Now.... joining dots time even if 15 years ago i knew which to join and how to...
But ten magnificent years of parables to weave a few fables into... out of bulletproof casings of hard metal.
And of course the tragic porn salesman made his millions selling it... and his ilk with their 'trad wife' stoneagery need to be battled, too...
Or to put it as the way i put it to (greying hair to die for as i told her to her brightest eyes, and only 43...)
" i guide mothers' woman birthing partners into how they best partner in that operation..[in Narnia Central of course] ."
" ehh well i hope you would guide any hardman bloke too if he so asked or paid you whatever your rate is.... ... me i was entirely toughguy most of the time then the first time i wanted to change a nappy 33 years ago - not even full of half my own DNA... i knew i was quite good at it, and far more important loved every smelly funny moment of it and know it was THE solution to guys being guys..... "
now...
in here
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1nxSYJwZ9w-RSkzNea99Q57l9AXcWwcW0?usp=sharing
we have
voice 26 a few days ago on THE solution to the problem - possibly the most embarrassing long audio ever made but i believe in all...is for useful purpose
And today
voice 39
just merely as notemaking not possible
a potted history of 20 years of ....The problem - especially the last decade, a whole decade of landowners not keeping to the 'deal'
.....why?
well almost ALWAYS under the dark hem, of some or other hocus pocus 'spirituality'.... they hide behind as giving them the right to ....not keep to the deal...
not Trumpian 'deal' deals but simple rural currency: time is money as is sweat... or my fingernails even...so if you have mine, at least find some, nonsexual how dare you... way of paying a fair rate in return...
THis all does now need lovely pictures films many of me being hulky with sledgehammer this spring...soon - and pics of boxes of that one thief's expensive spiritual book and ceremonial collections (i rescued from the damp in the shed she couldnt be bothered to patch up and keep them dry).... she could have sold to pay for her breach of crystal clear verbal contract, all recorded for protection as usual 10 years of this thievery as thats what it is...)
Thing is the solution .... the whole 'new' age or even 'woke' age lot are just so utterly one dimensional in thinking ...folk...change...
For a few years a few outdoor fixing jobs were carried on a deux... me and equal sidecick female... and we never really rubbed it in we lived in one bed together.... but most assumed just that.
And she was in fact the sweetest most honest thing you could ever meet....
BUU even if we had one longterm customer TRY to thieve the last chunk of wages earned - our sweat and dedication to her JOB upfront never mind me going round on day 1 picking up Debbie's kids heroine needles littered the lawns.......
It was so so interesting ....
not only no sparks flying even if a literal screaming dervish of employer woman " well.... youve not paid about the real book price of that unused likely stolen banger out front....nope stop fantasisisng lets look up the ACTUAL book price.... the real version in the BOOK not your vapid spiritual version you symbolise as modern perversion.... lass ear its about time she got over her youthful rumpus and had a 'starter' motor..... logbook and signature at OURS by tomorrow morn..... and we wont tell many people in your fucked up little community how infact you are just another shabby conartist.."
All smiles and logbooks of course only at the very last 'moment' .... to make her point.
But this was only as she knew there were two - a tight couple on the same side.... who both also may have the same memory of every fantasist verbal contract these types come along all aromatherapy became shamaniac insanity
think arent a deal..... as they have some extra dimension
to themselves beyond comprehension
It's extraordinary how then ten years of being a single person same work same dedication....
Not one can ever even have a conversation
about how they fucked you over ...
which country folk knows with this lot happens...
every single yesterday
But tomorrow is startin' afresh JOBS need doin
no matter what they may say...
if known to be becoupled, it always works out eventually
If you're solo..... never, no way
audio number 1 a ten year failed questy meanderation...
see if there's ONE sane one left in this fucked up nation
number 2 about all that - the theft and in fact their tragedy (not mine i just bounce on though its SO endlessly predictable and borin'
.... but it's the WHY? thats far more interesting
THIS WILL BE ADDED TO LOTS AND LOTS SOON....
why, because not one of them ever even gets me down a bit...i am proud of the JOBS that were done....despite them
Thats no crime.... when enough of what they've been, certainly is
