'persist'..... if i become a dead parrot any time soon, that's the one big buzz word that trumps their "resilient" even 'stoical' and espesh the dreadful Noweigan's "struggle"....
Never mind having heard the younger 'therapists' training each (and demanding ever entitled labels to be cutseyhurtier... such as "my handwriting its terrible" ) other, my ohh my....
Or maybe does the opposite...
Til it does.
And the notion that the human mind can even be understood never mind told what the ferk to do beyond a point, is the number 1 hidden Nutyism of the century...
Most of it....
Staring with her and her " maybe you got asberers too...." seems like another lifetime ago, not that such a dry one is gonna be making any more...
(basically a default accusation when she's too scaredy cat to let go and do exactly what they all say they want..)
Anyway all i know is that my handwriting had become fairly awful but even with the Worst of Times
in the background (its about NOBODY ever positively 'caring' or even smiling)
it's so nice when over some years persiting, merely other ranty humanity (whom nowadays have the painted on Youtube smile especially if neurotics off on mere tourist holiday in their #vanlife)
Ones handdwriting just rewires itself gradually to get better quite out of the blue
And one realises that one was wrong thinking this is some permanet change, or 'charateristic'
But try telling that to some younger...
Funny thing is there has never been a generation so shamaniacally second sight in tjhat they do KNOW that they need some authentic guidance... innately they know every saccharine smiley penile vaccum pump they ever see online or even read the words of npow fabulous Raynor did the world that service..
is shallow sallow vapid vacuous and invalid
Authenciity means worthy of being being repeated.
To be cont
Now i am ...free....
strange thing is first communicant, new region, kids born in the region years ago, here 40 years... (the usual friend who committed suicide recently they ALL seem to have in their 'friendship' circle -s funny that i call that fact rather than the fantasy theme park version peddled to make money from fellow peddlars in the 'spiritual' shopping aisle ) does say its all shit... middle class shamania - even the farmers...
Problem is .... someone will find its the same shit everywhere... i knew 20+ years ago...
