Friday, 12 December 2025

Now, i saw this thing, briefly, and no disrespect to the 'sharer'

 as me myself and i ....and i am blind to all attributes, and know that now, is irrelevant...

if one finds the key. which is the exact opposite mirror universe to the one they pimp....

for the crappest books in the history of The End of Time....

Anyway being a prejudiced little bad remembered i always forget the non white greatest of em all, whom not only never bothered to sing songs about any so called 'gender' she may fancy, a bit of hand in handin' with along the St Justinian byways to show....

But was rightly out front just before the wonky one with her Blackbushe and yes its a scandal and affront to the chronicles of true modern poetry, that nobody bothered to film her ... there...

But i was there 1978 mesmerised,  quite close to the hems of her fine jeans,  god only knows how....

But one knows one thing if anyone had heckled " she likes girls" not one peep in the whole of that several hundred thou

proper counter-culture

 would have cared ....



And furthermore she wrote the real songs about not being all melodramatic and deliberately self hating the self for effect.... losing redheads and having to road trip off around the land to  show off your dilettante new hat that became 

all they took



and theyre everywhere!
(but hers for the price are bargain basement oops havent got to her yet, in the basement below here..)

(however in my private little real road trip, 

just around a splendid so perfect territory

what did i hint a few weeks ago?

into the lair...

its so interesting that its such a cousin of liar

Anyway the best ever energy! Despite weeks of gibberin' dangerous pants-on-fire

Into her lair....

" unlike ALL the rest whom peddle  this [ shamniac voodoo showoff] haberdashery

...you really do have such extraordinarily lovely just gorgeous real-bubbly ...energy"


i don't lie. 

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....oops tangent all i was going to riff:

 .....and no disrespect to the 'sharer' as a whole Pestilent coupla counties.... one has absolutely no idea ever whats behind any eyes...

Even hers ... i thought i did. 

Even if i know i do.

But thats an uneaten agatop stew.... and forget

so yes some shared thingumybob comment....as something like 

"see yourself as a verb"


Now..i do have a truly dull and no entendres essay to write soon-now 

soon maybe

About how to get 'better'

as if anyone ever has i found the key.


Which infact, in one line is: holding on to that which we must

the duty responsibility  even until ..

or to quote the problem...

and unto dust thou shalt return  

well i hope they burn in fricassee hell

  as the whole purpose of their 'dust'

is to clean it away now'n again on this planet and reality now


And i know my bishes  in that a fairly ok one a few year'nago said on wireless fourchan

" hmm bit of an adjustment may be overdue...

fifty or so years ago it was a lot more about good deeds on this planet, now

but especially startin' all these dodgy infectious Yank evangelists..

infected even our mainstream,

 it became rather more about only 'saving' my pathetic little individual soul, now..."

which surely is a fine definition of NPD .... but no point screamin

even to a genuine high-up chalice weildin'  friend

(maybe definition that so Miss Used word: they can take a joke: "you  🙏" oops i was looking for the one with a laughing face exuding tears of total consternation exasperation, indeed pure Monty choking on his Python you couldnt make up their cant and vanity...  but the new age are always a bit worse sadly so the new age salescon snakey

 emojii really is the one to focus upon )

all they can think about is THEIR 'illness' til  their end.


Anyway if i had a spare £29.99 i would in fact pop back in and pay the entrance fee to her finest real pixie-energy salesroom

Or anyone to gift a jolly good deal, to...


But the greatest one gift there can ever be

i study deeply and live within this lost and bonkers iteration of humanity


All their endless illnesses...

A decade ago every time one wandered into scumhole Kington charity shops

the few pondlife floating patinated atop of the real layer of very thick scum

(sent out to keep their house prices uptoo)


The 'middle class' every single one all you would ever hear top o' their voices

 something 'wrong' with them....

but only a fool doesnt know, choices

never mind modern currency

Their lingua-franca 

decidedly post Farragian  putrid Aisle

" listen theres something wrong with..me"


is how almost all self define

and only a fool, me, wont buy into the communal gold mine

When thats all it is.

A tube of rather cheap glue....

gives y'all summit to talk about, rather than DO.


(as the FABULOUS biking babe said shetoo rants about!

"but, luv, a man cannot....sorry if i did in your local pub, well,  there is a verb to be glassed. )


anyway yes all of that .... 

" see yourself as a verb"


I happen to have DONE ... a fair enough share indeed no more than mine

stopping singlehandedly one tescohomes development, and far far more radical

monitoring dead otters badgers and ...erraat murdered

never mind puppy farms, her gold mine

(deep in the heart of Hay infact you cant be more in the heart of it as every other yoga poster she pumps out for two decades, tell you she is !!)


And all this stuff i LOVE

Never ever moody furrowed brow or unkind

merely as honesty truth about where one lived

is indeed healing 

all that energy 

keeping inside, or pushing out, for cash,  fantasy

i do believe takes away from the fine natural system of natural immunity



But theres the far more subtle matter

Of when you KNOW you must...

even until the last speck of dust 

you became


But have the greatest ever tragic interuptus

(i even have him recorded, at my door ... fat blue line)

so cannot

A strange thing happens.

The exact opposite of every stupid word became their stupid selfloving tyranny


To be cont