Now..if you 'paid attention' to quote the smug anti intellectual top 'intellectual' Mister Harriis, to one of the fattish video waffles lasterweek, you will be shocked to hear that for the last two years i have had i think seven arguably eight semi-sidecicks...
Only one is fully 'healed' from modern "humanity" in that shetoo walks a lot...or walkED ...who knows if they ever mean what they say as in a few months
is just a holiday.
Me for 20 years 50k a week.
None of whom lodged any official 'complaint' even to my face.
One - the one i value the most, as usual dilettante fancy pants 'artist' quite artless, but she does at least agree that her art is rather fey...
And for a year we riffed (my only allowed digital communicatrix) about far far more real art... about reality.
And her genuine actually honest statements to yes get to a real version one day.
( several months earlier this year: " Your Mongship you MUST come back down here..
the absolute acedia
and bad art mania...it is SO so so fascinating
I've no idea how you get it in a painting,.
ut it is the most subtly wonderfully obvious surreal stuff
even Dali would say 'too easy'
no one ever 'does' so run down with your easel!"
Anyway ... others.
I am always one hundred percent frank and open with.
Every smallest detail thought feeling...and desire
And one extremely simplest need
Quite astonishing how not one ever 'does' anything
("shall i have a word with ..her...")
doing some obvious good 'deed'.
A far worse neglect, of maturity and sanity
Though i never utter direct critique or profanity
Is suggesting you will, then not...
A so much more serious form of "dumbing down"
That arises from living in any even small Britolish town.
(actual country folk knowin that alliance is the only glue
that bonds one in functional me and you
on this tree or ramble hooked sheep
equals in fact three
no matter what yoga followed or pedigree)
Anyway this week i spend money on behalf of this operation.
And thus your infornation will be delayed
resetting something a few days at least
strugglin with the lowtech beast.
Now.. there is something in fact just as valuable as failing to DO what she said
Rather frequently
(they're all just lonely, existentially)
The inherent 'value' merely proving endlessly, always
the point. That one day needs to be Noonanised into something that just may last
Kathleen i need one but...
(to be cont)
Fair dinkum i got (back) as much as i gave
(hahh hahh that afternoon in the cave)
No not her! that was different
Notional aside the so repetitive current
The English private schoolgirl
Still stuck in one in her head
A death sentence that boarding school bed.
Which i new about thirty five years ago so nothing new.
Merely a refresher on confirmation
Sure leads to inner endless concatenation
of nothing: they cannot ever DO
Except for several months we sat and were on one same page
How 'the language has been STOLEN'... by the faux 'newest age'
Words so many refashioned around ex suburban them
and their sales operation
good old fashioned ones like "connect" (well no maybe not)
or ehhh... "play" maybe a better example
compulsory" " eat sleep Play" advertorial tyranny
but far more apt, yes 'hold the space' all that kind of
microagressive disgrace
ofa great big con... indeed institutional warfare on all but them
(all copied of FAkebook so certainly an institution
all designed to foster prostitution:
"but my mindful wares, over hers less so"
even if it STARTED with HIM!
Tom-Paul or whatever other right Charlie ... merely copying and modernising Coelho or some MAchiavellian mumbo jumbo based on Gilbran or Crowleigh
their slaves dressed up as dreamy footbathers with ashram smiles
just copied and added extra spin..
Anyway one of THE "moments" ohh yes they all have their "moments"
well i paid attention
about 20 years ago
when this new fangled tendency came in...obviously of good intention
their new invention:
But anyone with an actual philosophical bent
decades my money spent
only on good books, which means LITerature not some Tolle-Peterson-DeBotty nonsense..
You learn more from Ove a rather simple affair
that a whole stack of Jordans chucked under the stairs
when they new fashionable Brand of so called guru comes along
and fails.
Anyway yes but " by donation"
when there was a perfectly good system in place for 30+ years.
entry fee £x .. (cocns x-50ish%)
where cons = anyone - about 1/3 or more of the peeps, in receipt of means tested council tax reduction, or tax credits be they working or child..
simple straightforward
And without the emotional terrorism of that... look
" i wonder what he is gonna put into our lovely hat..."
which of course is two way... ruins a rare - these days rare as someone who hasnt been on some shamania workshop course for a donation of many a hundred!! or else we will hex you...
that 'moment' really ruins even an extremely rare evening at some actually good drama in a local village hall...
especially when i can mind read their production meetings:
" well if we do it this way - entry by donation....it does mean we get MORE money if the tone we take is pitch perfect... [=pity me].."
"and if someone like that cunt over there dressed in BURTON rather than Portobello RD which it mystically says is the dress code ..[if HAtesville or the one up here]...
"thinks he can get away with chatting me up whist making the noise of silver droppin' in the bucket when in fact it was a few old brown coins and i noticed hawkeyed between every emotionally manipulative donations please shake of my tush... they were old zlotties he must have had them especially in his pocket for these very 'moment'...
Except of course what it means is that any sane person remains tight wad if they can get away with it unless the quality is very very genuinely what they hype up on their line...
But they will usually forget post production... pretending to like the actors or artists if they get to post act smooze...
so that's not going to work either
But i don't believe in charging up front like LAwson H or Harris S and Daum Meg...
For in my case, nothing.
Being nobody nowhere (ok Herman found it too, but i only lowered myself to read his so called guidebook to or for the counter culture well not really.. about a decade ago ) is everything.... and its even better if you are always penniless so good for you little wise ones
Thanks, for nothing.
