That's a profound 'understand'
How their "two face" (to quote the strong-handed German)
conned even metoo; ten years ago their cultural apropriation,
Now i know, 'mystical' monetised masturbation
Did indeed have even me sucked into dreamy discombobulation.
Nothing to do with fairies.
Rather those who mean what they say in environmentalese.
Existed just as reality as "them"
Made up merely to fill the void and avoid,
bein' cleanin' lady.
Now its all so clear the made up mysteries
(did she mean it, her look when i said "people please"?)
None of which gets to me
Thing is that inner angsty rather sweary
other face.
Entirely out of place
In theme park central, here.
This one though, has it made them mental?
Funny thing though wandering their hills several days,
i don't see many getting out, and all "elemental".
And then the first landlopey passing the time of a lovely day
"any good paths up that way?"
" only up here for the medicine, and only found one little 'shroom .....I'm having a bad day"
Anyway right excuse me for living.
Never mind wasting my time, even with fountain pen.
Now i REALLY do understand....
The lifestyle.
Twenty years' almost ago.
The first arrived in rural sorty-of-pleasantly
aside.
Her big fat 'healer'
"healing hands" (today would be dotcom)
And as history then did relate rather funnily
All on stolen ebezzled coerced ...money.
But i didn't know ... really, why twenty years i had absolutely no hope.
Just how much an industry they all are
No different to that other one
JP (Mister Diamond's charm offensive week)
"the largest employer in Dorsetshire.."
Of course they have to have somewhere to 'entertain..'
'Hospitality'
play
Why there's none left
Anyway worst,
not even verse
merely due bein' averse to all their bad nature book words
(even if at LAST one made me laugh a few days ago
off we go)
All i know
is twenty years of all this i really didnt know
Amd now i do.
Nothing to do
with this fake 'walk'
my reader will have to go to youtube channel if theyre curious
This phase takes, time.
At least mine
is almost always abundantly well rested
From actually being able to sleep.
That abundantly normal life-is-sweet
understanding the key, even when bittersweet
Unlike almpost everyone Ive bothered talking with ...
here there everywhere
Ever since they began to arriove twenty years ago in the actual rural hinterlands...
But i didn't understand how deep
it all went
So of course one must always go to the source
(ribbed anoracks and performative horse)
