zen-mindful actual living in the NOW
is all my life i keep very accurate notepads
nope not their desperate need for ADHD
tickets(to what?!? there's no cash left that was all spent on rainboygirl lanyards
or uniforms for the Nutzi trust trust me)
Being on the same SIMPLE pathway...twenty years maybe twenty three
i know what metafizzies are - merely a demand to tell "them" stories
for the next gen down, yess, zee
but the true ones not shamaniac fantasy
yes mindful centredness peace and harmony
is knowing a few years back nope no time any more
to keep notes about sequenced chronicles, for Proustian speedy stuff
or Youtube tv
so, let go'!
no longer fret....
.. maybe i will recall it all
maybe not, or not yet...
TRUST indeed.. Proust on speed even if puritanically mind altering drug free
Even lastereve i was considerin' a celebratory once a year pint
Nope..i have my loyalty
a perefectly clear mind, today at half past three
(better signal for bigjobs then)
But time now to get back to only the pen
between thrust of HER sword...
The one true "warrior" ...wants to get, "them"
And i already know it's going to work...
Her mumtoo rejected her.
As good as chucked her as a baby in the bin...
But she rose above it.... what a ferkin up-yer-bum:
"you're kiddin! same awful self pityin' name as mine..."
I think....we are on exactly the same page
And what a sexy one .. ten years tounger than your so called age!
Which only comes from one tyhing....no not yogic mindful centred zen
Her wish to kindof get even with "them"
But ohh woe is me... the birds, and the one bee
left... SHARED 'CAUSE' shared oppression, shared knowin' who is to blame
ten days ago...exactly, as if mainlined into her, from me
Is paradise, rather than the rotten seasalt spattered art by her needy sea.
There is only one perfect way to be:
shared purpose, yes to save each and every bee.
That will never be traceable, back to her guru,
little ole me
note to self taken at THE SOURCE 5 days ago...
rememberance of things future: no hope
when she's so rude...
but then she brought me here unbeknownst to me
Now, today and all three years ago, unknown, then... tee hee
BUt don't need to, as its all the dull same
precious ...
lot that ruined the great game
Never mind most of the landtoo..
no more two-per-woodburner
London financialised and monoculturally raped
"them" "birds", once habitat
As to thrive on the land - sallscale
Always takes at least two...
(no matter what)
Anyway i have all the sequence in my head.... back to MArch next, thats after about ten more like this ...all only for 'Agent Zed'
ohh yes that impossible fix next too
That one to temporarily legalise me and you
(i know she wont be able to keep out her nose....
and realised by now, not "love"
just wasting time... between thornBush in that land of The Rose...)
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