Monday, 6 July 2026

Now... la double... or is le?

 or les

..... the purpose always the same

And "challenging" ...you only do when you rate someone




meaning one remarkable coincidence...  led to another

and i know what she neutrally needs

which was the original notion in coincidence timelined into ' credo'

Their poor him-god, of nothing much coherent didnt even manage to suggest...

Him and his first Buddhist principles ' shadow' just yet another excuse for DOing nothing.

.else


Now...if those fine Bosnians had even one ball left between them, they would declare immediate war... and live up to their faked "warrior" status...

Even if as a pacifist (unlike very lost Sam  - even Dawkins calls 'worlds greatest head man, a case study in why no like she agreed no hope! unless... but i think she alone got it!, Sam   who forgets his other commercial arm  which is conning you he is ultra smiley 'Buddhist' mediational guru at ten cents a paragraph..every time he speaks  and even richer from that con) it must  be using balls with his fat bimbo orange tinted face on it and making us LAUGH!

Even the actual Lord of darkness who's lifetime gig is making up untrue stories against the second coming of it all...

The last great white bearded bike riding 'hope' .. said in his only ever interview " i was there in the room when the Big O called to say Hi to his new combatant and... he started to go on about windmills...and then  dead birds and foxes eating them and getting so fat none of the poor Scotts could recognise them any more...he just went on and on and ferk me old smarmy Starmy   who may well have faked being Helen Steels brief, hope...  he was a genius not to piddle in his boxers it was so ridiculously funny... as he the Big O  must have known...nobody not even someone under the care of a British shrink could be THAT mad..."

SO yes Bosnia i believe have the world stage ... the whole world is wating for them to DO something....

If i were their PR advisor i would say " DO THE OPPOSITE.. to what you know is the only just next step... dribbling the ridiculous bit of leather into a home one or not..... "


...at last we have our Suskind moment every single human smells the bad smell... and is watching on their silly boxes, except me.... 


And it's time the so called QAnon shamaniac were shown up as being very bad for tourism...









Now..if i die of a heart attack at such truly lovely conversation with a Brit...

This wasn't meant to have happened, i love being 100% right, always...

I better get this up which is about ten years in the Socratic dialoguing face to face...


But today launched - indeed inspired even if it will shipwreck me,  as if Helen of Troy herself had been an actual beauty instead of fake -  outside, and IN.... as there is only the within... all the rest just for show. ( said yestereve and i NEVER stay out into early eve...  ever..."even radio QAnon got it into the 6am show this morn how 'fast fashion is fast overtaking aviation for worldwide  back-to-the stoneage [ when, fair dinkum, it was a LOT warmer and i wish they would shut up as xenobiotics see asilpyg.substack.com  are in fact far more serious.... fertility falling across the board etc.. and they wont have a pill for THAT!  thats a rather good double....  as well as double the amount of slimmer fish in the watercourses when it goes out of patent....errata the fishies aint got a hope!)]..."



anyway i am never ever again ever going to use the words 'man' and woman' now i managed at last to get into the face of a fine thoughtful one of the latter how sexual politics has utterly ruined BRITISH environmentalism... 

as of a decade ago...we saw...


and as for their absurd "feminine" coined only to monetise, nothing.... ever said thats ever sane....... 


FRee substack audio even if the babes of The Stack charge for their dire (excepting Ms HAider) output...

"only women have the 'voice' "; even if their so called sisters voice something counterfactual, so as to keep only themselves in the shabbiest bits of coin



https://open.substack.com/pub/ralphschism/p/only-women-have-the-voice-even-if?r=2jdt8a&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true



Now... here is THE thing.... if one is a  neuman ... i certainly aint going to say "cis" or whatever dumb word they prefix the word that AMERICAN christian professors popularised BECAUSE they were so mad  and mentally beyond illness that they got all shaky having to use the word 'sex' in their lecture theatres....

with 100% total respect for the 0. whatever small percent it is who are born with both glands... or some variant of, not full pack...


But not that kind of 'gender' politics' ..


nope years ago a wish to attack ones OWN side baSED ON WHATS IN HIS PANTS... (accidental cap no time to decap)

IS what destroyed environmentalism and why there are hardly any frogs left anywhere...



and most of the 'differences' are a cultural construct which is as strong a force as their chubby pills arent...

b



Anyway the thing... now as a neutral human able to turn his hand and mind to any role, when one is for sixteen years on permanent standby so as to chuck a liferaft to ones only blood, out at sea...

for months at a time, daily...

no matter what

And a finest ever calling despite the phone blocks and no one ever calling

(i mean how on earth is even the finest minded woman ever off her nana boat to be truly esteemed in this wonky language! - ONE OF MY THREE YEAR EXTRA DIMENSIONS OFTEN WITHIN THIS TEXT, RANDOM DESCRIPTION OF WHY THERE'S NO lINGUA fRANCA AND WHAT LACK OF ESTEEM REALLY CAN DO...)

(accidental cap no time to decap - saved time there by copy pasting!)


aNYWAY I ALMOST ALWAYS, ERRATA ALWAYS, WIND DOWN 8pmISH .

Ditto)... in Wintering time even sixish... and very very breezily 'study'...



oops getting a bit hurried and gobbledygook...so so much to fit in, all in my head the sequence for at least 9 mths but no power


Anyway.. imaginary  sex differences... i wish they would have shut up decades ago i mean one of the worst ever Chief Exec daddy's girlboss owners 16th richest in the land,   polluters, was Mrs Plastic Fun,  herself...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jacqueline_Gold

i know as she owned the quite unnecessary private Piper Chieftain aircraft i flew to Poland 28 years ago...even that was a necessary usage, in that the Yanks said " no  new accurate maps so we know where to put our tanks n bombs... ..... no joineee EU.... " and thus the CIA paid her very well, pretending it was the EU cash,  to send me there with a very expensive big camera in the back...

And its not the hydrocarbons or even waste of money on fake sex...  indeed i would draw a line from her vile empire to 'normalising' things such  that THE number one issue none of them have the balls to talk about is "how on earth do we get our lads... off the porn?" the worst of all terrible pollutants.. after her fake sex goods that do  no real human any real good....ever.... 



Anyway .... if one values ones child i always or most evenings 7ish (without looking at the screen as that damages sleep) dial in to one or other of the worldwide voces who really do have fullest authority...and doze off to them. 

(all this "you are all fed different crap by a different algorithm" is utter crap, except for the fact its all crap.. in that you can just start with a fresh Oggle account and no fattening cookies every other week if you want and you will all be fed the same table of authoritarians who have  gamed the SEO.. listen to a Sam, and you end up also being nudged to a Meghan  - Daum,  then a Sarah H ...etc etc....  the supposed 'iconoclasts' are all the same in one big jumbled up bowl of similar coloured cherries. they got the book contracts and get a bit of SEO traction blahh blahh and i have trudged through many and listened to many younger voices in person and they also end watching the same once-writers ....  in short even if she is so 'online' she can't think for HERself or say much that is original, you can use Meghan as slave, as once proper thoughtful 'liberal' journalist and writer even if clearly that was all a ruse...  as she meanders through all the other so called voices and brings the leaders of the pack....all of whom are awful...except sarah Haider superpak, and her junior, Colman H....... but i do know who has the top table at the 'public conversation'...and its actually REALLY interesting though extremely badly informed and just wrong how the last year or so some of the real 'thought leaders' are viciously turning against their sisters....

(and everyone was silent as soon as Englishmanchild, Mister David Fuller or Rebel Wisdom  decided to retire at the "top of our game"  cos nobody had ever been playing his game anywhay and the lifecoaching retreats didnt quite work out as boasted of... as he had nothing to say except "my bumfluffy  nice-man, chummychap,  guru hotyogan manbeard looks nice with this camera angle.."


THis one, Hannah,  really makes me laugh she is so determined to rank em all Myra Hindleys to be...

Pathologically

But she really does have POWER!!! NOW Power...she  has bigtime traction...if i were a woman i would start to speak out NOW... before your children or next boyfriend stumble upon her!
Attack...but mean it, nicely... the best form of defence as she has caught hold of that pendulum and hurled it back [our way] as if she's .... well she must have some love trauma in her as only a jiltee can be quite so firece!

But the publishers will love her even if most of their gatekeepers are (f).....



Hannah 

If we want to actually treat the pathological female, therapy must stop measuring just "inner suffering" and start enforcing social functioning. [ even if word salad, for, smack their bums VERY very very hard for the pandemicitis of false allegations] 

https://substack.com/@psychobabblewithspier/note/c-288782740


Anyway i am a re3diculous utopian who believes that the pendulum can do better than just endlessly swinging and this could be....

all that 'momentum' force COULD be made useful use of...

if there were just ONE great rhetorician who believed rightly in herself...

and i know what speeches they need to make as ive been rehearsing them from both sides, with only one side, face to face,  for ten years....

I know what 'works' what 'lands' and what even makes superbeauties....  speak for a fair while with me in a square yestereve when i am the ugliest old tramp by far in sight....


anyway to be continued,  as i have to admit i am exhausted from just one, actually having a follow up 'question' to a point all shared only for her... as nicely as possible...

I only want the best for the occasional one like her i meet, and for me, or at least 'mine':  for  her to have her rightful throne and be at least a bit in charge...

Ahahhh i have to get that book out....

Animals....

But it hurts as there is a story connected with it from just a year ago.... i never buy any books...but i did that one. For the perfect young girl potential reader...

And guess what

 




what.... what?!

 That wasn't in the daily unplanned ..

constancy. Always up at six ...

Always winding down at nine..


Sunday, 5 July 2026

now only cos i have nuthin to prove

 ...and all around i mean you would have thought by now they're bored  of every word moaning about quite normal 76 summer sun...


so just to prove a point sat half an hour innit

no protection

or top




i still have that ' itis'

bimonthlay antipolar cant stop poesieness

disorder that comes and goes in phases of deliberately antilunar bi monthly fuck off you loony lot my rhythm is off n on...

and real pagans ( workers of the land, only, thats wot the romans said! and they won...ohh yrs the Thomasinas understood that one immediately " if u luv pallies tell em to accept loss ...nobody at all in Britalin can do that for decades...why mentul elf rates equal or exceed dead Pallies...and Israelis unable to sleep either as winning by hardly fair means aint good for your inner core, either)


anyway bad v cheap camera 


the problem is really that all the truly mad lecturers in psych rather than suggest " in the Anglosphere [ far more so than Nigels woposphere whom all have MUCH better mental elf, even the most successful society by all measures the Krauts] far more folk are self employed even the counsellors... and there is an inherent anxiety  that we are FAR too up ourselves needing to be seen as prophets whether or not making frofit .. to consider oreven bother to think may be one underlying cause of our sweet patients anxiety ...

causal

is almost Impossible and as a philosopher of science better Hillary i can beet anyone ina Soccers duel...

[ far worse than the midday sun... the ugly tattoos....and now brollies are catching on too! i cant take this any more ever...

but then i knew that hearing her shout so nastily at her sweetest ever in the whole world  3 year old  two eves ago...

thinking nobody was  there to hear...

well i heard a great songwriter near 4 decades ago

and knew immediately that she alone

 was The new Quen Joan...an even better tutor

but of course one could never be  other than the problem, too

being there is easy Drissing..

And less easy based on straightforward morality

one even heard in princess manifestly radical love therapist centre Gweek

the way they are so horrid to their nippers on alcydruggie common by the Creek and chippie


and i could never do either ..

until to late i figured what Gabor Eckheart and all their vile fakes could have too ..

that its the only way of actual therapy

do something...for...him 

a real Thing

that maybe just may work

youve no choice if you take the risk to actually live

 no safety net

no public liability insurance...

nobody else really caring...




















ohh yes and all those truly awful so called dreadlock men ...
had no actual at home education from even home schoolin mum..or occasionally dad 

and thus imagine this claptrap, been around 40+ years ... and never worked
is antoiGerMANist 
being as Einstein got ONE theory right for 200% sciencefactual fact

" the definition of....."
every therapist and ive known many as odd coffee companion's
very odd 
should have that tattooed across their forrid
with a footnote
" and it applies to metoo"




which they only actually copy n paste out of whatever fatty Moore or even worse Klein they once saw unloved in the corner of some useless music fest greenroom...
for only one reason: they dont actually really value their own dull dreary dippy shroomy babes
and all secretly wish to entrap something a bit posher....
that Baroness Fal one god talk about ehhh....

to be cont



probably too stoned to notice

 


"bodily" except before you even get a chance to suss it, their heads give it away.... they specul - ate...all communication away

 So years of nothing, but


the most amazing conversations are the ones on...


 " ehh ....so few read books any more..." 

Now this is known as a fact, not only does the data sayso - and romantasy or vampire stuff doesn't count....

But the facialbod immediate reactivism is ..

always the same as if one has broken the one commandment, hers....

That states because she still does occasionally, of course everyone else is just as much...

When factoids are that 95% of those over about fifty relate facts: " well i never find the time  any more and nor do any of my friends.... " 


But it is the top-body gesture that immediately declares Uttermost war with one for just simply relating many year truths told by others

Than them.

They not only cannot relate to, 

(constructive critique)

It is the absolute fragility within that manifests in Uttermost unearthly looking at one askance as if one were speaking alien, and they also know it is some kind of ultimate threat upon them, even if they can't listen to the words....

Because there is the upward inflection before one has even made ones point which can only be made in at least three sentences - the third being many acquaintances speaking truthfully on the walks  have said exactly what i have just said, to me in person, and all are female too... and a fourth: this is not the case relting the body language of Europeans even younger ones sat, still, with a book at coast or even sometimes in the uplands...

and a fifth: and if one moseyed by, intruding " ehhh... i never see this any more pray tell what are you reading...? " the European young woman will then engage in at least an hour of EQUAL lovely debate - even arguing a different opinion as an equal,  without any body language of " run!...  put sunglasses on.... he must have some pervy dark web motive for speaking to a stranger..." all the Britolins do...

Anyway like in respect of books i generally seek  females who manage to get that..'thing'... that next level. 

always.

Exploring what it's all for...

And often its the case that blessim' blokes just can't quite let go all the way and bring things to life



(to think, the new craze so they say.... sat here.... when theyre just full of chemicals that caused a whole generation to get asthmatic...fact) a sunglassless Boz even he learned how to see...


... the point being of the unsayable nuance thats profound and poignant and 'healing'  ..is that real therapy is playfully aiming for something you'll never 'get' ...even if you know you deserve...
Is one definite  grindstone dust that unlocks the key that someone bent doing shamaniac  vuuduu onit... 
at least Mister Geller was honest and never claimed he knew what his so called powers were 'for'...

Now... there's nothing duller than wittering on about one aspect of the bod..
And the great writers - those Eurobabes, i don't even need to read Françoise's
magnifique, Bonjour... to know that even at age eighteen she didn't need to titillate with any silly titty stuff never mind any fluids collecting in the gusty...
Indeed even first chapter, he had always bored me in the past with his nattering and showing off but there is was hot and sweaty on the breezy heatwaving beach... i didnt want to even say Bonjour to him...creep... but instead of waffling on her kjust put a hand on me as he tried to figure how to impress me with yet more waffle...
and for the first time even if i utterly hate him.....something stirred inside me 

And one certainly doesnt need any detail or attempted pervy shock treatment via words that all English attempt to come up with ...
Only a people most uneasy about what even Minnie in her speculum song ...
 


and of course being nonwhite and pretty she could get away with ANYthing even if the first equal greatest soul sister of all time.... i bet nobody even pondered the double entendre possibilities... because they are always secondary to true soul...

Just as all modern literature is some rehash of Homer's big fat not that well written one even if i love the dawns...
All modern musac unless show-off classical, or most rediculous 'choir' nonsense the land hides behind... pretending chummy "community" when its by far the most atomised land in the EU....

Anyway even a yank in his Abortion got it that the best writing about sharing bodily fluids  is one where they arent even mentioned..one imagines them and their undercover action... 











now all i care about is there is no hope.... I didnt reaise it was this bad....

in the regions where im sure they all say " and these phones have ruined humanity " at supper of sourdough flavoured yoghurt

95% of those wandering by EVERYwhere in this first equal summer to that glorious one that made me fifty years ago!

now i know why and who i am..

even earlyish morning on a walk...out of their town..

they are 95% on their phones...

i really am a different species twice over


but as the battery dies notes to do....


I CHANGED TWO LIVES

EVEN IN THE LASTERYEAR

HERON AND HIS BOTTLE... they wont thank me but it worked - a true Drissing..... 


Anyway culture to come a thoughtful attempt at actually being a cultural critic of even the greatest culture, which always has within, words...


and almost nobody for some years ever manages any new perfect ones

to guide us into...

what you need to DO....

And it's not just walkin'....

Its knowing why...


not to escape or find...

Is genius.... never mind the purpose of therapy or mindful of fuck all as only persisting

and knowing whom, for...

works 

And i bet she never even knew.....

just how much so



exactly (no cross fertilisation....) what my landlope.com

is about


the ONLY word they never argue with me,  by default...before its even explained in five sentences or a book never to bother writing as its about nobody nowhere and only all the time in the world to....

never mind, never monetise...

every single one... " that sounds a lovely thought idea practice.."

even if only one could she says do it





"they live in such fear..."

 so yes even if also i picked out a few choice meaty paragraphs to taunt with, out of context, for subversite, fun...

i have something to say on this little bit of actual culture, that i never in a 25 thousands failed years may i have imagined they ever could have...

soon.





So yes it is hard, not " ohh woe is me" hard just in fact, with all the twenty years (plus) of time wasters, but twebnty years ago to the week i had space at last to ponder only why they waste it
And it's interesting - far more so than some towny yank being able to empathise properly with the woman who every guy in every bar and mall immediately would have one thought only in his mine, upon seeing her cleavage...
And what a wonderful book bringing her to life. 
I knew one of them once, well, and i always did only empathise and see it from her perspective, the stares...
(made in the county of stares) 

And then at last..... one who doesn't live in fear. A virgin... pukka first time errr....  born n bred virgintoo
" your peeps... well i think its because they really don't have anything else to spend their mind on, other than being little Thatcherites, whilst pretending otherwise... I've never known such sour starers... "
And a true woman of nomadic first timeing, does in fact know the truth...
why she is running from, them.






Now all i know, is that to be unable to say or write anything gracefully, every photon of energy mattered, always; even midsummer a warming up of the laptop BEFORE turning it on may give just a minute more...






Which is all a well understood absurdist enterprise, for free, in that a letter like that... I had no idea i still had in me. But it's only because  of the stingy hundreds or thousands who peer in here, why i have no idea nor do i ever google anyone, especially onesself, nor will i ever as i know whats what from living in the light, and being always INSTRUCTIONAL to a willing virgin....
But the last laugh is on you, as a lack of buying me a coffees when the ultimate van bimbo who was always a fake (my mutual subversite would laugh too) .. gets big tips..
based only on her hair regime tips..
As she hyrocarbonates all over Europe, it turns out just looking for some man to give her a free pad to do up...
In the ultimate of tourist destinations with free running water paid for by tourist bucks,   when even the tourists have to pay a levy to the 'town'.... for their water in a place there really isn't much left
But then her generation even if they did have the opportunity to learn to think  being only a decade younger than me..
had so little chance really when onslaughted with the worst kind of propaganda in history...
 I love collecting
Not that any one of them would be able to see the other dimension of how all the words were turned on them....
Making them feel them needs something they never imagine they can do without...as the words tell them they're better people by following all their words...

badly put, but wait til..... 



soon

Saturday, 4 July 2026

Now, voodoo hucus pocus....

 On the second red alertenday

(she'll never have me back despite her wildflower habit)

" moan moan moan.... midday, no hat, and only one cup of water in my bot

to save weight

I tried to die...... only want to but didnt have heat stroke, nor any other of your afflictions....."


And more important than anything else,

there isn't any 'key' to the rusty padlock

NOR do you oil it, so as to unlock .... any of them



Long ago i discovered that losing is the natural state

How.....ever .. the matter that is anti matter,

to all that ever mattered, even if lost.

Is collecting up all the swarf (mixture of ground off metal and grindstone dust - the side effect)

from below the grindstone

which will grind you down as there are a far few bastards around

And anyway blessem they need to win, poor things

 

And deftly shoving all that swarf into the rusty lock mechanism

That frees it. At least in my sane dimension.

It's the exact opposite of what they say the lock will need

And only that engineering process may just, in time, free up all of it.


And in fact even if my rusty hole is long ago filled up with that aqua vitae, gunky swarf...

And i knew it worked....

Well ok it needed one smallest catalyst.

Exactly! there was no catty list

Head aside - that 'look', i must still describe

  when one began the perfect conversation. 

All three.


Anyway if i forget and die before i do

List. Almost by some miracle,  that little American book -novel, 




well hot damn! ... I raised myself on Edith and even Mister Cheever so as to know what booze does, to all and sundry.

And have to admit Mister Fitzgerald could be truly beautiful. Though pretty much only interested in pretty City boys one assumes. And being no cynic i agree that  even if it's taking rather a long time, it was a start!

Had the French Revolution not happened, leading to Mister Paine to wish to do a bigger better Disney version his side of the pond...

Well not 'his' technically...

Having failed the civilised side and nowhere else to go

Nevertheless so many 'universal human rights' projects all over the world were inspired, by the copycat one...

Anyway hot damn i thought she was black...

But at least she was obviously propperly daddied and also secure in knowing he was doing the right thing....


Before A. C. Lee became a title lawyer, he once defended two black men accused of murdering a white storekeeper. Both clients, a father and son, were hanged


Yea yea even if such a completely different part dinosaur part mad Utopian kindergarten American literature was certainly inspired too by them Frogs....whom inspired those big fat statue chisellers...

But i have never found a TRULY modern one..

I mean one that kicks into touch all the old stuff, all the stupid god fearing bullshit...

(except for Edith i guess)

One that also tells a woman's real life story in real life, as it is now like it lump it or get over it...(inadequate statement there, needs refinement) . so superbly.....

It was impossible to find this... 

Mister Cheever's really rather ennui laden  modern man and his alcoholic doll (always makes me think of THE great British writer who wrote me a letter in my mid 20s that was unlike anything anyone else had ever written.... and then she became a lush....and is teaching your children....)

And then in an act of never despairing kindof boredom i picked up this strange thing..

written late 60s

NO stupid Hate Ashbury or whatever showoff fake hippie stuff, even if set up the road...


That book should not exist!

And being an antiYank (as we knew to be 

from the splendid Tariq Ali

racistly i always forget to be first equal atop the podium, with Pilger

even if neither had the balls to say what they meant - Britain maybe just a tad more concentration, camp CIA

as the pomp and performance so brilliantly PR developed so as to con the whole rest of the world

of course not here...)


voodoo hocus pocus to continue, soon....

In fact really, as we meandered the hills me shoving swarf - years and years of it collected,  almost up their noses...

And them not even irritated....

Indeed nosebags were invented for those immune to sneezing

That won't be understood in a land where EVERYone is performatively 'allergic' to something....

(the actual data stating actual official rashes you come out in pretty much constant; rate of reportage of something bringing you out in a rash.. double if not treble.... the way you all went just so

wonky

should be a comedy, it makes me snigger so


as nothing could, them... as they know like me its serious, and laugh out loud at it all for that very reason)