of a wonderful ten years back in the saddle even if as a metaphor it will hurt all the great majority who havent had to learn what real parenting is...ignoring the bluehaired townbred lanyardists whom ... im not stupid.... dominate and will have dominated you or your kidstoo....
but it doesnt mean a REAL story of really getting back in the saddle might not one day at least make you think....
so, just yesterday. To begin.
Backwards
or maybe Proustian snapshots of time... just randomly scattered for posterity. I do know nobody has material like my last ten years. I know for a fact.
As they didnt have my finest guide to being educated when i was a youngun, eleven and on.... the gentlest one ever who despite being Godzilla of a man, always helped ease my foot back into the metaphorical stirrup...
As we did our jobs building the fences (that i saw a decade ago had lasted nearly fourty years ... thats real pride and knowing when you have the humblest ever truly great teacher...)
But the fact that lasteryear has been the year of the ultra gibber - the omen with their jobs they so need doing tell you you are great at them and then just cancel on a whim...maybe they lied about the money they had to pay for all the next months work; or whatever .... or maybe they really are so mad they can't stand a man who just methodically plods along her ..... funny thing is there is almost always a pattern: daddy's land....
maybe daddy hadn't been quite the 'hero' they like to regale you with tales of.... and when someone really does dilligently plod along and love their land...
it 'triggers' some.... stupid feelings?
I know not but one astonishing thing i have learned of 1/4 decade in the Southlands which is precisely the opposite of what their whole business model seems to be in fake workshops fake 'journey' books (in a land where only 'service industries' are maybe even 90% ) ... is that they all NEVER ever express their real inner truth or real feelings...
Thats what i call a Wasteland.... how fabulous to have discovered the 100% guaranteed cause of their stupid End Times...
RUN!!!!
