'creative'.....

 hmmmm...a morning - yes they start at 6am, fullpower....

thinking in the best 'mode' - doing the occasional spring clean....

if....if...

one of the greatest scenes in REAL WOMAN cinema... nb she is EQUAL at the end

nb see last video made about crap tech - it is because of YOU...

google, 15 years on, still won't find a clip from within blogger.co  despite gog, blog and tube being owned by same bunch of Furbies... typing in EXACT youtube title

IF... (Lindsay Anderson, 1968). El tigre que llevamos dentro.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DO2Gw6if8k4

if...it came to pass...

Hedi the sequel or rather do it propper... this time....

All of it - all these 'connections'.... if

thing is true mindfulness and also creativity comes from no success ever, it isn't "failure" it actually takes one intothe sublimest 'zone' ever...to which for years i have een addicted. Because it ....works...

letting go, get out of the way of the superb plans (i mean ever my farmer friend  - most down to earth pretend bimbo ever...she's nuclear...no prisoners type....real woman... real mother...... she said "make the film" - it is unbelievable this weave...all is working out...when she just threw up on my best pattern, and blubbed,  from day one...) , and words, and great philosophy ....and ....flow....

One doesn't 'want' it - not wanting at all, ad in fact categorically needing failure, as it energises so authentically - that is more than 'mindfulness' it what only those closest to the actual real 'zen' levels do...

no i cannot say that... not saying. Not even guiding... just tell the stories!

My my so so many stories in these...

oops wrong pics....

reminds me though, that necessary 'shared lexicon' t"the Waitrose Bags.."

only good for lining the damp floor, so that the real jewels and expensive fayre, dont get wet...

Now... thing is, that ALL were only 'archetypes' ....

...exemplars of 'the' problem.....

.... except one... 

Back to creativity, when it is real, and 'NEW' - original, liminal, when it is from beyond the mere plot to write something, and other things just.... come along and remind one that one is .... 

.....well, there are no words, as no one knows.....and if they take £50 an HOUR!!!! for saying they do....

run..

for the hills..

time to do just that.