Friday, 22 May 2026

 


 




Now, basically how does one summit, up, luv? (she is a PR genius and so so steely like the ... what did i say ehhh..i forget)

now i have seen it ALL!...even if my picture is far more arty farty 

As is the variant i saw justernow... so virtuously earnest-arty...

All that so precious hamster wheel time spent being a 'maker'...

rather than even writing Paul (sadly he expired, not the big one but alcoholism)

 a letter " PAulie... our river really is getting a bit buggered as we knew decades ago before Justine-come-lately wants to make money out of  what she never bothered to do...the WORK, then, twenty years ago ohh now radio 4chan glory awaited for 

 her as a payout for WORK not done, then i know as i was one of the only two in the whole region who did a bit of work....

(i have her recordings so so Totty for posterity of the reality of the chronicle of reflecting upon why even their Dart can't even show you your own always bright eyes in the reflection as there aint one as Justine and co never did a thing but nobody will ask them in her court of public opinion "so what did you DO?" in the war when we knew about it twenty years ago.... before moving in and looking for a payout which should never be the solution to their inability to have actually done the solution then... no it should be left to fester as monument indeed heritage monument to...acedia...

my ONLY interest in painting that picture about there, then...

 

I thought it couldn't get any more apt or cheesy  - handmade only of course

all of which takes up so so much time to earn the extra cash for..

Never mind build the ultimate virtuous time machine back to 'saudade'* when in fact they wouldnt have a first clue what it was....and STILL can be if one fights for it

unlike dead hiraeth which is just moaning about a fake version of heritage gone 


 stupid one dimensional book 'critics' wouldnt even manage a second dimension, never mind a third:
" hmm...so why did Antonio locate his 'hero' ....attempting to beat the usual tyranny - theyre all the same whether wheeling the eponymous wicker basket or with jackboots or Greens sending nasty tweets about ambulances...always...  anyway David vs Goliath ....whoever....  a poor  smelly tramp attempting to bag a Great Beauty, way above his station in the last place on earth he knew he wouldn't find her......  why is it based in R. Da Saudade...? 
 

 Anyway back to the point ....


Never mind a decade of Miss Andrea.... 

As exemplified by Chloe off on 'err  Hadj, as if she actually had a brain she would have blamed HIM, equally 

Oops wrong way around, blaming a babe, only,  is the Miss version

except it's aversion to the truth in that HEtoo had the responsibility to say " luv...ehh.... really....you pinched, nicked, stole, embezzled, some old telly addoict's dosh .... maybe it's best not to draw attention, to a wander down the coast plotting how to  be a glorious bigbucks fake... "  

Thing is......she got away with it!

Like so many have for several decades

oops they ...them...

got away;  cos the ones who used to be trained to at least notice the fakes are of course so busy overworking on some new word for their PR or saving up to pay for the expensive, must have! new word....





ahhahhh so says the mad AI it strengthens up that which they don't have any more, guts...
to ever say to their fallen 'nature'-writer Queen:

" luv....yoooze givinn' the sisterhood a bad name !" 



And, 


(censored for now...)


Hannah's place:
"to really STAND IN self respect.."


i will remember all my little half made points one day

But that one is ultimate symbol too...

Poor thing, Raynor...(errata THEM) . i see takes down her first letter from her Gram of nothing saying " we were on a spiritual quest" when she was caught pants down....   and tippy toes forward.....slowly slowly does it...
"maybe Moff if we just post the occasional cute dog picture every now and again..making it look like old Mutty is despite our sins being walked on the beach even in winter all that lovely doggy freedom......well EVERYone knows down here that if you have a dog by default your are a truly nice person inside and out .... dogs Trump all though... they may stop thinking about the poor man WE embezzled 84 grand off..... it may be legal to have a dig at poor poor me but its illegal to even hint a happy dog picture is fake so... just lets bide our time.....and i'll make up the odd dogging one..." 

In short who would want to bring a child into THAT/THIS world...  it was never the 'masses' who were the prob... it was above all the preachers..
And  only the beautiful small quiet plain simple unsexy books that nobody hypes or whoop whoops...

 ever can tell us that one so beautifully allegorical word pic



I wish i had had time to tell the young man  why ..." nope even my superb audio waffle substack is crap...as is all digital... keep to  reading what she has on here shelves....  ok maybe a bit of a better booklist may help but all books must be read even if to intelligently constructively critique...

i mean take the one they ALL copy 



- from not very Humble Kate to  dreadful H is for HAwk moaning about someone who died  not far from their allocated timespan ....never mind the one about is a River Alive nonsense as theyre all dead...i live almost entirely in the stuff... i sit and watch the tics sucking my blood before pulling em off with my fingernails which is quite an adequate way of assisting nature to fuck off when its putting everything in perspective ... its not just us and were ALL symbioses of all sorts...  and persist

the bloodsuckers ...the cracked all of em ...persisting is all there is....

There is no cure...and nature certainly wont cause one...."

to be cont 
maybe

Now, i have missed so many bits n bobs...

 And there's no point as nobody can ever ever be consistent..

I mean the point is all is just dull 'politics' even spreading a GREAT piece of 'work', which has to be replicated, breed,  have offsprings that are as pure as it... and one needs a few on the same page who stay there... so as to have solidarity and even do some dull boring grooming/pimping, together.... which is all politics ever was, as the makers of Glyphosate know...

And laugh at their so called opposition

Now ...i don't any more....

But long ago Thomas Bernhard taught me all photography is sociopathic...

So all photos are a skit as good as Millie's  That Was The Week That Was

Except in three dimensions





 The bit about  the three year old and her "sociopathic" ..." you mum failed....failed...failed" is the best word picture i have heard for many years they are genius!

 now i have NO interest in the South West at all except it is imteresting how cracked behind the costume of hubris 99% are...
im only interested as they invaded last region too .... and they hid away their hubris there being a minority... so i didnt understand them fully, but now do..

understanding is the key to being centred and at peace and also other goodsfuff on my mentul elf page i must put here before i go 






and also find the loads of film on all those blokes they all look the same and smell of Glastonbury angst  ..

selling fifty quid tinctures of the very best mushroom and cures ...i have hours of film for the public record nobody else ever dare collect as fine chronicle of the REALITY of all the nonsense....  perfect archetype who invaded Clun Green Man  piggybacking a heritage that doesnt even exist ..that woukld make a superb documentary as they are far far far more ashram smiley than me...

Even if every single one should be reported to trading standards especially when they hit the now default middler class Crowdfunding grift page..

i have hours of themtoo...


i like THIS 'history' - the real one...nobody ever tells.


And why bother? 

because THE 'environment' requires people to spend their limited time ("cultural capital") protecting...yes going to the dull planning meetings telling the MP even if our lovely one was a homo Paul Keetch my very very good friend.. as he was a real man...  meant what he said "Paul if you do NOT do what you say you will to my daughter, in PArliament we took tghe trouble to go and have a cuppa as citizen enquiring of their powerman....  well we will find a way of tellin' your  Andy we saw you down the sauna with someone cuter than him... "

But all the time spent on Green Woman costumes.. never mind making dreamcatchers and various voodoo dolls... and finding the most righteous recipe for facepaint

Meant of COURSE they never had any time free to go and find a way of makking so called 'power' do what it said it will...

and going back.... when it doesnt

activism - should be a banned word, is dull..its just figure what works, make your point....repeat...

and find a better way as you do of repeating in a way that makes people laugh a BIT

As earnestness and piety never ever worked...as Joan of Arc or whoever they burned at the steak 'n chips...

ONLY laughter makes us like people .... and i say that being not very good at it

until...i truly let go and became what i entirely disrespect and know is good for nothing, occasionally able to make someone laugh







"hope" of course they must project ...

Now... there is no hope in that for a decade I meandered and 99% baulked

As that's their hamster wheel gearing

" as Neruda said a conversation does not begin until we have been speaking at least a good hour.."

And only extremely rarely is that true insight, 'learnings', personal space bubble extremely violent and vicious attack,   unnecessary....as just occasionally you know within one minute  when you have a pukka one who has a strong core..

And my radar is perfected to purest unperfectability.


That said still it takes such a long time to explain for example a decade, told, informed (one gets complaints by default at those words, thus "look you mad bi*ch  who has ruined the environment via ruining environmentalISM  by YOUR arguing about personality and gender,  which doesnt really exist nor does the correct word 'sex' in your fake little eco world where you are too busy dying your ever in sympathgy with the latest rainbow colourings for the next XR gathering and your Fakebook, and of course you have dyes that are now 100% emission/ xenobiotic free please share with us......and havent had sex since Mika was in the charts...... i dont argue by default,  performatively to succour your soulless little darkened bedroom all day hiding from the sun,  of a life ... infact i even have compromised and taught myself the mad bitches immediately bite your  nose off the second you hint you are 'telling' them something, so  wated SO much time learning to modify MYself humanistically,  to always say  'sharing' ..ok ... right...."


One did need ideally ten minutes just for the big one which does take some sharing or telling i know she wouldnt tell me off for telling something based on a DECADE of personal learnings in a jolly hollistic way - from the point of view of a young babe indeed, my only setting:

"ladies... woman... the other sex.....or just one,  in fact... your sex has the FLOOR... only women's voices  have had real traction in Anglo-US society for the last decade....  a decade where passion is mistaken for anger  especially if male....  could go on forever with a  superb analyses ... but from Patsy and her Gurkhas and the very occasional other pukka politicking, women sometimes are listened to by 'The Man'  as 45 years ago we called merely corporations, until stupid KAe Tempestuous ones came along and monetised their FAKE passion,  who still entirely rule the world nothing changed.... only women...Rachel Kushner used the nastiest main in the world's manifesto in her beautiful book...even stupid AI has worked that one out 

....Rachel Kushner incorporated excerpts from Ted Kaczynski’s (the Unabomber) journals into her 2018 novel, The Mars Room. She used these entries to draw thematic parallels between Kaczynski's extreme isolation and the manufactured, dehumanizing environment of the American prison system.... 

so why does no woman know this and the OBVIOUS that no man would have ever been allowed, by her agent, publisher, and the toilet cleaner,   to include such scurrilous  evil lines and be put up for a Booker, and WRONGLY be denied it as best book this century  

Only babes have the voice ... HArvey whatsis name MAx  kicked overa Cliffedge... etc etc Wayne... [his, my one last friend] Russell soon...only women


i do not have an opinion as to whether that is a good or bad thing but only a fool fights against the tide... and thus one should encourage support bolster LICENSE [oops thats intrusive]... whoop whoop....  'groom' [ she loved that i think]  .... ONLY women's art and art can save us as The Greens all drowned in the river they entirely failed to even save at The Source Central....likely full of runoff from all the actual Extinction babes hairdye that isnt quite as nature friendly as the bottle cons themtoo... I accept one hunder percent only women have the voice.. the floor.. the real one the one that just may cut through more quickly into 'public' opinion ..... and thats going to be so for some years to come...


..... I am not a fighter nor iconoclast.... i merely saw through all British male cant and vanity age about 10...Ralph - my pure environmental mentor then, a pure man of nature and Walden ... and pure working class... was my finest beloved guide, and groomertoo, then... for my yoof..."
 

Now.... me i like quiet non showoff books ...even Rachel's superb poetical one and fair dinkum she does pick out the few nice sweet Unaman tracts.... and non showoff film such as rather lovely, Columbus 2017... and i laughed at the Fawlties  for real even if a bit traumatised as a kiddo by something worse than being gang ra*ed by all of the eco migrants put together....FALSE self pity....

false self pity or performative pity grabbing  stupid morons like Mate will never understand is evil as he is king of it as its a great earner and earner of false love...


Anyway blahh blah i could and will write the bible on that especially about the fake chrets...


i am art



....anyway satire.. it DID change the world

And Millicent was cruelly abused and groomed and used for clickbait
Knowing she needed to get in EVERY click by any means possible to watch HER true genius 
That worked... as it is said and known that within just a few months of their true satirical genius starting 62 literally the whole of society had changed....and the toffs had to shut the fuck up and smirk if held up to satirical account in public places ....




So maybe only true satire works...

I dont know unlike every woman Swestershire i know nobody can alchemically shamanise the future...


But i did know it was IMPOSSIBLE that great satire, on them....  would ever be again allowed ... ever

never

impossible...

never mind,  they may make me laugh....

At themtoo

They know was the only ever hope there was.....   the auty-dote

to us, if we do care

about them (next gens)




 https://www.bbc.co.uk/sounds/play/m002wkjf





Until they did DO it even better than ever not imagined....


Now.... All that matters is I always sleep perfectly and like a happy spring lamb that has used all energy every day since dawn in purest innocence

 And awake every morn remembering any small outstanding wistful iconoclastic (uwww one of their words, but as there are so few of them - real ones.... well ...ohh yes thats a point ..uhhhhh the 'message' must be alive, kicking, engaging and yes include real love rather than the Nanrniac-pixie version  of 'radical'  for crowdfunded monetisation, and as for Orange flavouring  - never ever! but it's so hard unless one  does ponder the real 'politics' 

And despite pretending to be all revolutionary goody goody it seems even Mister Kennedy failed, Atrazine and Glyphosate increasing in usage https://open.spotify.com/episode/1rqZ8kqdzZgTCtyhyFd1sn?si=7Dp3dHh8RByWckRhEE3kCA

Thing is....  to meet her eve before last - if only women knew that they musn't leave it until they are very old - Eileen (i only identify anyone who has gone all the way which means be proud of ones authentic integrity - the real version) must be eighty five...

How truly wonderful with her Kruger hat ... in the place of showoff hats, " i used to work for the gov, nationally, most of my career on the environment and we knew then glyphosate a complete scam definitely carcinogenic....    there is no hope... " 

Honesty, no performative pretence, makes you look SO much more attractive and even younger

And... well it's only ever about face to face human rhetoric: " are you ok i saw you alone struggling there.... just like all the others round here so so 'individualated' self realised bullshitters they love their solitude as its trendy.. but it takes two to clean the motor when you get older..... [ff 10 mins].... ahh you get it... the important bit of the story is that its EXTREMELY rare for journals to withdraw papers especially after twenty years... they normally just ignore past  miss judgements and forget them  but no this one which the legal beagles relied on as their main blocker when it comes to payouts  was ACTIVELY withdrawn https://www.science.org/content/article/journal-retracts-weed-killer-study-backed-monsanto-citing-serious-ethical-concerns  .....  which is the active ingredient when it comes to the biggest scam since thalidomide... "

An old bird has a smile which is real even if .....

And as for Atrazine... whilst not a pure xenobiotic ..one part per billion gets the Axolotls in the balls! ..if they have them... and as good as chops em off


Thursday, 21 May 2026

"Light footprint..."

yesteraft, cont

Even if there's no point, as consistency is clearly a word from the past, long gone, dead and buried alongside the so called grave goods that a TRUE iconoclast  knows may just be there merely due some "OCD" we could never begin to understand as it died with its victim, who never started a special interest group so as to benefit from it, possibly even clog-popping with a big smile on their face as maybe then, OCD was a gift from the actual goddesses, before they went venal,  who knows ...its impossible to know the past....

As long as i can still do that.... (i should have bet myself something significant: " i bet they can't even go 40 minutes without moaning about something technological")


Now....peddle to the metal... all i know is that years ago i trained myself to always be in the 'sweet zone' and that each squeeze  on that metal costs now  20p a mile so so so lightly resting the foot upon that metal was necessary years ago, and the rest are going to have to do a lot of catching up.... 

 








Now all they can do, apart from stare - my my the staring .... is gossip and talk about, silly me i forgot

houses

Even # 1 bimbos ....houses...fancy floors
Of course.
And as for neighbours making noisy extensions, all they have to moan about.
Nobody ever talks about books, where they're not really meant to talk anyway 

Righty ho i am about five years behind schedule, constant plan and just like finding a good mind where one knows it is impossible, of course the occasional yank really did get it. despite his image  








i did it now i can jump the cliff




or define living on a few months ago when there is absolutely no point









I'm not sure anyone knows any more, that books especially novels are a critique: that's the joy

I often read books to enjoyably critique the pseudeia.com (i think that's still paid up?)  or even worse  cage of rote thinking thats a religion worse than the death cult of Jesus (SO SO interesting how they've been caught with their pants down making up attendance figures but of course cults can't say " sorry pants were accidentally down  we'll pull up our socks too")



Ayway all i know that light footprint is a true art and firstly one has to have perfect centred peacefulness inside always no matter what and at least someone knows i hop i am Olympic champ....
And the  second line is one really shouldnt try to monetise simple plain and simpleness  but then i know exactly how i wish to spend every moment of the rest of life an d it needs a bit of funding so as not to have to be doing what Mister Sorrentino got into his Beauty...


Wednesday, 20 May 2026

(there's a soundtrack)

 .... meandering around her Temple of .... well I've never felt so monitored and controlled anywhere in my life ever...


I only trust farmers lasses " ... god its years since i came here last......  we used to have our flock on that field there... my my its so....shabby....   so unloved..."

" that, luv,  is cos they do 'radical love' nowadays.... and here you see what is the nett effect..."



Anyway....

 I discovered, there is one so called tribe, that has been hiding.....

That is even worse than artless junkie Home Counties 7% 

(I mean even your ridiculous Streetingites just like them even more Vogonite Zacharites wouldnt just stop and say ... " look all you fake Kae or KAte Tempestuous lot moaning about your made up disadvantage especially in her middle class case....  take her... thistermorn....    

 never mind  do they EVER 'get' it, many  times nicely 'shared' to use approved way of describing to a one dimensional space cadet a fact,  " rich peeps are human too and i watched them for years and they have a far less nice healthy wellness than even the scum at the bottom and as for their kids so so many end up dead before their time or junkies and all junkies must be pitied or just almost always with such dreadful arrogant egomaniac dads they are lost and write such crap on their twatter like '40% of sexycrimes are by illegal immos in my area' when fair dinkum the nerdy one on radio 4 thistermorn did  a proper stats and FOI 'deep dive' and  discovered the reality was actually 1% .....     egg on her baby face despite being 47 poor woman ! even if it was dad's job to tell her shut the fuck up unless you are speaking in your own name!  not obviously mine.... the only reason anyone looks up  'Annunciata' [or perks their ears up if its on the wireless] or however we spell it i forget we had so many youre just a spare.... as was poor Hannah twenty year'nago... and that destroyed her... anyway ehh what was i about to end with 
yes...  not even i knew ... until i heard it a month ago from the horses gob...
all that endless assuming
and all the worst politicking from entitled little jaberwockies who can afford a 40 grand tax bill ....  i dont care about her but do when every awful little 'take back controlite' who calls themselves 'working class'  when they arent theyre just .... thats anotjher story but theuy never tell you the story that matters such as every study forever says divisive 'private' education vs the plebs divides and Rupertises society...i mean go to anywhere in their playground the SW and you will see just how unhappy they are...and wan....  but nobody told you! .... those horrid NAzi far right mad latent Jennies of Europe  who will be breaking down all controls especially Krautland..... control their society rather well, by banning ANY private schooling..... which is why their society is economically more prosperous - UK now paying even  1% more on the credit card than basket weaving class, Greece, , far fairer even much better mentul elf....     nobody told you that not even Jezza managed to whip his audience of  them, Kae/Kates, so she could whip up her record buying audience of artless nuance free Flatheads...... no rhetoric .... "   

Anyway there is a tribe that has far too long got away with their gig... all the attention being on the fop haired Ruperts and Camillas...

And one wasted my precious time.....

Soon.




"intersecting" - that's even worse than "sobriety"

 But now i know why...

Well i knew anyway, but

She  Little Ms sexy Intesecting sobriaety never had a hope either...

Cos she could never even if the GREATEST folk-soul babe of this century ("latent, right-gaited,  vanbabe listen...all  of your folk or most is still based on soul.. spesh Joan....ohh wow thats what you call your label let me see...later"]  .. , ponder a line 


" .... 

....  i mean even English junkie Ruperts kindof had some nuance but .... a decent real life song  that fucks Eckheart so far up his that it pierces his monetised heart that is  if the poor pipe doesnt get lost on the way looking for where the fuck am i Now...may include something like '..... never been born' ......but add in   and fuck me there she was in the worst evil undimensional Flatland place in all of the Many Worlds, and all  of her 'Heritage' put together, including Vogonsville.... "





yes but, it's the way he takes the time to say " please" even if Anique blew his mind with her taller of his pipe...

 WHAT!

Now, precisely off to Les Bains...

(and i remember every little half wit death sentence  left hanging here for three years...

e.g. the ultimate in the 'Time Bank', laster early non-winter, no need for wellies, soon....

 photod and filmed...


Now at last i had a so called indigenous purebred conversation

In three dimensions, and she started it...in the last place on Earth - especially their  Middle one,   one knew for a fact for thirty years ever since their first Transitioner turned up in her felten accesories... and Boulangerie smile...

(i no wrecker i loved tidying up, the posh one in poshtown ....even if... all wood must be saved even if really, surely they should know better - the moment i really did get it..) 

oops twenty five

Now... even if it is a certainty in all the Earths that  getting a woman in 96% of sex acts (according to the census though good old Pete the Tatchell i always respect for goin' ALL the way.... argues it may be 93% so cant we just compromise on about nintyey ferkin five..... between one of em and one of us...  it is demeaning to ask or even expect or even imagine a woman taking a sex organ and sucking it unless she REALLY wants to for herself.... or needs some real protein 

And even if their  - the 5%  have confused the so called AI (wait til IT tries to reproduce! )  into thinking - a Missnomer, that generally a he will want him to....

I mean why bother learning even the one  next door - Welsh doesn't count as its a myth it even existed... every frog i ever met knew what a 'pipe' meant...

But why on earth is a pipe which requires a male to be at least a bit 'present' in the 'moment' .... ferkin une female ... and thats before we throw in or throw up if she is too 'feminine' and doesnt like the aftertase...

(library bogs in The Source of all Sources   - even if there is a Higher Source i saw, is decidedly nonchalent about it all being they are so poor they spent all the cash on beneficial, labels so theres none left even to build two ...)




 


Anyway where was i ... 

Poor chap when you've only known chipfat  and you meet a real lover...

of course you're bound to blow the big fuse

(actually that is quite a good recent short 

could it be at last that the non 60+ year old so called 'artists' have at last 'awoken' to the fact that yes it was her fault.... for telling them to be positive affirmatory vibey and they have 'shifted' as they realised they caused all their adudience to committ the 's' word that if you put it in youtube 

even typing




would by default go to a silly screen saying 



and it still does!


but if you type in " short film s-word"

NO mindful-wellness advisory and it goes straight to



Anyway what was i thinking?

well apart from the factoid, that ok she  - the last few months ONLY apreciated voice ion the world, despite it being tinged with yank, thinks in two dimensions but its the third that is required, too which would have told her when her stupid bloke guest is going on about  to paraphrase " these internicine wars to the death [ and as he says  all the false allegations  - at least he described how his was indeed worse than a stab in the eye as he is about to do the big final jump - truly 'traumatising' him for years. making his shit runny he was so hurt and bereft ] and various family feuds and all this littered gation...  seem only to be something of the anglosphere...."

Well thats why all younger people even by just a few years should shut up until they have something to think of from another dimension such as having lived/worked,  WITH various peeps of other lands, or just asking the right questions sat near them on a bus 20 years ago (the glorious young Portugues doing law at top Lisbon loreschool " so prey tell me, i am curious,  are you studying all this modern lore of trip over a pavement and you sue the municipality for ten grand..?  or the priest spills a bit of wine on your trousers and tries to wipe it off with a damp cloth and a few decades later its the centrepiece of a million Euro claim and BBC appearance...?"  "  "Não percebo"

 - you didnt have to understand her language to know what her face said: " are you quite right in the head...?")  

If fat commentariat actually stopped to ask questions of actual experts like George Borrow the second they may hear an actually thoughtfu;l suggestion from another dimension " well.... if only the so called anglophone culture, by which we mean USA then UK really....  other end of planet a bit redneck retarded even still ....in fact with my equal sidecick near a year back we interviewed a Dutch woman lawyer and she confirmed Holland is sort of only just starting to, have law where the citizen can make up any old tosh and sue for money for 'damages'.... maybe if one factors that in as a third dimension there's your answer Ms Jenny E holland... which requires one to slow down and ponder before saying the first non-thing that comes into ones mouth, which has nothing to do with fake news their beloved Elon or even silly Nigel...its THEM!
 

Nevertheless i still value immensely her efforts - but she needs help

Anyway where was i ... 


I don't need 'manoeuvres' or even road trips...

Especially - well i have to admit maybe the mongo-Dutch (we shall ignore her toxic other half, and hisOCD to organise everything to perfection)  met in Hell on Sunday, as she did 'get' it even said so...

Even if the right words are hard: " kismet serendipity and all that faery stuff.... nope....  the way it works is, fuckit when you know you need nothing especially THERE and never were going to go..... and then 'suffer' a true existential stress... and the lovely thing is you always fall for it: " NOTHING good can come from this....  except knowing i beat the system and got at least six extra months out of a dodgy one....  and ok i discovered an adequate new b+b...and it rained .... at last...  but no way ever ever do i get out of this for under half whats in my bank and i was doing slightly ok.... "


(ohh why do i always forget ?!? ... on manoevres meeting a pretty cool non-vanwoman not living in hers but she should, as she was told VERY VERY harassingly.. as i noticed she was missing the gait - my god their gait... they can't go for a walk even on a lowlands public footpath without getting all stiff and military marchington....  underneath their compulsory ribbed 500 quid macs....   

anyway fast forward half an hour " i can tell ...your folk music will be soulful as you are and wont have stupid big showoff mindcontrol words like your mate Holly.... that ruin it, her perfect genius soul....

look put your fingers in your ears if one even sings in the bath around here.... 


 these babes are where you start, or restart.... 

 The Mistresses of nuance in a  way no moanin' Bob could even muster 

they got FOUR dimensions, and are solely responsible for my own third, .... even if it didn't save Maggie's bacon...  EVERYthing they did is the exact opposite of what your whole poor overcontrolled  force-fed-'empathy' by stupid lazy thoughtless teachers  who couldnt think, you can't learn it you can only live it.... meaning get fucked up the arse with a pipe by Agent Z's mother ... stealing agent Z... and remember she once was a Samaritain too....  and  there is the greatest joke in humanity even Douglas Adams couldnt imagine viz the whatnots .... ehh ....

Vogons


Anyway.... 

Perfect timing Holly's Rain 




   




I see ...errata, saw, nobody meandering

 


But worse, my ohh my they are so nervy,  seeing someone just lolloping ... seemingly without aim.



"we lost..."

 But Ivan knew how to small-win each ' moment'

Tuesday, 19 May 2026

 So, just like the first Tom-Paul way back then, then.

Now i really do 'get' it

"theyr'e all mine...... my precshiousses .....and you erspecially without a lanyard, you cant even talk to them... even over the gate... to their veg patch.... "

AT The Source of The Source so close in to the not at all saucy sorceresses...

But she, the only bright eyed one there wanted, to know..... 

She meant it.

And it could have worked for hertoo


Only Les Bains, does for him, what he did to her.....


Especially as their  chief Teletubbine, soon to be big chief....wouldn't know how his gaf once did indeed predict his commin'







 

 

Now, this is SERIOUS, as someone knew...

 

As they haven't even got the simple serious version in the can yet, fifty years on... 

And i hate nothing, but do think absurdism is a hatecrime

But i know being earnest is even more Anthrohateful of everything as it doesn't work

As its quite obvious and has been 15+ years NOTHING digital gets to hearts and minds






 but seriously, I could get a Turner if i wasn't male with my collection of these - from the last 10 years.  Being the truly terrible waste would pay for so so many infants to have blockers so that by the time they get to  peri-puberty (have i just invented that all symmetrical with Woman's Hour as there's been a very very unfair discriminatory slant to the elders of late errata they all KNOW they are perri even age about 35 these days) they can have a truly sublime graceful faery life as the job is done and no more confusion (the actual cause of mentile elf ) 
Anyway yes this is JUST first draft of TEN Noonans (one 'o' round here  - errata there, talk to someone in the hills and you are branded a 'prowler'  - i dont prowl anyone especially such mutton faking a yet to reach her sell-by... ) 

Ten ... ehh yes where was i - it is quite extraordinary how in QUIET places - places lots of council tax money spent on being there for people to enjoy quiet ...a bit

the amount of spice addicted blokes with noisy motors spending half an hour using them with NO consideration whatsoever for the people of the ho-spices or wherever else nearby, when it would have been job done in two minutes with a brush and no horrid noise..

Best one actually 9 months ago in a cold  damn snap i town necessary to use occasionally it hadnt been warmish and sunny for some weeks and a little bit is forecast for 2 hrs  so what do you get ten spice addicts blowing full volume all around an old people's home where the poor things may have been kept alive by just half a quiet hour out in the warm sun...

Now if i were a Podger type woman with things to Turner worthy blerat on about being 'victim' of and made that (blower thing all my little films in one big collage) into an installation i would be guaranteed  to get a Turner no doubt whatsoever especially if at the age of " ohhh we arent SEEN any more.."  * !!!!!!!!!!
























Anyway the best ever absurdity is when your only sort of trusted Mrs No Nagging, reliableatrix,  used to kill em on errs....
 
Sometimes change does work.







* = there is a BIT of joyous hope as certain wimmin (with Phds and serious credentials )  are coming out from behind the barrickades of late and so seriously their sisters ... this one Hannah  - seriously acredited, god she is so onscreen splitscreen hatecrimey about her fellow 'therapist' it is actually better than Alexei Sayle and she at least mneans her  spitty vitriol too  

to be cont all i want is to have the very very worst weblog bowdlerised chronicle in history ever and the most unseen youtube performance art channel thats not arty or even farty irt is so bad...
As she broke the one heart i had left of nine... three years ago and even she fakes it as a so called 'artist'... the only one i met was indeed the seditionist yesters...


"eccentric" (and The Art of Tavel [innix] - who rit that i forget? was always bullshit)

 As meandering as Saint Ex or even George Borrow 80s and 90s...

How on EARTH could one explain to even the truly great minded younger Virginie  (the Chrets stole hertoo i had to watch almost live camera action a decade back,   that was the last straw) of Gisors the purest actually pure human  of a totally free mind, thinking only for herself  i still recall her phone number the only one io know off by platonic pure heart... 62 37 18 3... x

" look Franco... even Salazar Frogs  going wonky in Algiers rather well done in    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Battle_of_Algiers  Europe is still even now as it takes at least a few decades to really settle down a bit uppity about recent past nutjobs .... even if i am the opposite of a patriot, nevertheless only the culture of Britin has in fact sort of modernised intelligently and pretty much everyone in UK does know what the simply beautiful nuanced poetry of a real thinker means as in for example Beware of the Flowers ('Cos I'm Sure They're Going to Get You Yeah.... Europe has yet to catch up  unfortunately YUK is the best modern culture in the world.... "

Not the slightest bit 'eccentric' in fact a simple reinterpretation  of Lord of The Flies .... or even the lost fat nihilists nihilistic bible Mister Maccarthy's The Road... 

"Merely a sane thinker attempting some good words that worked, then, but in the  not to distant future, early 2010 in fact, one would be called 'eccentric' for merely having ones feet firmly on the real ground.... "

And stupid newspeak AI has been brought up on the worst nonthink ever and repeats it as it will forever ...  some notion that 'eccentric' is somehow a negative when everybody knew that Mister Otway was able to bring some meaning to existence by almost saying the exact opposite     https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deep_%26_Meaningless   of what he says between the lines thats a fuckin 'lacuna'  even if theyve stolen that word too  

 Oggle the parrot: You are likely thinking of the cult classic song "Beware of the Flowers ('Cos I'm Sure They're Going to Get You Yeah)" by eccentric British singer-songwriter John Otway (often performed with Wild Willy Barrett...


the point is, that if one is unable to even speak with ones so called fellow countrypeople how on earth does one have any REAL communication with those from other cultures... 

And thus travel was always a sop.... 

Just part of the herd headed off Gabriel's (Oak)  cliff.....


Anyway .... to be cont

but the METHODICAL genius to get here... is worth conting

Indeed......

 The whole dumbing down descent into their toxic swamp i see below her bridge

To Hell


can be summed up by ... 

Indeed,  everyone knew 

EXACTLY ....what even a South Eastin

 neurotic meant by " beware them flowers...!......" 


(and i am sure the usage of "natures girl" was an attempt to cash in upon the coming tsunami of muddy waters muddied by just that bullshit..) 


And.... well also write one of the most beautiful things ever..... despite the first example of the lisp exaggerated, for fiscal gain ( and all the girls of SOAS and Goldsmiths my god they did! even in saner times... so woke didnt just come from nowehere nor is it 'feminist' in root as i see a new wave has at last discovered, it was in my girlfriends record collection even back then) )



Anyway what's it ABout!?!


As usual.....you find the best, or at least every so slightly hopeful, good mind, in the very last place in the whole universe  - i mean the whole one the quantumly entangled one next door, too, in its oneness or nonduality which i see is now making a fighback... you know it's impossible to find anything except spice dealers and dodgy tobacco accosters...

But more important as the mongrel on Sunday aft with her lad did also seem to know....  

Never...

you will never ever ever get what you need from a menu

and shit happens, but you never know what nice thing may follow shortly after - speaking with her as a European, even a mongo-halfie,  knows is exactly  what you meant... eye to eye.... 


Indeed....  to be cont

Now, what's 'it' about?

Now i found the last one, ever. 

Maybe the best one.  

Even if the words don't really exist.

And old men should shut the fuck up unless they have anything new to say, having once shmanianically had second sight 

and been quite right

"beware of the flowers cos I'm sure they're gonna get you.....yeah..!"


Live, camera, action  from flowerpot central.

Though i bet they're on spice - expensive esoteric ones at that.

(one even asked me to walk up her high street with her - i cannot be bought, as i found a true one not at all potty, by accident)


So a few days ago i heard at last an intelligent appraisal of English vs Frog

And even if in a different way than the former 

the latter has thousands literally thousands of combos:

nuance of one word in the same sentence as another which also has about a thousand variables

So what's the point, as i never did, of really learning any other language on my travels?

And indeed lasterweek thinking i had encountered a fine traveller  - Bosnian, " wow please tell me ALL about your past life before you came to this sceptic shopping aisle...  especially as youtoo agree with her ' fuck the way you raise your kids here i gotta get mine out to safety!' ...."

Well, even they became fake as i thought from her nuance, especially having told her the info was for A N Other.... female.. i  may actually get a rendez vous..

Anyway having encountered one who proved  - well two in fact over a couple of years, that certain things can be said AGAINST the received opinion, which in Britain is received by an audience of toxic narcissistic Teletubbies believing only one thing behind their ashram smiles, especially ANYwhere middle class in Swestershire.... " well i paid twenny five quid for this ticket so as to be seen here, so i shall not think, s/he may be speaking a load of poppycock..." 

Anyway good for me for knowing that - so obvious in lasteregion as of twenty years ago  with their ridiculous, bitching..."well... some say he is a bit fractious to work with dont you know.."

Making it only about their snivelly little opinions of someones personality rather than the superb indeed unique scholarship and hard  boring boring dull work for many years actually writing up a half decent version of the 'truth' 



https://johnpilger.com/hay-festival-2006/


Even if far to young to appreciate my ohh my she won't even have the slightest notion,  Agent Z was sat there with me, and she won't have the slightest notion of how thirty years ago t'was a badge of  full pukka Portuguese honour to have a few Pilgers out on your shelf...

But by twenty, the snivelly little cynics with their post dadaist dodgy nihilism cared more about what party they may get invited to with at least a bit of Columbian Marching powder as one menu option...

Back to the point, that isn't, this is, just how limited the hardest language in the world is, so many conjugations  - class ('dinner' vs 'lunch' one of many examples) , and even "Yorkshire hey ... we speak the same language, thats why i can talk to you..[it being banned to talk 'to' anyone in the mindfulness of nothing cult regions. especially HERE hahh hahh] ..." (which is essentially about the weather, real weather not pipsqueak fake Southern weather,  that is BY DEFAULT exaggerated on the BBC weather neurosis thing as preached its guaranteed to piss down all day - double rain symbol tick things..... and in real life  you get 5 mins of a light shower at dawn, only,  - every day for years one sees this now)  and quiet places not far away up in some real moors..... 

.... and television references and sport and  endless new words the  Mindful-of-garbage have to create from "radical love" or is that a new one after "manifest" i first heard actually USED in real life in Gwerk 

(2023 " i dont have to join the council to take part so as to ensure there are NHS dentists for my kids teeth  cos if a awaken, awake,  in the morning and manifest a dentist,  and then call up Hellstoned dentill, even if i am not even on their list which is full anyway for years the faery magyc means that not only do they pick up MY phone call immediately - dont believe what you hear on the wireless about just an hour  in that queue  to be told next appointment maybe in 2026 but only if you have a diagnosis of fatal gum disease and are in palliative care... no  when i call they always immediately have a same day appointment just for faery magyc me..."... which is an actual real conversation, near three years ago,  not something one would expect to hear only in NArnia...  and worse, from the woman 56 year old who is in charge of all the 'PTSD'd' broken men coming back from war 

with their legs not with them any more

On your public money

and she gets shed loads more of it too

cos thats the 'zeitgeist' or 'aesthetic' .... to be cont)


Anyway yes... the problem with the HERITAGE of the English language  is that 'iconoclast' is such a brittle jagged edge word as if her icicle fake  tears at the missing libs were about to be jabbed into my human eye.... 

SO many words as they arose into modernity in the 1800s were still fighting the bigoted mad god fearing bullshit and ...

Then the bourgeois were in charge of everything (Noonan in his definitely manifesting reality, so superbly, Ragged  so brilliantly 

And i use his birthname as my honour code (from wikki)  The rejections severely depressed Noonan, and Kathleen Noonan ......

is to celebrate his daughter, without whom the genuinely  successful potted revolution in his book that did change society bigtime...

Bob being well rotten away to wormfood by the time the publishers decided to not be so prejudiced and maybe... have one of the biggest sellers (relative to the buyer numbers) of all time on their plate  

 


Anyway yes.. when you meet an extremely rare one! (in the very last place on EARTH one would expect to find one)

.a Nestbeschmutzer in fact .....

which QUITE CLEARLY !!!!!!!! twenty years ago when i had a nose around was a term of  fabulous compliment

Voltaire was a Nestbesch... he piddled in his own 'nest' (literal meaning/ nuance)   to make a point that everyone else's piss was really getting too much so cmon lets sort out the stench peeps!

its the same as 'transparency' they rightly harp on about. Well they dont actually as they actually just go on about 'chem trails' and international paedo cabals or whatever nonsense takes their eyes off the point - DO something like go to the planning meeting nobody ever did around The wye...i know as ....

(and as for YANK AI truly fucking with your mental everything

  A Nestbeschmutzer is someone who speaks negatively about or exposes the faults of their own group, organization, family, or country to outsiders. It is a derogatory term used to describe a traitor or an insider who brings shame upon their own people  

is almost the EXACT opposite of what trusted Frog intellectual Cecile told me face to face .. and i know whom to trust, and whom sadly did ruin the world )

Anyway you meet a propper pukka nesty  - suggesting 'received wisdom' may actually be hocus pocus, and English  - where for many decades words always get so politicised, clubbified, class warped,  and thats before the number one fakes of all time like Kate Tempest came along 15ish years ago and monetised a false version to be in with the Bristol in crowd also the biggest fakes in history,  .....English doesnt really have a modern word that says 'iconoclast' is lovely, sweet,  so admirable, (even sexy!)  and of course essential thing to be  for the rest of the birds in the nest or even the chickies that didnt come...


 And all the synonyms too all have a whiff of something negative .... or just not quite 'mindful' enough to walk down her Hight St or even up it ... comme il faut


A perfect synonym for iconoclast depends on the specific nuance you want. The best overall alternatives for someone who challenges cherished beliefs are maverick, heretic, or nonconformist. [1, 2]
For a broader list depending on context, explore these top synonyms:
  • Rebel or radical: For individuals who actively challenge or fight against the status quo.
  • Dissident or dissenter: Best when referring to someone who publicly disagrees with established political or organizational policies.
  • Freethinker or maverick: For an independent-minded person who thinks and acts outside traditional norms.
  • Heretic: Best applied when the person directly violates or challenges accepted religious or institutional dogmas. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]