now i am a pacifist or walkawayist, as you almost always can...
And now at last perhaps who knows because what's the reality? a rare example of a European people pleaser (or gibber, or smiley fake) the seemingly perfect and fabulously televisual Alexandra, owner - said she built her charitable refugee centre with her own hands; guru of the charity sector in Brussels - 'empowering' beggar refugees via workshops they could hire for free and 'empowering' themselves via a career in fashion, though i gradually realised infected by spending so much time in London fundraising ...
But you 'invest' about five years believing she was the one true ultimate whitey Malala - in fact Malala and Malala's passionate and brave father in one person....
100% "save the brown women from having to dodge the traffic ..begging or running from those who would cut off their clits so they might not ever know the power of a bit of navel fun.."
So a few years ago when the bravest people ever to have existed the young Iranian women get ranty about their limited fashion choices...
(uwww i rit a poem in 2010 that is more than good its the one good thing i wrote and is about the bravest person ever extant the Egyptian - hmmm thats a coincidence better not say! woman i imagined was being killed for her brave action and even her state goon killer knew as he was putting the bullet in her head through 'The Ring' of his gun he knew he would never meet another female person worth wanting to marry she was so perfect but he would have been shot by his boss, had he not dead parroted her ... .... and even had to successfully defend it in court against a fat journalist who was jealous .. so dobbed me in, accusing me of wanting to shoot her myself! and it didnt come by autotyping it arose in my head one night fully formed ina freezing winter of 10/11 at about minus 15 infact for weeks....... but to find it is a whole day operation!)
LAst time: "Alexandra .. you know the Queen.. you are queen of divine goodness in the third sector all based on empowering young brown women.... GET YOUR [big FAkebook, but not the usual Brit 1000 a modest 500] 'NETWORK' on the streets of Brussels in solidarity ...at least as they are being hung drawn and quartered by those pesky Gasht-e Ershads [another good example of 'morality' even if rather in the inverse, fpor the GWerkians who don't know what an actual hatecrime is] they may just have as their last thought in thios one and only reality we can ever know of.... maybe someone will have put my name on a placard in the streets of Brussels.."
And to my amazement hence i schismed even back then in truth ... ghosted or rather simply blanked by someone in a society which doesnt use that as default setting as soon as something not in their playboook is said or emailed...(Europeans never block you though which is so interesting..)
Anyway (note to self ultyra reminder, not only his awful line about " in evil times like these there ios only love" which is incorrect as theres pretty much exactly the same amount of blood and baddiness today as 20 or 30 years ago.... they (them like him) merely ......project.. thats all they do, project some fake care for the fancy hat passed around for 'donations' or to get a job in the BBC...
which is even more evil as the world was indeed on a trajectory mid 80s to a far more progressive [ good meaning] intl human rights egalitarianism and even greenism.... until my whole generation forgot to grow up beyond being about 25 when we are naturally self obsessed and feel shit iof we are not quite coming up to the program (which i now realise IS what they love - the feeling shit... perpetual masochism in love with their projected fake 'pain' .... ...and REALLY take part.... so as to have kept that positive momentum
Anyway thats of course not scientifically provable, but the amount of wan and strained faced single middle aged people is...
its extraordinary!
Ok one could allow that maybe even 25% are the seemingly compulsory lesbians even if the census said its only 2.5% of either sex...
None of my business but the aloneness is so rediculously stark... i never imagined it could be like this....
and i know who is the guilty party, even if it was PAulo Coehlo way before even Eckhart Tolle revved up his horrid little trafficking operation via his so so subtly prostitutional books such as By The River P... I sat down and wept. (undoubtedly at least 90% female readership, just like Power..and The Salt Path, too - by THEM) . knowing secretly that ".....some far more perfect guru man with sexy South American Inca good looks and far more clever wordiage like 'relationality' instead of muck and soil=veg in nouveau Charlotte Churchspeak , will come and fix my weeping of course so lets weep at the useless gurus around me who i never listened to as i knew there was a fabulously perfect guru up over the other side of the hill so its all their fault these local gurus who tolerated me for years blessme......as long as the traffic isnt too bad ..."
...i mean at least if brave Iranians are crushed to death by bulldozers or hung by cranes in groups they are dying ...kindof, a bit, in real 'community' ... knowing there is some solidarity....
but along came PAulo and then even worse 'MAster' Tolle... and the fates sealed every fate forever ... total loneliness knowing there's a bloke over the other side of the hill who 'listens' like Tolle's imaginary version his imaginary friends probably preach at himtoo while he can never sleep...
But even for the true baddies, like Paulo and Eckhart one must never hurt them... ever.... though for the baddies some kind of punishment' or inconvenience musrt be used to make ones point to everyone else..
perhaps an experiment: kidnap Tolletoo ... tie him up on a chair and set up a video camera as he loves that...lots of nice yogi tea and incense candles -- the 100 quid ones even he's earned them, and smoothees too tghese peeps need their need for the gentlest of baby food fully self individuated........ and play on a big screen at reasonably loud volume, but not torture-painfully loud, endless Eckhart Tolle videos to him for him.... for eternity if necessary as his perfect poise and grace and projectile vomit will of course mean he is going to liove forever...
And lets see or let the world see, just how long he lasts, as a human being....
And what of the so so many human beings he leaves in his wake...i see them everywhere in Doonshire all walking alone.... so much aloneness and i can smell by sixth sense what's been on their bookshelves....
of course displacing it all to " the world is full of so much new evil out THERE...
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means your real domestic terrorists who have indeed hollowed out so many once humans into hollow shells, the gem of their pearly youthful self long stolen , ghosts even....will walk scott free ... its known as ....well i believe a certain Orangeman is very good at diversionary tactics
