yesteraft
" fair dinkum... i needed her to lure me here... three years ago...well twenty really...i couldn't fully undertstand what had happened in my lasterregion.... they arrived one by one... with thier crystals at first but so quickly it became some far more complex iteration of the same old snake oil i ran from thirty three years ago seeing it seep into the once enjoyable coffee houses of London for example that Troubador cafe was great... DEBATE! real humans not holding grudges... pure philosophers of either sex... equals... and then their snake oil seemed to be spilled onto the wooden seating and stain it never mind the bad smell....
"theirs - their ANGST behind the smiley mask of 'spiritual' salvation .. never at a price as they hide the tag.. but it got dearer and dearer as the Fulham Road [poshend] rents skyrocketed where they needed to be to snare their latest victims.. the silly towny woman with nothing much to do when she has finished spending Mister Hedge Fund's 'allowance'... on silly garb or silly insight
2but they came...i sometimes did their inner sanctum zen space gardens and fences and cleared their sheds of rotting 'spititual' books and "alchemy" equipment
"all left to rot in the rain or gnawed at by the rats with no bladders ..just trailin piss over it all... decayin'... because inside they were SO unhappy..lost....sour as the ratpiss left upon their outbuilding piles of stuff...
decaying rather than being looked after or recycled..
" i didnt understand them... the desperate need of the 75 grand status vehicle and the inevitable cost spiritually of the endless rat race... starting line etched into every sourpusses face ...
and her end..game
" i didnt understand as in lasterregion they were maybe only ten percent.... and like any 'minority' they kept themselves out of the public gaze... most of the time
" here... this is where they are MAJORITY... ex surrey girls 'n men.. home counties read how George's 'guru' made his 80 dodgy Rolls Royces... and its all they have: selling utterly failed 'zen' and other such fake towny DeBotty batshit...
" to each other....without noticing how utterly unhappy and vicious and NO"community" it has made them all... few of whom can sleep well... i know what 'love' is... saying thank you to her for in fact helping me get to UNDERSTAND... what likely poisoned hertoo..."
Anyway...what 'dance' is REALLY for....soon.
