and the key to it is it must be UNplanned...
towards the end of a day when you have HAD ENOUGH of everyone even if i works as a"loner" though 'work' is not to laugh but always only for people (as dual purpose, once the duel is over one always needs to duel its so dull..) who may in time offer their unique REAL WOMAN character to the world where my daughter i full well has no one to influence her...
But the Odyssey
(a great way of pretending one is 'evolving' through the truest tough mental places, and that it is almost based on an odyssey type model.... I know it works as long as you don't BELIEVE that it is any definite Sam Harris curative via meditation or even trendier 'psychedelics', that clearly never worked on him... .. see landlope.com i MUST get back to that i LIKE writing about that but too damn distracted on sub odysseys of late)
In fact hmm.. two years on one glorious utterly failed sub odyssey that began Rue De Six Juin.. 2023... and now maybe the third year it is ONLY about writing up but entirely as if faery tale anonymous fable .. that rather curiously unexpected further minor change...spurt on the old evolution pathways...
Anyway an odyssey in a day...starts with true glory (The Sublime being not something of "awe" as dreadful wonky Britolish scholarship puts it... )
Just because nature,, 'CAN'...

but i am FAR more caring of my 'readers' than they the mean cheapskate tighter than a Yorkshiremans sphincter, may assume...i generally only splurge especially absurdist-video wise, before a rainy few days..i wouldnt want any of them to miss one smallest ray of sunshine sitting there with bated breath for the next upchuck of whatever next - i have no plan, as that would be stupid and against my ethos...
And almost by 'spiritualism' mind control ..it seems to work
Do you know i care..??
oh yes so much more on THE JOB..
i even weave in almost THE most glorious Bragg at his best, ever
https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/m002cqq3
as by coincidence it really was THE day yesters to cull all faux 'spiritualism' once and for all...
started by them Foxy sisters all them years ago
so made me smile
more than the next possible great George Elliot ...and her very zenned mutt...
That says, mum is too
But in fact there's a REAL lesson on (this from ongoing correspondence with yet another incoherentist..).
THE VEHICLE.
Put up a mundane title " hypnosis" however within this one mundane subject you have the true real glorious hilarious history of how all 'spiritualism' never mind modern day iterations down the hocus pocus store became far more exclusive shamniacism and all the rest of the 'energy' brigade... (they you can never have a convo with such as " i understand the current 4 different so called theories of everything in the kinda 'quantum' realm...and it hot and miss which one to even Say you believe...why are you a zealot around that variant when the originators are often honestish they say themselves its just one of many worlds of possible guesses....and anyway no one will in our lifetime 'know' which one is right..."
Indeed i think the 2007ish 'problem' really was more than anything all pundits and scientists started to really double down on "is" rather than the fairly default previous "maybe"
Mister Dawkins.... (Dawkins rarely would; Gould did, and in time Gould recognised especially of late as more likely to be closer to the truth of evolution: its a mish mash of various forces we still dont begin to get and he rightly waffled rather type b he bumbled and wordwrapped in almost embarrassment and he was in time more correct despite the Type B..
Anyway to battle... THE END i believe in her - i would want her reading my maybe one day published ten consecutive books being waffled into audio...or spat in the readers eye with micro dots of real passion spatter... (that isnt anger thats your FIRST 'activist' 'cause'... no one seems to be able to know they always were different, any more...
And an odyssey is something you really dont even WANT!
until it turns out rather .. not much stops me in my tracks .. i still am rather track-stopped .
so, action stations.
soon.
Do come back i really do need 3 days silence with a socket and a horrid computer to try and collect 100s of notes often in silly video clips - not one a skit
i was born a serious loner...and it takes a silly lifetime to know that you cannot change that
except that there are exceptions - someone who brings out the best in your 'serious' side - in perspective, too...
....wow... .. they are as rare as actual sane sentences in an Eckheart quite real-heart-less, book
i knew one once