So, never ever ever ....

 

 but

THEN 😍

" i do like the way you use a fountain pen.." But we shall come back to that ....

 now, the blue book.

Someone else saw

but it'

s what's "innit" (did she steal my wordplay?  wot sin nit ...is a whole adult lifetime of grapplin with why the fuck bother with Herman, Thomas the Mann, but far far moreso Wendy,  and of course Ethan's mum (i told the stunningly goffish one in her bookshop yestermorn - and she agreed at least the Rachel didn't have any pity innit " we don't learn from pity and thus i learned from her 'terrible' tale... "  even if she was maybe in a bad phase as the beautiful poetry of it grabbed me even at my worst phase ).

A picture that is the definition of  from a weekago of hahhh hahhh well she may've been a "fickle friend"   whom i used to do propper 'nature' filmin with.... 

but talk about being actual a friend with 'benefits'

And an 'intermittant fault' which was impossible in this universe and even Douglas's fabulous other where one may hitchhike in and out of on an old Raleigh bike...

It being impossible to, having pulled your central lockin' fuse several years ago, and as she was so 'lookin' for a babe's never been born',  good at "clickin'" the battery.... so as to save battery power,  even if the whole of Mordor was against one (not that agree with any of this fantasticalism nonsense REAL life bein' about another universe more unpredictably well-i-neverish

"ehhhhh..... that is impossible, now what....."

hahh hahhhhhh..... those little plans made just in case...... i smiled... as she saved at least my window 

  

   

Righty ho now three years of gobbledygook ....  deliberately obfuscatin' the 'entitled' sybaritism which denies the most disgusting swamp in history

Because they 'bought in' ... and theres a price more,

 than mere dady's money

But i have to go back ten years, specsh i hear it's now her big day in the High Court.....

Ten years (thirty really)  of ....

Now if i say to a hillwalker " there is honour as one meets walker women unless they're English and embezzlers and even that's not her fault as BPD is more endemic than the prozac piss that began around 20 years ago dribblin' into MY daughter's river as they all knew.... 

Especially Baroness Helena.... (who's yuppie moving boxes i still have)

as once she even commented years ago just how totally at ease she was in nature all day Pied Pipering all the other kids into her magical REAL world of ferrits ... upon the riverbank or rather Hay Beach 

Which NOT ONE of these incommer plum-in-the-mouth " ohh my new wonderful [nowadays they would get in 'abundant' ] friend is a nature writer ..."

liars EVER EVER did one thing to protect EVER in any way ....  or ever in any way suggest ANY way we could lower our impact...

metoo

wetoo

thotoo even if yer all the meanest ferkin AI bottiebots in history

well make it herstory as i found THE answer...

once

but herstory shes not shy but Charlie made her ill .... 

hist story

is merely 

hysteria

i saw it with mine own all seeing eye 

Rigfht thus far gobbledygook

But all i know is that unless you have two using up a gallon or so of the vile stuff

And even then as she saw

I am that hatefilled asbergers riddled adhd dyslexic self pityin fragile x syndrome cunt who never ever ever ever drives at more than 52mph   even away from their vilest meanest most drug addled fake peaople pleasin' meanest unfriendly bought-bohemian   region of "them" sybarines ...that even turned a valiant mountain woman from the higher Balkans, into one of "them" ...right Charlies......

ive ever known....

Anyway the lawfare mad 'green's especially their head man wouldnt understand, what real environmental awareness is...

If you must toodle around in an oily one...

at least try and do it two per ....

Otr if one has been on that splendid 'political' crusade for a couple of  decades and failed at EVERYthing always 

Then develop the gentlest foot always forever that never twitches nor goes over i-need-a-seatbelt speed

Ever, because if you actually like kids thirty five  years ago, at that moment one goes from the selfish atomised my-peddle-is-my identity, to i can't ever even dream of drivin' at can't-stop-speed just in case there's someone elese's kid  not strapped in who comes through the windscreen and ends up splatted on mine...

And it's great for fuel economy too which in a whole peninsula of Glandy people pleasers is one partial solution as my ohh my they don't half steal your time..   

 yestermorn

Yesteraft 

This decade, 

thisterday

at lasterness

Just when there's no more neediness

For six months my broken (by my neglect) snazzycam phone thats only usable as camphone so in fact is just a cam

used its 'AI' to go and endlessly upgrade itself and as it did it improved itself in one rather fundamental way bein' no matter what the fake 'activist' cohort may say (we shall REALLY come to them, soon) , Mickeysoft is still the ubiquitous platform, and  to review a bit of film quickly grabbed as performance arts ironic attempt at something...

Just in case there's naughty bits in otherwise known as reality they would as sure as ferrits are ferrits at least run you out of their sybarine theme park, no parking here unless you do the same yoga as us... but not at dawn as the 'shrooms' havent worn off yet...

Anyway six months  - april if my memory serves me, plug in fancycam to so ill laptop it represents - artistic proxy for,  every single Glandy one ive met...

And one cannot look at bits-o'-films made  without starting up some other energy drainin' 'app' that doesnt even allow thumbnails

And so so kairosly just when you are finished forever (that fabulous kraut word)   almost randomly due another 'AI' upgrade which means you can't even plug the ferker into the same usb slot you have used a year and just copy and paste your 'camera' files onto desktop of laptop

(bein' cant view or review ANYthing on fancycam)

It wont even allow that any more as it has "enhanced" ones usage experience

But there it is even if in gobbledygook....

 (all usage of has to be  worked around and pondered for if it works landscapey or even upside down as only the lower 3cm of the screen works ) 

 at last just when you no longer need it at all as all is over 

oops fatal to go into "insert photo from 'blogger' which means the photos already put here as i LOVE my chronicles even if half must be hidden, for now....

 

 

HERE IT IS, THE END... in her so simpler than ours, language

I think

It means i am crawling off under a rock atop the hills to give up and die ...

BUt i would like to know fullest nuance 

All following many are a reprise but maybe from other pages you can't see

yet

such as the one where dogs are made to wear thick pullovers ...in JULY of the hottest summer ever

but even George wouldnt dare make it about "them" .. here now in we-are-dog county which of course is proxy for never DOing anything about tjhe doggies having to inhale eau-de-doggiedryrobe 

He would never bother knowing about

Just for now ... a sneak preview

And i have a perfect memory i know full well that there's a note three months ago saying " miust finish the  Ant interview soon..." born 'n bred  "ive never known such a mean vile dump im off.."

soon

i did do 'learnings' once

shame they get the dogs to learnem ..now

(lasteraft)

righty ho THE ultimate parable about actual 'nature' and the actual zen-mindfulness the real version 'learnings' you,  is in this end product film from 2018 ...soon

and all nature is just for finding clever cheap ways of living, with

poor chap no one helped him either

we shall come back to this piece of newage claptrap they ALL now display on their coffee tables ...soon

he should pay him copyright fees as Ralph the first knew and told it better fifty years ago

(the net result of all the chakra stuff  May 2023 one day her story does need telling)

The first of...oops second.... of the great Former Sovs May 2023  

(who was telling me yest about all this i  have too much going on sometimes curious for Siddartha who wants nothing goin' on ever)

Ahh hahhh i forgot i had riffed.... a fine Romania actual-environmentalist December 2017 in the Cochabamba cafe of women revolutionarties

 

" you are right Shhhimonn... i  am wasting rthe petrol economy with these silly pieces of plastic ... and thank you for saying how interesting my soul looks through the 'windows' once the silly things are up.."

" you are ..Europe.."

And a few of them took thw rong pathway up to Paulolands

ahh yes.....soon

the worst case of people pleasing ever 

2021

but its all still really about....him

I did love.

Maybe more now in a way now i know what so polluted his probably ok once soul

Dom and Steve's babe if only she knew how successful she was 

I think if i ever can be bothered call it "them" magpies... as known 1/4 of a decade ago, a whole county full of them....

which is an insult to fine very beautiful and graceful  oppourtunistic 'thieves'  the natural version 

I do hold accountable as a certain Burke said "all it takes is for..." but then they think Tolle or Eisenstein or ...

Now i need to know if Germania has an equivalent of maybe the one most beautifiul foreign lingo term a decade ago found, randomly, out of the mouth of the worse jerk ever met... 

i shall show her these ... there is always a way

Rather than being leaders like the Charlies they merely resent deep down they go and lead some other something or other all the way to the snake oil supermarkets

ahh there they are 

As she said yesters 

" we at least can still take the piss out of ourselves..." 

the queen of

Not just their Path

Now one day

The bookends

The beginning

And the END

(that German word which means final, all smothered out,  cot death...well thats my reading this far)

He helped too, bigtime

Righty ho now revenge of the actual countryman 

2021

if one must use petroleum products - sometimes it is best envirionmental bang for buck the modern fencepost for maybe 20 years from such poor wood and as for the 'treatment'...well if one uses illegal creosote  at https://illicitgirlsridingclub.blogspot.com/

it may actually be better for whole earth 'environmental'ism in the medium term...

especially if it means you can reuse second hand posts and make them last another 10 years  perhaps ..

as long as you treat the posts after days and days of careful dunk and dry dunk dry ...  etc

nobody EVER helps you with (20+ years) especially if they say " i moved here cos i love the nature.."

why in fact i am much stronger than i look, too

but the whole of life was wasted and a failure and in fact i was early morn musing just how beautifully nothing the whole of life was...

And when i say " I am Siddhartha.."

Well, i better prove it.....soon