The psychology of simplest living, via my stories of many years truly simplest living. Real ones - not earnest or pious.
Ten years a landloper. Time to tell those tales, too.
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That day was it 1990ish... wandering Zagreb, looking for ..her...
A mad cap Road Trip based on only 20 minutes of her in London and a flight to somehwhere i had no idea what on earth it was but knew the [todays prices] 2000 quid every penny of it was worth it..
....And why...i was such a wimp... i knew then she needed rescuing/kidnapping/abducterating...
saving/ educating away from...from her RAmboesque " landlord" ... her almost his sexy slave...
But i don't blame him... he was just being what he had seen on his then-still-Sov, shitty tv ...
and the ultimate Road Trip song of course was only from HIS point of view.. gotta get back to her somehow..
Thats the whole of the last dodgy dog eared century!
Meanwhile the training course really does begin. No one is perfect ... and one can come up with the problem in word pictures, but the solution, too..
oppression is cruel TUTOR...injustice is a NURSE...
But there are multiple forms of 'oppression'....and we are going for the very hardest of them all...
The 'identity' of the so salubrious middle class English ..woman.. to whom of course even JAcqueline their once Queen
(you were either Maralyn of Jackie - so so true)
looked aside to, over the Pond... the whole monolithic style and ..
well its all in Bovary.. but morphed into something worse...as mine elves do know deep down inside..
NOT ME ..i am innocent Yer on 'herr...
i just the ...
'creative force'... forcing THEM to be who they want to be, but can't...yet
What happened when even the greater Bob sort of became a bit 'o
a pastiche sulkin' in his old motor, playing his better old un's
when in fact with such a perfect start, one could have gone on forever
never mind a great usage of a great word likely to cause a little dictionary rustlin back home...
who else got "dilettante 's with their open minds.." into a perfect dictionary translation of the true nuance... indeed it could have been written for Hatesside Creekin Shitcreek theyre too busy doin pain jobs to even notice the big jobs floatin by..
and only ever one per fire inside
theyre all so
pussy
sour 'n snide
(sorry thats as good as i never ever think its not me i didnt rhyme Serbia 'n labia.... it just happened... in a hurry)
One of millions of learnin' materials i have forf any not muvva tonh]guer..
And who may just phoenixtercate errself...?
next.
I hope it's her from the LAnd of Paulo's Grande Belazza
"we're the problem us snided so dilettantine, Itis here at the Amphitheatrical
balcony, nothing left to say..."
Basically one could insert YAnk where older Iti said it to perfection
No awful so called Brito-lite culture could ever imagine:
us ordinary folk with no 'problems' ... no confected vulnerability
or penile operational adjustment anxiety.... just us, sio called cultural elites are THE problem"
And thus worth its weight in Oscar
Anyway i think she The Mong does know a bit of a dilettante problem
Or the arrow straight one.....
the perfect one the writer can't even keep to
gettin' a bit self pityin and self obsessed...
just cos a bit of age dampened the armpits of his older man vest
or the perfect road trip one even if anyone who actually LIKES children derates their right foot to never ever ever under any circs over 55...
strange how few seem to even like that being said thisside...
Anyway what was i musing...
ohh yes, who's next?
The dilettante escapee...?
Or the fully formed fully fledged one who makes me laugh
I do know one thing for sure (duel purpose) the sister needs to be mated..
So i DO stuff... proactively... no dancin' on ceremony
No fartin' around in perpituity... just DO it....
But the real key to not being a tunnel vision older yank is knowin absolutely ANYthing can happen
And recreating that five way crossroads...
fairly often
With no agenda,
is more zen than even Master Montaigne who tried a bit too hard
(what they all do.... )
The real no Tolle rd ahead though is the one where you know exactly what you want
and why....
and always prepare for that perfect possibility
(as The Flozz knew he will even to eternity)
but act as if there are five or even more alternative paths
equally as ...purposeful.
One thing i know for sure its impossible to even glimpse any future
second sight or blind as a bat
There is one cast iron rule in life...
I am naughty i cannot get out of not trying hard at all mode, to make sense when i know i make more sense than all the rest put together..
if i ever get to notes and infil bits o' this and that.
Soon.
For a quarter of a decade not one idea of mine has changed, except quite impossibly, a few become possible
100% certain (in fact as i messaged the BabbScott "110% 'high frequency, the last 10 days' to use your curious lingo..." the end and any more would be greedy. At least these extremely well trained comps, compliment each other. too...
And one day will DO
" such a big aquarius shift will be the herald [ hark the angel's singin' and i don't believe in them] of much abundance.. i shall wait until then... " which was of course six weeks ago...
gosh there's good signal here!
Oh yes i forgot....I love it, it's just like 1992 (video yet to upload making cheeky comments about that particular year)
Almost ALL the houses are for sale.... there is a genuine hush everywhere... As if they all believe all the "in times like these" your media has endlessly soothed their fragile little self harmin' souls with.
At least one, her Babbyship can accept a truth. The one... [ large intro ref context loads of time over 5 years actually counselling their victims.. even if they don't know they are as when daddy is living in the 750 grand pile... and likely to die of piles he's so old age bunged up... they can never think, what is the real stink..
they just moan and make up false allegations.
Not the Babbs ] .."are you aware the Englishman born from around 1935 to 55 especially if into minor success in their family is THE number one most dangerous animal on the planet. Arrogant; princess in fact ... not their fault, all that " we won the war" then 50s into 60s white heat of prosperity, a bit too old for the real revoltin' fun to start mid to late 60s..... sorry much experience tells me .. they have no soul, so don't lose yours to him.."
splendid to have a simply PERFECT (once posh) same-pager... the star of my film as it happens
you couldn't make her up.... too pukka perfect.
But that's that
This is an act of self harm
(as well as as missived out the LAST time " ten years ago i kindof grew a few RAlphs as a sort of wry semi satirical semi magical semi Homeric handful of ... performance art...but for me all art is effete unless it TRIES to cause good purpose for the common good.."
So, that phase, soon...
Especially when i have found the one almost magical Kingdom in what is the least magical resthome for The 'Kingdom's old soulless money in the whole land..
If only they knew. They were "sold a pup"
(the shamans and mindfuls and tarot tarts and miscellaneous work is for cleanin' ladies, I however shall work, shop....and feminine monetisers.. who flocked here on the coat tails of it all startin' on 'up country' Fakebooks.... 15 year ago... i saw it start to happen then... so sadly predictable....
but I'm no stone chucker in glass houses... nevermind the fake 'fragility' will have it all straight back in your face... i like fixin' things.... and my companeras..tribe.... fabulous new utopian beings - who in fact will 'tits out, back straight, eyes straight ahead..'... aren't for me.... they are just in case, someone else needs the real free workshop, on how to be healed..of especially the 'healers' ... never mind all the dodgy seers... FACT: more suicides down here per random person encountered than i have EVER known anywhere before....and Horrorfordshire was crammed packed full of VERY lonely middle aged farmers in the hills where i lived [Craswall] ... all the "birds" flown away to be closer to HArveys Knickers... years ago.... one per 5ish years there... two per here...and thats just ion my most carefully curated selected bunch off supposedly mindfully aware peeps.... the data: your bullshit didn't WORK - which we knew decades ago...Einstein has a great line about madness.... )
And five! ok 4 1/2 depending on her last ever ultimatum... fine freebirds.. all CURED of all that
(the recovered addict is the most evolved person of them all ! fact...the only one you can ever REWALLY trust....
. as long as they dont go on about it forever - Russell with his '12 steps' ...
)
All seen the error of their and suicidal friends' ways... and changed.. remarkably fast
except one.. the sargeant major's daughter of course.....
Blighty....what a sad little unchangeable place... especially now tea pots are back..
(BIG fat video speeches soon in the can, but no data for a few days)
as a full time (with lots of 'down' time) chronicler which is naughty as i far prefer trippy reflections.
And no more bad poems!
chronicler...
None of your so called 'Greens' ever tell you just how critical verges are... because they're so busy pimpin' emotional blackmail about non green things such as body politics...
(all eco is sadly, as Extinction Rebellion fail to understand - recording soon... politics = money; and writing proper letters)
As an always walker and not afraid of farmers, meandering their land.. there is so little 'nature' on the other side of the hedge. Really.... scouts honour. The 'environment' is almost - objectively speaking, these verges...
And yet 'Greens' of Presteigne think that adopting 5 sq m of a busy bypass verge space 2020, and putting little twee signage up to make them look good is 'saving' ANYthing...
It's far harder to get their buddy's even to stay on teh same page: "if we ALL write letters to our MPS and councillors then maybe they may actually take note rather than take note of what silly self pityin' fake hippes we are.."
(thereby in that one para above summing up the WHOLE of the so called 'eco' movement for 17 years...)
As if yesterday, but a whole lifetime into the next universe (all that must be stopped, too.. Quantum wave theory its as if its only just been discovered a bit too late for Mister Tolle to toll you on that unknowable one..)
war breaks out Sarajevo...we watched... together at times..
FF a few months a
(OOPS LAST POST: 'key posts': i haven't even started on Croatia yet... basically when they have been dealt with, any REA:L "serbian warrior" at their embassy
will have me compulsorily
on their poetry
wish list and tourist brochure
with or without her
never mind the only real poet in history to rhythmically
methodologically
get Serbia
rhymin' with
labia...
no smug Croat (quite rude too in fact, put even the poutiest Serb to shame ...and there is an HONOUR among real walkers in that they offer to share their snax...ALWAYS... sat above a lovely bay in my fuckin' country! gettin' full on sincere .. " best spot to see the seals, here... " )
Is gonna tell me they are seventeen years ahead of Serbian accession, at least...
anyway forget her (and her gang) for ..now...
Thirty three (or maybe two i have notes, not here) ...
Christmas ninety two i guess
We... we... looked after quite together
The lovely (just a tad Pretty Woman affliced) half breed.
mum from one side of the 'border'
dad the other
by about 5 km
the border going right through her heart...
and thus ours too
And the next summer I drove said halfie
and her bestie
the very very very sulky pukka Serb..
undertsandable her true agonising heartfelt genuinely 'traumatisin' ' tragedy
most of her folks splatted by the other lot
an actual good excuse to be silent
All the way those 300km over to the lovely Aberdoveyan beach
Her and I ..and her three bundles of joy.
A year it took me to get to that perfect joy
And common good..
Except i realise these last few
especially today .. atchin tan best one, new
said to the NAz the other day
" i have absolutely no idea who she was... two whole years then quite a few off and ons..
no idea... could have been from another planet....
still don't know
that's the truly English..one"
Until it crystalised..
the eyes
of the stream, of fairly fancy four wheel drivin'
Their look.
Arrived here (as past region)
Nigel year, then 2020 by the legion
London tractor between their legs
Lost .. a bit nervy... out of their environment,
a little discontent
But when they hit peak-flock of loads like them
once wonderfullest mother hen
became...
It's the stare: "I am in 50 grands worth of largeish four wheels driving.."
Even in the small dull little towns never mind lanes
and poppin to their local Spar,
as the've done every day for years
its the sharp focus only in their frontage
the complete 100% " don't you think i will ever age"
"I am NOW ... in charge of my country cottage destiny..
nobody ever existed, except mine and me.."
Which is so sad as in a big tank (when an old Polo will get you just as far just as fast the narrow roads so utterly bereft...of even regular passing places, in places.. and no ice ever.. hardly any mud, even)
especially...one is so not in danger, above the fray
I am always on word duty these just a few months ..lasteryear...
Now...
Long ago - fifteen year'n ago to be precise... he came on to my radar
(Haidt is on ALL 'their' radar meaning every awful grooming pimp who is ruining your children, probably except for Tate... Meghan, Ben (Shapiro) Jordon-is-a-Moron... the very forgettable gay one ohh yes their big daddy Rubin only good thing about him he doesnt remind you he is gay every third word... all of them....and The Guardian no doubt, never mind Channel 4... have there new bible of Hate..
knowledge and thinking....
apart from the fact that ALL the 'disorders' started well before Zuckerberg sucked everyone down his alogorythm method to endless anal up the bummery..
It is obvious to ANY parent even 3500 years ago: got an issue with someone, stand up, gracefully fight back or white lie (i have a recording about this 3 years ago somewhere) " ehhh mister lovely to snog you at the disco last night... thanks for calling 17 times this morning... i REALLY did mean it i think you are by far the most handsome bloke there... thing is out of the blue they released my ex this mornin' we all thought he had been given 5 years for runnin' over the boyfriend before him's expensive poodle...with intent .... seems it was an admin error... anyway i DID love him bigtime he is LESS hansome than you but he has begged us to have another try and keep all poodles or ferrits at a distance until he has had full time therapy... but look i WANT TO BE FRIENDS with you... really good friends as you have sucha beautiful soul... maybe even you and him could be good friends too down the pub ... our village pub - he moved to the nearest bail hostel to me isnt he a sweetie.."
means you are guaranteed to be BLOCKED by him... forever
the block button did FAR more harm than the 'like' or other such tech poor hateful HAidt too one dimensional to ever even think of...
(copyright me by the way ALL opimnions and facts expressed are unique facts from my own head with the occasional Bob line woven in usually italicised...i didnt do that for the big fat venal judges they had to google it all..)
But Haidt will be forgotten by history as soon as some next excuse comes along for being terrible parents always...
Burkeman however...
Jesus christ i have listened to 'the super boho i am a naturalistic freer rangin' version of Alain De Botty .'.[ publisher to The Burke: " try not to be so De Botty.... a bit more sweary-druggy perhaps..? to keep up with psychoactive Sam who has already convinced anyone with a small bit of brain so as to con him out of free subscription... that LSD or magic mush, even buckets of vomit recycled after the Yahhooooasker ..have the key to unfuci' up all tbe fucked up minds....
funny that its known as 'pyramid selling' .. i have many new pages to share soon from the midwinter research to make it as clear as day...
(you can't really search/google " conartist shaman" yet as we - i mean the world of catchup cvalled the internet which is so so yesterday...still...are still on various other Ponzis from the past just being figured such as manipulative conartist yoga sex cult - basically when i do Dot... i shall be crowned pod_queen of even her realm...
"how to change your life by cutting it up into little weekly chunks" was invented about 1950 in YAnkeeland and almost everyone with a mind saw through that years ago and there are some quite good docs on that...
The Burke though believe me please ...free money back if i am wrong
is the latest most insidious version of " i am almost as handsom as Knaussguard.... and speak kindof London Groucho/old hipper fart lingo...and once read a few books on physics/philosophy ... once had a truly dangerous cocktail.... etc... without ever LIVING through hell/ tragedy/ being NOBODY AT ALL..[the real key to actual 'evolution' or change.....AND always sleeping perfectly].."
I put in the last line as when i fell fully in 'love' with the giraffe last year at landlope.com ripes MANY more vids of her and i still to put up) it was a slightly perverse pity-love even if she made up for it by bounding along without ever moaning on our paradise day of PAthway roaming...
Even she... a superb lovely European ... her smile REAL rather than painted on
Her laughter from HER belly and not from a page of Burkeman as she's invested ion some dangerous Ponzi man like him or Tolle...
She... (this is at least 75% ..!!) told me she can never sleep properly.... she was 2 hrs a night for years...
so often i encounter this and its so boring as we know that anyone who is stuck in that tragic mode..is no good to anyone on or off The Road..
Never mind NONE ever can manage to know the fine European tradition of
+++++++++++++++
.. ..
Just part of the final Road Trip as i said to Widow NAz - thats my knickers name for err...:-) big big smiley hahh hahh real belly laughter
I need team titles, as part of the cast of characters in the 20 year 'nOddyssey
" god they're so so lazy here they rarely trim the growth afront the roadsigns..and then there are other signs" which is just a reality check - mean... ing "see their postures! god they all hunchback shuffle.".(as SHE echoed, !! none of my opinions are EVER without backstabbin "bird" backin backup even if it should be "watch your back"...)
The pained expressions - funny that my long chronicled reality check with the superb historian and his photo shoot, he said " we had a splendid fine childhood and adulthood..."
A bit too much about the actual zen of vanning.. meaning when the truly fabulous younger one and her first run out, and even giving to me a great thought about how things CAN just be, and the day after i wrote a whole film in my head when previously i never could...
But even better she understood the 'territory' thing - roam a fairly wide one, water there, washing stream there due modesty and necessity not to get arrested for "lewd behaviour" ... poo pot washing spot there... quiet church for recharhe there...
But she kindof broke my heart a bit as i really did think... she would be back for 'more' of her wonderful input.... but what d'yer know..i shall never again ever speak with a younger ster...
(as the educator on saturday said to me, theyre all beyond it, will get you arrested for tough love...i could see in her utterly gorgeous dark deep Assyrian heritage i would guess, perfect eyes, still as a dark vat of finest first pressed olive oil, but left in the basement to go rancid and dead, her beloved student's mums.....all got SO fat [i see at this moment here where they park up]... but for now thats between you and me)
key post # 2... I need FEEDback!
My ferkin ADHD elves - several asked errata ordered:" cmon what do you think!?" And i write down their great lines " she asked for seconds" ehh and many more...
Feedback in that case maybe the ONLY thing they understand is make a voluntary donation in my coffee machine or else!
key post next, oops we're not doin' very well there i hadnt even looked
nor finished it as its the ... roadtrippin' to being so totally in the 'zone' thats a bit fun, whereas every single adjustment to ones beggarly bowl is a chore and anyway only takes away from what (to quote BAbb, " it renews itself every sday" - The Sublime that is ... as if to prove the point of WHY it needs to a typical Hay-on-Why the fuck be "human" and bother to befriend HIM 25 years ago... the default lovely old godfather of the lass.... sort of wiseish sometimes mentor - world famous musical mentor... me the only one attempting to counsel him when his wifey dies... never mind " Jeff 50 years of your Oxford donnery plus some ok stuff on The Sublime still just between you and me... but for posterity, history, humanity... we need to capture it now before you croak ..[ at 90+] .... cameras and videos were invented about 100 years ago, nowadays [2021ish] the next generation its their go-to place so wipe the egg from around your face and ...talk! ... and share yourself at least via me...." nope.. all him lost to obscurity...[knowing i an uneducated trol had caught him up on what 'it' ..is... but always gave HIM credit..]
. his 'GODDAUGHTER' as good as... goes to the country's top literature degree university.... and he has a large fabulous old library... some of the rarer ones bought for him, by me [ no other functional children or helpers to do anything ever] .... and does she even get a paperback left to her in his will...?
Fuckin Hay... made them all ill
to the point ehhh....
(i have such massive real lies and deceit, by all the church ...must be turned into actually bounteous shining light - 'energy' that will be so translucent bright it will shatter all their shitstained windows.. . Babb is one, warden of his sick little soul.. not even able to have gratitude he had his wife for so many years.... spend his last merely moanin' ..feelin sorry for himself... tellin' me how sorry we must all be for himself.... rather than bein' a useful part of ANY small 'community' needin' a BIT of sane 'authority'
one of a series of arty farty fotos trying to get the reflected window behind me in the perfect position..
DRAFT first version one of many
my my they have some big words for their con...
I shall use it on my bills to 5 or 6 so called Christians whom over 13 years...my my theyve wSTED ALMOST YEARS..OF MY PRECIOUS TIME. only FOR THEIR BENEFIT I NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING....
OOPS ACCIDENTAL CAP
OH YES... as BabbScott and Widow NAz agree - voiciferously!... theres this van bimbo gets mounds of your cash to meander about moanion' about " ohh my its so terrible i havent been able to wash my hair three days what yucky scuzz.."
also she made her money as per her video evidence by offereing the biggest con ever at..
(fill ion soon) a famous 'healing' festival
paying her to stand around looking all hip..all the usual latest generation of hip gear on their hips... bein' all workshoppy so she can go shoppin' for more hip[ stuff..
with a big bucket and some cold water!
"therapy" ....
thing is..you can see it in her face, all day she video edits with such .... whatever
....she doesnt sleep well either....
i am ONLY interested in stage 1...sleep...always no matter what
even through the worse 'cancer scare' ever...
which turned pout to be a Ponzi scheme on me...
the guaranteed death mole explodin into bloody certainty
just
dropped off one night whilst i was as usual sound asleep
(2020)
But i cannot lie, especially as my ADHD elves do check ion to see what big daddy is wafflin today...: for FREE...
all the best stuff - how one can survive years of stuff worse than my ONLY heroine Yevgenya of The Whirlwind...
sleep well always...and be "human" enough to do the one thing you cannot fake when it comes to my ADHD elves... sleep... have reliable sleep, which also leads to GREAT memory...
(butterfly brains is far nicer a term especially as theyre so high functioning they are all in top 10% of one or other existence past or present, they'll deny cleverly theyve omitted to remember IMPORTANT lessons... so blame it on the butterflies too... back to them SOON XXX)
Free..... real modern day Montaigne, How To Live...
or chose Burkeman .. he has to sell himself... he is so crap
As i have heard for many an hour many a year
Don't believe me though, believe thge data: i am observed always sleeping, well
(all they ever were, a failed business.... modelled, on about 3000 years of con)
And there has to be one last communique... (i just SO SO love it when they do that... 'diggers, dreamers' can't even take one real word of real human comment. good job i photo-back-up every hilarious lament)
Now power
TEN MORE VIDCLIPS TO UPLOAD HERE NOW
from a perfect zen van day
a week ago
Unlike Eck hard Tolle Road...
i don't cherry pick what makes ME look nice and sweety and smiley perfect Mister super enlightened zen god...
I hate filming me at van HATE..its truly horrid even if necessary because of their failed business model as i tell you now NO one lives in the 'now' in the whole SW their main refugee haven
As i like to be 90% of the day just walking a splendid quiet pathway in the middle of nowhere... it is a genuine against MY common good looks and splendid bouncy arse and legs to make film sat down... anywhere near a stupid old van
and i have tons of bouncin vids from the last few months
but this stuff is more important
for now
especially as two years among his 'disciples' - almost one and all...
( i would have millions of readers, dribblin on their seat edge.... which cliff??!!?? ... will it be s/he...? if you knew the ongoing STORY - it's all the same, 'connected' dots to dully thats: dull, ly, join... 20 years ive been on that meanderation among a truly smelly nation...)
" what a splendid new word..."
If elf #3 wasn't so ... [censored]:
"Lets shine a torch up it.... and inspect every single toxic dribble ... those you do 'for The english to see'...and those like viscious whores who even hide their 'sexuality' - even if that fine young man with the best breasts i have ever had the pleasure of..
was a Spaniard twenty five years ago ... [its in the substack of great "wise" refection - i am 100% modern multi dimensional multi media experience... and know how to knit]
... in my gob until, " ehhh nope not possible no
(ehh heres a REAL comedian who bravely crosses the pond ... even if foolishley stayed here...)
hole..."
where was i ohh yes what you do Not hear is often the actual truth..
I love her even more....
as her words of a quarter of a decade ago, poetically rebound...
What cunt that needs a good investigation from the BBC did not seek a 'response'
"The Ministry of keep-us-out-of-The-Hague... declioned to issue a statement " to...
News at nine thats 0900 my lunchtime every morn a REAL days work by then..
item 1 something about some silly shopoholic who wants to swap his jumbo for a chinese version duty free
item 2.... (you did not hear as the BBC went to the same balls, and had the same fey 'bisexual' boy lover..) "we asked the Ministry of genocide for a statement but didnt even receive an email back, the underclass call it bein' ghosted, or the usual bad mannered woman who cant ansswer anything vaguely real... just huffs n puffs......[ the rest you did hear] ..to the recent statements that Briritish so called Special forces, Army Navy and just about everyone else by the believeable sound of it...
over some years maybe even a decade
went around Afghanistan shooting dead, not a bit, but fully dead,
handcuffed raghead kids.... probably even in the head...
never mind women and a load of poor bedraggled beragged captives, in their back..
pretending to give them humanitarian, aid"
item 3 .. i forget
item 4..i forget
item 5 " oh yes and the so called PM is making a live statement about how he doesnt understand that all immigration forever has just been an Afghan head to kick around..political or knot.... but Angela the Former Sov...was in no doubt: we'll have a million or even two....... quick run, this way if you please...... nor would we ever be able to afford another million to wipe the bums of the carehome lot... as even the fine Germans knew forever ago: importing cheap bum wipers even the cheapest is not VIABLE..[ as woz rit in estianddad. dotcome or was it liesdamage.com 15 years ago...] "
thats the economic certainty of what is the family...the only viable way to stop bumwipin immigration...even if i like Angela the Murk... and bless err what a thing she started...the murky endless " we the underclass or otherwise the bottom third need the shineyest new motors, cowboy hats, GAP shop gear.... rather than ever actually be prrsent, parent or bumwiper to our most beloved old dear...."
.
You wont hear either but interesting even they left him to number 5 on the so called 'headlines'...
No point speculatin' a whole dodgy war criminal nation..
That cannot even do basic maths....
And this will be forever...
Time to leave.... forever
* splendid new word of the day, English really IS a lifetime of learning ..all these new joys1 . I'm free... as rather good guru-head-teacher ..i just call guide.
soon, and as i still don't ever hashtag as they're so ugly...
it's up to you
but even the elves will be stuck in that silly new paradigm
( his "wise" material....
so few are lucky enough to be his very few clicks
this is just the quick shared version theres a full-on, free, extremely one-to-one intense, workshop, trainin' course, whippin' ass version ... the most perfect candidate she called me "wise" and also knows what it's all for... but the best of all - all our kids will know, 100% authentically.... soon to be enthroned in her rightful place: next generation mother hen.... via our shared light material of the best of all culture film and ..
daily dosing, of strong black coffee instead of poncy cereal... that's true 'compatibility' .. eternal)
well there are ways...
do come back i have so so much from ten years now, to weave into two years not 'now' as the now years are merely only about how to understand the then years
At the end of The Road a trip to their temple of...
I still cannot quite believe or describe the 100% conformity
Even up in the bookshop cafe
her sippin' her sugary tea
In fact impressive at first
" my schoolkids well they needed to be given a tougher 'get over yourself' daily dose"
And then.. ran away... to her horrid other coast
Even after noddin: " fiar dinkum junkies and steroid addicts yes aboundin'.."
why do the English so so run from the actual truth of their surroundin'
Even when they so yogamatically agree with every jesture and
" that book over there the LATEST Burke.. fancy pantin"
...hmm thats a rather good new word, yogamatically...
And yet again proves what 'zen' is as i have so little barttery just check uanswered email, a quickest charge of phone (from laptop only on 12% and not even thinking of what one may warble iof this page opened..just type and
something comes out...sometimes rather rhythmically..
it aint me, babe.... it's just
cos i know how to really be in the 'zone' ... all the way... which means to not even Be
never mind Have...
to have become nothing.
But something other.....
certainly than a whole town of only conformity
to faux bohemenian " ... look at me"
seriously now, simple rather old backpack, simple rather worn sandles, simple ordinary shirt and shorts
simple, I have better things to do with my time than shave my head (also symptomatic of body neurosis so so obsessed with their 'small things'... each and every atom which may disturb their..????)
simply the eyes the windows of the soul and
(it was so funny she got it: "look at him... mirror shades on checking his look in the mirrorlike surface of his mirror like fancy van, mirroring to him his fat fancy gut...and nuthin else")
And without a cowboy hat nearly mid summer !!!
even on a not very sunny day!
And the stares you get!!!
(i know it is my posture too, tits out chin up ish... back up straight... always despite their 'hate'...)
The next phase did begin. Even if ten years in the "maker" ing (when the rural arts started to term themselves makers to nett some Charles Eisenstein fey man, whom will never ever actually, 'spiritually', speak of his ten year pension contributions into some South eastern conglomerate's potted plan, she the archetypal - as my TEAM also has seen, shaman Queen.... seeks only to breed with...even if they're both rather past it, and should be onto the next phase long ago.... having "wise" things to pass on to their unborn children as they never had wise time to ave em... so yes ... the 'maker's making
nothing
other that pseudeia.com
sugar coated jam
boree
that's really when it all went crystaline pear shaped... but we - the we-lot, my preshissssses... we have them in our
"nothing special about me i merely retained some good oldschool wisdom... Ralph the first a superb sceptical thinker taught me to not really trust any newfangled Pharisee
plus the fully mature wonderful mother hens
generally sorted out us wayward blokes even then..age about sixteen"
On my training course workshops the last year
random, free, just them and me
" shut the fuck up...
listen...
take brown boys, maybe 'Rotheram..'..
i know for a fact i cannot know the actual facts
maybe a handful maybe a small town full....
of 'groomin' gangs...
I will NEVER know the data and the nurmerical numbers
nor will you...
but i know one fact.
Take any medium or even small town mainly 'white'.
The majority.
For several decades maybe more
skinny white ones...
bit o' bumfluff,
" here ... have a bag of good stuff.."
'Spice', then...
what was the one in Clun on despite her pretence it was mainly the bottle
so the padocks were maybe safe for my girls bright eyed.
Just keep it to Becky, nearly 50
Liver dyin' the data said.
" so before we get to what actual treatment or help,
miracle if we can
the whole stupid country self pity moanin' ...
pretending to be spreadin' "be kind"
sprayed out of a can
as if automatic coverage
a truly sick age..
None of them (who offered) ever turne dover to the next page
what ARE we going to DO
To assist her not dyin' so young, too...?"
Forget it..
Anyway back to the pointAs the chronicles like divine comedy do relate
Data perfect whist rebuildin' her rotten gate.
Even her, Clun, smalltown sweet nowhere
Some bloke - wiry paleface
"bag of this love.. get you nicely off yer face?"
Yet another - makes no difference what sex.
Though it didnt happen 90s quite so equally
'groomed' lured 'coerced' into from what i understood from her hour after hour getting to the kitchen table truth
Really gets you into another 'headspace' ..irrational. lost, actual zombie
Where any old young fat or or wired up wiry whitey
" no more cash.... need some more.... well, you wont even smell my unwashed for days....
open up up and a quickie pays..."
In other words, in fact maybe we need some other words
realtive being the only word that matters:
relative to proportion how many brown boys 'exchange'
something for something
And what is 'force' when whitey dealer
knows full well
she'll do anything for her mothers little 'healer'
in his bag
Another day. "racism" not a moment of doubt 70s 90s The West Indians fearin' the BNP clout
But i wonder what its really about?
That's gone as good as for now...
I'm not sure if its not now
'moneyism'
Generally speaking brownboy be he Rotheram or somewhere else
Seen as poorer sections of so called society
I know one fact: for ever young woman got the bad end of his deal
In whitey lands its ten fold times ten
times more horrid damage by sallow faced whitey 'skunk' dealin men
But Faggarge wins...
ignorance..
All i do know my elsves know
"shut up with your opinion mainly a bit warped by warped utterly ignorant media so called opinion...far far more whiite men harmed far far more white women even if its theioor parents fault .. not to make sure they know what its ALL about... intelligently."
its amazing how many times i hear " yes i agree i need to shut up you kinda got it bang on... i wish you could be mother hen"
But i am not stupid blokes have NO authority in any way for at least a dcades in these societies
Their made up 'strong men'
And no one ever ever cared about a small minority who as they are 100% entitled to be, want to be 'women'...
(rest of that speech another day)
But its the preciousness
Even the hardnosed skunk sellers im quite sure use ' emotional intelligence'
"i have empathy".. " oh you are an 'empath' so so fabulous
ok a 10% discount on your bag of pills..
maybe you can hex [oops errata even they dont have any sense of wry humour left, so serious about their..product as a one way tiocket to eternity]
me free of my traumatic ills.."
all of which is going to be so hard to counter pendulum swing
Anyway all i care about is communicating some sanity, kindly gently..
but useful-authoratitively
Myself being part of the 'problem' importing a non first language mother tongue
Due my I dont even know what borders ARE ist
way of being.
I know one thing above all which is 'shared lexicon' never mind just shared meaning of many quite simple words.
A truly good example 20 years ago before it got even more BAbel with all the new lanyardist bluehair words like " empower" which i still dont know what it means as i knew many in fact most fine young women in even 1980... who gave as good as they got..
and thus most of us really did behave
And any 3 year old (officially the science says) knows what "fair" means and all wages, parliamentary numbers CEOS the lot should have been 'mandated' equal about 1978
alternate terms babe and bloke in charge
(factored for actually bein' woman, MAggie certainly was not but that would be something ist so... no system is perfect)
and leave aside maybe one percent (as the census of 2021 said) for the " i dont knows" .. say what you mean and mean what you say and society respects that if it is an actual fact...
Anyway i belive ion more or less open borders... but am not so stupid i dont know that 90% dont and thus with nett [ i believe its nett] 500 thousand still incoming/ year i would lay a bet that Nigel will be the next Small Swingin Dick with his German "bird" sat next when takin' tea with the Queen which really is the ultimate absurdist biscuit..
But keeping it simple...
my faves the Former Soviets... as i discovered they also have on average such fantastic real learning within their usually finest minds...
Nevertheless likely wouldnt even understand that twenty years ago if one said " precious" ...all these new arrivals in places like HAy-on-Wye [especially] are" just so so precious.."
(this word does NOT mean egalitarian/ Green/ Internationalist/ Universal Humans Rightsist which anyone with a brain knew were good common sense 40 years ago)
Basically it would be as insulting as if one said to a finest patriotic Serb " your mother was stolen from a Croatian orphanage and ... [fill in your own version of white boys will be boys, and of course MUST be civilised far more urgently than any relatively well behaved brown men...who rarely drink either ] ..."
Its really about the very worse insult " s/he is a bit precious'... you can make about anyone ever...
As we all knew, then...but you wont even find in your advanced dictionary and certainly NEVER 'google translate'...
SO if i were a Former Sov i would only sleep with linguistically pretty superior, self taught, styill-love-learnin' literary English men...