"zen" and ...well, 'zen'.
I care. I cared that after resisting many years the (never 'urge) pull to read the trendy book his so called (artlesss) Art of Motorcycle fixin'..
and fill in the cracks around his angry angsty eyes with some DeBotty filler
all poor Alain was ever good for and that's being mean to him
i sat and watched his doppleganger yesteraft shaven head of course - something very pervy always in that - wanting to be forever prepubescent - real "humans" have HAIR!..
fully clothed in the splendid afternoon sun
sat on holiday watching swimmers down below
almost all fully clothed in anti-nature wetsuits as usual unable to know wetsuits can't be recycled
or stopped leaching into the water either
addicted to every half an hour performing a bottle of slap it on head and neck
and every other minute wincing the London (not at all oldman) Buddhist look
of its painful to be outside
rather indoors bossin' some poor beconned little lamb
into payin' up to beeeeee
like him
(it always was in the past .. them, men)
"just be"
Fuck me they can't even sit outdoors in a breezy 'Glandish mid afternoon without hurtin'
as if with instant death the're flirtin'
Anyway De Botty certainly spawned so many look alikes i had no idea
All down here
(they didnt like the 'nature'* in The Marches i guess
where there arent enough strimmers even there to cut down *nettles
so for the birds there is far less
to live, on..live not die i doth declare...fuckin Kneecapers of nature
balaclava head, even in the midsummer of their madness
lack of UV also inculcates
ohh yes must get back to her, Ms Social Worker who walks ans masturbates
so she told me
just to tease...me or herself ive no idea
i thought they bred saner ones down here)
STOP (me) i thought this 'PHASE' had passed
autobadpoeticalsyndromicdisease
(she's trained! at last "phase" yes agrees)
ZEN
is such a valuable notion. All is in three curious letters
But the actually living it is..
well i wish especially any former Sov
(i must be loyal by blood for god's sake can't they even think in that extra dimension!
is that beyond their greedy " we want your stuff too"**
lack of comprehension..of ANY post Ralphy Emerson
"less is more, twats" and NEVER take yourself even an itzy bity bit
too seriously
as even silly old Soccers discovered " i know nuthin, whatsoever"
and don't claim 'dance' is anythin' other than play;
fine for kids, and some adult funtime, but there are other forms of formin'
balance, pure flow
(my days depend on both entirely 100% always or off dead parrotting i go)
anyway yes ZEN is so important a way of being 100% every day or i die or at least get quite smelly, far more speedily
(indeed i never do i leave that lack of zen to others now)
But so called men who wish their shaved heads to remind themselves of prepubescent children in the bathroom mirror
(i would NEVER suggest that, that's eveil..even suggestin' it!)
colonised
the biggest load of bullSHIT ever in their 'meditation' ten thousand hours or no
never mind almost every word out of DeBotty's shaven one
About How to Live
always. centred, at peace...
but fuck me i STILL cannot think of a newword or word picture how to
describe exactly what 'it' is or so as to simply
create SIMPLE fuckin THISworld this language
shared lexicon
to B
cont
(if she could they would be so rich they could buy all the high heels in China put together, with all the dire art in Pastyshire... ALL... peterjchapman.com a REAL man said it was ALL crap.... always...
in fact how apt: maybe ten lives intersect through my proxy
and most of them, especially here, post about 40 are wallowing in LOSS
loss defines them... even loss of the ability to breed age 53
and yet do we see ONE painting that manages to even hint at that REAL "human" condition here, now...nope = defibne dillettante )
** The finest man i ever knew - THE Lithuanian mafia man, born to it he couldnt help it. other wise the only NOBLE man i have ever met " simon we ... ehh all of W Ruskiland.... had nuthin'...except a grainy old telly. so we ..want your...stuff... we saw on our screens" (in perfect English despite bein' only 23
