Monday, 3 November 2025

So, define "happiness"

 A loop missed on the yesteraft audio...

two actually

A stich or so dropped but i shall go back and redo one day.....soon


And this is out of sequins...

(They... the sourceresses.... don't like big words like sequence, and anyway several years ago i started to film the auguric "bird" life i have many a wonderful poignant shot, of their native 'ancestor' (is coming in now to boss everyone but they wont mention that the ancestors of say the fine Bolivians ( a place of REAL laughing women FROM their bellies) and other regions around all "them" effnic places ritually took a lot of children on fine hikes up to mountain tops....and then cut them up into little bits to give to the ancestor birdies of the region....

  one... the magpie...

Or fuck off with your imagined lovely fanasmagorical with the gorey removed 'indigenous' past (unless you have read the GREAT book - Lucas' Uttermmost.. where the effnics were described with NO Victorian man-the-hunter and overlord nonsense by a man who was born within the locals.... and lived with them... several tribes with varying degrees of rather tribely incongruity with any rationality...)and go and genitally mutilate the girl down the road  in a vudu dance ceremony too... and if from atesville with a bucket handy for the vomvom...yours of course as its impossible for them to actually manifest or 'realise' anyone else's actual agony....

(i must get to that i have art on it all...soon)


 Ehh happiness... well not really but the halfway house, is only one thing if one can never find a reliable rest-o'-life walking companion... who would  also  laugh at my jokes about the absurd performance in 'walking poles' and do what told: "strip tart i do NOT want to see you... nor do the wild animals and 'birds'  as they have long 'knowings' that two legs must be avoided at all cost........ never mind the fact that the flourescent [ i usually say 'neon' but they have NO literary depth at all its simply..... well it is the lowest of common denominators: America  academic woman on about 730 proving my knowings: thy took over and of course she even accuses chaina of 'bullying' her.. to be cont] clothing is so UGLY.... a proper dark coloured mac with NO ribbing, or you can go walk with someone else who needs to be seen, too...me i walk to not be seen nor need to be seen nor need to be humman just to keep myself fairly fit allergic to noisy sport or gymns or all other such showoff exercise... "


happiness or part way is having a ...

well thats your yankee 'dictionary' for you: 

as obsessed with sex as their vile religions despite being REALLY shit at it as my own travels in that Uttermostian land, did describe...

https://dictionary.cambridge.org/dictionary/spanish-english/companera

says


compañera

 
noun
 
girlfriend  [noun] a girl or woman who is having a romantic relationship with a particular man or boy

which is simply untrue

compañera 

is if you were on a peace march and Queen Joan De Baez was leading it you would be in total loyal to-the-death SOLIDARITY with her and loyal, even if scruffy little fake hobo came along and whisked her off her feet, as he wanted to copy her actual  unique genius...   and you knew she was the only woman in the whitey world worth marrying, if you could push in to the front of the queue her  sacraficing a nice calm abundant one by marrying a bloke in the slammer or just out and due back, for actually being on the cross at the front of some anti-fascist activity in the 60s....... ... you would still help hoist her up into his Portobello Rd clad arms  even he yabbered "it aint me babe"  if thats what SHE said she wanted to try out... 

You would do her bidding, no bids involved... 


Anyway it is at least having a fellow "human" on the same page...

especially when one starts revving up the jokes about her fellow Source eresses... that should really be heiresses...

("venom" this morn.. she liked that. and that was for being VERY nice to one and offereing some free gifts for their hot yoga or rip off shack-en sauna...... nope.. some folk you just can't please.... thats what once having a face that everyone on the Kings Rd wanted to 'yes please'.... )

so yes a comp as no one is actually worth me bothering to copy paste in the squiggle...

And anyway all that matters is this one MEANS it she is going to write her life story..

A bonnet with BEES in it  - it must be THEIR bees.... that's the nature of the thing.... that at last i have already helped line up into formation with the right non-Serbian-homo-erotic marching tunes all primed...

But you don't get book 9 1/2 (of the dozen underway at least a decade) which will always be hidden...unless you pay for THAT one...

I mean your children are the number one users..of onlyfans in the world per capita.. you let them get paid to take em off... just to tease

so...

ergo

(oh yes simonclayton2020.com so needs updating with the ultimate failure of all time.....   to be cont)