This is NOT what you assume...
just as making assumptions about animals is usually wrong.
The purpose really is to loop back into this earlier first DRAFT at riffing 20 years of something https://www.ralphschism.com/2026/01/revenge-not-word-i-use.html
which won't be completed until tomorrow guaranteed as a lovely warm wet day long planned to be used being indoors..
(memo item seeing them indoors today on the only totally decent day for several weeks - warming up and dry, knowing its raining for a week from tomorrow.... NOW i get it! .. all sat cross legged in their rich womens shmaniac wellness and generally lying about caring about 'nature' workshop up in the elite village hall in the hills indoors on the ONLY best walking day...... all so utterly butter wouldn't melt in their mouths worthy... sums it all up.
But that's a technical matter of merely 'persisting'; rambling on, outdoors, lots, huffing and puffing, is actually scientifically proven to be very good for your 'wellness' ... but then all that 'networking' over caca is of course necessary to be able to pay for the quite a few expensive motors outside... and trums actually doing wellness things or even better chopping the elderly neighbour's logs when theyre getting on a bit so they maynt be able to do it themselves... which is scientifically from about 80 as a mean ....
Anyway to the point. Though it needs adding ion elegantly to the previous chunk, and illustrating a LOT...
All one ever hears in all of Dooneshire - it was bad enough in Pastyland, but here it's compulsory to have something 'wrong' with you and usually fairly exotic at that...and of course 'mental health' trumps everything as it's their own unique self-actualised plenished adventure and experience that absolutely everyone else is so in tune with, informed via the latest workshops on it, and cares about (until they die of it and then their corpse 10 weeks later nobody bothered to see if a tree fell on their head metaphorically speaking and the smell proves the point..... nobody actually EVER cared one iota or HiggsBoson about your compulsory 'mental health' you never discover until yes you died of it and it's too late ...)
so yes... in short even if it's SO much more three-book interesting, and i don;t care one iota about this whole region, it is merely the key to understanding thirty dull years based in my last one... as there it became gradually 20% ish precious and most irrational people gradually colonising (most from the South originally even if they usually try to lie and lay false trails, especially when much of their Southtime was resident in The Priory.. or working for JPMorgan or Monsanto - the same thing ) irrational as their lives didn't/couldn't work, and they could never admit it, which is actual wellnesswank etc.. and all they ever wanted to say was 'community' but didn't quite have the affront to be so fraudulently brazen when they dont know how one works in REAL life... and that its impossible to get one working pretty much anywhere in YUK especially where they say 'community' a lot.
So, then, i was confused as the minority types are never clear about who they are .... they meekly only allow out an itzty bitzy bit of themselves... i had assumed they were indeed unique, trying to sort of bodily resonate with being in the middle of nowhere surrounded by REAL bigot dinosaurs getting fat watching SKY TV all day only as they don't know how to make Fox work their so beery fat 'n lazy....which is what most of the REAL countryside actually is....
BUt thats just the way its always been... what i care about as i have empathy even if a tad self-interested, is the industrial compulsory moaning that became default over 10 years ago about things wrong with them and also the fact...real fact, that none of the many alcoholics could even begin to regulate never mind accept the only way is to stop for a long time...
many would be sleeping badly.... (especially all the women who came in to sell their zen Goddessery online )
In short the self interest, nobody left ever to talk to about any grown up ordinary serious matters... nobody... ever...
Or then we have the 'injuries' done to them...some unfairness or injustice even if most too YAnkmoronic in the way they can no longer speak to even manage that word... . and NOBODY ever couold ever understand that feeling another did you bad and not turning it around eventually to a comedy or ballet if you are very precious is the way not to be eaten up alive by your seething ....well its not 'hatred' it's something else: just the cultural con: strutting. Unconstructively.
I mean at least the slightly more hardy peeps of The MArches - Clunnish down to Breconish wouldn't go as far as every other word 'vulnerable' - thats a self embarrassment too far ..
Anyway in short for now i didnt understand this minority there seemed no easily perceptable pattern and thus i was uneasy inside - not knowing or understanding is the only thing that needs 'therapy': ferkin well try and find out....why!
Unplanned Mission Accomplished! Being in the SW it's 100% ..(errata 99.9% i know the miracle minority bird..maybe even two) ... all the patterns now fully stacked up in nice little rows as if i have 'OCD' too ..
for now its all about i project
Not speak share or communicate or even her 'connect' they're of course all addicted to saying every third word, nope just i project..it's worse than ferkin Hollywood...I'm almost tempted to set up a storyboarding website under that url...
but i have had my grand finale in the wings some years and it's time, soon
NO feeling no warmth just projection... and the aforementioned wanness - as i know many inside are feeling truly shit its like ghosttownsville...
I wish i really knew their pains i know so many behind their closed doors are genuinely hurting from, except i don't really need to....
cos there's no worse than mine over years (especially if one incorporates TOTAL loss of ONLY 'identity' which shouldnt even be parenthesised as it is just ones BEing... not fake sexual or rather pervy identity for attention, in a land where yes the official paid-for Dominatrices even started to fuck everyone around in the countryside [stories from 2020] pretending to be all airy fairy... when all they have done for years is destroy warmth and decent real good mutual sex which takes real hard work often not their fraudulent whiplashing...and continue ... real identity based on ALL you DO and are for years.... )..and guess what 99% of the time over last decade mojo 97-103%
And never ever ever for one second moan about it....EVER
never ...ever in fact until the great sublime year of sublime2020.com liberation i never really spoke of it
and realised eventually that was good for at least 2% of mojo if one always does... but speaks of it philosophically...
indeed even uses it as fable, for the common fucking good...
nobody would even understand in (from now on just the 'South')
now..i know i am only a 100% standard person as 99% of the rest are also, and all your expensive dire so called mind and wellness therapists have utterly conned you you are 'individual', as any GOOD parent knows ref their kid before all this self self wank came along...almost all kids react the same way eventually to simple persistence with straightforward kindly wise but GROWN UP strategies.... Problem, they may take mountains of time and practice to perfect ... the theatre of it...but it works...and the key don't moan, or phone up Womans Hour to moan live on air, even when you need to, as thats YOU.... not them ...but they can read vibrations...
. so ones personal journey shhouldnt even be monetised never mind spoken of in a way that 99% couldn't adopt, too...
but ... when you know full well standard ways out of a rumpus and know full well the soul of The Southerner is so inured to every other next door neighbour being on BSDM or prozac - same thing really... they have really nasty side effects, well one will have to i guess go FULL emotional blackmail to make the point
soon
but the point is - not finished earlier post piece.... Einstein got is so right as usual with his "the definition of madness..." i have never met so many ill and mentally ill people, all of whom i am sure go to doctors mediation wellness psychotherpist conjobs...all of that...
And even i daren't talk to one of them any more they're so so utterly wounded anything can happen...
so .... trumping time, soon
except it must be entertaining too....
as my one REAL great mature wise and bigbucks artiste new friend says, also " earnestness doesnt work..."
to finish later
as i say so many times the last few years on my walks.... " theres one thing far far harder than Crufts to win.." to all the precious ridiculous Southern dogabusers whom overcontrol and overhumanise their dogs - as many dog trainers say to me too .....
and all those who missuuse the word 'judge'...
there is no harder test of animal husbanding than every single one of these many a time gathered fat Northeners...our friends
this man the famous Richard the ultimate tough Northerner there is no tougher and more prejudiced and biggotted and anti Southern Lasses and campervan driving dad...
held out three years, looking for every conceivable way to judge her inadequate and us bad animal husbanders.... before ...at last giving her both the champion cups 09
