Jealousy

 ..not something i really suffer from even if a fairly normal person...or i was....

But talk about the most sublime zenny super arty simple life mode ever..

..managed for several years despite  (her really i realised is them... they are so so jealously pernicious in every way..i had no idea - ii did know the pollution of her soul would be fairly bad, but not until the last 18 months did i appreciate from 'lived experience' just how TOTAL ... though in my own case i rather like 'living' 'within' certain wonky scenarios just for a little while so as to experience the reality, only for material...and true 'zen' comes from true understandin' their shitcreeks.. (metaphorical, even if it was real, too  

(just a few days after arrival in her pestilent county,  NEEDING, water !)

Anyway...at last i really can ...all the way

But, I also know the other side of everything from a decade in full meanderin' landloping or from 2016 -19 on serious god save us from Nige, duties freelance by foot for many 1000 km.... but  always based in some place where i have a good 30km circle wandering REGIAON around me which means quiet and as aside as possible.... just seeing who comes along in person....

THE one thing above all one realises and i always foirget as the downside of them... the Englitterate nonceratti class is how they steal....

ALL that matters - your own real personal story.

They assume and judge based on nothing but what is in their own little unzenny soul which usually can't even manage a fine 7 1/2  hrs sleep or a jolly good midafternoon siesta...

they're so busy 'processing' their selves..

   They make you forget who for many years you actually were, and also what your own several decade long own 'story' is..

It isn't some deliberate move, but they can't stop movin' neurotically in a  desperate attempt to find hidden crutches... and that is in fact the nett effect. Especially if your name is Kurt it seems... 

But then plenty of others, in fact all of em'... in their own little self PR mode...

Well, they assume you are 'them'... which is a Miss Take...

cos i know one thing as sure as ferrits bite the hand of those with bad 'frequencies' or 'vibrations'... i am not and never was

 good for me but a latent evil streak i have discovered is ..now....

a need errata i need nowt never had nowt so need not what i dont know...

to make my browsers

JEALOUS!!

The stories of not just 'simple' 

BUt in fact decidedly pleasant and wouldn't-have-it-any-other-wayness...

except for one small matter

but there we go..

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Now a short reprise

until i get back to making people VERY jealous about the land

and walks thisteryear

 there is no more simple life

(2 years ago preparing to head down here for only one reason

That particular atch above Presteigne gtreat light

only ONCE shit in the gatefrontage by some creep who doesnt know the rules

As soon as i meet my first Gwerkian farmer he tells me sourly its a regular thing: human shit by the gate he has to enter his sheep field..

All photos from 2023

BUT ..not my best ones....

for strategic reasons

i do things proper

eventually

Oh yes fakes day.. 2023 MAy .... Spring Greens .. The epicentre of vainly cant

ever ever do what they say

.i still must do them..

one and ALL

Ahh yes your tourist guides wont tell you how the drug dealer of Knighton keeps his stash in the laundrette very busy popping in and out disturbing my

cycle

(All you need in one bottle - does for laundry the one shower a week... and anything else = super simplified)

ahh yes my troubled short term assistant .. ruined by Britolin

i must give her a tinkle

see what happened

i did TRY...very hard 

(another " you can fix my daddy's  house" this one really really damaged by...him...and all the others... DID have an excuse)

2 years ago oops early MAy 2023

Astonishing how one can offer and put it in writing 'no strings' a whole fabulous library to 4 or 5 mothers of yoof...and they don't even have the manners to make their mind up in this land of lost fucked up ..princesses...nearly one and all

 oops 2022..

and forever

talking of which

oops summer 2024

and not one even can recite a verse of his perfect verse

ok back soon on the return match

 oops summer 2024 rather splendid walking almost every day

to survive not on ferkin holliday!

found 9 years ago...'found' hmmm... i still think it was faerie trickery

that gave me the perfect word

 oops 2020

liars every single one

Funny thing my only ever artwork on the wall of almost everywhere i've lived...

In a way it could Bee....

 oops timeless in fact had it 40 years 

Righty ho one day soon i need to have him extradited to The HAgue

The man who is far more responsible than anyone else..

" i tell all my students to read Omelas .. as i do believe it is the actual social structure that metaphorically we are... [ you need a kid to be tortured in a dungeon so you can keep on smiling!..really..he wasn't joking Mr AC Grayling...to my face and recording device]" 

 oops 2021 preparing for Her NAziship

( astory in that alone worthy of a book..i will soon)

not unhappy days a quarter of a decade ago when it all .. began...

i don't regret

But 'methodical' and organised  MAy 2023 ..means get your house cleaning done first prior to setting off...clear out ALL the irrelevant past...start afresh..

...as long as you know the best hilltops to use

reprise... just in case you may have a pliant passenger on board for seaside day trips

and sanity: two sharing one vehicle costs is good for planet and purse

The Greens dont tell you that of course, any more... they did when i was a not yet grown up

shame they became pre-infantile

Oh yes talking of whom

these are the archetypes..this one twice said he was getting help in for my last counsellee..  bneeded help

" i will try and get her the names and numbers..i will call you.."

But SO SO much more: the whole act... errata as it isn't act, 

identity as GREAT best ever muso hip bohemian "community" ..guy

when inn fact he repressed the one GREAT person in his community as it was in his interest that ONE great man stayed his charity case and on disability payments when he is the most superb performer i have ever known

(film soon)

oh yes a liar from HAy 2 years ago..

" really important we collaborate on river issues and the message.."

at least i never bothered to take her 'contacts' as likely would have been another liar

now.. the Glasto effect

meaning the arms race

i had no idea!

how completely all encompassing this stuff became everywhere,  but there the epicentre...bless and minor operator not so good at PR or production values...

the tsunami is...comming... 

 oops THE FUTURE

oh yes an archetype...

this one to lure the local "bird" life into his Tom-PAul snare..

even has his mugshot aside his "private" land

now that would be telling..

he... hahh hahh errata SHE as only she's can..breed!

did get free, too....#

(M cowboy hat in fact a working man's hat needed for occasional winter hard work outdoors in all weather jobs.. and kept ONLY for that usage so as not to waste mother natures resources, merely to look 'good' as it sems is the default summer setting of all down here.....

....£1 from Kington charity shop,  where 2017 on all the London runaways started to come and throw away..  their fantasies... 

to be cont in many perf-art formats....soon

thats my BEST 'chronicle' of all)

now the job before last before last

as i now know how toxic sludge and beyond any clean up job the souls of the so called " free wheelin'" offgriddy lot are down here...

i shall not be ever returning to this load of mad people

(summer 2023)

but even more, sad than i had ever imagined

endlessly trying to get each other arrested or even my hedge arrested [sic]

  

but the true zen of life is even when you just KNOW she  - your paymistress...is gonna rip you off (owning 3 vehicles, too..one defo worth a few thousand even as scrap of course she had left it to become scrap)

you just know that last week of " ok i know you will pay me soon... in the meantime maybe i can have a mortgae against that unused ok bicycle left to rot... by all you lovely 'Green' people all sybaritely  'community'ing... ooops there are three! never used...rotting in the rain...."

turns into not even able to collect the mrtgae

thieves one and all but the way they PERFORM " we are the chosen worthyites.." 

Poor French family a few days ago recorded tellin' ME Houellebecq is Miss Oh Jenny...

He the only one dared 'parody' this lot who ARE almost everywhere here....

not good

but they all perform 'nature'.. for money of course

back to TAHT job

soon

it needs to be an artwork

it will be

clean out THEIR shit....

use their (many year " if you dont tidy it up luv two years we been askin'.... we evict you NEXT WEEK...") messed up spaces, by cleanin' them up yourself...funny that as 10 "community" members - all, members of SAS   - by their bumper stickers at least...close to her for...two years, too...

never lifted a finger

maybe back there, too..?

oh errta the further South you go the more they ALL look like him...one and all

what astonishes me is how the so called mothers are catching up, seemingly not wanting their own in fact to see their ... 'windows of the soul' 

To be cont

Now that all sounds snide...

if plan A continues i couldnt give a shit as i know one thing for sure: noo hope in THis sceptic aisle..

And Croatia..i have issues with so that war needs to be restarted

And anyway all 'country' is absurd... home is merely a state of mind that can be anywhere - especially if the van vaggabondin' ive managed t zen my way to the last 9 months is THIS perfect..

I dont care if no one paid a penny for tip-yer-a-coffee..

 my revenge shall be in incontrovertible jealousy..

i never needed a .....soul

i  have had such perfect zenny fun

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THE LAND....to continue, later

BUt don't think anyone can ever again steal or divert me from MY story... never mind assume or attempt their subtle undermining

(hahh hahh their silly awful word  'gaslight' not in any grownup's vocab,...)

I have plans to make sure that never happens ever again