and bloody note to self....

" why take up with a not Brit... i realised the othermorn.... the true fullest pleasure in  how she ...  well, she wouldn't have heard, even if she cannot listen except to Eckhart poisoning the reality...

anything in my voice....

Any imagined class or assumed background... no British can ever ever get beyond... judging adduming based on a voice

mine Be ing utterly nothing to do with the "human" i am and in fact sought refuge even from my iwn voice...Be ing a 'thing' to thrse so  absurdly lost  foolish people of this  sad sick toxic children infested aisle

( listen to the wording of the parents in the  4chan on list kids.. they have a way of speaking... analising...i not only know not to Be leave... and is hiding bizarre compulsions...for ADHD disability cash...  weird warped fights with social workers rather than for their child...  but they can hardly speak English in any logical way any more... a foreign " bird"  i found used propper grammar... and words like " hiraeth" and "ascetic" ... prob copied em from someone ekse i guess...

( tip... go to usa as i did 2017...you will be shocked the middle classes hardly can speak yank any more...and i mean the whitey born n bred...  the 99.99% who dont get on your tv or wireless..are regressing to Telettuby...   and ... uk catchin up! ..)

Anyway...note to self... how nice that was.. it hadnt really clicked until so relaxed Sunday walk...... and still would Be...