... even if there is a far far more interesting deeper dive down into The Bushy undergrowth ...
If one is a real rural person who always has time to stop and stare ... to quote the only Welshman ever worth quoting as he wasn't performing something for London to get out of his Swansea , cultureless, ultra racist, and dinosaur breeding ground ( on the rare occasions they werent too pissed to breed and the wife got off the ground after a good post pub session long enough to dust herself down and wipe away the blackeyes ) hellhole ...
but not gawp-stare as is the Pasty way especially if you dont have kindergarten stickers of flowers and bees all over your theme park van or motor, and the ugliest mirrored sunglasses ever dreamed up even if by next year i bet the fashion will be to tattoo them on permanently with even uglier expensive glitterooto go with the big fat tattoos all over especially their ugly calves ; or at The Source, the way, if one has such lovely little humble worn small walking boots such as hers on the hill and doesnt have a hundred quid newpack with compulsory hydration bottles poking out in a splendidly watery autumn as nature needed it and even nature doesnt need to sip every other step or they may die ...
so yes them Sourcery lot all of whom would stab with the titanium lined walking poles or India/na Jones look crossed with their Elonish high tech accessories essential for just a ramble in some very underwhelming hills....if they thought the term Narniac applies to them...
anyway.... to stare, but politely so that it isnt harassly offenderating anyone as they wouldnt notice, as theyre so busy trying to catch a look at their look in someone elses ugly mirrors... in other words i notice everything ...
i had wondered how that car was so excellently parked in that leafy place at the junction ( often my spot).. clever girl...
but i notice almost all, unjudgey, like... except long ago knew theres no point ever chatting with India/na as they cant ever forget their ... mission workshop whatever .. them never using the word " holiday" of course . ... ' bettering' themselves... when the whole point of being not in their cities is just to stop and stare ...and not at the ubiquitous phone...... they all seem to ned to fill the ' void' with..and i think we know where it is geolocated..
anyway of no interest other than it is psychologically so wonderful to at last have really understood why the fewer numbers ( by proportion) of such utterly lost neurotics totally out of their 'environment'...in my oldregion environment ... couldnt even manage to remember their gloves arent in their precious little hands when driving off and arent in the cab either, were just so arsey behind the painted on London or suburban smile.
arsey a rude word for totally 100% flaky and unreliable ( small scale rural life unviable without reliable helpmeets ..) hissy fitters who never fit ...( nowadays addicted to their Fitbit ratger than go protect sone habitat that keeps you fit and no looking at dilly screens required ...other than for the message reply to nice invite, that never comes..
anyway thats all not in any MacFarlane fantasy bullshit version of saving dead rivers ( many a foto soon) ... the total acedia slash dystopia of no actual helpmeets ever reliable
so be it . . but the deep dive along the surface is merely how for decades... all ones time is wasted... thousands of hours
and that is multiple ten thousands of....
and thus time saving solutions to the Rememberence of how they will always waste it ... yet to meet one who hasn't.. even if i guess one 'banked' some useful barter ..
but still thats sad as she WAS writing well!!
but just wont believe in HERself.... not 'too', but alone uniquely rather fably.. 'self realised' ..
which takes a long time and loadsa lopeing ... between bouts of real ' service' to humanity which lasteryear was sat in the snailshell for hours listening to yet another BPD very very Intelligent and passionate mother of her lost 3 year old talk about every other conspiracy theory except the one we had for hours conspired to correct a simple easy legal appeal against utterly fascist insane Stalinist levels if torture local judginess ( pastyshire ones well known as maddest of the lot)..
but no you know so sadly she wont ever do what for hours she uses your whole time and energy demanding she is expert and 'campaigner' for her justice and rights and .love
actual service, unpaid, and you know 99% cert it will faul and no thanks nothing ' back'
but you do it Only cos ..you can
( and nay one day make a true book slash .audiobook)
