Now i am an 'ist' even if one loses track (still to DO)of what on'es an istabout...
And decades ago the only religious theosophical answer to all - as mine Mong mate, arff Pak and arff Kraut agrees..is interbreed
Then you don't need any iter-farrders or whatnots..
Fuckin' 'ell all along i was wrong,
Siouxsi got nuthin on this babe! of the true song
she means it!....wow !!
Even if having lost two of them!
Firstly the actual new-era fiancée of 2003 - a real woman comes to visit you in a gaol of ACTUAL dusty 'troubadours' - the real thing rather than the ones in The Sourcelands who use that as advert too... and i hardly knew her.
Looked like the one above...infact gorgeouser
and smilier
And we parted one night later that year " i have to be ....ehhh...well...its going to take a while.. but really that only dinner for years ... the empty restaurant middle of your nowhere.... and you even twisted my arm ok i have to admit that wine.... just you
me and a few glasses of the alentejo....
please wait... i'm glad we 'waited'
but i mean it, I'm committed"
You can't get more world record tragic
than your fabulous clean living utterly non junky fiancé,
one didnt know then but her Portuguese passport would have later come in handy...
just a few years later goes and dies on you.....
cos of just a bit of youthful mistakenly junked up junky flu...
otherwise known as cancer causing eppytightis...
Just a few weeks thats all
seventeen, on the needle
(without any doubt change, learning lesson, causes the best of all peeps - maybe that's the 'meaning of life'
Ms perfect Pinto, not even ex wife
one teenage error, takes away her then-now perfect life
And then a second my ohh my
backstop, second choice, 'I chose life!'
a 2019ish FAkebook message, oops, no, email
"if you're still alive down there Isabel Mario Ramos Lopes....
well... ehhh..... i fancy some December warmth.... and ok if youre still in distress
i callously used you - both of us such a youthful mess...
well ok maybe ehhh..... " if at first you don't succeed
even more tragically, fail!
She having earned, twenty years or more
even learned my language, our amorous fortnight,
handsignals and body language..... all night
no common words, upon which to, our other minds, impale...
But what a bummer never mind double tragedy
her kid gone, and both of us free....
just a few weeks earlier, kicked the bucket
life is shit how sad never mind fuckit
i owed her.... even if we made each other laugh at our weirdest on and more off thirty year history.
(sometimes you can go ..back.....and she's even more gorgeous than ever..)
Anyway there was no point EVER speaking,
I'm sure even Mister Cohen my only many year supposedly well read male confidant
will have forgotten my endless torrent:
"god when will YOU PEOPLE...[ Guardian lite] of so called Hay-on-Wye, listen to some other cunt
"my only ever enemy..... those Greens, blame THEM
'them' them, for their endless crimes....
pityful rhetoric leads to wonky lost peeps crimes...
how many times do i have to repeat:
Most important book made me think Amos OZ, most of his
not preachin' just showing.... the backstreets of Jerusalem or Tel Aviv are as confusing and nuanced as my underpants
craziest sexmad lover ever young N London Woman-of-the-book
after just one coffee bleedin eck did she ...
Daughter named out of a Zimmertune
Only extant, due my half-Pally pal delivering flowers one spring Warsaw afternoon
....i dont think i ever even paid her back....
anyway do i moan EVERR?!?
never.... about anyone except them Greens...."
As only 'pity' really works
Is ultimate " shut-the-fuckup
cower crawl..... and if you ever mature, buck up...
pity the poor gentile,
lost the race by so many miles
Babs, (and all prejudiced peeps like me leave her Yentil to last on the list
inadvertent cliché self immolatingly syndrome on ones own petard:
leave the best to last; why is it so HARD!
Amos, Primo, second-best-to-ugly-Kev,
Poliakoff quite alone
chronicled UK sold out all principle, to ownin' that castellan home
infact yes come back in a century!
('twon't be in the stats i guess, but youngsters dead,
traintracks ovepillpoppin,
placcy bags and .... own bonce...
i would bet my free speech certain names arent on that tragic list even once)
Jesus Christ and Jerusalem....
proportionality; Bella Abzug was the state of New York's first female senator.
a first; to even handbag-whack those dreadful stone age men!
its the gentiles, cultureless, useless, pretty damn clueless, cant even keep their own kids out the morgue...
And in fact, fact... a considerable segment
have many decades married 'out' ....
the modernest modernist only fixing, to 'genetically'* cement.
*Lewontin
quite rightly in his 1991 Doctrine of DNA.....
Geneticist Lewontin demonstrates how science (and scientists) is molded by society and how the dominant social and economic forces in society determine to a large extent......
soon went on to lecture on how all 'race' is just illusion.. all there is is cultural construct
