I looked into her eyes lastereve...
"luv...., youtoo....
wetwo.... were there....
few of us were
age sixteen... god only knows how i ended up there some paragraph in the NME... you remember the NME? ... something about a kooky lookin' Clucky-weirdo and his buddies ... had woven REAL philosophy into their muzac.... sounded a bit student politics to me but what the heck give em a go.... and the lanky one walks out onto the stage in his too big-girls- blouse .... and ... its louder than anything ever experienced in a fairly raujcus life of bein' born with a chansaw between mine teeth...AND handsaw when quiteness was needed...
within five minutes my seat at the Empire was covered in instantaneous jism...i never saw anything quite like them ever ..... embodied*... actual shamanistic fuckin otherworlds jabbed inside poor young manhood...
...into use the banned word - one of many.... in the new world she will make....
me whackin' her with my blacksmiths ammah.....
all those banned words we shall 'embody' bodily... in artful creativity many a year in the cauldron brewin up a shamanic antidote to... what killed
her
" didnt you know that their god was the she-devil incarnate and embodyin' decades on the revoltin' blubber that makes up Bannon
Cummings too.... he actually states in his we-men blog that he would give er one if he could dig down deep enough into the bowels of the earth that took her smelly rottin' coprse....
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" but blesserrr not her erring.... probably even 'in good faith'..... if only she knew how even the pretend goodies of HAy-on-Wye.... cannot stop bein' in love with her....
"superwoman Brand of superbabin' all the way the last longtime since she rit it.....
" and though none will ever admit it - the years i have heard them wiggle and squirm ' well yes but not really...' ..... to my ' your a bit of an Ayn fan deep down aint yer..'.... I mean there was a pretty great band until their greatness went and took them to a new Trudeauish orbit of grandiosity and inability to mix...orbits back down to earth... where the 'supermen' ehhh... well, i think that's an old hart idea that didn't even end well for quite a few unbalanced 'communities' of past "human"...... [to be cont]..."
Now, all i know, that three months 'training' well yes and no as "humans" aren't monkeys and come with all sorts of "learnings" some which need to be unlearned....
But 'testings'... road testings....
And above all discovering (shared oppressor is such a wonderful thing poor Ayn wouldn't have got, in fact is more powerful a force than the wonky one she wished to have creatin' her supermen)
Not 99.... not "generalising" ... but 100% on 'message' ...for real...
And in fact a bit of a fairy with magical powers too.... though we shall ignore them as they get in the way as even Ayn knew the fairies don't help....YOU...have to ...DO.... what's required.
And what MY chronicles for a decade prove
(cross referred so carefully scribed )
There is NO 'community' unless some so called hipster with his bought bohemian yurt farm... suits himself by reelin in skinny fanny ideally a bit exotic ...
And to hear just one fully 'trained' oops one cannot say that even with the embodiment of perfection...... elven -ally
a very intelligent one, once big business perfection PAperchasiste no less...
say... " community....bullshit.... i never knew it was quite so so only selfish....[ London-on-Stepford_sound but in fact almost everywhere South of Scunthorpe East of about mid Wales now - Llanidloes...it was unconquered twenty years ago but i see they... the 'spiritual' retreat conwimmin..... and i cannot be cancelled as shetoo has tales of how they stole thousands from 'vulnerable'... old ladies as they did to the one i kindof 'cared' for a year... at
my 'Illicit Girls' - she laughs when i say it that way...https://illicitgirlsridingclub.blogspot.com/
.have got that far too.... ]
..as my elderly woman friend in need of a roof has found herself..."
However i have no interest in any justice or politics....
tjhere is no point in a land where the people cannot any more thank of what it actually means to actually 'take part'...
which is not volunteering for an hour to feed toxic poison called cake to lonely tramps
ONLY...
The Chronicles
Which will be ten times better than the 'muso' Bard's as musos are the dullest people on the planet...
(and now are mapped out)
But they need funding.... and at last
at least
a few have been 'awoken' to know for a fact there is NO hope
zero..... zilch
The Gwerkian PR spin operations define all..... i saw them come to The MArches 20 years ago... they are a witches' brew of liquidised Acedia
(my bookshop 1997 was named that funword so i am nothing new - constant.... at that time it merely commented: European book hunters seek philosophy..Camus or even Bernhard...and dont care if its an old tatty vomit stained paperback... British book 'collectors' seem almost only interested in paying ten grand for some 'collected' first edition of Biggles... and for that you do ponly get the vomit stained cum jizzed copy...pristine is fifty... i have no idea whom these lost c'cause' of a lost Island people are... )
Anyway all that matters..... shetoo knows Ayn lives on especially all the SW.... indeed most of England really should be renamed Aynland...
But.... there is nothing better than a secret weapon.... a woman so well tested for flaws and incongruities who... herself comes up with THE most magnificent ways...
to GET
them....
Indeed.... in thios land obsessed neurotically with the gob in so many ways...
A FAMOUS.... well, ish... Queen of the 'Foodies'
Turning her coat in.....
And attacking back...
she even completed my line a few days ago, nearly
"give me three issues with foodieism ... my own fathertoo kindof king of... and then my absurd ex drug dealer drug dealer relative...with his famous foodie empire just dealin' drugs to the ..."
"ehhh... shouldnt we have at item 1 ..... yet another diversion tactic head in the ]PCB rich] sands...denial behaviour never mind neurotic gob control.... a distraction so they dont have time to ever DO anything REAL in society.."
" oh yes... that should in fact have been item one on my list... thank you wise guru... you are
.....right..."
But the best was in fact a few days before... as we philosophised like two Ayns together = 3...
" yes... all the times i was Queen of Foodiness.... you are right it ...left a void...inside .. if only they knew all the bourgeois even the working class at it they would come and beg me for foodiness at their weddings... it is in fact the embodiment of starvation/....even the finest stein caught Rod up yer bum flavoured Hautest Cuisine...is ...it has nothing at all ever to it that ever ... fills you up... ".
And i didn't even groom that bit out of her...
There's a god... and
she knows at last that we are in charge....
