..little bit of 'mindfuckery' interuptus
And before you judge,
Even if he wrote the worst film of all time
they ALL - especially the bought boho
'adventurers' emigree to South West
or even more evil HAy
merely want to play out bein' Withnail
til very very old sick man
I still remebember his name
Catch me if you can
I am a real hero, called Dith Pran
Nineteen eighty four
effete young man
even if part time Saint Exuperry
" what am i nuthin but a user,
lost lonely
purposeless self abuser
Walking out of the Snotty Hill Coronet
winded, lost, tearful, for him but memore
I could never in a million years be him....
I am not the same "human"
Small nothing, could never dare
But Bruce's greatest ever feat of imagination
Brought into others lives
what just who knows when could be
even infatuation
Never mind her legs astride sexual gratification
(with MRs Bruce until that Boxing Day
Soph's atop her ten grand nag,
Cruella Devillin' in her eyes
"a poor helpless for huntin off we go..
fuck the lore, lets see what skins we can bag")
Mindful of her just for fun
Until " my ohh my another fake 'flowergirl' 'chic'
dressin' up downtown Hay
Almost just for me...
(i still have the note i changed her defalted tyre
dropped in later to inflate
something else...
as 'mutual rustic benefit'
there's onlly one kind that matters
Ice Maiden barbed wire knickers drives you mad as the hatters
of Cowboy land leathery
to cover up their inability...
Anyway to the point
" it is not ever possible I could be even a smallest bit as brave as Dith
file him away as actually a hate crime against me - making out i am nothing unless i can be just a little bit of him.... which i could never be.."
Thats "traumatic"
Thats so so so hatecriimey....
That puts your balls
(near, my memory is pretty ace Most of The Time..)
Widow Nazaret is the first woman with whom Florentino Ariza has a consensual sexual relationship
but what the fuck is that 'consensual' nonsense he is a virgin ... a virgin is a virgin.. a virgin has fucked NOBODY be it man woman or dog or sheep if you live in the myth of WAles.
SAm HArris really does have a lot of work to do him being so latest episodery, knowing " woke is over by a neutron bum upits neurrotic same sexed or indeed silly opposexed arse banditry"
NAzaret has The Flozz's bollocks in her teeth
" one false move matey and we shall see who's on top.."
Not even if The Naz had mine in between hers
chompin away " be brave or else"
could i be even a bit of Dith
But then over the years
Bruce havin' so brilliant writerly inserted him
into my mind like a viral MRNA
vaccination against my own effete inhumanity
(fair dinkum me and almlost every one else,
a whole generation of self interested insanity)
He too over a few years
Just as Dith's writer in fact the only other one
ever said to me... (in the fish queue 2006 i remember it to the day
due to what i had been up to the day before)
" Bruce... look ehhh... shes a liar, said divorcing
irrelevent but.... in my terminally frustrated sexual pantin'
I discovered i could bring her home with me
as if we are still there in my old van
in the flesh, [windows steamed up to make sure the stream of coppers
wouldn't sea the lewd behaviour ongoin' their HQ nearest parkin meter]
doin' what we should have ..been...
.... even ... days on... my minds eye, is almost better than
one on one".
" metoo mate... "
shame he couldnt also imagine a life without the ruination of the
grape addled stupid nation
past times.... all he ever had to recant
when passing sixty its even more ...
in the moment ever present
Any time you want.
All my business sexual anything is a privateish affair unless no one will ever actually tell the interesting bits in which case good art should at least try a BIT of bloody groovy truth
All i recently decided ...is indeed, even if it was a fist equal of about five maybe even ten...
LITTOC
Is the greatest book of fiction even if i know he 'did' every one in his mind as market research, ever...
oops first equal with Silas...
what we need, now.... is a female 'hero' in a book that the whole world can revel in as having also found the quay to true no matter what 'BULLETPROOF ' genuine centredness and peace..
For gods sake the data is they live longer so what they got to moan about!
.... as ,my elves ...disiciples...have been trained to at least see through as just all in THEIR mind, too...
