(POST NOT FINISHED UNTIL 0730 13 MAy..)
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oops see below ... (words... BAbb i think it was)
I am always on word duty these just a few months ..lasteryear...
The Burke though believe me please ...free money back if i am wrong
is the latest most insidious version of " i am almost as handsom as Knaussguard.... and speak kindof London Groucho/old hipper fart lingo...and once read a few books on physics/philosophy ... once had a truly dangerous cocktail.... etc... without ever LIVING through hell/ tragedy/ being NOBODY AT ALL..[the real key to actual 'evolution' or change.....AND always sleeping perfectly].."
I put in the last line as when i fell fully in 'love' with the giraffe last year at landlope.com ripes MANY more vids of her and i still to put up) it was a slightly perverse pity-love even if she made up for it by bounding along without ever moaning on our paradise day of PAthway roaming...
Even she... a superb lovely European ... her smile REAL rather than painted on
Her laughter from HER belly and not from a page of Burkeman as she's invested ion some dangerous Ponzi man like him or Tolle...
She... (this is at least 75% ..!!) told me she can never sleep properly.... she was 2 hrs a night for years...
so often i encounter this and its so boring as we know that anyone who is stuck in that tragic mode..is no good to anyone on or off The Road..
Never mind NONE ever can manage to know the fine European tradition of
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Just part of the final Road Trip as i said to Widow NAz - thats my knickers name for err...:-) big big smiley hahh hahh real belly laughter
I need team titles, as part of the cast of characters in the 20 year 'nOddyssey
" god they're so so lazy here they rarely trim the growth afront the roadsigns..and then there are other signs" which is just a reality check - mean... ing "see their postures! god they all hunchback shuffle.".(as SHE echoed, !! none of my opinions are EVER without backstabbin "bird" backin backup even if it should be "watch your back"...)
The pained expressions - funny that my long chronicled reality check with the superb historian and his photo shoot, he said " we had a splendid fine childhood and adulthood..."
Anyway righty ho... stopped.
My my what fine atches i have found...
SOme key posts, to NOW;
https://www.ralphschism.com/2025/05/the-power-of-now.html
A bit too much about the actual zen of vanning.. meaning when the truly fabulous younger one and her first run out, and even giving to me a great thought about how things CAN just be, and the day after i wrote a whole film in my head when previously i never could...
But even better she understood the 'territory' thing - roam a fairly wide one, water there, washing stream there due modesty and necessity not to get arrested for "lewd behaviour" ... poo pot washing spot there... quiet church for recharhe there...
But she kindof broke my heart a bit as i really did think... she would be back for 'more' of her wonderful input.... but what d'yer know..i shall never again ever speak with a younger ster...
(as the educator on saturday said to me, theyre all beyond it, will get you arrested for tough love...i could see in her utterly gorgeous dark deep Assyrian heritage i would guess, perfect eyes, still as a dark vat of finest first pressed olive oil, but left in the basement to go rancid and dead, her beloved student's mums.....all got SO fat [i see at this moment here where they park up]... but for now thats between you and me)
key post # 2... I need FEEDback!
My ferkin ADHD elves - several asked errata ordered:" cmon what do you think!?" And i write down their great lines " she asked for seconds" ehh and many more...
https://www.ralphschism.com/2025/05/well-i-didnt-lie-nor-do-i-cheat.html
Feedback in that case maybe the ONLY thing they understand is make a voluntary donation in my coffee machine or else!
key post next, oops we're not doin' very well there i hadnt even looked
nor finished it as its the ... roadtrippin' to being so totally in the 'zone' thats a bit fun, whereas every single adjustment to ones beggarly bowl is a chore and anyway only takes away from what (to quote BAbb, " it renews itself every sday" - The Sublime that is ... as if to prove the point of WHY it needs to a typical Hay-on-Why the fuck be "human" and bother to befriend HIM 25 years ago... the default lovely old godfather of the lass.... sort of wiseish sometimes mentor - world famous musical mentor... me the only one attempting to counsel him when his wifey dies... never mind " Jeff 50 years of your Oxford donnery plus some ok stuff on The Sublime still just between you and me... but for posterity, history, humanity... we need to capture it now before you croak ..[ at 90+] .... cameras and videos were invented about 100 years ago, nowadays [2021ish] the next generation its their go-to place so wipe the egg from around your face and ...talk! ... and share yourself at least via me...." nope.. all him lost to obscurity...[knowing i an uneducated trol had caught him up on what 'it' ..is... but always gave HIM credit..]
. his 'GODDAUGHTER' as good as... goes to the country's top literature degree university.... and he has a large fabulous old library... some of the rarer ones bought for him, by me [ no other functional children or helpers to do anything ever] .... and does she even get a paperback left to her in his will...?
Fuckin Hay... made them all ill
to the point ehhh....
(i have such massive real lies and deceit, by all the church ...must be turned into actually bounteous shining light - 'energy' that will be so translucent bright it will shatter all their shitstained windows.. . Babb is one, warden of his sick little soul.. not even able to have gratitude he had his wife for so many years.... spend his last merely moanin' ..feelin sorry for himself... tellin' me how sorry we must all be for himself.... rather than bein' a useful part of ANY small 'community' needin' a BIT of sane 'authority'
https://mendicantralph.blogspot.com/2025/04/crowdfunder-write-up-3-april-2025.html
https://www.ralphschism.com/p/funding.html
one of a series of arty farty fotos trying to get the reflected window behind me in the perfect position..
DRAFT first version one of many
my my they have some big words for their con...
I shall use it on my bills to 5 or 6 so called Christians whom over 13 years...my my theyve wSTED ALMOST YEARS..OF MY PRECIOUS TIME.
only FOR THEIR BENEFIT I NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING....
OOPS ACCIDENTAL CAP
