The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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Start at the beginning (first 'post' - click 'older posts' bottom right hand corner ). Themes are developed and then woven together - a series of regular essays. Some in handwriting; some audio/vid.
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and THEN ONLY BACK TO THE PAST ... sunny times to cheer you up i dont need any cheer every day is fine despite them..
and even if you are high court judge or HR boss for Monsanto moved to hide in the SW
The last year i saw and chronicled how their tourist 'economy' so wonderfully collapsed...
Wasteland
Apocolypse
...your kids too if they havent done a Beckham on you - you will only find in
YUK-USA, no pundit will tell you just how sick your country is...
may need some help knowing how to survive it....
personalised workshops could be available...only if every moment of real (Black Swan effect ) 'change' is filmed..
and by own camera as mine is kaput
Ive tried recruiting a vanwoman for years and even they default to people-pleasing sickness and inner neuroses, as highlighted by wonderful Heather, gosh YOUR PROBLEM is so so common its daft
what commoners
indeed is default...even if your fault... so I give up...
And never cared about only suburban places like the whole SW ... but did once about the 'environment' and small farms.
Which are the most pro environmntal decency
but ALL the data says that small farms are as good as gone...disappeared..hadit big Agra only now...
But its for the one simple reason towny Heather moaning about her food and fussiness wont even knpow..
exactly the same one as in her rant
a small scale eco/food growing project can only work longterm by fullest cooperation.. generally woman and man..
and if most went neurotic
of course they could no longer work
past tense
twenty ...in fact thirty years observed
Never mind the Johhny come lately New Green party indeed only capitalising on all your neurotic so called 'fear', which actually is far moreso something worse, just ignorance...add in hubris and pride
And the hedgeohgs have no habitat within which to CONSISTENTLY hide
right names dates pictures evidence real stuff soon maybe even later today
And who was the TRUE QUEEN Illusionista...
nobody ever had me
basically working for free
2019
pitying her... 100% convinced
" i only got 20 quid to see me through grocieries all week and the next you know..."
"Margret i so adore this space just Woodlanderin' around your hedges fences.... horses..i shall do you a full afternoon even if this disater xone needs three just to keep the nags the right side of health and safety...
all in ... inc my fiver back and forth to you
.... 20 quid and pay me when you can "
FF a couple of years and, to be cont ...
A true Queen of it all really does need a fullest story told..and illustrated... even with her bank statements.... anonymised of course....
i know exactly where the line is ... when its there to protect the 'innocent' ... even if ive yet to meet one of them even if the rule must be under 30 ... let them be ....dont even judge or ....
excepting sometimes 'tough love' needs to risk crossing a hurdle or two
privacy the hardest ever double edged sword
the basic truth usually does out one day down the line
funny that its as if the English can't ever recall the kind of Enlightened philopsohy like that, that did start it all:
"the ONLY thing i hate as a hatecrime is to be Miss Quoted..."
And as nobody has listened, nor can they so I'm no fool i know where the 'gateposts' are which is all you ever needed to know in respect of philosophically How To Live.... in YUK, for at least a decade you just have to keep repeatingh it on repeat even if they don't listen then either...and thus all comunication became nothing more than a form of life that some dominatric would charge bigbux for pretending to listen, as a communicatrix...and then asking you if you want the premium version that includes [in british so called breat film culturetoo i forget which recent VERY whoop whooped one] 'avin err piss in your gob...
and also as a side effect the whole of society does steal your 'story' and core identity....
no matter how many times i tell peeps my only life story they forget and assume you are something else and thats the definition if one must of their ubiquitous n* they still forever default to, word, narcissism, in that they all think you are them..
" i was a ... [hmm there's no word for the one thing most foreigners in Europe knows is indeed what britain is .... especially The serb....
While there isn't one single, perfect word for "hatred of children," terms like Pediaphobia (fear/aversion to infants/children), Paedophobia (fear/dislike/prejudice toward children), or even Adultism (bias against youth) describe related concepts, with misophonia sometimes used for specific sensory aversion to sounds children make, though it's not purely about the children themselve ]
an extremely child averse person only in that i would be in the top 1% of the insouciant,
actively not choosing a table in a cafe next to any indeed chosing one the opposite corner to any
even if i actually didn't know anyone with any at all all my adult life
so hadnt any actual experience and just assumed they were to be avoided anyway better things to do...
and then randomly out of the blue aged nearly 30 in hermitude
with my very very gay Chinese only friend that that time
we popped down to his fried's who....
had a couple in her lounge and within 5 minutes literally my whole DNA had rotated 180degrees and never has shifted even 1 degree back..
i fell in love with what i had absolutely no understanding of
and was terrified of ' will they break if i touch them and play back to them as they want'?
her children, 14ish and 22 ish months.. if memory serves.
the moment of all moments in a different reality to any other in my whole life
if you had asked me even one moment prior if such a thing may be possible i would have said 'what a plonker ....more likelihood of some vulgar New Yorker showoff everyone saw through as merely a vulgar chav, then, to be world president...keep taking the medicine' ..."
But nobody even graces one with remembering who we are unless it serves there 100% conformist little playbook that is fake caring and wicker baskets to delineate one from vulgar chavvy underclass bottom 1/3class to be more PC, who are bought up not to care, and also have fun making false allegations about a teacher who may seem to...
But then maybe just as important: " I only like super gently wise and even a bit road trippyish movies Columbus 2017 ... even La Grande Belazza isn't really me as its got a lot of night life innit but still is true philosophical genius...and as ive lived enough in Italy i know that it will go over any other It's head as theyre all awful sickly dilettantes' too... and FACT all pilots in Europe know if you are going into Milan Linate never ever trust the ATC as they dont care if you crash into the mountains not far up North...you're on your own... with the worst pretty boy Air Traffic Controllers in the world...too busy comparing alligator skin loafers with the bloke on in the booth next door than caring about other human beings when its their job.."
Even if so weirdly PAulo made perhaps the best ever real humanist movie this century
Notwithstanding his magnificent Italian innate cultural con in that there aren't any women doing anything lead anything in any of his films..
which isnt a 'generalisation'..... as all Gweek girls but before them invaders to the Hills of The Wye valley frpom 2007 precisely... on the riun from haling '
sanctuary' leasehold debt accrued in London Worcester or Stroud before they managed to escape the embezzling Druids and 'official' goddesses (1000 they would thensay) , of Glastonbury who held their passports and crystal set they were neurotically addicted to ... as collateral.... as would be the case a year or so later thinking they could come and recreate themselves free of their past sins.... would jump down your neck at if one ever made such decades long internally pondered observation about observable fact not 'generally' actually almost always
e.g. also and more important " i don't LIKE The Mars Room... it certainly isn't 'me' i saw through YAnkeeland as a mad military and as they started to say 'prison industrial complex' a couple of decades ago.... it s horrid.... i dont like any violence in even books my fave book Bambi... or Watership Down which at least turns death into something positive.... in fact the 1960s Heidi on the screen was metoo.... but i also know true genius in that for anyone to have me binge read in one sitting lying down on my couch aghast at the poetry in her lines AND also knowing truly fabulous tricks about how not to let them 'win' your soul, in gaol... and have NO pity within it...never mind get away with including large tracts from Mister murderous terrorist's, the Unabomber's manifesto with IN her book no bloke would have been allowed to and she did it with such fabulous skill choosing rather beautiful sections of his deathcult tract ...was more than genius as she had me hooked .... and i truly dislike all the subject matter within....even if the Guardian review is more dislikeable when it calls the book about a woman violently 'domestically' abused when in fact it was about a woman AND man bothe violently abused at home or by someone close to them each as individuals......"
Anyway a few nights ago ..."wow Heather babe you ...almost got it..."
Now context and my truth i cant stand ANY communicator in the world for years (since Malala sadly grew up and had 'therapy' even she's gone off the boil) errata Tariq is still at it i see even if getting rather grey in the beard
But as for regualr falling asleep podcasts sweetly in the background ONLY Meghan Daum still hasnt gone almost entirely mad and neurotic - in short around 50% of what she outputs i can tolerate
BUt far more important context - they ... god he is almost insuferable but they TRY to remain facts based and anyway as a farmer turned zookeeper for my daughter's massive menagerie that was also intended to Pied Piper in many regional young waifs 'n strays i do know biology...human and animal... indeed there is no differentiation as poor Fifi (the last of 4) died of Corvid early 2022 ... one of the about 1.5% of ferrits who did...all average age if pro rata to human at about 85..
Leon, the ferrit, in human age sleeping with her ---- nasty me for not putting her in isolation... him age then about 60 ....had it also, but lived quite happily full mojo retained no 'long corvid' either ...to get stolen by the first equal world champ illsuionista a year later
Anyway i knew on month 2 that nobody CAN understand any new pathogen or treatment for a decade plus.... fact
someone forgot to tell professors OF IT, - biology, Brett and Heather...
so shut the fuck up out you go and get some sun (we do knows as fact boosts immunity) .... also.. eat well and walk 75 km a week as we round us have Herrock hill i know for a fact NOBODY but me and an old witch from Kensington has been walking up for three or four years so its quite legal to be a km from the next walker even if Kington's lying mayor calls it a 'walking hub' ..for tourist reason
AND as Martin in The Sickening Mind told us decades ago and i trust him alone... there's magyc... the science says find a REAL reason to live which he assessed as a will to FIGHT on for something good at least.... reality plays tricks on us if you have a 'cause' but it likely has to be a tad risky you will statistically speasking live longer who knows which bug fighting knob is turrned within but the science says so... so your river Lugg is fucked you have NO houses left at all for local paupers.....what coiuld YOU do too to get a local bit o power... like joining the council or whnatever.... ponder that maybe even DO it....you've all the down time in the world now..
or even chat up a Nutzi stormtrooper stormtroopering in her gillet jaune... the que to spar as i at last had the chance to do made to wait in line 2 in 2 out...and fall in love with her for real....all that lovely time to forced by jher, to linger right by her as she knewtoo..she started it with a look one day... do they think were yokel-stupid, these flouncy incomers ..i noticed... before her look even lingered on me...
Anyway i do not condone whasoever even talking about hysterical overreactions to a bug which i adored every second of and actually now i come to think of it i should have campaigned to keep lockdpowns forever as thats clearly what the people needed (people in grief cannot rationalise - grief for the loss of their bourgeois existence and RIGHT to buy an ugly new 4wd modern car one day if they sold out and got bored of their compulsory performative 2cv or Moggy Minor even if they also cost about the same 50 grand.... in Presteigne High St..
i figured that by about 1 May) and as 'victims' - rather made up indeed, of 'free speech ' tyranny cos their channel was demonetised for half a decade they still cant stop talking about it but their overall analysis of the big pharma complex in USA is always accurate and very good, excepting that apertainin' a fairly irrelevant little bug...in the grand scheme of things where the USA life expectancy is so so so much more affected by bad pharama bad drugs bad dox and VERY bad grub and bad pollution and they rightly do attempt to grapple with it...
so now and again to send myself to sleep guaranteed within 1 minute i dial them up and do TRY to stay awake to hear the lastest as its quite interesting how RFK has brought USA in line with the EU!! they now proudly celebrate in terms of certain aspects of 'medicine' i ignore as i have never taken even an asprin ever...
And yes free speech even if complex... according to Agent Z it was number one reason to swing his way as its the true foundation stone of democracy i believe in.... and she does i assume have a UCL Masters in Human rights so....
so whatever even if THICK yanks woulnt understand there is a kind of line.. the way to 'deal' with a 'bully' is ignore him....or her...god almighty we even knew that in my shitty comprehensive when i was 13...
And the fine line is ignore almost all the non act behaviour never talk about it and... eventually he gets the message
Anyway i dont talk about or think of such silly peeps
But i have 'followed' for 6 years the evolutionary biologist Heather and EB bloke ... wjho among other things often put thiongs BACK into perspective " ehh...MOST bodily systems in male and female are the same...and almost all 'sttudies' in sex difference [ i read up and knew about even in the earkly 90s as dodgy] regarding behaviour are VERY suspect..likely warped by personal agenda... we are as GOOD AS THE SAME"
(in fact Heather in debate often shows far more agressive and 'manly' traits such as if theres any doubt she is in favour of hanging whoever that last Minsiter of health they had they still cant sytop talking about...
anyway the CONTEXT of this is NOT The Orangeman...(as they have clicky edited it to appear) . it is far far more the body of their work/output just like Meghan and sarah HAider has so insousciant about the endless dodgy 'sociology' being spouted about who are baddioes and who arent
in TOTO
and yes the belowmentioned has done SO SO much harm to society but at last a few of my female communicatrixes the last year have admitted to US BABES TOO....
i care ...
NB ALL their adult lives 'classic liberal' 'social democrats' indeed rather 'woke' themselves
(my live camera action, almost i.e. the day after comments in this new page under construction
And if the YUK peeps dont get with the program... of understanding tyranny-lite or neurotic fascism.... soas .. SOAS dont define,
with a self interested version that became such a perversion of fact vs fantasy
then you deserve your Nigel as King soon to come...
me i shall be gone, even if it kills me
as it will be a decade even more boring than that gone before)
Anyway all i really care about is what culture can conceivably assist the current 20-50ish year olds...
out of this self obsessed (kids make you STOP thinking about yourself, wjho never can make you happy unless you really are a n* and i havent met any except maybe in the slammer ...i have only ever met stupid peeps with nothing BETTER to think of such as someone else for real, always..... no matter what they piss into your lap just for giving someone elses DNA a cuddle..)
precious fragile tyranny that we my generation allowed them to become
And pondering whilst vansortin..
how do we really describe 'it' - their culture..
simply though nothing to do with 'health' as most is made up
sickly
thats it sickly...everything about 99.9% of them became sickly
i know as i know the fabulous 0.1% hill quafddin' farmer lasses of this and lasterregion..
who, no high vis, no safety features...just get onnit....and ride....
sadly Heather doesnt know in YUK its all even worse... 99.9% here ...yes neurotic too
right MY material only now theres tons already up and tyears to jhandwrite ..i enjoy
even if only two chaps ever had the decency to pay for their cumdrippin kick " what's he going to pivot to next out of the blue we've no idea..... its like an endless random sleigh ride over a melting glacier... nope bad news to ruin your sense of exhileration... and kick or kink... its all always been in my metaphorical 'can' or notepad all my life...it was put there and fertilised by a REAL man .... the only one in this land i ever knew...
i just like joining the dots in his honour...
If there's some 'divine' nutjob anywhere ... well, its all so simple always has been... balance
in all
i know nobody ever anymore has....
And Meghan just laughs at us all, at our own expense really....which is fine at least she ain't a zombietoo
Just a bit of FACT even the dreadfully biased sexist (who don't ever record how the BABES of Bolivia sacrificed their lives in 2003 to begin the successful anti-fascist Yank Industrial complex which had for decades as good as enslaved that whole country, and owned most of that country, Even The Rain..) Wikipedia cant bring themselves to record as actual history nevertheless can't lie about JC the second helping of Christ as the first was a fraud who failed to inculcate any actual real 'common good' humanity in any actual human my other full on splendid chronicle will confirm eventually...
Not that i care about any online or book so called 'knowledge' as there is one thing far worse than Yank inability to record real history
" god almighty..its taken em about 40 years but at last !!! it was so beautiful..... whoop whoop..... theyve caught up at last with the simple genius of the late 70s early 80s Frog newer ' new wave' films that really did get to the heart of the human condition such as Mister Rohmer's https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%89ric_RohmerGreen Ray and all of that wonderful dreamy but accessible avant garde..."
And looking over the subsequent seven years for dopplegangers... no hope, was a one off.... and i can scientifically state that at least 85% of modern supposedly better than Disney or Rambo crap, American films since 2017 have a scene that has our 'hero' or heroine, gobbling some psychotropic pharmaceutical, very very overtly, usually with the brand name prominent, just to tolerate a plane ride or even get to sleep or get over a girl or boy, or a girl getting over a girl or ....
Well obviously their cultural con
has become that which is constructed ubiquitously to become you too. And will be your kids, also. As we are almost only of 'culture' and that's the one that matters as even stupid ex aristo men figure in time the side effects of even SSRIs are sometime fatal and ofttimes turn you into a Teletubbie
And shows the real reverse evolution even if we have't evolved forward or backwards for many a millennia, in that even the latent junkies of my teens knew that you didnt pinch more than a couple of mum's Valium as they were properjob dangerous, never mind barbs! a simple truth that must have escaped so called world leading mind paid many years to be a professor OF it... the most absurd kiddult (ooh i hear its an official thing now) of all time ... Mister Jordan Peterson
setting the best ever example of blaming his infantile barbiturate addiction on the word 'illness' he then blames everyone else for except his own complete inability to have learned what my real scruff underclass teenage pals knew... by default.
(and poor stupid so called leading 'feminist intellectual' Mary Harrinton's poor stupid English so called intellectual followers of her Substack still rate his book in their booklists of best ever influential books.. now i mean, yesterday..there does come a point where SOMEone needs to have actual real opinions and judgement about fact...nope not even top Dog or should i say B.... can tell her herd of the smuggerrati she panders to for cheap coffee clicks, the guy was...THE problem! )
Anyway back to the point i have no interest in public people as i can't find a sane or authentic one within the many hundreds of the supposedly top dogs i have browsed... but there's one fact thats the real sadness over all of them....
the ones under them..or their spell. As if indeed actually on some modern day new form of Huxley's soma
from 2016ish by the time JC had settled in and realised that some mad woman who wasn't a parent, had coercive control over his policy shopping list and his first announcement " we will bring in single sex tube carriages due all the nasty whatevers...." was in fact the exact opposite of what is good for either sex, medium term, as only peer pressure to shame or protect the really 'weak' and example set to the youth, can ever really make a real difference, so that policy rather quickly dropped and not even the worst thickheads in the world ever, Rayner or Nandy have repeated it... ohh yes Philips too....
So yes the point..for 35 years I only sought supposedly sane and (shortcut term 'green politics' based thinkers which USED to mean internationalist, egalitarian focused, environmentally thoughtful and universal human rights aware) reasonable modern minds... until of course The Greens hijacked made up vulnerability and chopping bits of ones own body off and even worse influencing children about something that may affect their fertility when even the worlds most famous Gay changed his mind .. as infact that song was hardly ever OFF the wireless in the late 70s and at festivals and on jukeboxes even if it got to number 18 i remember he was often on the telly... and almost everyone who had the slightest cred about them in the late 70s had in their collection we would always prom inently display especially in our bedrooms, the album Power In The Darkness
will perhaps change their ...mind' ...or whatever complicated political position the superb Mr robinson flipped and flopped around...
Ask his unnamed children i believe daughters now 30somethings...
Tom Robinson, the British singer-songwriter and BBC Radio 6 Music presenter known for"Glad to Be Gay," has two children with his wife, Sue Brearley. Their specific names are not publicly disclosed in the available search results.
Release: The song was featured on the Rising Free EP, not as a standard A-side single.
Chart Position: The EP peaked at #18 in the UK.
Radio Play: BBC Radio 1 banned the song, choosing to play the less controversial track "Don't Take No for an Answer" from the same EP. However, it was played by John Peel and reached #1 on Capital Radio's listener-voted "Hitline" chart for six weeks.
Anyway ANY person or political party like The Greens who STILL cannot accept the Supreme Court findings on is a bloke a bloke, that fosters in any way until much later in life the notion that someone's sexual 'identity' is fixed even age 25 and this time to get the meat cleaver out even age 15 i bet Gweek goes for... whether in a bottle of pills or even as The Kush had in her supreme Mars room, DIY with a sharpie...
is evil. And i rarely use that word.
Backto the point... no half ok half sane English bloke - generally middle class, whom take Private Eye... as we all now say USED to read the Guardian 20 years ago when it was still a bit sane... havent for a decade since it went mad....
i have wasted time speaking with in the last decade can't even remember these two facts - that even Wikkipedia havent managed to sprinkle with the weirdo catspiss that is American 'progressive' BigSisterspeak, or just down to earth facts based knowings... with anything to distort fact:
12 sept 2015 i as the meanest person ever and certainly distrustful of all politicians ever in the UK having even known half a dozen in person, purchased for £1 membership of the Labour party for my daughter - this is an ACTion not opinion especially when one is as genuinely anarchist meaning take little part in wonky legal or economic structures but also sanerly know we must have SOME law or the environment of DArtmoor all of PAstyshire ALL THE MARCHES is destroyed over only a few decades despite filling up with loads who say on their FAkebook they '"love naycherrr.." and that the people are the key and respond to AUTHENTICITY...no faeries telling porkies on theor FAkebook
All knowing that said JC was no antisemite - as we all knew that a creation of largely BBC and Guardian style new tyranny... (as him getting more power would have caused THEIR London bijou flats to devalue eventually which every other day they are bleating NEEDS to happen!..in other words the soma was 100% addictive and rotted their brains even more than the Yank's ubiquitous Xanax )
Yet all also distort the fact that on the record he was "reform and remain" as Guardian Zoe did indeed get into her important interview with him 2018ish
Anyway no point flogging a dead horse which in the UK that is every single piece of male brain ive ever known...
whether fatty McGilchrists left or right one...he harps on about to divert from the whole - including hos own, went nuts
I know for a fact....so a bit of meat on that soon, but it iks why we ONLY have the one sane woman left, to save us..... and i have spent 10 years seeking her with only one thing in mind then to 'bolster' her
eg in the above post as even they cant just keep on a simple decades known pathway to.... a bit of balanced reality and just a few 'facts' are based in solid ground...
And as the UK (if one does know Europe) is so so weirdly child hating in subtle ways faking full attention when not even a dodgy Iti man will fake it...he is his child, nobody even remebers my so oftt repeated Socratic assessment TO a whole range of suposed male goody goodies
" its obvious... the younger generation are voting for him and paying party membership..as he is the loveable but TRUSTworthy dad or even grandad... they never had..
"nor can find anywhere else... no, people dont change - modern post enlightenment human nature is pretty fixed.... all thats changed is the complete inability of any man to stick to being a decent constant human being..with a bit of authentic consistency and a real backbone too ... "
And then wear a shirt with a top pocket under your layers...
And it keeps yummy and plenished with lots of ' energy' no reikicon
needed
oops small problem with the main bigTIP,
wintertime even if fairly cold, it's quite extraordinary how overnight under the snuggly comfort blankets no snuggly furry carebear required if you ever grow up, the inner vore do warms up that you awake all snuggly warm inside without needing any Caca ceremony to warm you up ...and maximum efficiency is then available to DO stuff from warm ' toasty' very early on...
like care about the Prozac peppered shit flowing into the local river
.... or endless miscellany that required adults to ... be adult about
MY 'game' somehow arose through the mists of her Rachmanship
Skippy
burnin' the tenants furniture for fun
Only by dint of a true battle to the death
( " ehhh... gotta go hold mummy's hand in her grand finale..... thats no excuse for not answering the daily dose of jabbery you certainly never had any empathy for my suggestions only YOU could take on mine lass forex..... and fix err..... ... bet she with her last death rattle correctly identified your actual real identity....you couldv been ANY thing if you wanted ...my son, rattle ...it even had a perfect disguise on the cover... your lot colonisin' to make The The whiteboys look so virtuous and good.... and all you could ever do was pump out Clash tunes well facts happen for a reason, he's long gone dead from being his own pseudself.."
"
Anyway... to be duelled up the mountain top to " ehh you made me laugh, too..." by the greatest ever Lord of the Pun (and his coup de grace: "prammy", in one word summing up every university lecherer in this awful uneducated Lord of The flies.... Isle of dogs.... when told they never even heard of great literature such as Extinction by Thommy the real gun.... chuck their towys out of one... and spit at you
even if done very politely with ones cap doffed
anyway thats him - a draw... cos he always would get more girls than some mere dull whitey such as me, even if i beat him in the pun - the lowest form of bad culture there is....
But... that the other one... 'first generation' so called intellectual...
puritain hot chocolate sipper
Could a few days ago after fifteen teen years of him.....say that..
The worst insult by far in my wholelife ever heard and absorbed as if he wasnt even noticed...
now is an even better happy ending that little Ms Boxing Day
But the one small problem, my Proustian partner also agrees..
Well.. they are not just the majority, they are all of them, but us...
And we are male even if no Britisher can listen to a 100% onlasses life sworn bit of rhetoric ive been doing 5+ years " men have NO voice in the uk for some years and a fair few to come... The Don, Russell.. shane... never mind TAte and whats that one they obsess about in the USA and seemingly will forever ... poor Ghislaine's coercive brother...oops errata they didnt go for that...finding she had some responsibility tool.... "
Anyway back to all that matters walking all summer...soon
and for the true inheritor the vanlass ....superest simple ever small space livin
already in the can
and now i really DO know why....
if one cannot even trust ones suposedly goody goody 15 years best friend Man
oops trigger, Maoist - they wouldn't have the first idea
of how it's themtoo
that's the problem...
(so beautifully shown if you are so one dimensional you can't read a book and need a screen in Land of Them Blind)
i mean basically the whole operation is to lament the fact that the one great man with a real mind....
at Blackbushetoo
though " bet yer only suckin up to Nottin'm white girls as only the beautifulest of chox could - popularised by Marvin and Gill, rather than Roy THE man, , to get em to pay for your gas money down to see Joan you couldnt even be bothered pushing thru the Armourplating of the all whitey actually progressive crowd, upfront, too..i touched her or at least a drop of her sweat dropped from her Dropping The Pilot.... but you're such a black and bad-punk supremacist you're colourblind to the fact that Stevie began it all...and i decry Yanks more than anyone on the plannit
as they stole the once notfat
Margaret... the one greatest freewheelin' beauty of em all, ever...
but true punk spirit genius is ... above your mere petty Clashing punk nonsense
"
Now there's a chain
Tougher to crack than any poor Kunta's visible fetter
But, with an ally like him
we can do better
Neigh all the way.....
under the smelly skirts of every tangoin' lanyard
clad, illietatti only dancin' cos
someone in their Hackney towerblock once told em World Music wasn't that bad
if you're pissed enough to either block it out
or stand next to Cecile Le Gal
At that ultimate Guardian full page "Touragian paradise"
"SPECTACLUHHH! " she did shout
and with real ones who at least express themeselves in deux dimensions
her spatter alone was one, enough
Righty ho..... no fucker buys my bottie, with his fancy tech skills
that'll take me a week of insipid coffees to figure when 'Stripe' allow you to sup from his poison chalice
Even if i know that them brownies never heard some white trash put it how it NEEDS to be, it's not them whom are even 'traumatised' descendants, as The Bard rit about "oppression is a cruel TUTOR..injustice a NURSE [ratchett you just wait til she bends over and her hose gives you a cheap thrill as only Rachel Kushner would tease you with - the way to beat them opressin' ].." emphasis on the T and N words
NO bluehair ever in YUK can ever understand as Eleanor Oliphant pickled their brain in yummy picklejuice (they even sell the 'foraged' mushrooms here for bigbucks ...pickled in something just as sour as Katie Fforde....)
And just jhow damaging false precious fragility -
the default (exclusively white) emigree projectile vomitry
Of the SWestern Wastelands of no real opinion as they upset the crockery
But it is infact the way the default vanlife ownership is nothing to do with living innit or aside
The van became the ultimate in look-at-me I'm so yummy and vagabondy even if they're only used to run yet more stuff up to some farmers market no farmer can ever afford to frequent
And god forbid one ever hinted that they are only pandering to bourgeois elite
in a region favoured by every ex High court judge or Ministress to retire into
for a reason!
Theyre not stupid, they dont ever want to be pulled up, too on their past
(thats a point my other judge he died last week... the two great nestbeschmuters..Wall and my pet Munby... who wrote a scurrilous paper about how evil the state is...just for me
no silly bluehair - all whom rule all the Swest
imported pestilence
would ever even understand
parables, persistence....
justice and change doesnt come from their magyc wand)
... especially though not exclusively that the "dialogues" to quote The Bump, with even more diluted blood inside proudly adding to the largest race on the planet them Halfbreeds, or in their case quarter ...well....
It's only ever about perraps a little just a little three dimensional 'art' reaching a few more who rightly wouldn't be seen dead at some lanyardclad 'event' where some bored 35 year old - always female (and Richie with his expensive press he loved to showoff his latest superbright neon outfit aside) , is employed to waste good applejuice doing 'ceremony' on the tree roots as some lanyard Inc pays her to be 'community' ...
not even 'liaison' any more ....
And she will get the job as "Navigator"...
(gobbledygook until tomorrow morn, assuming i manage to live in the 'moment' hustling some more laptop juice .... and start slightly more techy weaving... the only plan)
Anyway if i die of warmth and lovely centred sleepy byes in really very pathetic storms, i think that worked: " sweetie [not 'woke' though the forces that prevail are so strong and will remain so] ....woke has caused Don.... and Nige.... "
I should have added in the greatest story never told - she knows of if the butterflies have remained in one place upon her fine brown head, " even Agent Z five years in the wokest redbrick universities in the whole land....i looked up Kings London seven years ago and on page one of their so snazzy website they banner-bragged of not just one but EIGHT 'multi sex bogs' or whatever the term is for something that has been standard over LA Manche, forever..... anyway there are no more ridiculous liars in the universe as every kings military spokesman - one and allman... are militarist thugs... who have THE ear of the power..indeed are their lapdogs...... but Z... when we had our lacuna October 2024 .... i mean even I knowing how damaging 15 years of this ..... i couldnt countenance not voting for the brown woman if i was somehow of LaLAland .... i told her 'until YAnkeeland has a woman at the helm they cannot grow up..' but she was adamant, so maturely fought back or infact dominated my dialogue, saying the woke had so damaged everything never mind Free speech being at the root of all the brown one would as sure as ferrits are, snuff out a bit more.......she said she would have voted Orange.... because of woke.... and i still cannot agree, but she is who YOU need to be nurturing and listening to.. even if its our job as the mature to ponder how to guide....at least into the truly great culture that continues to make her think for herself..."
In Portuguese, an illusionist is called ilusionista, a word used for both male and female performers
Blesssserrrrrrr...
"louis.... [sat there on a 15 year stretch - lost his little boy in a crash he caused.... junkie, into the even better anaesthetic of performative nonviolent housebreakin', nothin else stopped the pain..... a big pile of books, all in English, that hottest ever summer in the lowest ever place...] whats it ...about!.....?"
" it's like this Simon..... you hear them....when it comes on someones tranny.....every bloke in here, down on his luck, bleak... failure, heartache... they stop dead, you hear the way every word rolls off their tongues as they hum along, with all of nuance there's ever been, between the fifty degrees of sweat drops they have to lick away..... it's about only what we, in here ..really know.... we made mistakes or we just couldnt keep from this ultimate failure, but every day we smile and know real..... dignity.."
And it seems it's so impossible to replicate, from top of the Portuguese pops for many a week
To somehow attack and destroy the saccharine confected vulnerability of the British library and so called academe and i also have a very good chronicle of many a long chat over especially the last 5 years about how dire and totally uninspiring ALL culture became and its their fault
Most academes or even librarians dont read half real books any more
And thats why 96% of employers screw the self employed DAY LABOURING happy slave to them in their well funded outdoor rotting messes .... We get illusionistad in this land ...for a decade
But i have every second diarised and it must be something one day a bit Full Monty...
as every smallest conartist
(my latest rather good line in dialogues " theyre all so so keen to carry on this or that job on their land having seen i am an utter genius slave labourer mind body in pure dancin' harmony with their job.... their usually fucke dup toolsheds.... their tools... time and motion extraordinaire.... they say the job continues often for months ahead and then one day a text comes in...i guess they mustv run out of their Prozac and.... who knows what as they never explain themselves.. their breaking of verbal contract... ")
i always find immediate major silver lining in their Ubiquitous
Military Industrial not very complex (g=funded)
lies
which has destroyed small scale countryside community as its ONLY viable on the basis of say what you mean mean what you say
(as we need to plan ahead to some extent balancing perhaps a few potential dayrate day at a time, employment if zero hours contract.... )
my business
But how to do them JOBS and live on...
and make every turn of the screw whether upon one
or them
philosophy better
and hotter
than the rubbish Steve moanin' McQueen .is
So...as Pastyshire is despite being the highest car per person land in the land
so sick and self pitying as a military industrial complex doubtless trainin' Hind's would be assasinatrixes
at her Gweek airport
theyre too thick to even know there own ok word, gibber.... so forget it and lets stay with a land which adores real education and never moans either
The land of great words like saudade and illusionistas...
which is a nicer version of the
"lying charmy cunt promised to buy my horse but never saw im again and i saved it for him for months n months the filthy gyppo "...or "that flouncy fancy woman i married promised to keep the land as a next generation farm for our kids if we divorced but stole it and sold it to developers to pay for her HArvey Nicks knicks 'abit"
(as the stepmum of the one Pasty babe who told me the word gibber did infact do ref their 300 acres three generations a farm until...only one acre left for her to inherit the stepmum spent it all)
Cos 'o course when political correcting was invented (way before some snivelly git who couldnt even get Gregory's Girl, got an Atari and couldn't figure the program so attempted to get some so called woman who thought she was as lesser just cos of some zits.....when a real woman laughs in the face in the mirror of so called mankind...)
Made a livin' out of peddling crap so called 'culture' to tourists.....
indrafts since 12 august see if i can pick up the riff again one day soon
So it - the real 'takedown' the real ...
the real Catotonia
The actual all of 'it' in one word,
begins.
Because, well, at least one don't 'offend'....
And perhaps did take in the Sappho bullshit myth, and fancy boys on vases, when just perraps their whole 'civilisation' ignored the bent charter myth - reality, nobody EVER speaks of...
Just as they 'speak' of liking the sunshine when in fact they're all in a death cult of one or other high priestess of so called 'van life' who goes out to paint her infantile artless craptoo, oblivious to oils and paints bein' part of the 'footprint'. And of course wear loads of clothes in midsummer despite it bein' rather a chore to keep them clean ...ish....just clean enough for the so called 'lesbians' not to turn their nose up
(i've never seen so many peeps wear so so many clothes on the beach at midsummer dotcom.... i didn't know it had reached this mountain top of silly tops saying nuthin'...)
Righty ho - back to the beginning. Him, the childless Iti, takes the parasitical Englishman's cigars. Because he can. When any real Englishman and women,or rather women - those whom guided us by actually great example - quite content with week old gusset fumes keepin the bugs out their beds....
the actual "simple" life, giving one time around their actual "community" campfires at night to satate simple troofs to hungry yoofs: " no don't be daft, Glandyshire - a mere outpost of Yankeeland, did sell it's soul to it's dog trainin' hypocondriac sycophantine lost loony land where one day a big Orange will be secretly subbing a Tommy-come-lately spouting the same pre 'something will happen' dangerous rhetoric warpin' the stats to focus on brown crimes rather than the endless little white boys stabbin' their bus-mates .... because he hates Europe. .. "c'mon Zion! Amos Oz's perfect little Fanatic book won't apply to me and you because the long curly hair gets in the way of readin' some actually wise words.... and Benj just fashioned himself on an Eastender... he hates Europe because all Philistines hate foreign movies and foreign food.... and most of Loonyland are. .. so anything that makes Europe look inadequate will be grist to his fathead McBelly... but no.... once saneish lands like the home of great minds who knew it was all a big bowl of cherries...
....wont possibly sell their whole sad lost swamp of a country to McBelly to use as an airbase.... of course not....and if they ever did well that's bound to end in tears - the Bear wont like it but selling out hurts the sales team even more deep down than any ranty bear.
even if unlike EVERY miserable moaner of the so called rural lands who shuffle around just cos of a rainy day at 7 degrees - tepid, pleasant able to function and the first day stuck in the tincan all day
means i have rather than walked so as to not be a moaning 'ill'old fart only ever talking about being ill, actually living, have been happily sat all day beginning the big fix.
Days to go.... posts missed out - half started then the weather gets too nice so i walk.... sadly wont make as much sense to my hundreds of mean racist prejudiced readers who likely think im a smelly gippo so dont put the 50 and 100! Euros that only two ever have in three years in the funding page above,
.... anyway the kairos of now especially as The Mong has at last succeeded in not failing to keep her halfbred bit of ectoplasm in this time and is 30 weeks.. hasnt failed to keep it in this time rahh rahh ...... and one day will be available as true troubadour of the word maybe even in tandem....
THEN back to the summer the most glorious summer ever, really
I want you to not need the compulsory prozac they clearly all are on round here just to go and moan down the grocery store as theyve nothing real to do ever
*************
wow she is worth gettin' out the little booster
(even if listenin' i hear she doesn't know where "the line" is either - as 'revenge' must only ever be kindof poetical jokey notional - there is no )
Courtesy of the one who single handily destroyed the "counter culture" - his so called 'comedian'....
Now..... it is extraordinary
oopps hold the 'moment' there - it'll come back...
"cultural Missapropriation" works two ways
and some silly cat madperson, just like the latterday Caathair woman
silly mad people (i never knew they are the 99.9% with their "stares"
and their mirrored things)
who dont know what 'saudade' means the worst wom...oops i forget it was rightly degenedered to 'person' In The World, sat four years ago or maybe five, on her showoff tricycle and her showoff bimboclothes and her showoff really ugly dyed hair and her showoff " i care" when she's here for eight years just because
(cut to The Bush yesteraft and theyre discussing how "other peoples faeces" are always "disgusting".... )
'twill always be her-Bush
and she the Portuguese poo cleaner at sometimes a 'locum'-loco thousand pounds a weekend cleaning up the shit of the oldfolks no unestranged children to told me her mother tongue that there's a lacuna in it, her 'saudade' " yes but...it can come back" unlike dead gone 'Welsh' or even Pastyish, "hiraeth" - i have seen for two years all the so called 'artists' misappropriate as they only trade on hatecrime, too - that of never really believeiing their "spiritual" default to sales-pitch
because no matter what
There is only a perfect summer
that
ok the pukka first lot, 1972 - to prove a point that the British "Summer of Love" was a little delayed en route ac ross the pond before carbon emissions were such a thing - even to The Dean...
wasn't quite so "unique" when it was appropriated and incorporated
Into something not so uniquely symbolic of an exact moment when in fact you knew exactly where you were
But then the one and only genius of them all.
"bees.... and things..... and flowers..."
" folks get down ...in the sunshine..."
swell i did have on the buzz just thinkin' what date was that as Roy... the only musician, actually worthy of havin' the word "vibes" in his lexicon
shared language
and i went up to him that night on his throne at Ronnies, just in the lobby, rightly time out escaping the dampness in the air of every gusset, from Nottin' Ill or some ill underclass as her tampons have pesticide and so called perfumes innit
created a 'vibe' and steamy mist because only one man ever was worth seeing
for the way every woman affront prayin'
" just look my way Roy with that actually real grin....cos i cant remain on the point of cummin any longer
" just Beein.... in the same room as you the only one whom actually likes wimmin..."
And now i know the BBC are cunty racists with bad taste and lie about their recreated past to look good, on trend, who still can't forget their Bowie single they once bought confusing the rainbow disc with an actually good artist who remained who he rightly was, not remembering whether he started it as Holly or Jackie or was it John
And had 'he' oops wrong usage of parenthesis - Heather and Brett remind of of the actual evolutionary biology, "plucked eyebrows" or not,
known how useful and time saving pee bottles were
or been on the bus to France where no one gives a fuck which stall, cubicle, sink or mirror, to reposition your so so so ugly mirrored sunglasses, you use at the
les toilettes
or "them" bogs
well, you wouldn't have some not funny comedian telling people to commit violence
which will always be "over the line" no excuses especially if you have watched... IT - so perfectly played by The Estonian man
Anyway ehh where was I i thought nothing much could get to me ..now
But i must remember that shared language
or if one must be showoff class and use larger words, 'lexicon'.
Even beginning to create your own personal shared language - "haribo", to "killing them softly" - that was Deepak if my memory serves me rightly, which it usually does.
Not 'private' as everyone's stuck in that anyway.... and privacy was always absurd and non-"human"...
Anyway.... the BBC so Zeppelinist
They didnt even announce the one whom would have been better than that arrogant Plant
cos he alone had humility in his face
And was the one perfect 'response' to it all..
Even if losing it to the grape for decades some end up doin' ...its even more tragic really than The Heron
who did
But
There is only one poet-singer-performer,
ever
And i am glad i did down Ronnie's dungeon 2000...and
Rest in Peace Roy Ayers and thank you for your gift
September 10, 1940 — March 4, 2025.
I missed
The uneducated Bowie pretend-obsessed cunts never even had him on Last Word. their BBC obituary program. the greatest soul man of all time... and i saw every single woman in his audience whether or not sat with their horrid aristo sugar daddy or fake rapsingin so called poet man.... only want one thing.... "more" not just of his music....
I never seen that before.... especially in The W'Indies or even Africa
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