just one of many worlds of possible guesses....and anyway no one will in our lifetime 'know' which one is right..."
Indeed i think the 2007ish 'problem' really was more than anything all pundits and scientists started to really double down on "is" rather than the fairly default previous "maybe"
Mister Dawkins.... (Dawkins rarely would; Gould did, and in time Gould recognised especially of late as more likely to be closer to the truth of evolution: its a mish mash of various forces we still dont begin to get and he rightly waffled rather type b he bumbled and wordwrapped in almost embarrassment and he was in time more correct despite the Type B..
Anyway to battle... THE END i believe in her - i would want her reading my maybe one day published ten consecutive books being waffled into audio...or spat in the readers eye with micro dots of real passion spatter... (that isnt anger thats your FIRST 'activist' 'cause'... no one seems to be able to know they always were different, any more...
And an odyssey is something you really dont even WANT!
until it turns out rather .. not much stops me in my tracks .. i still am rather track-stopped .
so, action stations.
soon.
Do come back i really do need 3 days silence with a socket and a horrid computer to try and collect 100s of notes often in silly video clips - not one a skit
i was born a serious loner...and it takes a silly lifetime to know that you cannot change that
except that there are exceptions - someone who brings out the best in your 'serious' side - in perspective, too...
....wow... .. they are as rare as actual sane sentences in an Eckheart quite real-heart-less, book
through the WORST of things which began as The Worst Journey in The so called World... pretending you are on a road trip odyssey i know is a splendid mode of self 'care' even if caring is NOT the way forward its sirens, whirlpools and even witches and bad druggists...
all to be one day turned into PRODUCT/ content whatever...
BUt the thing is do also love being on odyssey duty
even if it is even nicer to be at rest with a committed ovva arf you can ALWAYS trust...
anyway ...so much to add in...soon
but the WORDS...that's all it is - not fetishistic ones like the 'narcissism' every single woman and now man demands their ovva arrff is sufferin
nope universal nice ones like her "gibber"..
softer wones like " wonky"
or even better ones like merely "over the line"
i think i learned that these sceptic aisles are above all a fetishistic viscious circle...
as we have a cheerleeder and dj on board with rather good taste
never mind yet another saudade if they just shut up about "chem trails"..no one can DO anything about..its far harder to get your neighbour in Hatesville to stop poppin' the pills or even think they enhance ,,,any of them
blessem...why they can't DO anything...
I may be some time...
before all the recent 'product' i tell them " you are 'product' ...not me YOU... my daughter's generation have nobody to drag them througha hedgefund and ... show them How To Live...
and as for your ;'aware' load of Gwerkians...sorry, when the so called aware 'travellers' stopped knowing 25 years ago that using a generator after tea time may keep someone else's kids awake or even some early riser,...errata some normal human who gets up with the light... unaware of the next day they got so little sleep... thats 'common good'... love! or just behaving decently.... I am not aware of your idiot Brand or even Jordan never mind all the rest ever tellin' peeps the SIMPLE rules ... but they may listen to YOU.... mucky sex Queen goddess of the moos... free muck to offend all those who need hand sanitisers just to do the ferkin gardenin'.... " etc
huge plates of pathogens, to the poor little Londoner precious self aware of all the safety regs and hygiene routines lot who want all to be as mmeditativley pure as De Botty's neurtotically shaved bare bonce - all frightened of any small little intrusion upon their [ no not paedo you must never ever even hint that all this shaving has anything to do with an even pete Townshend exploratory research session looking at younger peeps who are naturally hairless...] and anyway every single so called 'warrior' seems to thing every so called lizard or even Starmer has done more than look at pictures... so its all rather pointless suggesting someone just may have... ] , to be served up soon...
more important
I haven't been....and never will...when i riff complaints in I'm only joking..
i LOVE every gobberatti they just make me understand her 'environment' more and why....why....why.....
MAry was utterly fascinating you couldnt have MADE her up as even better than Houellebecq's mum at the end of Atomised..
she is better
more 'material' than one could ever have hoped for, to sum up 20 years of these.. 'all we need is everyone to love each other more' before defining love, define gibber...i shall... using her i guess
one day
the problem is there's a SEQUENCE....and someone, im...Mister Che...
I nearly haddim
if he thinks his " keep out o' my space bubble" is the end of it, dancin like Bojangles on Prevalence pier...
I prevail
And will....soon....
i thought i had my mole, but... she ran back underground needin the dark...
..not something i really suffer from even if a fairly normal person...or i was....
But talk about the most sublime zenny super arty simple life mode ever..
..managed for several years despite (her really i realised is them... they are so so jealously pernicious in every way..i had no idea - ii did know the pollution of her soul would be fairly bad, but not until the last 18 months did i appreciate from 'lived experience' just how TOTAL ... though in my own case i rather like 'living' 'within' certain wonky scenarios just for a little while so as to experience the reality, only for material...and true 'zen' comes from true understandin' their shitcreeks.. (metaphorical, even if it was real, too
(just a few days after arrival in her pestilent county, NEEDING, water !)
Anyway...at last i really can ...all the way
But, I also know the other side of everything from a decade in full meanderin' landloping or from 2016 -19 on serious god save us from Nige, duties freelance by foot for many 1000 km.... but always based in some place where i have a good 30km circle wandering REGIAON around me which means quiet and as aside as possible.... just seeing who comes along in person....
THE one thing above all one realises and i always foirget as the downside of them... the Englitterate nonceratti class is how they steal....
ALL that matters - your own real personal story.
They assume and judge based on nothing but what is in their own little unzenny soul which usually can't even manage a fine 7 1/2 hrs sleep or a jolly good midafternoon siesta...
they're so busy 'processing' their selves..
They make you forget who for many years you actually were, and also what your own several decade long own 'story' is..
It isn't some deliberate move, but they can't stop movin' neurotically in a desperate attempt to find hidden crutches... and that is in fact the nett effect. Especially if your name is Kurt it seems...
But then plenty of others, in fact all of em'... in their own little self PR mode...
Well, they assume you are 'them'... which is a Miss Take...
cos i know one thing as sure as ferrits bite the hand of those with bad 'frequencies' or 'vibrations'... i am not and never was
good for me but a latent evil streak i have discovered is ..now....
a need errata i need nowt never had nowt so need not what i dont know...
to make my browsers
JEALOUS!!
The stories of not just 'simple'
BUt in fact decidedly pleasant and wouldn't-have-it-any-other-wayness...
except for one small matter
but there we go..
++++++++++++++++++++
Now a short reprise
until i get back to making people VERY jealous about the land
and walks thisteryear
there is no more simple life
(2 years ago preparing to head down here for only one reason
That particular atch above Presteigne gtreat light
only ONCE shit in the gatefrontage by some creep who doesnt know the rules
As soon as i meet my first Gwerkian farmer he tells me sourly its a regular thing: human shit by the gate he has to enter his sheep field..
All photos from 2023
BUT ..not my best ones....
for strategic reasons
i do things proper
eventually
Oh yes fakes day.. 2023 MAy .... Spring Greens .. The epicentre of vainly cant
ever ever do what they say
.i still must do them..
one and ALL
Ahh yes your tourist guides wont tell you how the drug dealer of Knighton keeps his stash in the laundrette very busy popping in and out disturbing my
cycle
(All you need in one bottle - does for laundry the one shower a week... and anything else = super simplified)
ahh yes my troubled short term assistant .. ruined by Britolin
i must give her a tinkle
see what happened
i did TRY...very hard
(another " you can fix my daddy's house" this one really really damaged by...him...and all the others... DID have an excuse)
2 years ago oops early MAy 2023
Astonishing how one can offer and put it in writing 'no strings' a whole fabulous library to 4 or 5 mothers of yoof...and they don't even have the manners to make their mind up in this land of lost fucked up ..princesses...nearly one and all
oops 2022..
and forever
talking of which
oops summer 2024
and not one even can recite a verse of his perfect verse
ok back soon on the return match
oops summer 2024 rather splendid walking almost every day
to survive not on ferkin holliday!
found 9 years ago...'found' hmmm... i still think it was faerie trickery
that gave me the perfect word
oops 2020
liars every single one
Funny thing my only ever artwork on the wall of almost everywhere i've lived...
In a way it could Bee....
oops timeless in fact had it 40 years
Righty ho one day soon i need to have him extradited to The HAgue
The man who is far more responsible than anyone else..
" i tell all my students to read Omelas .. as i do believe it is the actual social structure that metaphorically we are... [ you need a kid to be tortured in a dungeon so you can keep on smiling!..really..he wasn't joking Mr AC Grayling...to my face and recording device]"
oops 2021 preparing for Her NAziship
( astory in that alone worthy of a book..i will soon)
not unhappy days a quarter of a decade ago when it all .. began...
i don't regret
But 'methodical' and organised MAy 2023 ..means get your house cleaning done first prior to setting off...clear out ALL the irrelevant past...start afresh..
...as long as you know the best hilltops to use
reprise... just in case you may have a pliant passenger on board for seaside day trips
and sanity: two sharing one vehicle costs is good for planet and purse
The Greens dont tell you that of course, any more... they did when i was a not yet grown up
shame they became pre-infantile
Oh yes talking of whom
these are the archetypes..this one twice said he was getting help in for my last counsellee.. bneeded help
" i will try and get her the names and numbers..i will call you.."
But SO SO much more: the whole act... errata as it isn't act,
identity as GREAT best ever muso hip bohemian "community" ..guy
when inn fact he repressed the one GREAT person in his community as it was in his interest that ONE great man stayed his charity case and on disability payments when he is the most superb performer i have ever known
(film soon)
oh yes a liar from HAy 2 years ago..
" really important we collaborate on river issues and the message.."
at least i never bothered to take her 'contacts' as likely would have been another liar
now.. the Glasto effect
meaning the arms race
i had no idea!
how completely all encompassing this stuff became everywhere, but there the epicentre...bless and minor operator not so good at PR or production values...
the tsunami is...comming...
oops THE FUTURE
oh yes an archetype...
this one to lure the local "bird" life into his Tom-PAul snare..
even has his mugshot aside his "private" land
now that would be telling..
he... hahh hahh errata SHE as only she's can..breed!
did get free, too....#
(M cowboy hat in fact a working man's hat needed for occasional winter hard work outdoors in all weather jobs.. and kept ONLY for that usage so as not to waste mother natures resources, merely to look 'good' as it sems is the default summer setting of all down here.....
....£1 from Kington charity shop, where 2017 on all the London runaways started to come and throw away.. their fantasies...
to be cont in many perf-art formats....soon
thats my BEST 'chronicle' of all)
now the job before last before last
as i now know how toxic sludge and beyond any clean up job the souls of the so called " free wheelin'" offgriddy lot are down here...
i shall not be ever returning to this load of mad people
(summer 2023)
but even more, sad than i had ever imagined
endlessly trying to get each other arrested or even my hedge arrested [sic]
but the true zen of life is even when you just KNOW she - your paymistress...is gonna rip you off (owning 3 vehicles, too..one defo worth a few thousand even as scrap of course she had left it to become scrap)
you just know that last week of " ok i know you will pay me soon... in the meantime maybe i can have a mortgae against that unused ok bicycle left to rot... by all you lovely 'Green' people all sybaritely 'community'ing... ooops there are three! never used...rotting in the rain...."
turns into not even able to collect the mrtgae
thieves one and all but the way they PERFORM " we are the chosen worthyites.."
Poor French family a few days ago recorded tellin' ME Houellebecq is Miss Oh Jenny...
He the only one dared 'parody' this lot who ARE almost everywhere here....
not good
but they all perform 'nature'.. for money of course
back to TAHT job
soon
it needs to be an artwork
it will be
clean out THEIR shit....
use their (many year " if you dont tidy it up luv two years we been askin'.... we evict you NEXT WEEK...") messed up spaces, by cleanin' them up yourself...funny that as 10 "community" members - all, members of SAS - by their bumper stickers at least...close to her for...two years, too...
never lifted a finger
maybe back there, too..?
oh errta the further South you go the more they ALL look like him...one and all
what astonishes me is how the so called mothers are catching up, seemingly not wanting their own in fact to see their ... 'windows of the soul'
To be cont
Now that all sounds snide...
if plan A continues i couldnt give a shit as i know one thing for sure: noo hope in THis sceptic aisle..
And Croatia..i have issues with so that war needs to be restarted
And anyway all 'country' is absurd... home is merely a state of mind that can be anywhere - especially if the van vaggabondin' ive managed t zen my way to the last 9 months is THIS perfect..
I dont care if no one paid a penny for tip-yer-a-coffee..
my revenge shall be in incontrovertible jealousy..
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