The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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If there is any new-word or moanysyndomatic 'hack' - yuckword, betterword: merely 'key' to always being centred in a way that's so so nice no matter what; I mean no matter what - not performing or 'projecting' which is what i realise is the verbiage of all non-hinterlanders, and even the word 'hinterland' was warped into something tasting of almost malice or ruined by the first truly sick-person tv Twin Peaks that infected even the safe 'West' ninteen ninety and anyone with a fine brain then knew it would not end well and hasnt as most of Yankland adopted its candyfloss Eastenders on nasty drugs ... projecting something that ...
(there you go as soon as Yankland enters ones consciousness all is ruined, even my train of real thought... basically pervy weird crap always were always willbe... )
hinterland is wonderful; or call it 'aside' or even semi wilderness.... about the only stat i quote in daily dialogues that doesnt get a funny look is " i ran away 33 years ago with NO money in the bank to cushion me descending into the yokellands which are about 100 years behind the 'sorted' lands even in London [of the 90s] , no past special job or identity to either emotionally trade upon or fiscally cushion....nothing, i went nowhere with nothing about me... and nowt in me wallet or bank [but an old campervan in a very very puce colour - i think the right word for a colour that resembled vomit if well processed in the stomach overnight or even some well rotted septic tank material - the bland brownish sludge ... that STILL flows into their paradisical little stream yesteraft i note] ... to somewhere, nowhere, that has a population density of around 10 per sq km for 50 or so km in any one direction, whereas your SW pop density is over ten times that, everywhere..."
self censoring so sadly what needs to be added as one cares especially for ANY parent with kids met in 1/4 decade meandering ... so one rarely says total truth: " but except in very busy little 'natural' theme parks which even those whom monetise them say is badly polluted... not much pollution or litter where i dropped out to, at all.... but that wasn't the draw, the draw was hardly any people....for near three decades... but so productive decades truly pondering any maybe just about valid philosophy or anything to say about your society... not mine i went Hinterlandish ... deliberately and ONLY cared about being a parent to a more 'natural' style kid, there, nowhere, as that is the one best prophylactic to all the mental mess that i have seen and lived all over your so called civilisation .....even if i was the only one doing that with and for my kid.... funny that how even Gwerk pretends to have adopted all that which they cannot as it requires the actual pop density of 10 per sq km.... so one isnt endlessly dazzled by a load of loons ...projecting.... ...."
so yes in by far the most enjoyably mentally productive short few month phase of life for years, or ever (Londoners whom are everywhere wont understand the being nowhere bit and how all they are is in fact projectors... but what is so so interesting is that in hinterland places, which is nothing to do with the awful elitist film of that name - the one the invading 3rd rung women (last audio on THE problem) would rahh rahh about..... its nothing spooky, metaphysical, or of course deep down they are all stuck in the sickness, as it was... their Twin Peaksiness.... (i watched about 1 episode of at most and knew immediately that infectious nihilistic crap which is America - what it had become, or maybe always was this immature child who ALWAYS seemed to eventually press a selfdestruct button - as i had experienced through the mid 80s into mid 90s, will be more dangerous to the Britolish than Rambo and PW were for the Former Sovs... )
Anyway... projectors.... they project....and projectors, the mechanical ones are nothing but a very ordinary lightbulb at the bottom of a hollow tube...
usually with someone else's imagery being all lit up to expand onto a wall or screen, in some 'communal' gatheration thats forgot the moment the light switch is turned off...
. that's the final conclusion i needed to understand
Anyway now its time to be REALLY helpful.....
How to never need a drink ever again ... (new word referenced recently) ...over many years... and even be able to have three a year and not feel the slightest wish to have another ...
guaranteed to work
And the very opposite of your BBC version which wants to eat the Black Swan on nice emotional 'self-care' grounds of being 'kind' to onesself...
only as public service, soon
But, now its full time.... especially as a graceful thank you - genuine, has to be crafted to the worst gibber (sick mad people pleasing con artist, Chrettoo..) of the lot..
i care about my reader and it will be published here, first...as all such absurd little trotting-pole (about 10 cm high horsey 'jumps') hurdles, put in the pathway of my simplest 100% honest yeoman worker doing great rural hinterland jobs that last 50 years, in my part time worklife for 20 years, working in pretty near wilderness places nobody else will.... i only ever see as hilarious material that prove a thesis long long ago observed..indeed 'lived'.
And i know one 'moral matrix' matter only for sure:...if the honest day labourer of the Hinterplaces doing jobs, well, that few others will, gets fucked over fiscally by his Twin Peaks infected 'employer' ... then there is simply no morality, code of honour, or any kind of society left....
ten years ago known for sure merely treading water to find the most hilarious stories with which to actually, describe...
who will find themselves in far more of a pickle far sooner than they assume...
the problerm with fake UK is for years we have had all sorts of dull women who can afford a Guardian subscription saying they are thrifty
bullshit thrifty is edgy
sexty
and above all saves time for REAl life which needs true mental thrift on how to survive the flyting knives aimed at ones back
(though i do have a true warrior on tap who makes leather jerkins and organic thick back protectors whom 100% agrees its a crime the way her rivers at place of birth are ruined)
... such as telling quite a few of polluted rivers in theyr fake little paradise, which is dangerous...
thrift is far more thrilling than screwing some dull superrest supermodel..
its sexy
it is the only thing that always gives me revved up enjoyable pure persistent best possible variant of energy, always....for 20 years
sadly i never found out what this weirdo was on about.... there being no subtitled version as of course the world thinks Serbia is irrelevant ..
(as the Moldovan hat on Sunday seemed to agree.... "my number one prejudice for years had been that Central Europeans or Former Sovs as i think is more apt as they all were force-fed RAmbo and Pretty Woman from about 1995 ... and that has more effect sadly on the newer gens than their simply extraordinary rich unknown pasts for example until i encountered her i didnt think to read up on the REAL history of serbia which suggests they were famous for many hundred years as the peacemaker of that region... we need THE TRUTH of who they all really were ... Romania best of the lot absolute brilliant sex equality ... The Moldovan of 18 mths ago... the most intelligent woman i ever met ...and i thought the Rambo PW version had taken over everything ...but they need to TELL!!! us it didnt as thats what people assume not knowing their truth")
she's been there a while, as bait.... even that failed.
free substack up since 6am waffling not even a coat on, in minus ten
is the definition also of "bulletproof" luv...
what their dads didn't do for them, AND themselves...and your world... as the happiest person alive at least i tried. And it made me not "might is right"
THE problem, and the only 'identity' that mattered
and charlotte church thing (yet another 1st tier fraud comes to The MArches)
pictures of chess club
so. you can see one of many 'problems - a third tier...
I'm not a snake in the grass as i spent a year attempting to be real friend, which means tough love, to be kind: "admit the truth love for your own sakes..."
nope they never can.
And should then be useful story for the next gen..
of fact, need to be prefixed or postfixed by the statement: this seems to apply to at least 99% of specimens riffed with at some length and fully observed for body language facts of life...
Anyway that's their problem i have none.
Other than all this 'self care' and 'abundance of plenishments' speak, one realises is so one dimensional, in fact it IS ...uggh i forget the book and Oggle has been utterly ruined by thinking it's got a mind when all it does is replicate the truly awful one dimensional inhuman thoughts of the aforementioned Scott class...
so i can't find the great novel about them...you...all your society being one dimensional, flat....
Anyway all i care is about (as i say "only thing i care about is being Miss Quoted..") is one's image the correct one...
And not having one other than as persister ..persisting (even 'survivor' we noted has been co-opted by the mining class - mining absolutely every smallest little pinprick of hurt into a living, so we better not use that word for a life one would wish not one second different even if i trump almost all Utter fuckups of a slow motion car crash into the ultimate tragic brick wall)
All that matters is habits....
sleeping with now pretty old phone off, and in ones top shirt pocket so it stays warm and the battery lasts longer..
In fact if one sleeps with ones disastrously awful one year old free crap laptop the battery lasts 15% longer - i have done the science, rather than the 'math' the illiterate peoples speak of.
Anyway the worst thing of all is when the true enemy of all mankind Mister Gibran.... is discovered to have actually said something rather wise...
which is metaphor allegory or whatever the right 3d word is for you can become the devil incarnate the way the colourful hat brigade adopted his " give them [your children] your love but not your thoughts.." at least 20 years ago, which actually means I give them MY thoughts, about bullshit Steiner style reincarnation or ' we are as a whole class abused and the far far fairer sex' but dont you darer think you should spread your vile thoughts upon your child ..
anyway where is it..?
now i am so 'digitally minimalist' as of 25 years ago i told my part time humble staff " we have so many enquiries for our extremely moral caring rare book searching service... we will have to tell them ' we cant keep up but we find that those who come into the little shop in person, or phone up and speak with us ... or write real letters with pen and ink.... are not only ALWAYS a delight to deal with, on the extremely rare occasion something is lost in the post on its way in to us when we explain our procedures to them person to person they are always undertsanding and nice.... never mind they actually spend more money with us ... whereas you whom email are so often unable to read the extremely simple ts and cs which state 'we may very rarely have to reorder a lost book from australia or wherever so please bear with us if so.... and PHONE us for a catch up any time....' and never mind they always get rude and arsey via their emails so we leave their orders to last mainly as they spend less cash with us ... and arent anything like as loyal as our many many times returning customers ..."
which was perfectly echoed as a pretty much unpaid family legal Big Brother of tough love " just follow these tried and tested legal precedents and theres your best chance and whatever you do rule number one is do not deal with the ex, or the social servs or the Natzi schoolteacher who has made false allegations as theyre jealous of your boyfriend.... by DIGITAL..it doesnt work.....even if at odds with someone or some system only human nuance via voice to voice actually may... "
anyway ive been a '
digital minimalist' for twenty plus years... a blogsite is merely my diaries written in such a way others may find some comedy or pain or even good advice...
(ohh yes you need it sat here at townspot banana day ... my my she really has ...is ..ill.... there is 'hoarding disease' so many have, and there is endless performative shopping disease ... how sad but real and quite inhuman)
anyway Kahil his good bit i stumbled across yestereve....
and sadly stumbled upon a last time ever with the girls of Meghan's Unspeakeasy....
My one great hope Sarah Pak the full or halfie i forget, ...ruined...moaning about her pregnancy too...
righty ho....so never mind saving the environment (the younger ones i often speak with don't anymore prepare to beat you up for saying as i always do.." the amount of molecules/atoms that a normal household nowadays will have coming over its threshold even if by Amazon or at the endless trips to the carwash ...and especially the seemingly compulsory repaint of your whole house every two years is molecules and chemicals too....and as for new carpets they are so full of radical fizzy atoms as are the kitchens they are poisoning you AND the air around you for around a decade.... and it all together and the fact you cant get up in the morning without dosing yourself with one of 100 bathroom products... all in i would guess about 5x mpore than around 40 years ago.... and thats why your environment is fucked as many are xenobiotics even if they 'break down' into something less immediately toxic the nett effect is loads more unnatural stuff in air water earth...sea.... "
but of course even i thought i was going nuts first seeing one of these a week ago but nope there it was.... of course made out of plastic that wont especially deteriorate on frosty mornings ...
now of course everyone cannot live in little twisty suntraps but this time of year i love due to the ingenuity required just to survive and a range of tips upcoming...
even if nobody listens to some crusty old bloke who had a summer infact MORE thrillingly hot-in-the-kitchen and Lemon Songy than even 76
but as i say to everyone "only women have the voice...public arena.." and i can't get an assistant which would make it so much more clicky and get out to far more ...
as it really IS how to not have to WORRY...no stress ever...no worries... no Black Swans to jump over and discover actually that life and death horrid new development that was guaranteed to make me feel awful.... or scared.. prejudge..... is always just a faery tale, and wrong
and then at LAST my photos, soon, which are nice artful and even cheeky-poignant ... but take so so much more battery charge and time with hands not in gloves .... so it takes time and thats the greatest gift and i spend a large amount of my non medative-walking time pondering how i do get to the sequence ...even if you're all jst an absurdist art installation who dont even know someone has to somehow pay for even bad art or worse philosophy..
talking of which there is a great big 2 hr thing from 10 days ago if you feel your post Christmas blues may be self-inflictably terminal i have it in the can all the reasoning why you should, or how to cope if your kids....do
next..ish
must remember your new philosopher-king... he is more amoral than Nitzche etc...Other figures like Georges Bataille and D.A.F. Sade are also linked to amoral ideas
all of them put together....and was my neighbour in the hills some years and i did his land....
.... yes he really is being positioned as the next advisor-in-chief to whichever naked new Emperor gets in,,i would be VERY very afraid
So, why is your culture so one dimensional and soulless? Blame Scott. And why we need real women to k*ck them in the load of bollocks. Plus, Rosie; scowling... and guest.
got distracted by special guest ... was about to say
Adam Curtis is often said by the 'elite' of alternative politics meaning those who pretend they have read some half decent books, and went to a Clash gig once, as they stole the ticket off their poor little sister who had been saving for three years her paper round cash and she then became a glue sniffer and died she was so sad at her loss, but they called it some sad genetic 'syndrome' they were lucky not to have inherited also ... to be some wise god of something im not quite sure...
But in fact Adam is a classic Scott from the above audio - nerdy robot, never cried doesnt know what 'heart' means... .... one can see this in his work which can be useful as he was so Scotty he got all the gigs - production cash to make his limited material; Especially that below said to be the 'smart person's bible on the dystopia and hypercapitalist "overwhelm" - to now quote every private school ed girly on the BBC and USA PBS for some months... they're all overwhelmed endlessly Curtiss basically a hooker who wants to spin you up even further into Curtiss love and addiction as nobody else will ...would...
And the thing about this problematic Bible is in fact he never says " ehh normal peeps in the 80s even 90s knew you dont HAVE to buy into their hamster wheel.... you did have a choice..and plenty DID chose to chose to just say no.... "
But thats a side issue.... it is the way the Scotts really did corner a whole range of cultural markets...and why
of course Cummings (so much more at the centre of things than you will assume) is another Scott... and he knows that the other side of the revolution the Scotts will have maybe even more power...
And as nobody has ever told you about the Scotts you need to know who they are, still....
anywqay far more important things even if linked to the above audio
THE greatest ever culture Serbians couldnt manage such beautiful true moral matrices nor uncynical reasons to defend themselves against them Croats who started it... nor come up with such a graceful pacifist way of dealing with them...
Anyway much more important even if i know who I AM.... someone today told me the future and how you also get rid of your horrid Nigels forever...
"they our daughters are the most numerous peoples now in the world... THE MONGS!!!"
maybe i needed to wait even if life so much fun i hadnt yet had time to go back and look at drafts half rit and others underway from last summer....
so you have (WITH VPN Winscribe is great ive had to use it 2 years just to educate one..) THE 'problem' https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m002nv6z Mother Theresa Blanchett - merely archetype for bimbos who just say the first virtue signalling bullshit that comes into their awful stupid heads who ends her piece with " ohh my ohh my world hero Mister Thornton and his didgeridoos.." or whatever it was....
when in fact if you truly value truth....and equalicism..... his almost greatest ever movie, with ...[ being i had fiddling on my mind a few weeks ago] ... some of the greatest fiddle of all time... by his own daughter! ...... she doesnt even get a mention in the credits....
sorry you gotta ponder real truth before opening your stupid bimbo [a non sexist term being it was invented for The Ruperts of QE1's court...] gob that has nothing USEFUL to say just like the psuedeia.com ....ssss....
the correct form being " ehhh ...WArwick came to famme via ON:LY one piece of great culture that everyone should be made to watch...but perraps he may have mentioned the fabulous music that MADE it... rit by his own daughter that seems to have slightly distanced herself from him too.... "
the rest below unfinished from 27 nov - riffing then upon a theme and Mister Moonie gets a look in but its not finished yet
why does it keep telling me who subscribes i subscribe to NOBODY ever
And the poor former sovs dont know what child abuse is..i know as so many library mornings i have had to listen to this top of their English voices in a LIBRARY
Warwick’s daughter Rona played the violin on one of the tracks and his son Dylan helped with other bits. Warwick’s other daughter, Luka May, is credited with “background noise”.
is the only reference i can find to this extraordinary genius young woman !!! she deserves to be up there with Scarlet and Ivry but her wonky Ausie (theyre ALL sexist pigs so cut them off) dad irrespective of skintone doesnt even arrange a youtube video of her magnificent fiddle
and your Cate or is it Kate cant even use her overpaid bad acting skills to even act a tad of constructive critique.... about what matters FAR more than sucking up to effnics who in fact as MAlcom knew were all fucked by bad tv 40 years ago....
and until women have full 100% equal recognition of ENJOYABLE genius like Wendy Perriam etc... Rachel Kushner ....Cuskytoo... everything else is running on half power..(..as we NEED women to stop this nonsense and be an equal part from their 'grassroots' even if badly hairdyed to their hair roots..... or you get NIGEL as president, forever or his essence... as self pity is HIS abundant plenishment... your'n... ).... as they have brainwashed themselves you get paid more (BBC daily stipends) playing some lesser role.... endless moaning for self pity which THe Kush knew never ever do we even learn from...
and anyway is 99% of the time entirely fabricated (redemptive boast to quote the greatest of em all) ...you go and spend 2 1/2 years landlopeing the peoples of the SW all from the SE and even the yummy supercooks are ripping off the DWP for full benefits when getting paid an adequate annual freelance wage... and she is the one goodie
Many of the rest will have stolen so much more to buy their little fancy fantasy escape retreat.... as was the case in the Wye and environs so obviously 20 years ago.... my only interest...
Now the only story here is true zen and ALWAYS cheeriness, and no drugs involved nor anything else other than pure as the whitestuff, walking and persisting...
Now somebody saw me in action Friday - give me a real man and his fabulous cheeky rude ninety year old tough-nut wife... we sat there and flew.... all through literature that really matters... for example the Lermentov " i simply cannot ever understand how such a young man wrote in his Hero.... just how wryly tricky life is and don't let the bugger get you down... eventually you'll have to learn merely to p[ersist is all there is....and persisting through three thousand awful self obsessive pages of the KAnussgard... dont bother you learn nothing there... persist such as Primo did to then write his truly magnificent The Wrench, Other Peeps Trades, The Periodical Table ...all magnificent reflectipons of the wonkiness that must be smilingly tolerated but Britolin won't tell you about his magnificent latter books as all Britolin can do is dodgy melodrama... Wutherin'... Darcy elitism etc...
someone saw give me my people, even if he needed some education and he lovingly accepted at 82 STILL more to learn and indeed fix in his dodgy Scotts background....
and he needs a teacher
even if leftovers2022.blogspot.com is so so incomplete as my life is nothing; but so much fun endlessly... (that semi colon for his missus who barked at me about a comma in our banter what a heroine! it is perfect nothing being quite separate but also the same as everything and too much....)
BUt real 'art' ... she will think i didn't notice - a real walker who does spend at least 25% of ones waking hours landlopeing meandering and enough harder slogging up their underwhelming hills, does notice bodily form... gait...from at least 100m...
The one artist around these parts, well second in truth but i think we'll pretend the first doesnt exist, as thats what she wants.... so give her, it....who one innocently and politely states " you have the sublime in your pencils.... and did move me"
And that is some kind of affront! violation of their fragile little hairdo... such tjhat she turns away quite deliberately on a walk ... just cos you arte in the same large open space as her...infact really, it....
As the sort of damaged one age sixty seven two grown men as kids, a year ago said " my my the childless women around here really are nothing but maniacal wrerckingball.."
And i wouldnt dare even think that!
sat in the Centre of them....
But my ohh my she at least did have second sight and she knew i chronicle every single word
Righty ho all happy clappy stuff here... even if the real purpose must be to persuade the one and only lovely one with lovely nature i saw in nature...
leave.
Even Dominic got excited about his 'focus group' findings - the majority want to!
And what absurd little boy Gove couldnt manage to queyt " ehhh Dom if yopu are running focus groups that means you intend to seek power again in the future surely and also someone will have paid you to do just those focus groups as theres a cost involved...
especially as every fake woman in Britolin has lined up to hire the halls for years to pimp this vile stuff
even worse than your BREXIT
so the cost of hall rental is through the roof.... unless they tell you the true version (my insider knowledge allows) theyre all going bust too as people arent entirely mental....
and anyway as a dull but pretty accurate focus group with paid-for-booze found some decades ago....
NOBODY in the YUK cares about the COMMON GOOD at all, which means the soundbowls must WORK or you are acting against the spiritual abundance of REAL 'truth' - as there is objective truth, so fuck off and I'm reporting you to trading standards....
not that i ever report anyone for anything its all just wonderful materielle...
anyway the queue for hiring the halls in places NEAR the immigrant L'Oreal share owners and Totness totty (i am officially advised by a TRUTHFUL source is just now fake yuppie yummies..i knew years ago) is so long that someone must have been subbing Dom....
so it is definately time to take your kids to safety if you REALLY love them.... and i have ten years of chronicling so many reasons even Cat the Its VAn life worst offender of all - who drove my partial companera thistersummer sick ...may recognise in her own image...
and run away from..."
blahh blahh now all i know is that for four or five months being in such 100% top form feeling younger than ever despite NO heating ever.... no real solidarity, no humanity .... no reliability even in the prominent Christians who make two verbal contracts that the JOB continues at two days a week ....nothing. There is NOTHING in Britain, nothing nihil....I have known several decades but at last it may be time if one feels this great to indeed think ive got a few more decades left in ,me ...but as theres no liofe ever here..
it better indeed had be over there...
as the EU will not get all Trumpety for real.... thats a 100% fact of an average of larger scale democracy... the loony fringes in time get put back in their place...on the fringe
Anyway my stories even if ALWAYS i try to make them joint stories in that i am so invitational its daft and know what the HONOUR of the vanner or traveller is 100% respect someone elses boundaries especially if they are female and especially if solo vanning or walking...
well nobody told them what 'honour' means - always... sotheres no point staying anywhere in this fantasy Isle as they all went ....werll its the same ole and its NOT "ohh its social media" ... ferkin ell Houellebecq wrote Atomised way before Nokia was even a wet dream for some rare inhuman lost Scandanavian...
Its all nothing new..
indeed was spied there in Kettering even by not very good chronicler Curtis....
reminded me.... the immigrant into their fragile little 'paradise' simply hates a REAL conversation such as " ehh...not very good for the birds that they leave bright lights on all night.."
and if they see you again my my the ruffle their feathers...
nothing to do with me as i can tell the VERY few whom truly have zen and good humour....
but this could in fact should cause you to pack... as i have been telling all seemingly oldschoolish thoughful parents i have met for 5 years walking-talking
and seems i was right afterall.....not that anyone lsitened even during ten wonderful years honing my rhetoric..on them
(though safer to talk to onesself my my the looks you get round here just for having a nice chat when walking.... though if they know just howe REALLY useful i could become if Dom is right, maybe ...silly me certainly they'll start to smile with just a tad of meaning: "please come and live in MY porch!"...i do not jest as very large towns of very pissed off and hungry tramps are just down the road...and they know EXACTLY where the excess food miles are just up here)
for the wonderful Malcom
X, as i don't know his surname but i should a true rare oldschool and we're going to need them - even Dom says so! so i hope i do know his surname in time... a VERY young 80 year old.
(And chief pondlife Dom, though FAR more powerful than anyone makes out, still, and in the future, he says that us pondcasters around the 'edge' are your ONLY hope...and fair dinkum he even teases himself for his little BREXIT fuckup so perhaps he is human after all)
free substack audio
Dominic Cummings' "revolution" may not be quite as nice as he thinks
infected nutjob and I GET IT... the SW is full of roaming ex junkie blokes who havent really become ex anything as theyre still stuck in their Tottenham bedroom in their head as all the 'work' in the world be it Posher Priory
or some dodgy so called communitarian like Giles Fraser 'gave' himself to....
failed. And theyre bloody dangerous i can read body language...
Why any sane person tried to emmo great the fuck elsewhere a long time ago (and now DOM agrees wow talk about me getting smug...later all links and all evidence)
Anyway perrraps the only man to have ever saved one of them, from her Central London Arrogantress ...self ...
even if she didnt live to her fullest
Brigittian rightful older ranty age
so he only had done half
the job.....
It wont kill me even if every morn i may not wake up at minus five and thats the truly interesting time when you find out the English smiles are irrelevant as they dont even want to think of anyone needing a cuppasoup in the real cold ...so dont
As an actual parent of a younger version....and ok i can occasionally tolerate one ...well one especially!
I know how Serge's unfinished half a job can be done propper... and why
And whommmmmmm ....
afternote
You just know one honest look from her Nouveau Arrondissment next to him....
at 4.15 her look not fake " well he had the most famous sex moggy
[on Brigitte: .....catching the attention of many French intellectuals and earning her the nickname "sex kitten".[5] She was the subject of philosopher Simone de Beauvoir's 1959 essay The Lolita Syndrome, which described her as a "locomotive of women's history" and built upon existentialist themes to declare her the most liberated woman of France. ]
in all the world.... and here's me i haven't even had me teeth done.... why? why.... dcoes he accept me as his equal collaborator here nowtoo...?"
which is all very well but the land can only remain ecologically tended by two.... over time ....so thats all very well, but balance is required, or phases of liberation. did heroic Simone get there? well i already have..... with Suzi (pretend environmentalist thinks she's gonna die before age 70 cos her stupid starsign says so) in the dialogues diabolique...recorded over five years, but they really are purest Jane meets Serge and is ...saved, from her Surreyself..... so put that in your Gitanes and smoke it....soon...
the ONLY 'problem' aggh yuckword their 'currency' word, i have rather ... well we can't say 'issue' as at least one supermodel, 2020, that fabulous summer, as i sidled up to her and her boy in the Horrorford cafe not knowing i could be someone who ever spoke to supermodels, until her four year old said so innocently " mummy....what are the issues every one has...?"
And i looked at him,
he at her,
me daring to look at her, thinking i mayn't get stabbed by a vintage Biba stiletto for deigning to
then her me...
and we burst into tears..
of laughter
And 'twas nothing about the fabulous hysteria of 2020 that had one hoped slowed it all down...
purely that he was a second sight wise one with his nuance and tone...
And we became friends.
Indeed conformed a few months later when i spied her again on a monthly checkup on their madness (the health food operation of course she was the real tough brazil nut) and the two of us in the middle of their Horrid square animatedly greeted each other like we were friends from kindergarten - and the only grown ups there...
So thirty minutes....
has that above worked?
One forgets even if my memory is as I said to the beauty the real one on our lasterwalk ....
" bleedin English wimmin hate me cos i get up always by 0600 and have the sharpest razorlike memory ever.....so they fear i will recall when they're caught ewith their knicks down too...."
no it doesnt work i have to press publish then look and discover that yet another badly parented little spastic of the interweb cant even let me upload bits of samsung film any more....so i gotta go to the tube back soon
Anyway ..... Like ALL the rest i'm an illusionist ....
Ever since oops its gone and infected this bit with its copied and pasted font Nestbeschmutzerin
Twenty years ago the fabulous one.... truly astoundingly un"centred" ...
Upon getting to 'know' her in the back of the then-van, discovering without giggling too much how her 'class' gathered at The Patrick Holford Institute of Optimum Nutrition, to drink their own piss and brag about it too.....
The illusion painted for artistic perps is pissin' on anyone as indeed once the midterms were reached five years ago.....
All i cared about was infact over a couple of years four fortysomething under my wing .... all of whom i liked very much, well provisionally.... and certainly platonically
As they rightly looked to wiser slightly older meat to give them a good pounding for their sakes as they knew they needed.
Turned out may has well have been kneading their fancy sourdough without ANYthing innit to make it keep raising....
so to reupload an irrelevance other than the ONLY disability i have is always i awake at 0530 six latest and immediately have loads of new poetical platitudes and all sorts of lovely useful things to play with verbally or writerly and winter is infact best as I'm a conceited sunshine addict so summer all i can think of from 0700 is where is the best tanning spot...
But then when its below 5 degrees the brain does slow just a little - never at first, even in minus ten overnight one awakes with a warmed up brain and it lasts for at least an hour... but bleedin prob is the fingers dont stay warm being so insignificantly just for being stuck up ..or sticking up...
So, a warm up (MUST be combined with an aspect shifting for duelpurpose)
lasts only thrity minutes which is truly a frustration as talk about so many fabulous things to share..
Best winterfest for many a year
And Boxing Day the last day (well she said it the day or so after " it was historical" but not for the reason she thinks...indeed she is far more part of it that she will ever guess.... as i said to the wonderful bookshopbird yesters ' we should go on a roadtrip her and i as she alone isnt coy and knows what she needs..' and said fabbird immediately agreed most inimatedly )
Anyway if i die of merely being so content and centred in The Uttermostest snotty place if you're under sistyish....
(one exception only !)
There is so much work to do but what we do not see is so often the most interesting thing such as yestermorn an unscheduled look inside one of their 'hubs'... i was going to say 'once only' but i had forgot what The Christian had effected.... one day she will be memorialised even if she has a fabulous European dog...
Now... as one says so often but a quarter of a decade among the Southerners with only two exceptions one realises they never actually listen to anything especially when they quote Master Tolle or all that utterly failed nonsense ....
I have a fine matrix to demonstrate soon exactly that, and all i care about is how they.... seeped in to far far more landly real 'land' - i.e. 10 to 15 per sq km on average (much of The Marches) rather than 150ish over the SW...
where REAL 'community' was infact necessary to make the smaller smallholdings viable.... " oi cunt even if i saw you grabbin my wife's bum in the pub lastnight you made a deal you'd be over to help me clear the fallen tree and you better keep to it or else...and as for the wifes bum she was just playin' with you, it's all mine she keeps to her word, too..."
Anyway so The South EAST dribbles its DE Botty bullshit all over the land Westward about " community" and we are sweet meditative Buddhists when theyve just spent the last 20 or 30 years actively denying the smelly weirdo on the tube next to them on the commute is actually the same species as them.... and as soon as they can afford it usually by foul means.... Dot rolls up in HAy knowing full well that despite all her plensished friends being so abundantly tie dye yoghurt munchin.... its full of 500 thousand c2s and above a year
and she needs some of that action..... so as to set up her yoga 'space' in less regulated Portugaltoo.... alongside Earthalove's, luv
no point calling her a con artist cultist as her thicker Birmingham skin was sold for handbags decades ago.... and grows back instantly
I tried to warn them!
Anyway staying on the point,
yes so they swarmed like worker ants on psychedelic drugs and the land became destabilised....
infact they ate it, too....
But that is the true glorious Bible on it all to come
BUt just going back to several 'moments' of late - at The Source.... no interest to me other than a most truly enjoyed three months, and not for nasty seditious pissin reasons.... its almost like her Xmas eve a real innocent finest Eve..well... she made it all worthwhile as i know she aint fake...i can tell.
So yes the thing is... go to one of their 'hubs' - which unfortunately are mainly sugar dispensaries and thats THE one biggie - extremely limited sugar and hardly any booze... is happiness.
Here's the thing, so it all started with Benham types by Hay (movie, one day) an even slippier version of Charles Eisenstein...
And every other word - theyre STILL at it.. is 'community'
And it all began with The original genuine article The FAbians but that was long before Chalie was lusting after a bigger shepherds hut than the one next door on inherited L'Oreal shares...
so yes he then they steal the word 'community' - roughly about 18 years and 6 weeks ago and ...sadly even conning her into the big con....
So all these types - theyve been to some Buddhist meditation retreats and would go to the latest 'feminine' retreat in a sweaty lodge in the hills if they could afford the premium they manage these days...
all endlessly Big Sitering all around their South Eastern suburban words they learned so as to maybe escape said suburbs " community"...and all the abundance of others holding spaces etc etc etc when in fact at the community 'hub' i saw 6 weeks ago only old women moaning about things wrong with them, in poems no ;less....... no men
But here's the REAL thing..... all these 'community' hubs and 'spaces' all run by thoroughly modern enlightened modern women.... who will pretend to have had a Big Sister at Greenham Common if they can get away with it...
Its truly astonishing how all their lovely so so modern and tie dyed and wholfood blokes...
arent there to do the KITCHEN WORK with themtoo in their so so ,lovely 'communities'... their community kitchens EVERYwhere are only still the territories of the babes...
i call that fuckin stone age bullshit and a failure of the whole last once fabulous fifty years...
Anyway..... i am the opposite of a pissier.... as not only have i had four fabulouses even if all of them have spun out into sadly pisstaking space...
BUt its the oldies.... yesters the maginificent 82 year old Scotsman and his even older bird....
I discovered the only actually free and truly sexy ones are far far ....
well it's obvious, the 'equation' but it can be factored with a minus fifteen prefix, theres no physical reality whynot
sixty five plus, many, most infact.... well apart from the fact that they would love their bum to be groped in a pub or even on a hillwalk ....
They stop trying
to be what was an illusion, anyway....
And are almost always such a true pleasure to have a wander with....
And be given a reprieve having been told one "should be shot..."
And so quickly " im walking with my 'friend'..." sadly not truly earned as a label yet but.... if i say i will i mean it....
And she's the very best fun one of them all
Now that's all very South easterner me me me my plenitude of abundance ....
But actual landspeople who knew twenty years ago what was happening to the actual land ...
only care about solutions.
And the only one i know for sure may just be hopeful is if the preciousses - about 5 or 6 perhaps.... the older ones who are NOT 'precious', could somehow be lined up and be their real self to the only cohort that matters - the 40-60 year olds who i know full well are in SUCH a mess inside well at least 99.9% if not .999% ...
And ypou can fuck off and die with all your "you can't say that " about how PAstyshire is the sickest shithole of (way above national rate of doing the self...in) really unhappy sybarites ive ever known and i mean the 20 year icomer class....
A fine honest true woman of the book said to me yesterday " yes we realised in pour last of twenty years there it really was poisonous.... " and he's a FARMER ... a proper born 'n bred in LornaDooneshire.... one and thats the greatest cultural heritage you can ever ever have kindof anywhere in the world except the best book of the last 30 years about real community when it goes a bit wonky
(she wrote as allegorical cautionary TALE !! it can happen heretoo infact its not far away according to even Cummins ....i bet theres as good a version of reality, n Serbian but sadly i have no guide...)
..... so he knows the reality of overpriced poison filled PAsties he's had to munch twenty years ....
i resaw on Christmas day....
but it's got to be the 1976... before the Muppets came and poisoned everything via their vile YAnk-collaboration on ITV....
anyway ehhh..... to be cont
and see the next few reflective posts about just how ONLY enjoyable the oldies are.... two more new oldie friends yesterwalk ...one a very rich old well educated thing just hates all the youngers and she wanted a second helping of me and our wonderful riverwalk " they just can't BE THEMSELVES...all so precious all so performative.....me and hubby now just hermitude up in the hills.." for 80 a truly attractive and ultra bouncy woman with a wonderful au naturelle - not for showin' off, 'blue' haired, collie too..... if ONLY the 45-65 lot could just ONCE stop, stop being them, in fact be her.... .... and they may be what they only ever desire to be....desirable! ... but the piss i have to redirect is inffact showering them with actual golden fluids .... soon... they are the oils you need.... if only they would believe in themselves fully to have gone ALL the way and thus have the way mapped out for the so dreadfully stuck 45-65s ...who we needed to put good 'ENERGY' into landwork or saving rivers rather than only a backing up of real pollutant and ... a poisonous film that really did totally and completely unoxygenate every once half ok actual natural ecosystem.... - so so many times and the wise ines agree " only women have the voice in UK .. The Don.. Wayne C..... Russell on hios way down.... etc" ..so sad though Bovarian cancer rotted all their brains and you only recover indeed past 70... usually 73.... when its too late or nearly )
The one thing that given a warmer moment or ten i would share, and do abundantly in real life as they say ....
IS for the only people who in fact matter.
Even if i seem to have spent a decade fighting with them, explaining how they matter.
(next - if you are female between 40 and 60 do come back soon, inabit, as i can quite assure nothing else has worked.... and i have gathered just for you the abundant learnings of the magnificent old hags.... because they are only ever a pleasure if you know how to esteem and empower em...i do daily...yesters two victims ...)
there's one copy left!
i checked yesters
and also met her biggest fan if i could wangle it
(just a little cheeky insert
soon to reveal exactly how little your sweet smiley 'community' actually cares for basic human life)
Even if a 'living' set of reflections, upon nothing at all...
over ten years but with a splendiferous ending i couldn't have for a second imagined
would be a reason to really bounce on no matter what.
Or rather - in the nothing department, the last ever return, to someone already enquired upon
ends up with her posher voodoo "healing".
My ohh my what a rather silly people but i do understand, how on earth can ANYone persist their pesky endless belief they are endlessly pestilented
By what though?!? Me i have the toughest imaginable conditions at this latitude.
Traitors, haters even if i don't believe in it, and the worst hatecrime of all to waste hundreds of hours of my time, and that's just the bishop.
But my 'health' is absolutely always perfect -normal natural bugs aside (rather a lot of them come through the Pasty watercourses but you just accept them as part of the natural scheme of things , blessem..)
I do hope one day i get the chance to explain and inform and head-butt-youcate ... because it became their 'currency'...
And my ohh my when the shuffling 'elders' are in on the act too....
notes just from thistermorn but only about the lasterdec
yes Brian Lince i wont ever forget him exactly the same body language expressions as lovely Mister Laurel....
dead so young
every time i hear that placename cant forget how dumb boys can be even him... and how lucky i was to actually change
my profession
ohh woe is life where they still trade on what they were ...
then down South or hahh hahh its 'up' from here
rather than let go fully into " embodying" who they always really were underneath cos an alcy dad even hero Dambuilder ..damnit . often does cause you to be new ... think for yourself. As i saw and read ..
but it was that exact month... sept 76
some of us watched the BBC and a truly fabulous real moral crusade was aired..
whilst on ITV .. the artless problem, began...
imported from Yankland ...
and poor lass she lives on..'it's ..money that explains, all...
culture matters.
meanwhile a month ago something started.
And i know it is written up well.
But it needs an 'owner'. Not me...
I'm the wrong sex.
But one thing i hope is as sure as ferrits are, is that a propper "humble" country lass knows full well doesnt matter who came up with a great idea...
only tomorrow always matters...
especially when you have two such splendid examples of, why.. it matters. Kindof perfect as they are but my my the forces against a natural education are more than extreme they are total...
But even BREXITY suzi does agree ...
there's one simplest future 'political' policy
her lot aint got a cat's whisker chance even articulatin'..
and if someone did;
hmmm it may make some real way way overdue ' change'
so, years of listening to these dull fake lanyardists even your so called poet Lorriet driving his fat dull garish lorry through a great poem, On caring about the environment, and wordpolicing the word he indeed the useless lorriet personifies
along with Banksy
the fake daughter of ' them', bourgeoisie Kate Temple...
Mister fat Fry ...
all of them who gather at modern day festivals as poetical rockstars with cowardly Bankman hiding behind some fat agents skirts or in his case an office full of junkies ligging up his prices ( as was revealed in their own words) for so one dimensional cartoon garbage that never highlights HIS waste of good... paint or walls ... each some bit of muvva nature should only be wasted on real art that points at his neighbours before😊ðŸ˜
oops typo .. blaming always someoneelse ...on the other street of biggerwigs....safely not next to his own front door
and🥳
oops that was a typo also
all the women they use to lanyardate the language as they do nothing ever but hide behind some fat bossyboots who would sell her hedgehog rescue service to the highest bidder sooner or later without a stipulation: it continues, always
an immediate instant poem as he is on ... Unable to bravely write some art that goes further than Larkins brave attempt
anyone who sends their kids to a uk school where people like simon Armitage
In fact the real reason is the younger so called educated lasses
(who were always meant to be the more 'mature' and educated properly)
weren't told by their dreadful dumbed down and so quickly chatterboxin' with nothing to say so called teachers, why Silas is in fact the best and bravest book.
that 1840 dodgy Wutherin' book... almost all of even dodgier Dickens... is about the posh lot... blames obvious higher powers... the gentry or at least their laqwyers..
Whereas Georgie girl in 1860 told the tales that mattered: the shabby little curate and local not-very-bigwig...
The ordinary just slightly upper yeofolk.... whom one and all were thoughtless creeps ... and even if slightly romanticisising the lower orders among the yeofolk ... there can be no other parable that quite sticks it to the heart of the heartless self centred self aggrandising rural nobody, petit bourgeoisie...
And i am quite sure she knew a few if not still lived among them infact did so say the history books...
pissed straight into her neighbours' fancy plantpots....
But no latterday so called educated toung woman has been told that it is a noble act that may just save the hedgehogs too...
And thus if perchance met upon landlopes and jested with ... would run home to mummy or pater up there in some JP morgan retreat upon them cliffs " mummy i met this horrible man when wanderin to get over the lasterketamine.... and he said that you as you are one too a proud NAzi Trust lanyard weilder..!! ....should be drowned in their vile zyklon .. Bea killer ..."
when the actual face to face version started with smilingly and wistfully the actual conversation went: " speaking figuratively, and even if i am 100% a pacifist and turn-the-other-cheekist.. sometimes i wistfully wonder if they .....should be drowned in their vile zyklon .. Bee killer ...or thats a cartoon version i wish i had the skill to make myself alone as someone has to say something honest about the reality even if its rather Alice Through The Looking Glass....or Animal FArm or Lord of The Flies...or in fact all three put together in one divine comedy as if you dont laugh at them, well you cant ever be effective in changing it.."
And also for future clicks...as soon its time to get to the man who SHOULD have noticed this, so close to his large flashy 'nature' exhibition, publicly funded....
Who so wonderfully performed into my chronicling device his true self...and it will be funny to see if he tries to sue...
soon
either way till be good for a reader boost..
Especially as I am the lucky one i know exactly what i am doing with every moment the rest of my life...and for whom. As only one of them was so wonderfully openfaced about the ivermectin... oops better not use that word again or the Oggle will mark me as some kind of conspiracist or otherwise utter neurotic...
propper country peeps have disease death all of it...in perspective...
And thus are the only wise ones, but even them even me qa bit... dont let our 'core' be as rocklike as we are ..in 'public'....
thats all that matters as i know when perspective on so much is necessary or ....
(as i said to her the truly fabulous older one... " i think only a **** may reset their values.." but we dont say that until after it, and there wont be any after it as all my life weve known so grow up and be next is what i say but they cant)
god therell be so many typos.... thats what you get when not one actually offers any smallest bit of hospitality.... and its so chilly gotta write so so quickly then close up to save every miniwatt or battery
and the one with her 25 year old lass i did enjoy and learned so much from on xmas day even said in front of her, enjoyed " i think we'll take you home with us and have you at our xmas dinner....."
I do hope her lass realises " flip you cant believe a word that comes out of my ageing yummymummy's gob ....even today an invite to the big annual feast.. she just says things only to please..people... and then forgets them the next millisecond as if never said even with such a beaming smile us three alone in this cold lane"
A few days ago: " since the year 2000 fifty maybe seventy five percent of hedgehogs have disappeared.."
well they haven't disappeared their mums and dads died
to quote the NAture Trust chappie " ... well its likely to be pesticides... homeowners and the like still poison them either by direct use of poisons they nibble or through the insect life they poison that the poor Hedges then nibble and die from.."
Factoid: what is a latterday Nazi?
So if we go to towny philosophy Animals and Meaninghttps://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m002nv8g a weekago, well rightly animals are creatures too, and as anyone who lived with them fifty years ago for some years firstly in a rabbit breeding operation, and then latent ferret, then..until the ferrets escaped one night due it being my fault... and no more bunnies left my ohh my ...
but that's where an actually 'present' parent would have been handy - to have second sigh foresight " ehh if you keep the fuzzies there and that lock isnt made so it fastens proper if you arer tardy in the fastening of it .. they're not far from your dozens of bunnies.... and nature hasnt taught them yet to be all meaningful to each other and thus it would be really sad if you popped in one morning before school and discovered that there are animals which slaughter all they can ....for ?? sport ..? ehh the freezer? who knows,.. but it won't end well.."
so ferrets one can't call NAtzis as theyre not human but i know a good definition of them...
Thing is these southerners i didnt know how almost every ex High Court lady judge or Monsanto director and there will be many a JP Morgan ex theretoo as JP the largest employer in Dorsetshire... i bet many 'retire' down here...
to get the ultimate lanyard slash trusteeship...of 'trustee' on the NAtional Trust pages
whom any real parent or countryman shouldnt trust to keep a pen load of cousin Nazis safe and not endangered..
As these pages - even if 18 months ago, have film of in fact number one Nazi - an allowed term if the BBC rightly give animals 'rights' of a certain personhood, as yes anyone who has lived in the land in their youth knew decades ago...
IN Cornewall's top 'nature' places - Cot Valley, (large supposedly 'wild' areas) and as the local lying tourist pamphlets advertise the next door Kenidjack VAlley 'natural jewel in the crown..., of pure nature'
The NAzi Trust - nobody else .. them NAzis actually were spraying day in and out over six weeks spring 2024 - a team of two men day in and out... spraying those two valleys with.. Roundup Professional
truckloads (i have video evidence of some was put here briefly not having anyone to watch my back iots dangerous as them lanyards are ten times more dangerous than any thuggish sprayman)
passing yeomman [now i know and love that word] " so young chaps just out of curiosity what are these 50 gallon drums on your trucks filled with..?
" Roundup professional.... not regular Hedge zyklon but the pro version"
"hmmm.. is that still legal?"
ohh its banned next year but we still have huge stocks so.... and our trustees are most cost efficient .. watch every penny.."
so that's what her kids need to know....
But that's just the start but it MUST be happy ending!
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