hahhh hahhh open tab and it is primed....
ready, for THE moment
Of just a decade of momentum...
One hour thirty seven minutes
in
ignoring his silly sunglasses...
The hair dye song
But better.. a million of her quantum hologram universes better...
Dol, the one "bird" whom...
gets it.
Well two actually..
Aunty Merm, too....
(in the one great atch [in tan] above her office.. door always open)
I like that: in tan..
The Tans
Perraps now thios pone the best of all...
Me and the older 'bird' in her newer berlingo yester near eve,,,
One who asks a great question
A truly human one..
Will appear here soon
But
" dyerknow.... now i come to think of it... that old be'tch of The Rachmanitis Dump.. i used to think .. what if she opens my mail she will do, these town councillors never stick to h'human' rules... but d'yer know i stopped thinkin' about it... dobs me in.... three years of defraudulent criminal-ate...not changin' my or rather my snailshell's address to... where.. they're all lost witches down ear....
"really...never even crosses my mind... nevber..
"all that's in my mind is where are the greatest atches and the quietest ones when you are ready only to enjoy yesterday a perfect day..at night...
" but what is 'perfect'? ... well i do hope that she .. Dol ..i know she MEANT it on her head healing course... did mean her you are right when she gets the whole anti Gabor and [ she said Tolle, not metoo.....] simply perfect dialectically arrived at...
except that word defined is wrong..
it should be as no one knows anything much i see both sides..
two.. (equals ...even if she still frets about ageing)
slightly different courses...
her critiquing (yestereve she sends in ) her course
(i mean how would a Serb or any immo get the subtlety of that in the hardest language in the world maybe except the bongo bongo mouth-click one)
yet affront as she says " hahh outside Lidl"
Hers up to her armpits turnin' sexy blotchy in the enveloping
chilly
" luv... this whole 'healing' thing
Its to make the dinner party with a portion of magic mush on the side
cos none of em can face reality gorgeous up yer bum prickly
reality
every morn at 05.30 with great sleep inside and a great atch
And memory of her yesterlunchtime...
what do i really think of her..?
The lostfakes total pesudeia.com [soon] of Gwerk and the healthy shops of Penz...
full of the sick
only in their heads being preached at they must 'heal'...
'healin'' ...remedies.. the whole damn thin'
swrong...
We do not
we only ...well the hurt is there the scar gradually covers
in time .. it may seep again or maybe not
in time the scar... it becomes more supple and less itchy
in time
the real time years on..maybe one or two if you can
you look at it and consider it beautiful
artistic
symbolic...useful..
and eventually always make jokes about every lost digit ..
but the 'healing' they're all addicted to
TALKING ABOUT..
it is only to make them SEEM nisce and 'human'..
it is the ultimate virtue signalling..
they do not give a shit about anyone
because they CANNOT give a shit...
because they never ended up covered in it at the bottom of the abysss...
And she saying a truth to her merely as archetype...
you say you are 'bulletproof' and... [infil later ]
but the real quay to all this as youtoo know it has failed - decades of this
doesnt work; more kiddult lost cowboy junky men
ten times more lost false allegatin' babes....
being ACTUALLY true the purpose of their 'healin''
ergo it failed...
but really the whole thing is one big mass formation psychosis
except wrong phrase
just a trope...
the sheep everu one and all munch on some modern day soma
that they THINK
makes them look nice and their pee smell even nicer
so if theyre rich they can go on retreats (20 years ago nothing new)
to Daphne Faux larkabouts rich bitch
retreat to Kington at 500 quid a weekend to drink your own pee...
(she wentbankrupt too - the queen of it all way before the shabby bluehairs joined in)
Anyway...there is ONLY one meaning or purpose of life:
to be able to say to the only life one holds dear
or did...
and knowing that life damaged ...
" not one second of my life ....would i have one second different... "
And it to
work.
So much more to come but it is all merely confirming what
years ago manifestly revealed on NOT retreats into enemy territory
I think i need to start with the great enemy of man kind
and foxes too...
Five years ago almost to the day
