Saturday, 23 November 2024

SMUGvanZENitis disease

MY ODD ESSAY DID
end 13 Oct thisteryear
the day of finishing off the bed

merely smugly checking
today the ultra zen design works 'in the field' as they say

it is the ultraSMUGzen thing that matters - youtube being full of dull blokes - though the women are catching up, who use all sorts of techy looking 'solutions' [ usually in the pockets ofg their child-man 75 quid special work trousers with special cool pockets to try and chat up the 'birds' at Gwerk shipharbour...cos they have NOTHING ever to say or think... except i can but some fancypants.... and fixing devices when... hanging loose, NOT screwing down your wood  that in born again UK isn't ever gonna be screwed upon...is necessary for actual ergonomic solutions based ergonominessecity



 yes one of fourteen

"now"...

I don't lie or have anything out of (i was impressed she knew of "DSM"...BUT thats the thing - real minds knew 20 years ago DSM had polluted ALL - even the insurance of social services or Lidl in shithole Pastyshire is set by the USA DSM standars...etc...and it is all wrong... and MUST be parodied ....sorry if that is too real life for a 'warrior' serb who would be just as affected by it if claiming on insurance or the like for rotten floorboarditis.... which is actually caused by not having a sane constant REAL man to maintain your wood - dry it treat it figure when the best sun and wind combo will dry it before rennovating it.. regularly.....always..no matter what star sign it is or no matter what  fruitloopiness those around you [around me almost the lot almost always].suffer....[ definition: they dodnt just as she said use it or lose it BATTLE on shut up gob and WORK.. the hard work of keeping ageing wood hard... and firm and functional....no starsigns fairies or shaman bullshit EVER involved...as that is made up so her 

can con...defraud... act in a way to break trades descriptions act whichever version... Gwerk.. well it started Hampstead, then as London got smellier and full of sicker junkies and bogdwellers in cottages, places like Stroud... then Totness then HAy-on-wye...where old Mart may ...well  all it has ever been the ones in Neals Yard t shirts their sweaty breasts are heaving at a MArt talk pondering if his 'indigeonosity' gives him superpowers in his wood..indeeed imagining him in the woods with his wood all woody...cos they have sad little daddy was a drunk princess lives of ..nothing...... ignoring the fact that he has actually lived most of his life in YAnkee bars figuring how to get his wood into Hampstead tarts and even get paid to do it... via the worst books ever... with woody pictures on the front..] .... as has been my whole dull life for THIRTY years.... and

 ... maybe someone wouldn't be quite so "gentle" and track my tyre tracks down and slash them...

nope...Melanie the manifester of Gwerk..[takes LOTS of public money!].... can zen cure everything with her.....expensive suntan last valentines day and think i never even noticed her..i notice everything always ... only if they are frauds... others - their victims..i notice in other ways...we shed a near-tear lasterdusk together....) 

will be ready by 19.30


ALL that matters...literally all


Is reboot (oh i have two pairs )...a magnificent 3pmish feast....followed by a siesta... two gorgeous mornings in one day


And caught up.. 7hrs 300 min is required like UK like 10 hrs fairly tough walk_a-week...

You see in tippest top cpondition i even recall my waking thought 1630ish...


" hmmmmm... sadly...

 well did she..?

mean it near two years ago:

'Itoo have accepted

the biggie'

being dead?


All iof this cannot sleep and

anaesthetics and all th erest

merely comes from accepting 100% what we knew fourty years ago any pordibnary person must

Accept death..

only then are you alive

It sounds so Eckhart and Gweek - except as none of them have they can only 

play-say 

it..

Anyway it interferes with manifesting new business opportunities to sell zen branded hot sex wax yoga mats at crimbo

this is why we need to STOP

And long walk

And accept all ones shame and smell and everything

to accept death..."


As long as one can reboot and awake second cummin

And remember no matter what

I doubt i have met anyone in "we are some perfect being" shithole county

who has bothered to take the time and read the right books about how to accept death

but it must be for free - the book that is...

Anywayone Richard maybe or helen MAcdonald making cash out of ordinary simple ebbs flows ups and downs ..

doesnt understand death.

It is all we have left that is for free

So never pollute it 

by makin' a human buck from it.


wow that last bit is good sat outside library (no zen) in the evilest dump in the universe... in a hurry save some data cash...


and..later



may be  bit out of order