ohh...now i know what fancynewword i am

 

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because there is always a silver lining in that really good camera unusuable died dead.... means i have to use the shitty one and at least i can get a file off it and then actually SEE if it is the right one the good one stopped letting me do so why ..last 'summering' takes so so long

However unlike inhuman made up words like transhumant, (i think it is a tenner) when i am a nomad all my life in every single way possible  - and even really did do transhumant things with my flock of sheep as a commoner on the high hills shepherding them around to places where tourists wouldnt see transumant things being done...errata no tourists in them hills so one could do a whole flock of transhumant nomadic pasturalist things and no one but them would care...

 except ALL so called innate things must be immediately stopped 199% when one has a child to be human with 100% all the time from birth (she agreed nobody can do anymore)

And only then when every last agonising 0.00000000001% of time twenty xeven years on, is given to them, only.... is one free to 

...to what?  At last i am done in for words.... as whilst  everyone else is pretending not to be plasticbagging their own inner head.... 

I have never had such a sublime perfect territory, AND full on saudade

in one day

And i knew i should ignore someone... 

But now i know i was wrong.

Anyway far more important if one were to wish to roll out some slightly more proper writerly writing..

As i am quite sure even whatsisface that wriote the first one ..Gilgamesh... i wouldnt bother a tad too taking itself too seriously...

not only do i have in the nosebag a ten times better tale of epicness ... 

But at last am sure, exactly...not mainly, but perfectly

Who it would be...for

And the word perfect is there for a three dimensional reason it would take ten volumes of Proust to just maybe sum her up...

figuratively wrong word allegorically still wrong...  just perfectly.

The really sad thing though is so many ...errata a few okish ones... still don't can't understand that constructive critique is healthy and what the fact that they didn't buy their little palaces in downtown Plymouth (i.e. "its full of junkies and more clap that Bill Gates may have got in this operating system and the other posher one for rich private schooled tossers")  and chose thisterregion based on cosntructive critique but if one constructively critiques here of course by default its " why are you here then ..?!?" 

well one may be stranded due non payment of verbal contracteds ..or other reasons ...or just know the walks everywhere else are more noisy...

to be cont

if i recover from saudade

and saudade is not a word you throw around to make yourself seem good in prep for a workshop...

sauade is the only thing there is between life, and death:

life itself

and what everyone else is dying from and caused to look very old from, not living it, as they believe their perfected version is the pinacle 

If you just persist a little...and dont believe your own constructive critique...

Or at least on the third occasion..