Ralph Schism: Don't ever end it all, but if THEY do

4 feb 1900

UNDER CONSRUCTION A FEW DAYS TO FINISH

apart from anything else this awful mad society you dial in a GREAT piece of art

and this bimbo that's now in charge goes and wastes your time with pretending to think when you type the mere title in

Part 1 of 2

Part 2 of 2 at bottom of this page of just a few fleeting glimpses of every reason and risk factor ever, to do the big one

A whole litany of stories about why i should have, dozens of times...

But every second, of life, even moreso now... happy every awful second happened and wouldnt change even a millisecond

paradise and...i love her! a real live beautiful one just down the road a sitting duck...

turns out to be status obsessed consumerist bimbo behind her fake mask

ehh will come back to that

except to say every single awful snotty woman can't even think of what a MAn is about once he is being old enough to be a daddy is in this sceptic aisle, for years

referred to in substack audio here

https://www.ralphschism.com/2026/02/so-yes-define-her-hope.html

a whole arts project to do on this a massive effort - soon

PUT IN ONE OF THE EGGS I WATCHED OVER FOR DAYS FRANTICALLY TRYING TO FIND A SURROGATE

so many asked ... heater lamp or an expert friend even at her chicken factory

quest

FAILED

and then thousands of 'memories' and a lass who has never even seen the thousands of photos of them, won't and i realised a decade ago won't even remember our perfect so full life

a best friend so respected true feminist who changed my life in fact saved it as good as when we were in our early 30s, ends up selling out BIG TIME to the Saudis

just lasteryear

the one who you really thought was going to do what she said so many times and ended up using 500+ hrs of mine..

was

not what she said

2006 at Hay festival BBC arts film a sweet little girl we all knew with a book in her hand in the shimmering early evening June light sat alone in the main square ..

we all knew poor Paula - their 'village bike 'would only ever read one 'book'

The only truly enjoyed male friend for years, couldnt even be bothered to help with a rather tiring house move - just one sofa

ahh yes so many of them, the year before....

before the local youth downstream towards Kington, hot them with an airgun

And art... nobody would guess why i have 100s of photos of this tree in all sorts of light

A man has to hide his computer and devices in the innards of it high up....when the 'system' tries to do you in via your own daughter as an adult... nothing IN the discs but this...my chronicles...but they do love to take in all you ever did via device and lose it.

even when the magistrates clear you without even a word being said other than 'malicious persecution'

(stories told the most embarrassing EVER in history, into ralphschism youtube July 2023)

your evil cunt RAchman landlord sends the men in with roundup to completely destroy your many years beloved clematis..

a whole artwork on her soon

every single thing every single other persons bit of crock or frying pan always looked after as if ones own and nobody ever actually respects you for anything in this sceptic aisle..

The only one - incame fake artisan, pixie as usual.. allowed in (to my assist her find meaningful work) ... after tests..not carnal merely ponderal..

screws you for wages that i had earned already at the eco house...and mucks him around too an old man she was asked to be clear with or it would blow his fuse

and what they did to THIS perfect centuries old secret garden

2021

is fully photographed for posterity

ditto Rounduppedtoo

by a woman landlord of 80 properties

for no reason other than her envy

at the only one of her tenants who never let her get to

ahh just random art

(on something 17 years ago full collage soon)

and even old man ralph getting to his grave at last 2017

150km cycle up one day...to see hertoo

you make it at last to the childhood mentor's grave and it's unloved and he's just a number

and

this one not seen for 37 years since had to leave the land due love

she's a whacky drug addict who screams at you for going out on a walk on her high hills " only tossers do that" when its her job to nurse the sick at a famous Sceptic Aisle whorespittle

and our childhood most respected sane friend one heard ended up a full on junkie junkie

and even if she WAS Miss perfect serenity and Queen Do of the never-any-aggro respected for it ...you stay on her sofa a night and her wing mirrors are vandalised by her mad personal prowler the next day

ohh this really IS Arty soon

ahh yes i remember add in later the artistic recording of how Mister KLEEN upon reporting to him

the local Titley farmers stick two fingers up deliberately to law once Corbyn got in to piss us off and THE main regional environmentalist i cycled 40 km to see denies he IS one despite being spokesman OF Kington Local Energy and Environment group...and paid to perform at Ludlow GREEN fair

THE LOSS HERE IS EVEN TEN TIMES WORSE THAN ASSUMED

'WOUND'

And...

every single one you ever meet is lost to thousands of pictures to come

all this total nonsense that doesnt WORK

cos theyre so sour

2023

now... one of two who must be ARTFULLY 'avenged' one day

mentioned a monthish ago the lovely Pepita

The way HER 'healer' friends so abused her... so failed to in any way give her mature advice as she was clearly sinking into the quicksand...

To me is the most perfect metaphor of all ...about ALL of it

as she is up on the hills in pain with only an exasperated listener, me, over so many days May 2023 to assist in standard life events that had already ruined her as her friends too busy

being one of these