so, the "sharing" and "handholdin' song...

 

"lonely eyes"  well all i know is that I have the same waist size now as i had age sixteen.

and i don't compromise when it comes to the chubbies - are we up to about 2/3 ?

of the rest

As being overweight means you don't "care" as my ohh my caring takes up so much energy... never mind time.

So, it's not surprising one remained alone so long.

my ohh my three of thevery best  wordsmiths  gone in one year, now you realise that you are a limited edition.

now i don't share this anywhere much - very rarely, and this summer almost not at all Ive been sidetracked, into a good writer's writing.

And i have only used "ugly" hashtags a few times, not even experimenting, in fact i don't know why i lowered myself to that vile aesthetic.

And anyway I cannot believe that just sticking a hashtag in a couple of somewhat Proustian not-skit video clips goes and draws in a whole new 10 times readership..

Now, there was one "pure" one i really did think kindof  'got' it, and if he was to go on about their obsession "medicine" and 'healing' that he would snigger at the end of what i knew was a 'skit'.... and that he surely didn't need to go shopping.

Anyway i am pure and constant. I awake every day always at 6ish. Almost always have eight fine hours sleep in fact i wish i didnt doze off quite so quickly  -  yes he always works, old Brett...  

And i always awaken quickly knowing what the 'cause' is...  the same one i wrote in my notepad that 23 years ago. How to make the 'green' world more sexy and alive..as preaching piously and earnestly never works. And Charles Eisenstein makes you blow a fuse...

( i only care about one reader - that's how you write, to only one) 

Anyway you can't get much more of an 'organic' 4000 page views even if each one is clearly too personality disordered to care, or read..

never mind no one ever "community",  or "abundant" in their "generosity"  to bother looking for my begging bowl just up above in 'funding'  heres a nice link for the great majority too fat to even waddle to the take away to get their chinese so have to get some smiley slave  to deliver it  https://www.ralphschism.com/p/funding.html  all s/he cares for is the tip...

yes that reminds me two years ago i must get back to that job - the so called "community" of so so so many 'sick' people  funny old world when they virtue signal they are the ultras ... " we have such a wonderful community" but nobody helps the gibber recycle or just protect her many years of ocd  hoarding wood, so it can be left to rot in the rain...

And she was VERY good at smiling for her tips, so as to camouflage her  furrowed brow pondering how to not pay my last tranche of hard-earned wages. Very....

But then there's nothing like physical labour to keep the weight away... so all gibbers are only to be thanked and remebered with a smile

which is real "revenge"  - the only kind that really keeps your pecker up...and mojo, too.

But how to really spin them up into the air like plates at many RPM and .... 

well firstly the so called readers have to prove they aren't AI  ...and just like when you sign up for yet another new 'service' - this the only one i trust good old Proustian stream of consciousness dotcom

(i had a 4k a day one before... i am constant)

in fact all that matters is HONEST diaries and i saw some that were good thistersum

which in fact meant i cared more for them then my smatterings here... and  rarely look at any reader 'stats'- indeed there may be the inverse of quantum mindfuck theorey, something like when you do NOT 'observe' then ten times more peeps do..

But then they only observe indeed thats far too big a word for just 'scan' doubtless whilst browsing for fatjabs too... 

In short you can only prove you are a 'reader' if you buy a cup of coffee on that service  - via that link....  otherwise i shall just have to assume 4000 'scrapes' a day from some really dumb 'I' that sits there munching 'artificial' processed  nothing...

Nobody ever has (used buymeacoffee or paypal or anything here so i remain pure thank you very much and indeed 'free' but then EVERYthing is broken so i cannot continue unless i have at least some kind of sign its worth bothering....  in the summer when in fact the more i think about it the "fake" of The PAth my my she did us a favour... became a historical symbol of everyone.. )

right i do have so many quite poignant notes.

soon.