so i told an inadvertent lie, which wasn't as it was an assumption

 In that without in any way begging or even manipulating any system or even 'ethically hustling' i have a personal larder thats very full...

(not like his Orwell-on-real-peasant-watchin'-duty at dawn... he expected it to be chokka with human grub, i means especially here in Doula wuwu lovely 'community' central...nope)

(ther magnificent decade long discovery via lasslopin' into what we....errata you i am not here..really are includes a wonderful interview with a very hilarious younger woman in Penzance co-op  who told me with great mirth how they actually have to security tag their cheese.... nope not the even more rip off expensive fancier varieties but the normal 3 quid blocks..that will be two at Lidl of course...)

Anyway soo, a bit later: THREE great artists....one the beautiful Corfuuan man .. another the shy one, and i shan't bother with the even shier one... i mean flip you walk the hills  a range of routes ....and are accused of being a 'prowler' in Gollom Heights.... someone owes me a drink ...

but then nobody taught the beautiful art of propriety and being a tad blushily ehhh... sorry

What a magnificent decade so ridiculously rich, on nothing, but pure knowing what one wants and never finding it.... and discovering among many things one couldnt even suggest to the 'artists' except for two, they're the nasty oily wastewater, problem, too...

I didn't know what all the ....well? even if i know what the '?' is now and didnt a quarter of a decade back....  and thus am truly "complete" especioally as i told her my tragic real realisation..... " i did want one or two more but actually the last few months realise for the first time in my life, since children actually saved it...me from me, literally tweeked my own DNA into being 'human'  in 1991, entirely resetting me in every conceivable way and ways i could never have conceived....nope..... i wouldn't now.... "  

and even the NHS heroines were as i saw rather compulsive shoplifters....sorry theres a line

and i couldnt work out how to get away with crossing it clever girl using her SEX!!

but glad i remained only ever pure... as it's so much more fun knowing that you did it without lowering yourself to any crime...no matter what's in their sick minds

my only crime is my life-givin' ramblin mutterations are just so artless! as i havent the battery to join the dots with so many pretty pictures and very absurd-o-art video inserts 

but they will bne one day.... as there's no more .... no maore what as i enjoy myself so.....no more

(ahh thats in the menaing of life section: the worst thing of all ever is tyo complete a ... purpose.... its ten times better and real-smiley to struggle forever to do whats ..... simply good..)