Even if shame is a biggie previously covered a year or so ago...I had assumed the buymeacoffee at https://www.ralphschism.com/p/funding.html clearly didn't work the way it has never been used by any freeloader i see even Meghan is using as strategy https://www.theunspeakablepodcast.com/p/how-to-fight-bari-weiss-derangement
" released (in slightly rougher form) shortly thereafter to paying subscribers. Now it’s available to freeloaders people with different commitments, too"
which of course is just as much the issue as here a land of ONLY (99.99%) two faces... in that Yanks have an inner curcuit breaker whereby deep down they are so used to someone pulling out a gun and doing the ,melodramatic easy version of life - running away.... why so so many ran away and bought golden visas here and now seem to have half the third sector roles be very afraid i know how their minds work.... even if they hide behind have-a-nice-day smiles...
there is no hope when a land who cannot even allow themselves to think 'less is more' have any kind of purchase..or purchase their way even deeper into our once ok Woodlanders...
Jesus H ...read Ethan Frome Edith knew of the acedia bleakness in the American, even rural Yank, soul even 1911
And it certainly hasn't changed if one is close enough to see YAnkism up close...
Meghan still the only one with at least a selfp-depricating sense of humourous cheekiness....she projects
anyway new word learned yestereve " discovery" - apparently thats what it's all about. ..nobody will ever find my wisdom... indeed nothing new in any of that if ONLY they would say (as someone did say ohh yes the wonderful recent artist i need her )... she alone understood a few days ago my main line shared with so many the last decadfe " hope...is defined by if you ACTUALLY know how younger/older people work kn the West UK especially....if someone can describe to them by great book or pondcast even that is 'discovered' just how disastrous their mum and dad's generation, and gran and grand too, on the environment and explain ythe total Alice Through The Looking Glass behaviour of so called greens or The Guardian writers even Feral Sharkman who wont dare to mention his mates overpopulating the rural places and using too much chemicals down drains the drains werent ever imagined to be for.... as his mates property prices in The LAkes or other NAtional Park regions would collapse if anyone showed the real film of shitty streams day after day (still!)...anyway there is a wonderful definition of 'hope' - young people knowing just how disastrous all people except them as they havent had their day in the sun yet...have been at destroying the environment and jiust how narcissistically insane all before them have been... that's hope - no "affirmations" required as they may figure it wouldnt be that hard to be ten times more eco-positive than every fake that's come before them... " only one person has fully taken that in and not done the "butt" thing as video described yesterday and infacty seemed to have rural-philosophised her way to that obvious simple moral philosophy, too...
and her art goes for a bomb...hmmmm.....
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(part of the fix yourself series there are quite a few but not enough coffees bought to even keep a laptop charged to redraft the intro to these pages as PAperchasing everything making it all pretty-production, and even indexes, rather than actual content, never mind doing both.... takes so so much more time... plugged in ... cheers to the one coffeebuyer i hadnt thought theres unlikely to be a 'buy him a rhubarb latte with sprinklies on top, knob... why nobody else ever has thus far)
