only
So there is nothing worse than 'hope'. (even if nothing to do with me except work offered, even several dinners promised last year at the home of the cancelled ex lady bishop... who was my friend.... [ her 'Christianity being founded on two tenets, care for the wandering holey-crocked tramp, better dressed than her, and justice.and i was her consultant at great length at how we get them back...]. and still...still.... they bear false witness, a big sentence for being lying people pleasers... and i cannot be done for libel or any other of their dreadful non crimes as every word is recorded as there is no 'solidarity' even among so called Christians ... she told me so many times.... anyway they sit there like Cherubim on strong pot laced with fentanyl ... BEWARE YES ITS COMING HERE NUMBER ONE ADVISORY KNOW YOUR SUPPLIER!!!!
.. smiling and Lady gagaing "hope" .)
It is so much better for you (me) if one accepts there is absolutely no hope....
So there i was (Mrs Bounce doesn't really fool me, to be so plastered with at least an inch of makeup so as to cover up around thirty years of life... is so sad....we really were meant to have PROGRESSED beyond that cultural tinpot dead end of so much time, money, and pollutant in those pots of in fact plastic...)
I never despair ever but at times one must get a bit wry.
And 'response' is all there ever is really... nowadays at least.
And any real philosopher knows that all - all work in the 'community'
or on their cavern of hatefilled torture of poor innocent muvvas their kids stolen and used as torture weapons against them
(see the film i forget its name ... but Lucia was Paradise....
Yes...Listen
So perfectly acted and writ and released in the year of the Great White hope 2020
but the world forgot
became merely entertainment for the ...
I don't know
All of them especially my fat mong mainfriend with his plastic-bound knee...all so cynical.... effete, acedia bubbling out of their snotty Nozes ... not REAlman enough to manage to always have a neatly folded cleanly laundered snot rag always in case one met a REAL Queen.... on the sidewalk
Anyway only once has intergenerational 'trauma' broken through the fatheaded 'gender' barrier and two men bred.... Mister King Martin and Louis the laid Fair one to women
And at 28 minutes in thank god its still there the most perfect communication ever even better than some big black man and his Dreams cos you have to laugh at yourSELF
Anyway for years i have been saying " look its whitey got the problem.. listen to the SIXTEEN year old giving her speeches 2014.... i mean not much gets me really crying on my laptop keys.... .. but in parrallel one could cry for our lot... there is no way ever any Britolite brat is going to ever again communicate so beautifully, simply... as the sixteen year old from a dusty valley kindof stuck in the Middle Ages..... and be walking up Lexington avenue verbally sneering at the 'Hunter boots' as shared lexicon for a certain kind of poseur.... it is sadly not possible.... it cannot be"
And then, in Disney-on-Sea...
A whole county of the Hunters or (worse the flowery ones they wear, their, Glasto midsummer just for show)
just down from one of their eponymous bail hostels and my my the slouchy scrofulosity
There i am pondering the last word.
Which certainly isn't "there is no hope"
As it is so dull the way the stupid (telettubbies is best shared Lex but i dont know if it was still on 2005ish and on) ban you from 'generalising' so...
Painted on smiles everywhere.. when they have nothing to smile about as surely (well in some cultures still you have to EARN your smile)
In the last place in the universe ever, on the beg, (if you ARE going to change the world you have to be organised and have TWO lighters in your pocket always as the energy time and logistics required are... immesurable)
comes the only one who isn't "disneyfied" I think Ive ever met....
righty ho...
a roundup
And there is no point me searching through far too many extemporised 'posts' for that one... i knew five years ago whistling into the wind, but i like to merely be, sometimes on official environmentalist duty last MAy filming the National so called Trust spraying their lands with Roundup professional which they enjoyed telling me was soon to be banned...
And i shamanically knew the future " ehhh...if there is a tough winter the pollinators are already at the cliff edge ... ehhhmmm.... " (ice on the windscreen at dawn the last week once again but this moment NOW i know where all the best positioning is the greenhouse effect begineth..
But anyway.... doin' a "gardening degree" is one thing.... but a degree of actual truth in the field of why
I try.
Or have.
(the Tims - they are the we-men... i knew a few, and first hurdle)
Thing is... they weren't brainwashed they have 'labels', and began to communicate absolutely nothing
(the definition of pseudeia.com is especially for them, we-men.. i haven't rit that page yet)
But a labelled one ... well the end: " you have one thing really goin' for you... one thing is for sure...only your sex has a voice .. for at least a decade.... "
and her smile was not false as she rightly signalled ....
tis true.
(i have three allies middle aged ones who would maybe be able to assist)
But for now
https://www.simonclayton2020.com/p/wye-mar-2024.html?m=1
https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/04/efficiency.html?m=1
https://www.ralphschism.com/2024/11/you-see-its-like-this.html
