....god only knows... if any of them ever mean one word via their apps!? Ever..
But i don't just rant in fact i never rant, i ponder....what can be said that is 'useful'... the question is can anyone ever 'listen'?
Why i must get to writing up so much semi useful stuff.... but one needs an 'audience'. Even if just one whom one feels may 'get' it
I keep to my statements - even if just slightly ...well full 'change' takes time: in fact i have never been in a BETTER place (geographical/society) to truly give up all my 20 years of 'causes'...
Five months of quite a few conversations on the environment rivers etc etc etc... it seems not one actually meant one word of their ...?? well maybe seeking some solidarity...
I realised last few days yep absolutely totally and forever finished caring; only job left is just write some this and that....
to be cont
(and i ALWAYS stay true to my word - except one....Machiavellian / manipulative, and i am sure 'narcissistic' too - from a few months ago "if i attempt one more sane word then tell tales to my daughter your dad is mad"... but then only for one reason - attempting to secure a REAl "ally" to quote her words.. all the rules of the game of war are off. )
One of my statements: i NEVER look at analytics/ traffic/ COMMENTS! [ though i would like a forum for two way but phones and comments dont WORK - the only truly intelligent woman i found for years sadly proved that ] ... i do not even look at 'views'...
Only setting up a test as i wish to make a few videos for ... well, no one i have ever met, so i was messing around from a different google id testing it and saw this youtube has subscribers!
Why on earth??? ...All tell tales? all ... mind readers ?? as i havent even got to my thesis which is really it's all just absurdist arty farty ironic (though fact - i am a fool, i cannot lie, except that once) but i do ...
i do......??
i would like to.....??
I DO intend to tell the truth:
soon
