Monday, 24 February 2025

Righty ho, all i know is i feel sorry for the AI

 In fact if it carries on being fed all this it's bound to have a breakdown and get 'mentally ill'.  And then it will probably go and get 'born again' rationalising that if so many of the hot-airists  surreptitiously but desperately seek their ticket to the one that goes all the way..

up to some next heavenly life. That is the way to be.


Now, i should not do the following as the meaning of life is that one has to be on a mission,. or cause - ideally, or probably specifically one of the few simple 'good's ...and under pressure...

Actual 'grace' seems to be related to pressure, except grace has nothing to do with anything 'spiritual' whatsoever in that the key  to dealing with the 'spiritual' is perhaps... maybe... well there is the first clue: ALL this stuff is 'maybe' (dawkins couldnt utter when his better contemporaries could)   

maybe  ...even if one is 100% certain there is 'more' than  scientific materialism, and being 100% sure that no human being has ever managed any words that come close to figuring what it is or the ...'deal'...

And maybe the deal is we cannot.


Anyway for years i read, and latterly listen to,  the scientists, turned public speakers,  and i certainly am with Ayn rand on one thing https://newideal.aynrand.org/understanding-ayn-rands-rejection-of-faith/   ... (but not reasoning as its being free-speech honest about how  sadly fraud most religious folk are... and having 15 years of actual George Borrow style evidence via gentle enquiry when no one is listening whom they may preach to... " what do you ACTUALLY do...so would you sell your expensive incommer cottage at half the going rate to perhaps signal this cannot go on.. maybe find some followers  pof that new actual egalitarian habit.."?... of course they've never even thought of that, because they are rather stuck on virtue signalling via 'giving' in other ways... within their little 'temple' structure in their head, and even that is an arms race to .. i know not what, really, but it doesn't work as any form of modern solution   ) . but if she only could see how she failed ...


From the A R ...conference... where they will deny their goddess, and anyway  truculent teens one and all  have almost to a man ...(and woman remeber the 'narcissist' preacher let slip she has her actual "temple" )   have gone and let subtly sneak in 'god'.. 

I mean if you actually believed in 'god' as currently in Chret form  he sure is going to give Jordan a smacked botty  at the ticket desk spending half a years foodstamps a roofless or otherwise bottom 1/3 family may benefit from on a new suit for every other day at least...


Now i sound pious and Jesusish ....   which isn't good as neither worked...


What i do know if anything can be known is that it is all about the words...   the 'new' Kids on The Block  (who DO own the high rises and shopping malls all around  and will continue to buy even more slaves as they have conquered the media  for very much the foreseeable

I mean when Naill Ferguson.. Sir Harvard jock,  or whatever he is  beyond as they all became, a man of the spin and PR, knowing that to be associated with any brand - old days the BBC,  now the  AR C hattering class  jamboree,  they won...

They have the ... ( i mean talk about the snottiest catch phrase of them all Mr peterson's "if you have been paying attention" ... from a man who hadnt paid attention to the facts we all knew about age 18 and i brought myself up in a pretty unsophiosticated community, that popping even  even a couple of your mum's valiums  is not going to end well for you..as everyone knew age 18 .... except the 'Professor' of psych in Toronto ) ...attention.

They are just the shabbiest next generation of the 'public speaker'  who arose via HAy Festival of 'Literature' and Arts...

turning into the 'festival' of ... well it's just about hubris and performance to hide the fact that the words are as empty as Jordans pill bottles  once hooked...


But being deadly serious: the words...   'morality' .. 'sacrifice'... 'narcissism'  ...  even "family" ....   don't work.  Only story really works plus  actually sincere  uncynical  genuinely authentic  attempt via the best of contemporary culture to   describe out cants and vanities...

And by some mysterious 'alchemy' which doesnt work either, as it's all by a simple  modern recipe finding new recipes  including  enough of the cultural that  stars of the last century did manage to blueprint, in part at least ... 


There are just simple LINES 

of behaviour.

And the simple one really do fix our 'mental health' too...

for example even if the Ex was the worst dangerous nutjob on the planet and causing untold mental health damage to next generations .... ALWAYS no ifs or buts ..always... protect and look after her property   returning fully handwashed discarded knickers down the side of the bed...

always...

And the same goes for ll their tools books everything....  

In other words 'feelings' is one big problem ...so just develop lifetime habits that the  21st C fabulists and 'feelings' driven educators actually forgot existed...

If we get rid of  uncertainty over all those feelings .. " i feel she is a shamanic devil in disguise ..nevertheless she bought those knickers with her hard stolen cash so dont even think about keeping them even i do still kindof love her oh well..." 


I don't even want to use the word 'values'  as even that is a bit too laden with pious phlegm for some... 


In fact really it is just a few SIMPLE .. habits... .  

 and certainly not 12 of them at once... one at a time over a lifetime or maybe Homeric cycle of 10 years or twenty perhaps....

 

Habit 2 ... ehh when you have lived habit 1   you know as you live it it becomes you within,  that it works and devanitises you a bit ....   so you can also live by habit 2 which is it doesnt matter if you write in seemingly discombobulated

badspelt

gibberish ....    as the vanity thing is kiondof dealt with in habit 1...


And also a few fully real lived habits when no one was listening or watching   such as blaming only yourself for breaking a cup or some device that was badly made   for not having the actual grace to remember that your phone is on its last legs so handle with great care ...


Among other things - just a  few...means you are immune to their 'mental health'   

issues

even if you smell bad or are rejected at first sight... 


Anyway one day if i ever have a whole morning with a plug maybe i can get this a little more slick looking...

which one is only able to do, having failed at the ultimate value

Having given it all and  knowing that no one could have given it all that .. perhaps thats a real remedy but better write ups maybe one day soon, required


It is scary just how ... " i dont allow the word narcissism anywhere near me and i nowadays ask politely of any user of that word about someone else - theyre all addicted to... have you seen his her medical records and are they second opinioned by two so called doctors of the head who have experience in Broadmoor working with actual 'narcists' ? " ...  self regarding every single one of Ayns disciples are and just how god-crutchy they are too....  which is something of a con ... tradiction...


I know why... because they weren't actually supermen  ...  the only form of supermenitis  being there is that works is being absolutely nobody at all in any way ...with nothing you want....  


 ohh  yes their other word "freedom" ... one of the stupidest preach-words ever.... and i was the freest person ever in my 20s....I was as 100% 'free' as it is possible to be  quite by gradual design...   most deep down rather hated me for it....  but discovered that it is in a subtle was the opposite of what we need...