"ive lived for a longtime nearly everywhere.."
fair dinkum though i am worl expert at stripping out ALL revolting little apps and turning off ALL 'auto' play or think the vile little Al Gorey thing can know me....
as fake as so called green Al Gore whom upon some good day at the polls left his hundreds of bright houselights on all night... enough to require another ferkin windmill despoiling my lands just cos his mummy never taught him to pull the plug out before bedtime....
(as the chronicle states regarding ALL schoolteachers interviewed upon the Path laster year or so....ohh such fun... the best the actual bosslanyardcow - oops thats rude to cows that have some common good sense....
at her school, paid to be environmental bosslady who admitted she never bothered to MAKE the teachers tell the kids to turn off lights ever in fact even the watertaps in the bogs often left running for hours as she too fat to bother doing her...round.....she is paid to and has on her CV so as to brightly outshine the next applicant for yet another third sector conjob.... NIGE wouldnt dare go for as Nige is a baby never grew up neither...you need BATTLEAXES [f] on board for that as just with them Mullahs no point Jimmyin' ion outside punishment, 'sgotta come from next door...even if she is being hung drawn and quartered as we speak.... ..... )
anyway yes distracted by her smile somehow a youtube 'playlist' gets through my fine defences based on a whole life of RAlph teachin' me never ever ever trust any fool.... to know what's good
anyway SAndy come sack to mind via auto-chroincleate
i mean yes...but no you realise of course no Londoner can ever tell any truth they just project what sounds so Laurel Canyon cool and hip....even then. Even if Laurel wouldnt let them within 100 miles.... not hip enough basically one story of London how mean it is in its fakery
which is a kind of power .....
even if all fantasy dream
I don't waste a minimoment pondering as its only about what next
And anyway i didn't know til Terre Roache clearly ran out of cash and doin' the rounds i always thought they were from Amishlands the way they alone seem to have got the perfect wonkiness of a genuine bein' none nowhere, rural life in their sublimest songs about their hometown of NYC life bloody liars but still better than Sandy with her faked unphilosophical take on her life so short cos of her....
BUt the thing i must remember and will likely forget as they make you forget your real identity they suck your differentness out of you and try to turn you into a commission, selling you a job lot of Eckheart course material as you aren't them....
Anyway this is quite serious, and ten times better than any rubbish the alcoholic Alan Watts (they so so all love as of course they're in love with even more 'divinely' painful wounds he basically tells them all of life is just a wound that doesnt really exist as nothing really exists- video about that later ) ...
Thing is that weird equation of 'time speeding up' as you get older.... well yes....
but i have certainly discovered in the last 1/4 of a decade ....ehhh....no
In fact just a year of three supremely interesting gibbers i don't give a second thought to except for how they are amateurs compared to the three in the year before...
and all are irrelevant even if worthy of several operas CenterStage Glyndebourne ... and all are irrelevant as i only do the odd JOB only ever to attempt to leave interestingish things behind in writing i may get to one day - well in a more elegant way
But that equation how does one even put it?
even if gibbed by her and at least 500 of them listens mine....
you have to beat them.... as they all die young or wanly age far sooner than they should
Thing is in 1/4 decade in a vile so polluted so hateful place and that's not just her little fakeplace..
(in fact basically as shabby as a Laurel Canyon too pretentious to live in Foulmouth full of obviously dangerous loons up the coast..... and as we knew the real worse loons ended up doin another first Charlie there.... [ i mustnt forget the one whom tried to metoo Polanski a truly useful genius with his Pianist as of course she had no real talent so thought she may get some clicks via him... when surely he'd had enough for a lifetime and her 'evidence' was her friend a drunk from Kensington...but that's HAy for you..a long time ago...].... yes it wouldn't surprise me one day to turn on the wireless to hear of some berserk person goin'
berserk there.... especially as i saw several bein' half berserk at breakfast time in front of their own kids on Gweek common....)
Anyway not that irrelevant incident or so in a place of no interest.... as grown ups saw through performative bohemianism by trustifarian boys and girls... like.... 20 years ago....as they invaded wealthy West Herefs on daddy's cash - there the mother usually was kept in the coal cellar if she was lucky...
thing is in the most boring place on the whole planet,
(and me not subject to tourist lies and sad little incomers who dont want to clean tourist's toilets to pay her rent , so lie about how lovely their 'community' is...i see through before i've even ventured there )
it's well understood when life is so ridiculously boring and utterly good for nothing meaningful at all just a waste of 1/4 a decade on standby like a fool...
" ohh moan moan who knows where the time goes it feels like i came here just yesterday.... 1/4 decade ago"
but the way to beat them, unintendedly, the most empty hollow echochambers of the whole planet - The generally ex Londonish incame Horatio and his drug dealin' brother who we wont talk about unless he does a MAnsontoo.... and she set up a yurt hire operation ONLY wanting to get a council grant from them, when theyve run out of funday ideas to 'bond' their teams bonded to their compulsory waterbottles and lanyards, to set them up for a day in the local noisy park 200m from the A30, so they can pretend they bonded in 'nature' too...
(ohh i havent even started wait til we get to 'retreats' Monty would say Id rather be ina pit of hungry Pythons quieter than this ripoff 'sanctuary'...)
anyway ... thing is all everyone wants to do is live longer or FEEL like they have at least....
and 1/4 decade of nothing but (oops 99.9%) charades facades two faces and rip off wage thieves...
nobody has read a good book...( except the first sexy librarian but she squashed by the hidden total dinosaur a-woman-her-does-the-shoppin-me-i-do-nowtbutwatchtv... as she told meabout her hubby and he's not even born PAsty but becoming Pasty well that dinosaurory becomes 'licensed' )
thing is....even three months ago seems like thirty years ago my utterly empty nonlife in the worst place in the world.... is weirdly so absurdly cup overfloweth.... time has not just slowed down its almost stopped....
but of course it hasnt
and the equation always was that life and 'time', it seems longer if you have a VERY very fullest daily existence...
you figure....
