Monday, 5 May 2025

ok time..

 to kairos out of dreadful verse

sometimes.

(after all those smiles, once an Audi four ringer, 

to whom one is always inaudible, 

may as well have been ticklin'  'err with my mandible

they couldn't listen

COULD  NOT

Funny that askin' where the warmest little cove is....

For their funny little two year old

" is there something wrong with your van, my man?"

we laughed, we, three

proper glee.


But could they take a tip

"not this one, two more along, especially sheltered from Easterly."

Nope of course not


Anyway now i have the very last Candide-Quixotic,

Borrowin' pilgremage


 I wasn't planning to.

May the first  i told the sort-of collaborator

Moral support now...and later.

I know she won't change, to suit

the loot. As she wanted trainin'

live well on fresh air 

nearly there...


 But even if i still don't know if Balkans 

or even Midlands

Those which for millennia  at the confluence of so many bolshy tribes

Made it down The Urals, "right we'll' ave a bit of this..."

Basically the history of Central Europe for ever... 

.

scrappin... for the best bits of land 

And other 'spoils' we can be sure...

CReates a kind of  different mentality.

No disrespect what is will be.


Except The Guardian recommended books on 

their poor little travellin' patronised, fantasy..

(The Canaletto - Warszawa  old town

give the real clue, we want it back, fuck you...)


In fact i hadn't thought a long time ago

Those who emigrate on confected sweetness and geuus miners of 'sympathy

Fit in perfectly. 

With theme park Britain of...



Well it's like this.

When even a writer artist sat in the sun with her sort-of-artist

friend (read someone with a fee Paradise place to stay

 in the only ever  transactionality)


Of course they cannot have a real 'philosophical'

 conversation.

About the woman in the town just 3km away


Never mind my poem.

I mean what a privelage - first 'live' performance 

Even if meekly "look you'll prob think teenage but... go one ...why not...

a 'real' writer with proofs to correct

Take a minute to llisten then  please react...



Righty ho the rest of my output when i have spent ten years on the last output - puttin' it right

horses to frighten

(hers, the last archetype...  her 'whisperin' ' 

I am sure 

will cure

 their 'behavioural difficulty'

(at a pony

 [ slang for too much] , or more

for a day inside her door.)

And finding really ok poems from 15 year 'nago...

(the key to esteem, and kickin 'suicidality'

like a REAL old carthorse if you try and modify him...or her

 is i never yearned for one moment different,

buckets are for losers...winners graze no borders for free. )




 Anyway right yes....

I thought the 'road trip' version was over

Surely Former Sovs bein' their whole history is of rather bloody and trepidatious road trippery

Have it in their 'culture'..

Only takin' - fair dinkum maybe just nitted into the efnic togs, like DNA 

rather than informing, at least

" yes no maybe.."  well tell that to your priest.

errata vudu shaman higher priestess  as the next wave that have taken over

My my (as said before) 

production values of an Uppest Town top rankin,  Fifth Avenue whore




where was i ohh yes.... 

'road trip' journeying to the Odyssey's end, stuff

Keeps you from ever gettin' in a big huff


As already the model was a kindof fantasy

'hologram'  dereamlike .. shimmerin' not quite reality.


But if it is.

Well i really did need to meet, them....


there used to be a small little word for people like that

jujst 'snob',  never  bitchy upemselves twat


But when an 'artist' with nuthin' better to do

Than smile FIRST... 

Until ... well they aren't gonna get the sweet sycophantine, version of it


Well its already in my can... jagged edges 

infact better word picture, a methamphetamine addicted clam


(i have the recordings soon...  disaster butterfly year ... seas full of drugs... no one even cares about the bugs)

snappin away  because thats all she ever can


But with just the right designer smock, designer building mate (you really couldnt make him up)

perfect pastel window frames

of course can't listen to " yours nearer than theirs

full sun,  and sea so close

two years.... 

he ....and i am very fussy

his free advice, 



in fact the bizarre thing is that good oldschool slightly yokel tips on rottin' wood

and how to make it good


Is in fact why they CAME..in the first place...

And to meet poets just meanderin afront of her deliberately harbourfront pathway


First equal with (who was it Owen's friend..? )

The end of all actual creativity, just like HAy


And that was 20+ years ago... will they never learn?

Of course not....  arrogance and icicle maidenhead 

combined ....you are beyond, poor him, dead.


And anyone else not quite them..

I didnt realise how their siftin' gear

gets almost trained down here...

Finishing School for the  End of The World

Self portrait of the Cheltenham

LAdies have manners....girl


(a deliberate mistake bein' they don't do people  only silly seas... 

people art would require an artist at least TRYIN' to think... summat interestin' to say....


thats it the LAST day!

There was never any point.

It hasn't really been possible to have actual meaningful conversation in this whole land

Since around.. 2016... but s'not Farage...

or even their bug


I know exactly when this began


Its in the other one ... mendicant me


a lovely poetical cheeky ironic ...  failed attempt to make folk SMILE...

with what folk knew for...ever was worth a smile

gentle self deprocatin' cheeky.... 

ham-philosophy


That usually turns out to be right in the end


And i know who wrote their actual history

before it has even started

(but i now know it will, as many fair minds endlessly say)


Slavenka Draculic

They Would Never Hurt a Fly...

(i am constant i gave 2 copies of that to gayboy Paul Keetch MP my  2004 jolly good pal... " PAul find your most sane ex military thinker peeps and ...share these out... one day i think we will need them"

 he died VERY young too..... oh well...

the END ... that last short walk was.

Few of them REALLY frighten me....  and none of them 'get' that 'negative' energy/emotion/ 'experience'... is an energy... and i think maybe the best one of all for 


to be cont )