wreckin' ball...
My ohh my how the internet has destroyed meaning, one of thems:
ahhahh it is rightly the same for bloke 'n "bird" ... 'Nestbeschmutzer, feminine' off the online etymological site
is of course WRONG: it is a NOBLE thing...it was understood as NECESSARY as the great Thomas Bernahrd knew..love your fellow mankind, then piss in it's nest if it's missbehavin'
so yes i have a secret long long developed weapon of a female one of them in fact several but even if she's safely back abroad.. she was even REQUIRED to do " immos homos or nature" for her London fancy MFA finished lasteryear ..part time...
" i did nature as the other two were even more pathetically performative"
But she knows full well as she is a mountain pukka half Pak Heidi..
the 'nature' element is a pastiche...a sop... rote.... bullshit
She doesn't know but io do as i watched for years how this lot:
Marnie Chesterton visits Kew Gardens in London to speak to some of the artists and scientists behind a new installation that’s digitally recreated one of the site’s most famous trees
merely lusted after a place in the Hay Festival Green Room therein hooking some poor lost 'nature' babe onto the green stuff be it absinthe or buckets of ayahooasker efluent so as to get into their pants.. sooner or later
But it's the (As the dead Polly Higgins personified i shall make a performance art installation out of her..) flitting in 2010 give a talk on 'localism' etc and then ignore her real friends' p[leas to help...via me, on a localism matter ongoing...
i had to step in as her friend had committed suicide..he was mine too kindof
and ask her instead if she would assit us in his memory...
nope ghosted...too busy flitting off on her butterfly wings to go and give a ....talk...performing elsewhere.. so as to make herself look like Joan of Barking mad..
(these talks NEVER make ANY difference sorry fact i know i lived by the epicentre of '"i went to Bobs talk" and they never change one thing... except the street cred rating of the audience credding up and down the most polluted riverside st in the UK..Hay....then they plot how to SUE big agra for all the cash they failed to save by DOing ...anything ..real...like going on long walks with Helen, despite being in GREAT danger....)
The Mong...has been groomed!
Three years in the MAKEing...
i hope she is ready....soon
As no one will listen to a man, especially me.... but her.....she has every single cred victimhood going.... and is mountain peaks above every single fey word of it
I know...i have tested the waters for real...
but its COMMUNICATION if they cannot appreciate that even the greatest free real equal fine modern spirit ever... if she doesnt communicate coherently = ping pong ping pong.. = ping = smile; pong = "wow you are special, etc "; ping = "[witha smile that could sink even the Titanic it was so perfectly made in paradise] i will email you"; pong = "ping" ... , there's no hope..
(there never is i expect NADA NOWT so i became happiest and contentest at nullpoint...)
that's the first step...funny really when it was the only step that changed humanity about half a species evolution ago..
and has gone rather backwards
