Paradise...
Even if I haven't read it.
I do know what it is, regained.
In fact it - sparked early morning poetical putting -of-it.
But for now.
Not-poetically
Even if that... filigree
I saw at dawn as if again in the sunset sleepy lasterdusk light
Maybe better.
So, all of this moan moan Orangeman, 'mental health'.
And never mind noise... (as she said "prostitution").
But it isn't so much the not being-NOone.
They cannot be.
Nobody.
But anyone can ...
Everyone. Except the actual blind.
Let me tell you there is only one 'natural' way of beiong
Almost always.
Assuming you sleep as well as I always do.
If I see or encounter someone special in the late afternoon, or it would have to be early evening as by mideve I am always tucked up and dozing off.
(in such a good mood lastereve i even finished off the awful 'best selling' book)
I lose their features. Their face fades a little - enough to lose most of them.
Mulling over all of them as i doze away from the day
They are gone.
Even if an extraordinary sunset moment.
(just a joke! https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/10452700-i-despise-people-who-are-forever-taking-pictures-and-go so few in Englanderland seem able to actually laugh...at ourselves any more especially here.. but i know not her, she can)
Mind-body duality or not all so educated rap hokum who knows
why.
Most would mock my way of being but i know what Paradise is
And for some unknowable ineffable reason it 'works' far better in this meandering mode.
I guess: so little distraction.
why?
Awaking at dawn ... sleep Paradise sleep has returned, regained....etched every single smallest lovely filiogree line around those so-seeing eyes, into my minds eye as if it was twelve hours ago and live camera action.
Sleep, if pure, simple, no distractions. No drugs (no one would understand in Pasrttyshire-on-plastic-sea...) no alcohol for years.... nothing, just naked "human" ...
Is i know from years of body as experiment: natural 'state'.
Is hard at work putting back in perfect photographic regainification in fact magnification, too... the best seen the day before.
And it - the sleep photographical Reagaining machine.. knows what a real work of 'art' - total......is.
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